2012: Think With Your Heart!
“We would first like to offer you a sincere welcome and congratulations! We are your friends from home, but closer than ever in thought vibration and we welcome you to the arrival of your destination point, 2012. There are so many profound & delightful changes before you.” -Pleiadian High Council
LOVE takes the LEAD
So we finally made it to the promised land! Of course, we don’t really have a solid idea of what that means yet…mostly because we will have to create it…but the point is that together, we made it to what will prove to be the most pivotal year in human history. For those of you who have been consciously working to LOVE yourselves back together, specifically & intensively since 1999…when the wheels started to come off…you are the new world teachers, guides, way-showers & bridgers. For this group, 2012 promises to be amazing in one extra-ordinary way: LOVE is f-i-n-a-l-l-y in first place and here to support you to the fullest.
The ability & freedom to LEAD with LOVE is the ultimate…the be-all, end-all and what we have worked so tirelessly for. To finally get out of our heads and fully into our hearts is what we all signed up for, sacrificed for, lived on our couches faced every inner-demon for. LOVE was always the goal. Each breath of truth we willingy drew was to fan the divine (God)spark, to ignite the sacred three-fold flame within our heart space so that all our choices/intentions come from LOVE and not fear. This is the freedom we earned, and the light we now inhabit will effectively illuminate every dark corner of the world.
Head to HEART
“We are coming forth on the ray of LOVE, a ray that you will become very familiar with this year, and we would like to extend a loving embrace to all those at the helm of new humanity.” -PHC
Leading with LOVE will change so much about our lives this year that by the end of 2012, our past may be unrecognizable. We are stepping into the universal flow, and many are already experiencing the rapidity by which synchronicity/attraction is now happening…and this is just the tip of the iceberg.
The quickening that is resulting from our liberation from linear time means that the “time” lapse between thinking and feeling no longer or barely exists…which also means the time lapse between what we feel and what we attract is instantaneous. This is both liberating and startling, depending on the amount of clearing work we have done, but one thing is certain….this year we will know, without a shadow of a doubt, where LOVE is still needed in our lives.
The main message of the PHC for 2012 is that we can no longer rely on our mental processing alone to sustain us. There is a new (LOVE) dynamic now in place that everyone…whether consciously or not…will have to abide by.
“To those contributing to the collective growth and evolution of the planet, we say this…your time has come. There is a new energetic in place and one that is only supported by love-based intentions. Those at the forefront, those who have been diligent and steadfast in embodying LOVE, are now in position to reclaim stewardship of the planet. No longer will the forces of evil be upheld for the new constitution of earth is LOVE.” -PHC
This is why it is now imperative to Think With Your Heart, because only our hearts contain the intelligence to operate optimally here…with the speed, accuracy & frequency required to function in 5D, in the new earth.
Our mental facilities are now fully governed by the intelligence of the heart which means we will be capable of way less if we try to use our thinking minds alone, without the inspiration of our heart’s desire. Every action, everything we think & do must come from LOVE (& not fear) to be fully supported by the energies here. Thinking with our brains is like shooting blanks now, whereby thinking with our hearts will be like shooting stars.
When we harmonize into the flow of life from what feels right, from what is calling us, from what is or wants to be, then we will be supported by the cosmos to accomplish a myriad of tasks effortlessly, with brilliance, and in a very short period of “time”. Likewise, when we resist the flow and try to impose our own will against the will of the divine..like with a “deadline” for example… we will thwart the magic and create unnecessary suffering. This dynamic is why so much around us will come crashing down this year, because the majority of the world is run from the HEAD brain…independently of, devoid of: LOVE, spirit, Oneness.
But for those who truly think with their hearts and allow their feelings to animate the imagination and fuel every choice, miracles can be accomplished. This is what 2012 will prove to us.
Abundance Abounds
“Anyone who embodies love, who proposes love-based solutions for the planet and all those beings upon her, will meet great success…success in terms of fulfillment, of freedom, of joy, of abundance and abounding radiant blessings.” -PHC
This is the year when all the proposed solutions to bringing our planetary systems to the next level will be met with great cosmic support, and all those who have sustained the visions of the future and held the pristine memories of home will be given the divine flow of perpetual grace to physicalize those visions of LOVE. This year we begin to live our purpose (out loud) and finally make manifest the creations we have envisaged for what seems like forever.
“We say this not to suggest that those who are reading this will not have the support of the universe without these visions, just that those structures that need to be implemented will meet the forces of manifestation with great rapidity due to overwhelming collective desire.” -PHC
We are coming together in sacred unions and group resonances that will aid us in fulfilling our higher passions, purpose and potential and together, we will unite as a soul collective to uphold and fortify our visions to create, build and maintain the structures of new earth for phase II of ascension…one that will likely take many years to complete.
We will continue to exist between worlds (3D & 5D) for a while, using the 4th dimension as the bridge between the two, so the Pleiadians suggest a need to be more discerning with our energy & opportunities in order to maintain a sense of equilibrium during a potentially stressful time on the planet, especially for those (4D) bridgers working with more of the masses and those people yet to choose LOVE.
(A special note to healers: The PHC mention that those who do healing work will need to be extra vigilant in maintaining boundaries now…“For those of you with active roles of service in healing, we say this: stand your ground with regard to who you lend your energy to. There will be increasing forces of ill-will trying to penetrate the earth plane and healers will be an easy target due to their giving nature. Discernment and awareness will serve you well.”)
12 & 13
The Pleiadians share that there is great vibrational significance of the numbers 12 & 13 that will be very prevalent this year…they mention the completion of our 12 year initiation/discipleship (think: 12 apostles, 12 sons of Jacob, 12 Tribes, etc.) which actively began in 1999 (the beginning of the Galactic 8th wave according the Mayans). We are now in our 13th year of transformation (Mayan cycles move in 13 year rotations) the resonance of which ends/begins a whole cycle of human experience. We have also activated our 12 strand DNA/12th-dimensional blueprint bodies, which is what marks the true beginning of Christed-consciousness on the planet.
Another interesting tidbit that I recently garnered from the PHC is that those who have completed the reconnection of their 12th dimensional blueprint are undergoing the activation of the 13th strand of DNA this year, which they refer to as “the strand of LOVE” (I talk more about this in an upcoming program that I am soon to publish online).
Apparently, our 12th dimensional blueprint bodies were activated on the recent 12:12 stargate and the 13th strand…which I interpret as an overlay of our 12…was activated on the solstice and will continue to ripple thru us in waves until the December solstice of 2012 . The PHC say that the solstice point is what triggered the activation and transition from discipleship to mastership for those at the forefront. Fascinatingly, the unseens also throw in that Jesus the “Christ”(consciousness) was the 13th apostle…and of course there is also that newly revealed 13th zodiac sign, Ophiuchus, (which I definitely pronounce esophagus) floating around in space.
And remember what Britt Martin from CosmicPath.com shared regarding the new Cosmic Astrology® in the 10/6/11 energy update?
“the way we see it in Cosmic Astrology® is the person is the center of the chart and each sign of the zodiac is an aspect of consciousness within our own energy field – the zodiac is literally within us projected out like a hologram. We are the 13th element. Think of a body standing in the center of a birth chart or the cosmic clock (in Cosmic Astrology) and the house cusps are like wheel spokes connecting us to the signs.”
This is getting fun.
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The PHC are also showing me that in addition to the underlying 12 & 13 energies this year, much of our focus will be on the triple 5s:
-2012 is (in numerology) a 5 year (2+0+1+2 = 5)
-2012 is the year we engage the energies of the 5th Dimension
-2012 is the year we fully open/activate/master the 5th (throat) chakra
FIVE is a big number…its all about transformation, freedom, change, honest expression, communication. As a life path 5, I am pretty familiar with this energy and so I know one thing for sure…this will NOT be a boring year…we are in for quite an expansive, and even unexpected, line-up of events.
In 5D, the combined & purified energy of the heart and throat speaks to our ability to express our truth with the Voice of LOVE, so this will be an important year to live authentically, with integrity, and while nurturing an new and unprecedented ability to express ourselves. Those of pure heart resonance will undoubtedly be called forth to speak their truth to the outside world…in fact, people all over the world will likely feel compelled to take actions that support the soul’s voice this year, seemingly unable to hold back or remain “silenced” any longer.
When our voice is in total alignment with our authentic core truth, we can engage in the 5th dimensional energies and successfully leave behind the dense, heavy, gravity of 3D, duality & causal creation.
This year “new-age” teachings will become more widely accepted by mainstream thinkers, so those who are involved in communications will be called to service in new and/or bigger ways. There are many who are poised at this venture to take on more public roles and together, those in fields of conscious communication: writing/speaking/media/music/art/publishing, etc. will collectively become the “voice” of new humanity.
For this group, the rewards will be vast for your well-intended efforts but the PHC say that the challenge will be to continually rise with the benevolent forces of the cosmos to circumvent any reactions of public fear. Apparently, this will be a kind of monumental undertaking, but one that they say will seem effortless under the command of LOVE.
“Those who are on the front line of service to humanity by way of speaking/writing or any form of communication, your time to infiltrate more of the masses is now. As you make your way into more sects of society, you will notice an increase in demand for your gifts, talents and services as people become more open and willing to accept new thoughts & ideologies. We suggest that you fortify your every communication with the resonance of universal LOVE to eliminate undue fear, and the far reaches of your work will create a ripple of transcendence that will affect all of earth & humanity in a positive, uplifting way.” – PHC
(NOTE: On a physical level, all this 5 energy is likely going to mean some 5th chakra clearings (throat/ears/thyroid/etc.) so any extra nurturing here will go a long way in supporting the physical expression of any remaining emotional repression.)
The Precipice
From now until the new moon on January 23d we are in kind of a holding pattern. We are being given some time to wrap up unfinished 2011 business, prepare for our new reality, collect our thoughts and ponder (choose) what this year will mean for us individually…because undoubtedly it will be different for everyone. We are teetering on the edge of the summit…we can feel the initiation phase drawing to a close and we know that the upward climb of our apprenticeship has brought us to unprecedented heights where we are able to see so much more than ever before.
The voices of the past may still try to seductively lure us into an emotional tailspin, but for the most part, these are just tests to show us how far we’ve come in that the fear based-realities have all but lost their appeal to the ego. We are more in control of our thoughts than ever and this will definitely serve us well this year.
In many ways, we are like the proverbial (Tarot) Fool again, standing on the precipice of the unknown, feeling the excitement of a new journey, but this time with all the wisdom gleaned from facing our fears on the long, lone journey thru our shadow and back. For a few more precious moments, we have the opportunity to take a good look around….behind us, to see & appreciate just how far we’ve climbed… and ahead, to take a final glance out over the landscape of our future of possibilities as we prepare to venture back down into the village… to the outer world, and (dare I say) to become part of civilization again (albeit in a very new way).
Our only role now is to BE LOVE. To bring LOVE to everything that we do, and all whom we meet. To live our lives so fully in LOVE that our enthusiasm spreads like the contagious fire of passion. Imagine the juxtaposition of living an inspired life against the chaos and fears of a falling world…one thing is certain, we will definitely be noticed now : ))
“From this moment forward, and into the next millennium, LOVE will restructure everything as the predominant force on the planet. Each of you will come to know your true purpose for being here, the soul origin of your genetic lineage, your contribution to the ascension, and the full scope and capability of your own personal direction and focus of LOVE. You are aligning with the cosmic heartbeat which pulses in rhythm with the earth and in this harmonization comes the true meaning of human incarnation.” -PHC
An Overview
“2012 will bring a clearer, broader understanding of how the universe works, and you will be creating accordingly. There is so much to learn, yet you already know it all! “ -PHC
As we enter this pivotal year of change, we will notice many new discoveries about ourselves and our capabilities as new-humans. These capabilities are vast and incomprehensible to many at this time, however, the star beings assure us that as we merge with the forces of the universe, we will come to understand that there are literally no limits and that LOVE opens all doors to all possibilities.
We are still in the process of bringing the most dense aspects of our (emotional/physical) selves to light and we are still setting up our platforms and preparing our foundations in the new earth… and based on what I am being shown, this will be our main focus especially for the first half of 2012. As I see it, this is the time allotted/supported by the cosmos to transform our outer world to reflect the magic of our new inner world.
This is what I would call the year of transformation made manifest. I am not convinced that it will be all rainbows and butterflies, but I do get the sense that we will finally get to see/feel/touch the results of some long held intentions. The difference this year is that the changes we desire now have the energetic/celestial footing to physicalize in the earth plane…replete with many opportunities, miracles and blessings. While many around us will be steeped deeply in the dismantling phase, we will be physically birthing our dreams and stepping into our empowered positions as new earth guardians. And everything in our lives will change as a result of this.
We are still in the embodiment process, no doubt, and our cells still have some catching up to do, but according to the PHC, the rewiring needed to participate in the new energetics is complete.
In the new-human biology, the heart (literally) acts as the brain center, or central intelligence, and plays a vital role in decoding energy, multidimensional processing, and even inter-dimensional communication. With the heart in first place we have full reign over the direction of our lives and learning how to operate this new intelligence and biology will become a large part of 2012.
“The new-human operating system is becoming the command center for the evolution of humankind. What we mean is this…the new human bio-energy system is designed to operate solely from the sustenance of universal love, the resonation of the high heart and the life force that animates it. This river of LOVE (universal life force) runs thru the new-human heart giving the new-human prototypes the ability to serve as living resonators of harmonic frequencies, thereby capable of living harmonic lives.” -PHC
I imagine like most things, all of these changes will take place in succession, however, with the speed and force by which manifestation is now possible, there won’t likely be a lot of waiting around. That said, according to the PHC the earliest we can expect any kind of noticeable breakthru, especially with regard to our (biological) transfiguration, will be around the equinox. We still have necessary adjustments to make while we work out all the kinks, and this always means that annoying…but needed… stop/start energy where we begin to move forward at an exhilarating pace and then suddenly, out of nowhere, the bottom falls out. This realignment process will continue, tho more rapidly, until every level of our being is fully aligned with the new and true.
Full Circle
It’s so hard to fathom, but yet so exciting/surreal/terrifying to say that…this is officially my last & final energy update.
Seven years ago, when this telepathic journey began for me, I had absolutely NO idea what I was in for. (And a good thing too.) Spirit called, I answered, and my life was never happy the same again. Had I known the horrors up front, not so sure I would have made the trek with all of you, so most of my gratitude for the process lies in the blessing of only being able to see a foot in front of my face at any given time. And how.
In all sincerity, I have nothing left to report on our arrival here. Everything has been said and I am officially out of words (that laugh was especially for my loved ones…as if any of them read this). My first level galactic j-o-b was to try to get us all to Think With Our Hearts (meself included), and now that we are here, I am…unemployed?
No seriously, my soul contract is up for the first phase of ascension…of which, I didn’t even really know the job description until it was nearly over…and I am officially a FREE agent.
What now? Well, first I jump off into the unknown with the rest of you…praying that my wings work…either that or hope that the new-human toolkit comes equipped with a parachute. Either way, BIG changes are afoot for TWYH!
The truth is, I do have some idea what’s up ahead, but like everyone else, I have to create it all, so I will need some time to set up shop before I re-emerge for phase II…which, from what I can tell so far, will be very different. My work with the Pleiadians will continue in 2012, but in a different format and context. The information is already different…less about what will be, and more about what is…and a lot of it seems to be about figuring out how things work here…which, to my surprise, doesn’t all come completely naturally. In other words, there is a lot to learn about the workings of this new world because most everything is changing, including our participation with it.
So for now I will say that: 1) I am not really going anywhere per se…this is just an elaborate costume change…and 2) now that we are all finally “Thinking With Our Hearts”, my talents are officially rendered useless : ))
And lastly, but most importantly…THANK YOU! I can’t really put into words the amount of gratitude that fills my heart when I think about all the unconditional LOVE and support this community has gifted me with over the years. You have offered me not only the ability to keep food on my table during some very scary financial lows, but it is because of all of you, my soul family, that I kept finding the courage to be-lie-ve in myself and to stay the course. Honestly, its been an odd experience to be (kind of) a teacher and a student at the same time, and sometimes it was just plain frightening…but in the process I learned so much about myself (warts and all) and my capabilities that it was well worth the risk of any embarrassing public growth spurts. Well, from my perspective anyway.
So before I am tempted to morph this already epic article into a shameless Oscar speech, I just really want take this opportunity to say thanks for being beautiful in so many ways…mainly, for having the courage, commitment and fortitude to shine your (heart)light….to show up for your (higher)self and for the world, but also for carrying me through some really dark times, and for allowing my journey to unfold in the presence of all of you.
And tho this particular leg of my journey ends here, it is really only the very beginning of something way more exciting…for all of us. (which at this point, could really just mean a day without a nap ; ) More than anything, I really hope that each of you will join me in the new earth for phase II of ascension…the co-creation of our new world!
In 2012, you will know what it means to be an embodied master of light. And you will be the guides, the way-showers in this capacity. There is so much to be uncovered in this next phase of ascension and we delight in the return of your memory of All That Is. For now, we bid you farewell, but look forward to working more closely with you in the coming days, weeks and months of this breakthrough year…the year when LOVE won the HEART of humanity! “ -PHC
Happy 2012!
To new beginnings…
Lauren
ThinkWithYourHeart.net
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Thanks Lauren! I wish you all the best!
Thank for all your love and sharing during these years.See you very soon in this amazing journey Radiance 11:11
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Dear Lauren,
I cannot thank you enough! You are truly a wonderful person that has sacrificed so much with all you guidence. I hope your year will be magnificanr to say the least! I know it will for I am a five life path as well……It just can’t be anything less the FABULOUS!
Live Life in Love
How I wish I could meet you “face-to-face”! The way you write speaks to my heart, my mind, and most of all, my sense of humor! Although I started reading you only in the last couple of years, I’ve gleaned so much heart-positive info. Thank you for all you’ve done, all you do, and all you WILL do! I will await your next writings…♥
Thank you Lauren,
For your service and see you on the New Earth. I Welcome you with the LOVE of my heart.
With love and gratitude
Camelia
I basically just found you a couple of months ago, but I have enjoyed lot’s each and every article I have read from you. Will certainly be looking forward to hearing more from you! Namaste!
Love and so much gratitude.
xx
Thank you Lauren, I am profoundly grateful for all your time and effort you have devoted for us all. I look forward to your new program.
Sending blessings and love
Thank you Lauren for all you’ve done,
Your in my HEART!!!!!!!
With Love
Monique
thank you !
Thank you Lauren for your courage and acceptance of your gift! Your sharing has guided, transformed and helped so many of us to remember who we are and why we are! Thank you also to the PHC for their unwavering love, support and guidance. I will miss these energy updates dearly.
Thank you dear Lauren. Your energy updates always reflected what I was feeling. You’ve been a great friend to me so far during this great/hard/funny/challenging time.
I Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your Light work!
So.. if I got it correctly you will still be around, and this site too right? I really do hope this!
Many Blessings of LOVE
Love to you, Lauren, and thanks!
I am in shock with tears of happiness and sadness mixed with joy, for your new journey begins now along with our own. I will indeed miss these updates which I have so long looked forward to in order to support my own knowings and inability to communicate. SO, With much Love I bid you, later!
i just wanted to say that i agree with every word of this comment. just wanted you to know, i couldn’t have said it any better.
Lauren, from the bottom of my heart to the tip of my soul I thank you for all you have done for me, for everyone. Like a ripple in the ocean your loving heart waves have reached many shores.
As a Life Path 5, and now in a 5 year, I know that I will be morphing in ways I cannot now even imagine. At least based on all the transformations I have had so far in just over 5 decades. :0) But unlike before, I am looking forward to great change at great speed. Hope I don’t regret typing those words…
May all of heaven come to Earth for you and all of humanity this year of years!
Thank you for all the work you have done and the much needed encouragement along the way……! I hope your new path is your dreams come true ♥
What a BEAUTIFUL message!! (Kleenex please?!)
Thank you for all of your inspiration! Creative ideas are all around and I’m sure many HEART filled solutions will abound this year. With your role changing, feel free to check out ‘WEaretheONES.com’ to see if you or your readers have interest in sharing inspiring or empowering news links on our Facebook page.
If so, I am happy to help provide a link on our site back to whatever it is you or your readers decided to take on from your hearts this year!! Thanks again!!!
Thank YOU so much Lauren!!!
) xox
It has been a great ride
Love to YOU always
Lauren,
A most profound thank-you for being the cohesive bond that has kept my path on track .
Thank you Laura from my Heart to yours.
Now you can focus some time on you:)
Thank you so much Lauren for everything! I am so grateful to have been sharing this journey with you (and everyone here). Your keen wit and sense of humor, wisdom, encouragement and guidance have been a blessing that helped make this journey so much more palatable, if not more tolerable these past few years. You’re in my heart as well. I, too, await with heart-felt anticipation for what comes next.
with blessings and Love,
Lisa
Lauren,
) and no words can express the gratitude and LOVE I (and so many of us) have for ALL the gifts you have given us. No doubt your next steps are already unfolding, and if you’re inspired to be an integral part of the TV/Internet show I’m producing for our youth, my already overflowing cup of gratitude would go viral.
You have been an exploding light in my life for what seems like eons
May you receive – in spades, no less – all that you have given to us all
. Only love, Sunny
A huge heartfelt thank-you Lauren xx
Thank you for taking the risk to be yourself, shine your light and share your truth. It helps other “freaks” like us wave our flag- High and beautifully. I am so grateful for this present moment in our collective human experience, where the opportunity to come from a place of love and spirit will bear fruit a thousand fold. Thank you everyone whom gathers here around Lauren, for making this all a reality. Blessings!!!
Oh Lauren! I am just so very excited for us all! I have loved all your posts – so spot on! Bon courage – for the next phase! Lets get to it and enjoy the ride! ♥ ♥ and yet more ♥
With LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, …
(¯`v´¯) THANK YOU LAUREN (¯`v´¯)
What a BEAUTIFUL message!! (Kleenex please?!)
Thank you for all of your inspiration! Creative ideas are all around and I’m sure many HEART filled solutions will abound this year. With your role changing, feel free to check out ‘WEaretheONES.com’ to see if you or your readers have interest in sharing inspiring or empowering news links on our Facebook page.
If so, I am happy to help provide a link on our site back to whatever it is you or your readers decided to take on from your hearts this year!! Thanks again!!!
Lauren – What a treasure you are. I can’t wait to see what you’ll be up to next. You’ve been a radiant beacon for so many. Thank you. Thank you Thank you.
Phase II? I’m in!!!
Much love,
C
xoxoxoxoxoxo
Thank you, Lauren, from my heart and the starlight within. Your presence and words–in the nick of time–have been more than a beautiful gift. You helped me to feel connected to a larger family here on Earth (and off Earth), and to know that I am not crazy but, in fact, part of the most amazing process and experience to ever take place in a human body. I had a dream about you a few weeks ago…certainly not knowing what was transpiring with you. In the dream, you were looking at the mirror, stripped down to your bare skin. The message being that we have finally found our love of self and we are ready to fly, leaving behind the sorrows and the stories that marked our path before. We are this beautiful reflection of the love of Self and we will take it into the world to shine the light of love for all to know and see. Loving blessings to you on your journey into 2012! Corrina
My sentiments exactly sweet soul sister. Thank you Lauren. Your words have validated what I have always felt as TRUTH….as well, during moments of self doubt what you gave shared was my personal anchor in my Psyche, for those uncomfortable moments of self doubt during some turbulent storms of inner work.
Thank you for shining so bright in some of my darkest times. And corrina, if you happen to have a cousin in Montana, well then sweetness, we are as close in
spirit as we are by blood
Many blessing to us all in our collective journey to becoming authentic humans,
With love
Danielle
Thank you so much Lauren. I appreciate you sharing so much love and light and look forward to seeing what will emerge next;) many joyful blessings,Tina
Thank you so much Lauren for everything! I am so grateful to have been sharing this journey with you (and everyone here). Your keen wit and sense of humor, love, encouragement and guidance have been a blessing that helped make this journey so much more palatable, if not more tolerable during some of the most difficult times these past few years. You’re in my heart as well. I, too, await with heart-felt anticipation for what comes next.
with blessings and Love,
Lisa
Thanks for sharing this part of the journey with us. I’ve been syncronized wjth your feelings since march 2010. It has been amazing. Everything has changed in two years. Very few remainings of old reality. Just starting to sail with the new tide now. Happy landing to all of you. Specially on January 23th. Keep calm and easy. I hope we have all enjoyed the journey. In love and light. Alberto.
Dear Lauren Angel:
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
I just made a donation for your generous GIFT to me over all these years. FYI, the DONATION link at the end of this article does not work. I had to use a donation button on another part of your site.
I wish you and all of us ALL of our Hearts’ Desires for 2012 and beyond!
A Smile,
Ruby
Lauren, thank you so very much for all the HOPE that your writings have given me over the past few years. Your energy updates always seemed to arrive just when I needed them most (synchonicity?) and I feel so grateful. For me, 2011 was an especially wild ride on this rollercoaster we call “ascension” and any glimmers of hope were few and far between. Your updates provided a ray of much needed light at the (far) end of what seemed like a long and dark tunnel. THANK YOU!!
Here’s to a peaceful and joyous 2012 for you and for all lightworkers across the globe.
Much love,
Pam
you are a bright light in what use to be a dim world, we look forword to more inspiring love messages. namaste ,rick
Thank you!
Thanks so much and I will miss the updates! You have been a huge inspiration and the updates have been very right on with what I am been going through. Stay in touch!
Dear Lauren,
:):)
As everyone above has already said – you have inspired us, encouraged us, and helped us through various energy shifts – a few which I strongly felt right after reading your message. Your humour lent a great note of joy and lightness to messages, and that’s what affected me most.
The closing of one phase is like opening a much wider window to the future – and we’ll all be there beside you girl, just as you were beside all of us. LOVE is all there is, and this year is one of Love and Power, lifting us up and enfolding us all in It’s loving embrace. We can do anything we can imagine – how sweet is that!
What a year it will be – I look forward to traveling the next phase along with you and your beautiful fans. Thank you, thank you for getting off the couch when you may not have wanted to, and writing what the rest of us needed to hear. Maybe we can shed these fat suits now???
Much Love and big hugs Lauren, Coreen
Thanks Lauren – look forward to the next phase! A beautiful energy there in that last update!
Love and light, Sandy
Lauren,
Many heart-felt thank you’s for all your hard work through this ascension process. You have been there as a guiding light showing me that I could do this. I am looking forward to being in the new.
With much love,
A heartfelt thanks to you Lauren, and also to all of the fellow people-family i have met and got to know thru this site and beyond… We’re all doing good.
Feel you around!
Now, about that nap…
Sweet Hein, lets the Love shine tru in all of us.. for we are that. You make me also Shine and smile… And of course Lauren also thank you for your writings and Love.
And yes what is shared in Love, Wisdom, Joy and Light will grow and expand!!!
so I share the Love, Light, Wisdom freely………………………………..
Much Love from Mirjam-Sunshine <3<3<3
Thank You, thank You, thank You – for you have made me laugh and sometimes cry at the same time. So glad to have found you, it’s been a blast. And this much I know, the best is yet to come.
THANKYOU! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
“There’s a time you put aside for dreaming
and time for things you have to do.
But the time I like the best is any evening
I can spend a moment here with you.”
… so long.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PjQuZCTLAv4&feature=related
Perfect. Love you, Wonders!
Jessica, you have no idea how much I needed to hear a “love you” today. Thank you so much.
I released someone a month ago, exactly, on 12/11 and by God if today, on 1/11, they didn’t see me parking my car and couldn’t resist the urge to text me, like we’re the best of chums. I don’t know what part of f.o. they don’t understand. A month ago I made that clear in no uncertain terms.
Well, as fate would have it, and as things seem to be going for me lately, I was having a crap day today, just feeling absolutely lifeless and hoping to God that my higher self has some very extreme changes for the better for me because I am merely existing right now and that’s all I have the energy for.
Then this person comes along and they are just the epitome of self-absorbed and completely inconsiderate and compassionless towards anyone else and judging by today’s events, they are also utterly clueless. I thought they were a thing of the past. GAWD. I reminded them that they have nothing for me and they need to go away. They say, “So many rules in friendship…. ” Friendship? Are they on crack?! This person knows ZERO about friendship. I’d put out a hand to them on and off for 3 years. They name streets after them – One Way! They’ve chased so many people out of their lives and that’s how it’s been. I know many a person who’s made an attempt there, to no avail. Everyone eventually throws up their hands. And now, lucky me, they want to act like a “bad penny” and keep coming back.
I literally wanted to go beat the crap out of them… and this is how they make me feel, in amongst some crying. The crying thing was as much for them as it was for me. I did the same over my LSS a while back, just feeling bad FOR THEM because they couldn’t muster any compassion and I’m just amazed that people could be that cold towards their fellow human whether it’s me or the next person. And I don’t like who I am when I’m dealing with them and nothing less than going ballistic gets through to them… and this is so not me… well, when need be but I do my best to get rid of people and environments that require such to get through.
Well, I called their work, numerous times and they wouldn’t get on the phone with me and their coworker said, “This is their work and you need to not call here.” And I said, “And they need to stop contacting me, period. You let them know that.” Lord have mercy on them if they contact me again, for I’ll have none.
I had some discussion with my higher self… and theirs too, lol, which I have a better relationship with than this person has with either of us. I was told by my h.s. and theirs that they wanted me to know that I had to be completely done with this person and to know that no matter what happens in the future, I’m not to have anything to do with them and it doesn’t matter how much compassion I might have considering their upcoming experiences. Their h.s. said that it would do what it could to make this person leave me alone, but today it was allowed to happen so I made no mistake about what this person is about and right now.
So, this is the second time in months that I’ve had a bad day, exactly one week apart, and these days of all days were when the only two people I have had anything of any significance to do with for years, decide to throw their crap my way. I ask my h.s. if my response was proper and I get a resounding “Yes!”
Today I was told it was like Lauren’s last post “last call” and I’ve been shown who has anything at all resembling love and compassion and I was told that I had to make sure I had enough self-love to call them on the carpet, which I did. My LSS seems to have recovered a bit, but this person… like I said, I’m to make no mistake that I’m to not have anything to do with them again. Don’t have to twist my arm.
Lauren, I just discover your website about 2 years ago and been following your teachings since……I’ve learned sooooo much….. you have no idea…..You change my life / thinking….. .Loved your posts, your sense of humor, your way of expressing yourself…..very easy to understand…..I’ll be looking forward to hear from you and the PHC soon….. May The Lord Bless you!
LOVE always, Yaneh
Lauren, I just discover your website about 2 years ago and been following your teachings since……I’ve learned sooooo much….. you have no idea…..You change my life / thinking….. .Loved your posts, your sense of humor, your way of expressing yourself…..very easy to understand…..I’ll be looking forward to hear from you and the PHC soon….. May The Lord Bless you!
LOVE always, Yaneth
Lauren, I just discover your website about 2 years ago and been following your teachings since……I’ve learned sooooo much….. you have no idea…..You change my life / thinking….. .Loved your posts, your sense of humor, your way of expressing yourself…..very easy to understand…..I’ll be looking forward to hear from you and the PHC soon….. Thank you sooooo much…….May The Lord Bless you!
LOVE always, Yaneth
Wonders, Not to make light of anything you said … okay, making LIGHT of what you said, it sure is interesting timing about those people coming back when they did. Your writing is brilliant and funny, and I wonder if you’ve thought of pursuing that at some time. Just following my heart in writing this. Take care, Jessica
Jessica, I’ve done plenty of writing, but you know the story, ascension got in the way of living. Will I write much again? I don’t know. I may be on to much more interesting things…. having already had the experience of writing.
And… thank you for making light! Always. The levity of light.
Yeah, and the people thing… it just feels like a final sweeping out. It’s a good sign to me although about 18 hours of the rage that was triggered was not fun, but I feel cleaner now too. lol
Besides Jess, I’m not saying that this would absolutely happen completely, but, if after things shift significantly, if I never saw a TV or a computer again, it wouldn’t break my heart. I’m ready to be with Earth, with people (who get it), to use telepathy, to teleport and for short trips, fly like Superman. No really. If I was never indoors again (ya know when shelter is not an issue) that wouldn’t break my heart either.
All my writing has pretty much been about spreading light and ascension. Ascension has been all that matters. Nothing else will go on without that. After that, none of that other stuff matters… still.
I have watched a lot of TV and movies and appreciate the throat chakra of Earth that Hollywood has been and yet acting out a fictional character or writing fiction so goes against everything that has been my purpose. I’ve worked so hard to help people take off their masks that creating fictional things just does nothing for me. It’s not a repulsion, just no draw.
Besides, there is no story greater than our own “real” story and telepathy will soon tell that story and if some can’t “hear” yet, I’d rather have the in-person interaction and know that I will feel no rush and just “be” with someone in that moment, without a care in the world.
And this is all much closer than some think… and more.
Blessed Be Lauren
I can read your energetic signature and feel the certainty of our cosmic relation. I wish you all the best and will be seeing you soon all decked out in your new earth 5d costume…. Ta-da!
Leigh
http://www.aspiritfull.wordpress.com
Lauren, me too I wanna thank you. For you have given me faith in my feelings and intuitions. Every time I felt those energies but I have always had these little doubts…what if I am wrong and what I feel is all bulls?? So you come along with your messages and you exactly say the same things I was feeling deep inside. So I knew every time that I am not hallucinating and your words filled me every time with SO MUCH joy and confidence. Thank you so much.
Christina
Hey Lauren! Many Thanks and I will be seeing you on the Flip Side!
Love and Laughter!
Mallory
Lauren, thank you so much for all your time and effort!!! I am so grateful for your keen wit and sense of humor, wisdom, encouragement and guidance. Your energy updates have always reflected what I was hearing, but sometimes you just need to know someone else is hearing the same thing. It helped me stay sane. LOL
So I appreciate your taking the risk to be yourself, shining your light and sharing your truth. I look forward to seeing you in phase II as well as being there myself. It’s been a LONG uphill and crazy ride. With Love and Gratitude, Mari
Thankyou so much Lauren for your invaluable updates and helping us all get thru this , all the best for 2012 x
I ♥ you, Lauren!
Thank you. Just sending a big ole wave of LOVE. You have sincerely been a strong arm on a most treacherous path these past 5 yrs for me (one of my special lighthouses..perfect timing always absolute spirit guiding goddess!) . I appreciate you so. All my love and excitement for ‘the’ New Beginnings!! Yippeeee 
Bless you Beauty Lady!!!♥
Yes! These last six weeks seemed to have really put a bow on stuff that’s been in process since 1999. Thank you for being such a delightful channel for this information. I appreciate, too, your courage in modeling the experience for all of us, highs and lows alike.
Wherever your soul contracts take you next, know that this particular j-o-b has inspired and sustained a big bunch of us.
Thank you.
To say thank you is utterly inadequate. Gratitude; gratitude; gratitude.
I have enjoyed your work, your voice and the truth you brought into the world.
Looking forward to what’s next for you and for all of us.
Much Love (((((( ))))))
Thank You Lauren! Much Love!
Thank you Lauren!..
For everything..
This is where the new chapter begins..the one we have been waiting for..!
With heartfelt Love
(ps. The co-creations may now (finaly) begin
xox
Dear Lauren-our ‘Cherished’ Wayshower…You are such a precious resource to those who have been gifted by your wisdom, wit, and inspiration! We joyfully anticipate the next chapter in our collective journey…I speak also for my daughter Lori (in San francisco-I’m in Albuquerque)—many’s the time your messages have brought laughter and relief in times of feeling totally adrift & alone in this sea of ‘ascension’! Here’s to our New Dawning of our New Earth…and ONENESS
} Namaste and Boundless Blessings to you! *JANARA* (Albuq., NM)
Good luck and God bless!
See you for phase II ;P
LOVE <3
Thank you Lauren and PHC
Love and blessings Renee
Thanks for keeping it real, and may your next leg of the journey (on a private jet of course!)
..be a box of fluffy bunnies!!
x
Blessings Lauren!
Thanks for the Heart-Full messages and being a Light, beacon on the way…
I am so grateful to you and everyone for showing up, stepping up, with caring, open hearts, in this powerful transformation of consciousness. This year, being a 5, speaks to me of the Tarot card, Hierophant. My life symbol/path is 5 too.
Heart to Heart, Jeff
We all thank you so much, but we’re sad because we will miss you! May yoube blessed in all that you do.
Thank you Lauren for being there all this part of the way!!!
I have to say that I expected each one of your updates with hope for light and guidance and I was never disappointed…I always forwarded all your messages to my spiritual family(other language) and I am (and I am sure they are too!) grateful for every word and emotion you put into this…Congratulations on a job well done!! LOVE is our way now!! So may your beautiful life be filled and guided by the LOVE that is now the air we breathe!
THANK YOU LAUREN!!!
LOVE AND LIGHT TO YOU ALL!
Claudia E.
Lauren,
So-Much-Gratitude to you!!
I was surprised when I saw that this was your LAST post, and then I realized
the profundity of it all.
WE HAVE ARRIVED INDEED!
Truly, truly, you were another person sharing the same experience when there was nothing in my outer reality that proved my “deviant” awareness and feeling heart were on target.
I am only too glad to have journeyed with everyone here on this website…more confirmation of my/our deliciously deviant awareness…thank heavens for all of us!!
I am so excited to see what takes shape in the coming months for all of us.
3 Cheers for a Herculean effort of Heart!!
Natasha,
I love that! “deviant awareness” Accurate and funny! Herculean effort of Heart – gosh, isn’t that the truth from Lauren and us all!
Peace and Blessing to you.
Thanks Jayne ; )
I have felt like a misfit for all of my near 40 years…
and I am so happy to know there are so many of us
and we have always been “on purpose”!
Like the true Gods we all are…a Herculean effort seems
pretty fitting, don’t it?
Love to ya!
Thank you for your wonderful postings. They have been a joy to read and share. I love your sense of humor. Looking forward to what you offer next.
Lauren, you dear, sweet soul, thank you so much for helping to guide us through Phase One!!! You have been the compass in the storm so many times for me during these past years that I can’t begin to express my gratitude. Must now rap my head around being without your updates, however, I know that it’s all part of moving into Phase Two for all of us, and I’m ready to get the show on the road (saying that while sensing the likely need for plenty of “duck and cover” maneuvers over the next few years).
So from the heart, I send you every best wish and tremendous loving energy now and always! See you in Phase Two, in one form or another. <3<3<3
thank you with all my heart for your true and joifull words, because you delivered the information with lo ve and humor making the process easier for me and everybody else. From Viña del Mar,Chile GRACIAS POR TU PRESENCIA EN ESTE CAMINO DE CRECIMIENTO AMOR INFINITO PARA TI.
Just a little note on 13. Buckminster Fuller’s Synergetics describes the underlying structure of space-time. The core shape is what he called the Vector Equilibrium. It is composed of 12 spheres around a 13th in the center.
Infinite love and gratitude to you, Lauren! Abundant blessings! <3
Deep gratitude for You Lauren, and I ‘ditto’ what everyone and Lisa, just above me has written. Biga**Hugs to you!
Thank you too, Lauren
I look forward to living so much of what I’ve seen. One gets a little impatient. (laughs)
Dear Lauren,
The energetic resonance between what you write about in new energy updates and what I’ve experienced has been astonishing. I was shocked to read that this is your last TYWH Energy Update; but like you’ve stated the job was to get us all to “think with our hearts” … I’ve been doing this for some time now so it’s time to *finally* take off the stabilisers on my first 5D-cycle.
The enduring image that I’ll have in my mind of your last TWYH Energy Update will be of the loving hands of my parents, holding onto the back of my cycle seat as I peddle, move forward and wobbly steer, shouting, “Are you still holding on?!” … “Yes, son, don’t worry … still holding on to your seat” … I’m picking up speed … I’m steering steadier … and eventually I look behind me and see my parents smiling and waving at me as I ride my cycle in (almost) perfect balance … that seminal moment of realisation … “I’m doing it!!!”
Lauren, your blog has truly been a God-send. You truly have shown me the way to think with my heart. It’s thanks to you that “I’m doing it”. There’s no difference between what you’ve done with TWYH over the last seven years and how my parents taught me to ride a bike – a loving intention made manifest through a loving act.
I will pass on the LOVE that you (and the Pleiadian High Council) have given me to everyone that I come into contact with in the future – I feel that this is the best way to honour your service to me (imagine if everyone who read your blog did the same).
P.S. I was crying (for no apparent reason) earlier on today – now my mind knows what I was crying about. I’m *really* going to miss your updates.
P.P.S. I’ll post more thoughts on your final update (and its resonance with my life) tomorrow.
Love,
LW.
(desde Argentina) he sentido lo mismo, por momentos sentia que eras mi hermana/o
Gracias a todos, especialmente a LAureen
Los amo y abrazos desde el corazon.
laura.
Lauren, this site gave me my first taste of what ‘community’ is about, not only in the sense of personally resonating with your experience and the guidance from the unseens of my spiritual origin, but by becoming connected to the support of others around the world. Your humorous and blunt observations alongside the wisdom of the PHC have been a true comfort over the years. Though I’m caught off guard by your ‘last post’ announcement, in a way I am not surprised. For the past couple of months I have felt that we must be ‘on our own now.’ Thank you for pushing us along until the training wheels came off for good. I see you as sort of the mom standing behind on the curb, watching us sail off, but affirming that we’ll “do good” and to know that you’ll “be right here if we need anything.” To 2012!
Well Lauren, what will I do without you to pull me out of the muck? I feel like crying. But honestly I wish you the very best in your next endeavors. Love Laurie
Thank you Lauren for every word you’ve shared from your Heart.
Love you
Wow! Lauren…a “thank you” is just not enough although I know that you were/are only doing your j-o-b like the rest of us but I’ve always been amazed at your gift of communication and the ability to articulate what it is that we have been enduring and undergoing while going through it with us at the same time. I’m giving you a double handed high five and a huge cyber hug filled with compassion and gratitude for a job well done. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for making sense of this process when it was just too ridiculous to understand on a conscious level most times. Thanks for the relativity, encouragement and most of all the LOVE!!!
Blessings in whatever future endeavors and creations that you have brewing!!!
Well Done EVERYONE! Well Done!!!!
Lauren,
Thank you. I’ve been working on clearing and ancoring the light, creating Heaven on Earth, since the early 80′s and have to say these past few years have been as hard as the first few were. You, the PHC and “Think With Your Heart” have helped me stay the course. Just when I think all is lost and I that I must not have “done my work” your write something that let me know I was not the only one feeling the way I did. Lately the hardest parts for me have been the down-times, rests, naps, calms before the storms, integration or just plain waiting “All Alone”.
I don’t know why I haven’t been able to establish a direct link or feed back loop with my source, lord knows I’ve asked/tried, but you have help me through these and so many other extreme times when I thought I wasn’t doing my work.
I thank you and am looking forward to continuing to anchor and live Heaven on Earth with you and all the others in the coming days, months, years…
Thank you lauren
When so many other websites,emails etc. Are predicting gloom,doom,earthquakes etc.for 2012,. It is so refreshing to read your uplifting words!
I feel my heart opening &expanding when I read ur newsletters.
thank you for all that you do
Warm wishes &blessings to always
Isabella xx
Wake up.
Your brothers & sisters need you to put aside dogma & have the courage to see things AS THEY ARE & not as you wish them to be.
WATCH THIS VIDEO.
It’s about you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UFJB4iHJnPQ
NAMASTE LAUREN
NAMASTE UNTO US ALL.
I am so honored and I am so grateful of my choosing of Be-ing right here right now and always and all ways with you Lauren and OUR beautiful community of your site that together we have grown and expanded in every way possible..and then some!
Thank You Lauren for opening up your heart and your home of TWYH, it truly has been the most incredible journey of this life of me. Ya, quite the BYOC Party~bring your own couch~even if it WAS~as in past tense~a board on Lauren’s porch or a piece of grass…and yes that GRass not ass… of Lauren’s fornt yard. To everyone from the fullest and wholeness of my Being, I Love You and I Thank You.
Here’s to Our Life and the continous Blessing of It, Us.
With Love, Namaste, Cathi
Lauren, tears came to my eyes when I read this was your last one and yet I’m excited about what comes next. Since you also asked that we confirm wishing to be in your new e-mail group, I feel new, exciting things will be coming from you. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU for your humor, commitment and willingness to listen and share what you have been blessed to hear from the PHC and from your own heart – I know that it’s helped me immeasurably as I work towards being only from my heart!
Lots of love and gratitude!
Hi All! THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE!
For those of you who have been asking if this site will continue to exist, the answer is….YES! Think With Your Heart will remain in some form, some fashion…just maybe with (another) makeover.
And yes, to all the emails…I will definitely still be writing, and with the help of the Pleiadians, just not energy “forecasts” about the future. We are in the NOW, now, and as far as I can see my new writing will reflect that.
I just need some time to upgrade everything and to figure it all out / set it all up… hopefully I will be ready to reemerge in February sometime…hope to see you all then!
xo
Ah February, the month of LOVE (amongst this year of love), See you then hehe
Dearest Lauren,
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your information and love with all of us.
I am so elated to be connected with this community as we complete Phase I and gear up for
Phase II. It is with excitement and “butterflies” in my stomach that I look forward to what lies in store for all of our human family. A special shout out to Charla. I was so surprised to see your name,
it is that of my sister. We have been going through a rough spot in our relationship. After seeing your post I felt a great healing overtake me. Much love and many blessings to all. I can’t wait to see what’s next!!
Lauren,
You are beautiful! Thank you for giving of yourself. You have made a huge difference. Looking forward to seeing what is next. Cindy
Lauren, many blessings and much gratitude for sharing your gift. I only found this about 4-5 months ago; however, your messages have been very timely and resonate with me deeply. I leave you with my favorite prayer, for you:
The Light of God surrounds You, the Love of God enfolds You, the Power of God protects You, the Presence of God watches over you, wherever You are, God IS, and ALL IS WELL. Thank you God for that! Amen.
Blessings, looking forward to enjoying our enfolding creations in Love!
My comment seemed to disappear into the ether- so at the risk it will show twice- sending much love for your new costume change. Looking forward to your new adventure. Big question: for those of us still extremely depleted and exhausted, any news on when our bodies will catch up? To be an effective 3rd- 5th dimensional bridge I need a lot more energy and a lot less overwhelm- any tips or bets when this might arrive?- or is that what you meant by needing to wait for the Equinox? huge hug of gratitude and three cheers! savannah
hi savannah…the new program I am about to finish/publish addresses much of the biological stuff we need to know for phase II. Working very hard to complete it, hope to have it out very very soon. xo
Thanks so much Lauren, waiting with baited breath- I have healed the emotions, the mind, the spirit yet my body is now the source of all my challenges, low energy and/or overwhelm. Thanks so much for the letting me know you may be coming up with some clue how to manage. My computer refused to let me in the site a number of times, my comment didn’t seem to post so i reposted. Wacky but par for the course. Light and love to all of us as we navigate these crazy energies!! xox
Lauren, thank you for all you’ve done over the last many years…these energy forecasts have been a life line at times! Many blessings.
there are still lot of things you mentioned that i do not understand, but i am glad they were opened to me. many, many thanks from my heart.
Thanks a lot, Lauren!
For your love, light and support!
Love and joy to all the soul co-journeyers!
Happy New Life!
Lily
Your email mentioned that this is your LAST energy update. Does this mean you won’t be writing these anymore?
I always look forward to what you share and resonate so strongly.
Much aloha to you,
Verna
HI Verna…I will still be writing, just not by way of “whats to come”. I don’t see 100% of what it will look like yet, but it feels like my next level “assignment” will be geared toward advanced ascension techniques and learning how to actually LIVE these changes. That’s my best guess so far…hoping to know more after the new moon. See you then! xo
Thank you so much for sticking with us all through all the ups and downs and for sharing yourself so openly. Your wisdom, insights, and gifts have been a HUGE GIFT to me and I can’t express enough gratitude. I look forward to the next phase, to meeting and greeting (and participating in) the New Earth with my HEART at the forefront!
Much Love & Many Blessings,
Leslie
Lauren!
Wow.
I felt like my left arm had been cut off when I read that this was your last up-date! Your posts are like a life line!!
SO SO glad to read on and find out that its just a tempory numbing of my arm and feeling will be regained in the near future ( although it may feel a bit different!)
So many people have shared so well the gratitude we feel for you. I wouldnt even begin to try and reiteratte in my own words. It would sound like ” thanks a zillion mate” in comparison.
But, sure you can feel the louurrrvvveee, ’cause I’m sending it express!
Will SO look forward to travelling on your new path with youx
with heartfelt love
suzanne xxxxxxxx
May all the blessings of love be with you Lauren for your dedicated support and encouragement. I looked forward to every energy alert as confirmation that I was on the right track, as I know my sister did too. You consistently made me feel like I wasn’t alone in the journey I was making and through all the tribulations I’ve experienced over the past 4 years, your words gave me hope and inspiration. Thank you so much for sharing, your newsletters have meant a lot. I wish you a world filled with an abundance of the blessings of love and ascension.
In light and love
Debra
Lauren,
You have contributed so much heart and humor to help bring this whole community to Phase II. Thank you, with emense gratitude, for leading us to Thinking With Our Hearts.
As Bob Hope says: THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!!
Lauren, best wishes to you always;my light & love!
DJK
Dear Lauren
Thank you so much for all that you are and have been … Your human voice overlaying the cosmic information, your personal journey thru pain was so real that it made my own easier to bear, and your courage to share and continue to show up made it easier for me too. Very deeply, thank you … for helping me stay afloat and hang on for the ride. It’s hard to believe we’ve made it, yet we have, it’s all very definitely here now. From my heart, Namaste … and a big squishy hug xo
Only Love… Namaste
Dear Lauren,
Thank you for writing and sharing in just the way that you have, so full-belly-laughing funny in your frankness and wit, bringing us such appreciated insight into experiences, intuitions, and challenges happening in our lives–just when we needed them. My idea is that I will miss your Energy Updates in the days ahead and yet you are clearly saying not to be looking backward but stay open to the unfolding present. Thank you for the many, many occasions of comforting information, great laughs, helpful insight.
Here’s to much laughter and fun with you in the NOW,
Love..
When I first found your site, it was amazing because for the first time in many many years It helped me understand what was going on and confirmed my life so much since the massive shift hit me in 1999. Thank you a million times over. I suppose you not posting these updates anymore is actually a really good sign in a way, It means something is reeaaally finishing! and starting!
I hope phase II is full of starlight for us all.
Thanks for being there at some of the darkest time in my 25 years.
All the best with everything, for ever!
love and gratitude to you lauren
Amii Alaya
Lauren, Thank you for being a beacon of light to help us steer towards the Love that was there all along. What a trip! Love and peace, Jessica
I cannot wipe this big smile off my face!
Thank Lauren and this beautiful community.
Love, Christine : )
See you soon in our next steps along this way as we & all Life transform with our beloved Earth. I’ve never seen the moon (here) shining so bright, so full, so milky golden white and smiling while she reflects
all our love to the center of one in all and the all in ONE ‘with you’ our beloved sister teacher and best demonstraighter of consistant upbeat joy our worlds have ever known. This we will celebrate as we
forge onward and upward in this wonderous mutual adventure.
PEACE ~ BE,
Brenda in Idaho
THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL LAUREN!
Wow… I feel so moved, so grateful.
Wishes of love, grace and ease
moving into Phase II.
Deep gratitude for all that you are,
all that you do.
xo
lauren- you are amazing. thank you for EVERYTHING you’ve done for all of us. it has been a beautiful journey- and now, with tears in my eyes, i am BEYOND EXCITED for what’s to come for all of us. everything they say about our heart thinking- and not our minds- we all know by now, HOW MUCH it rings true. it does for me- and everything you wrote about writing, communication, love love love- it’s all what i’ve been writing (book form) and released starting last august. i write spiritually… romance… love stories- but all rooted in spiritual thinking. i am totally rambling and not making sense, but this entire post of yours had me smiling, covered in chills and just EXCITED and hopeful and i guess honesty- i can’t wait for it all! i’m so ready.
xoxoxo <3
thank you lauren for your wonderful guidance! i aprecciated it SO much!
wishing everyone a good time of recovering and all the best for their new lives!
Blessings of Peace Love and joy to you Lauren, in deep gratitude for all that you have given us here and wishing you well in the next phase of your journey….that you so much for all that you have gone through on our behalf.
loving you always,
Issy xxx
Thank you so much Lauren for your awareness and beautiful words. Your posts helped to keep me clear in the fog of it all. Bridging the gap!
LETS DO THIS!!!!!!!!
lots of love,
Beth xo
Lauren
Thank you for the words you have brought to us over your time writing the Energy Updates and traversing with us on all of our journeys. I wish you much love, peace and happiness for your next sojourn.
I laughed when I read the 555. My mother (Peg) passed away nearly six years ago and no doubt has been trying to get a message throught to me – last week I parked next to a car with the number plate PEG555 – all I could think was massive change and of course “thanks mum” – then when I read the energy update it all made perfect sense. LOL
Loving Blessings to you. xxx
Thank you beautiful angel. PEG555 was the number of a car beside me last week – my mothers name was Peg – she was just confirming what you said……………. Blessings to those who watch over us as well from the other side….
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for your profound messages and guidance over the past years. Your words have kept me sane while on this beautiful/crazy path of ascension and you always managed to lighten it up with your great sense of humour.
I’m in for the whole ride – ROCK ON! (and all the very best of everything for your next ride, would love to be a part of it)
Love and light and sparkles of joy !!
Pauline xxxx
Dear Lauren , I have so enjoyed your updates. They have been right on . I can feel we have stepped into our new time and I look forward to hear where your creativity takes you. Your writing is personal and very authentic. You are playful and it is with joy and a kind of innocence we must walk in . I hope you write a wonderful book . I hope you travel too. Our planet is so beautiful and people every where are basically kind. come and have a work shop here on the Nile. This is my 2012 mission bringing people on a journey of Love through the temples . http://www.hapitours.com you never know . It is a time to be free and do joyful things. Love Katrina
Lauren, thank you with every beat of my heart for being all that you are.
And I’ m so grateful for all your love on that crazy rollercoaster ride!
Love
Louise
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Did anyone else weep throughout this entire update?
Thank you Lauren for your beauty, for your words, your encouragement, your courage to speak up and out and mostly for your heart.
My birthday is 5-5-53 so I was fascinated by the 5s …
My love to you all !!!
Lauren, thank you so much. I would not have survived any of this without you. You have no idea…
I can’t put into words how much love & gratitude I have for you.
I’m so glad that you will be back. Your talents are needed! This new framework has been startling for me – to say the least. Holy crap. It’s been an avalanche of info & manifestation craziness. Yikes. I’m not sure how to navigate what is going on…
I agree Stephanie…its pretty crazy out there. I have a good feeling that much of what I will be bringing thru for phase II will be regarding how to steady ourselves, how to function here. Will share as soon as I “know” what all these changes mean
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooo! I just found you a few updates ago, & in a few recent, comforting, amazing & very funny missives, you have described my confusing life for years! Pleeeease don’t leave me now! Waaah! I want my mommy!
I do hope whatever is up next is more fun for you ( and for us all), & that you will keep us apprised. LOVE and THANK YOU!
Thank you, dear Lauren. You’ve been a life (and heart) line. I look forward to phase 2.
Selemat! Giving thankhs! Sister Lauren, myself along with my sister have been by your side in spirit since day one and we have nothing but LOVE for you and all that you do, have done and will continue to do for our LIGHT families. It felt good to know that you already know these things, however when we come here and get confirmation makes the smiles get even wider and brighter. So thankh you dearly beloved for agreeing to come back with us this time around so that we can collectively return safely home. Although we will no longer be rec’ving NRG updates, we will forever return to the past updates and utilize the NRG for future learnings as well as teachings for our HER/HISstories. No distance between us family! Loving you sister Lauren
empress azalee
queen saidah
Dear Lauren,
Thank you so much for the energy updates and the changes that the earth will experience in 2012, thank you so much for everything. I am delighted tto be in your company and will wait for your next update.
Thanx ‘sis’
… (giving you a warm hug)
Thank you for all these years of speaking to my heart to teaach me to THINK with it! I’m looking forward to keep walking -and working – in phase II, side by side with you and with all these beautiful souls!
Love
Patricia
Thank you and many Blessings upon you, for all that you have done.
I am somewhat new to Blogs, etc. My Question is this:
Is there a way for me to chat with others who read your blog? I haven’t found anyone local to share your TWYH information, and I would really love to listen to others’ stories.
For instance, may I ask your readers to email me to set up a discussion group?
do.be_love @yahoo.com Bellingham, WA
Hi, KAthena Pearl.
Check out this site: http://www.radharaniblossoming.org/
The site is populated with many members from here, at least three of whom live in the Seattle area.
What a journey Lauren! Through several rough patches you have provided the light through, like an older sister holding my hand. With infinite gratitude and all the love in the universe ( me), I thank you!
Was advised of your website a year ago and it has been fantastic to be able to make sense??!!! of myself at last ,as trying to explain it to my friends met with vacant eyes even if they said they were with me….not.!! haha,,,am feeling excited as the structures restructure themselves with love……..such a yummy thought…harmony from the heart. Thanks LAuren.xxxxxooooooo
Much love, gratitude and respect. Such a shining light in such incredible times – can’t thank you enough x
Than you so much, it was not long sins I found you, but so lot of inspiration and information that has enliven my soul, blessings to you. I will keep buying from your store, and bee with you fore next phase.
Love Marie-Louise
This is beautiful!
Thank you so much for your guidance!
My heart loves this…
Thank You Lauren for every word, every thought from your Heart!
Love You
Thank you, thank you, thank you! May the long time sun shine upon you, all love surround you and the pure light within guide OUR way Home
Thank you for the journey!!! 
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Dear Lauren,
Thank you very much. Your Updates during the last year have been greatly appreciated by me, and obviously by so many others. Love you! Many blessings to come. I look forward to your future writings and I will continue to stop by here to see what’s new. Again, thank you!
Lauren
your posts have been so invaluable. I’ve recommended them to sooo many friends and family members.
Shine on
with much love and gratitude
Dear Lauren, THANK YOU , so much for everything !!
Lots,lots of LOVE
In appreciation for all of those times when humour, understanding and connection helped to lght the way. May you continuously be filled with greater truths and a greater connection to the source of your being. Salute
Dear Lauren, you have been a star to navigate by in some turbulent waters of change and growth. deeply heartfelt thanks for your generosity of spirit and courage through these times of sharing the journey and helping us to make it too. With all love in your continuing journey xx
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU – without you I can’t imagine how I would have managed to go through all this and never lose faith. Without you and your light many times I would have been stumbling in darkness not finding a way out – you took me by my hand so often and showed me the light. You expressed my inner feelings and my experiences I didn’t trust so often. You guided me through and encouraged me until I could began to think with my heart. I am so grateful to you and your service, I can’t express this in words. I can feel my heart beating intensely full of gratitude and LOVE for you. I feel how you did this for all of us. This is really amazing.
Looking forward – can’t wait for phase II
lots of blessings an LOVE, Christine
I cannot thank you enough. I would not be here (with you) if it had not been for your completely unconvential comments on what we were going thru. It kept me sane and on the path to know that there were others out there feeling and experiencing the same things I was.
Hallelujah! We made it. I can’t wait to see where you go next and only hope you will take us along for the wonderful ride it will be.
Thanks for copy and past my mind so well hahaha, crazy. You are so sweet in the way you write, its very fluffy bunny indeed. You said your journey began 7 years ago. Well mine too. I’ve been following you only from last year when my life, how can I say.. took a very interesting turn.. amen. It is interesting because I’ve said to myself yesterday, there would be no more update with think-with-your-heart website and it would be ok. The rest would be bonus. So when I saw this update today I thought, cool she had something else to share and it was more than bonus I think. The final dot at the end of the sentence.
A comment from someone else on this feedback that I thought was incredibly cute: “But unlike before, I am looking forward to great change at great speed. Hope I don’t regret typing those words…”
This Holiday season was interesting in my family, some said I should begin a blog to tell about all the information I can spurt on my little facebook. They said I could make money out of it, an aunt told me its illegal to have so much knowledge for myself and that I should share. I don’t even tell them 10%. I have to filter a lot so they can digest it and find ways to make it smooth and uplifting. I’m in computer science but I like as much spiritual, healing, herbs, philosophy, philanthropy, quantic science, new energy sources for outside world.. new paradigm.
Well the level of response from this site has been null from my point of view (personal interaction with the people here) so it should not change, the more the change the more the “same” but well it felt good to write it anyway.
Wish you the best for 2012 and beyond and below and above
Frank
THANK YOU so much
You have helped me a lot during those times when I didn’t know what was happening or what I am doing here or experiencing.
I appreciate you a lot.
Love and Light and may you be abundantly provided for in all ways!
Yonatan
Can’t thank you enough. Love you lots.
LOVE!!!!!
Wow this website just gave me a big blow, I just wrote my feed back poof vanished into thin air after I post. I will just say the basic then. This website has been a copy past of my mind and the last post almost perfectly but I can’t get in touch with this community its like I see them all but they cant see me, frustrating.
Well thanks so much, these updates have been the most accurate and interesting source of spiritual inspiration and interaction (indirect). Loved it, mystifying.
I will start my own blog since people have requested so. It will be about how things work in the universe, macro/micro world, science, spiritual, sky and earth, multiverse etc. at least from my point of view like everyone does.
Wish you uplifting 2012 and beyond
I’m still baffled by my post being vaporized with no trace 15 min ago
Frank
Frank… it is still there. if you do start a blog, I would love to be included. Blessings! Martha
Thanks Lauren, for your awesome channelings and updates, your sparkling energy and your very interesting sense of humor
Bless you, enjoy the journey, enjoy the love , a happy 2012 and much more. See you in 5D!
Dear Lauren – from my heart to yours, thank you. I look forward to your new updates.
blessings to you,
Love Jane xxx
Your posts have been a blessing to me over the years and a source of illumination and comfort. Sometimes, they were the only things that made sense to me in my senseless life. Thank you so much for all your hard work, wisdom and bravery. I’m excited to see where this leads you!
Much LOVE and LIGHT to you, dear Lauren, for a smooth and exciting journey into the unknown! So many of us are in transition this month – feeling the next new thing and trusting it will manifest, yet having no clear image of what it will look like or how it will work. But “worry” or “doubt” aren’t in our language any longer. It feels magical!
Gratitude for all you have done with the energy updates, they were very comforting when we really needed them on this path.
In love and light,
Sandra
Hi Lauren,
Reading through these comments, I might be inclined to think you died! It’s like a eulogy. Of course, you deserve every bit of appreciation, and more.
I’ve been following your forecasts for about three years now, and you’ve become like a sister. I am certainly very proud of you. Such courage and dedication. You have handled yourself so well in the face of numerous, shall be say “abrasive”, characters over the years. It’s been wonderful to see you grow, just as so many of us have been able to through your great contribution. I can only imagine what comes next.
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. On with the journey!
Richard
Be you blessed humanati !!!!!!!!!!
That video is TRUE, PAINFULLY TRUE, DEVASTATING TRUE…
It reminds me, we would better need COME DOWN TO EARTH
from those ‘unprecedented heights’ of our inflated enthusiasm,
take the plough by the horns
and REALLY DO OUR JOBS we are meant to!
“Do your duty today!” (Edgar Cayce)
Only and only then, dear brothers and sisters,
can Gaia REALLY blossom and flourish and so the LOVE OF ONE.
Dear Lauren,
Along with so many others here —- THANK YOU from my heart. Your posts have helped me retain (some) sanity over the last few years and I’m grateful to you. Your humour, so often the saving grace and the way through (or up as the case may be!).
Peace, Love, Light and Abundance in every way are my wishes for YOU.
I’m certain that the Universe is saying as One: “Well done, our good and faithful servant.”
Dear Loren,
Much love and light going forward and always. You have been such help and comfort to me and to so many! I am so grateful for you and I will hold the space for you for your highest good as you have done for us…in love without condition
I will miss you. Until then…
You go girl! You’re awesome!!
Kerry Jean Pennings
Thank you ‘Lauren’ for this wonderful posting & ‘All’ that you’ve given of yourself this past year ! As I don’t often respond, I just wanted to let you know how much I’ve enjoyed these readings from you & I also resonate with much of what you’ve said & I’m sure you have made a greater impact on others, more than you now know ! I also believe that this will be the year of ‘Transformation’ & have said much of the same thing on my flickr website. To ‘All’ those of us that have Awakened our journey is surely not over, & in many ways just beginning. We will just be leaving one ship, to board another in which will embody believers & co-creators…the ones you have chosen to ride the enlightened wave of the future in Love, Peace, Compassion & Healing Energy, Respect & Protection for Mother-Earth ! May your wings take you soaring high this year to beautiful places that will be more than your richest expectations !~ Take Care & Best Regards to ‘You’ !~
Bev
oops…spelling error …’the ones who have chosen to ride….’
Thanks for helping me feel the resonance, Lauren. Big thanks! Now I’m starting to figure out how it works, and it’s thrilling that the downloads are coming more internally now. Excited to see what you’re up to next.
Bought the ticket, taking the ride, thanks for reflecting so much LOVE in a time where there were few reflections to be found, thanks for giving your true Self in a time where this was needed so much, now we’ll see what’s in store for this phase – I for one feel it will be in profound alignment with what the human condition has always been capable of : INFINITE POSSIBILITY : blessings Lauren, let us all turn the page and welcome a new experience : Namaste
Hi Lauren and all,
My thoughts on your final TWYH Energy Update:-
What a lovely introductory message from the PHC.
I also feel that this year is going to be profound and delightful – no surprise when one considers that this much prophesied year will mark the start of a new Golden Age of LOVE.
I’ve been acutely aware of various energies since the Winter Solstice of 2011. I’ve become quite adept at recognising many different energies from many different sources (with a *huge* amount of help from so many guides). When one is conscious that these energies are external one has the power to accept or reject them. So many of those who are still asleep are in so much distress over energies and entities that they assume are of their own generation.
Something that I’d like to say about those who are asleep: the ego of an awakened person can have an unhealthy tendency to look down on those who are still asleep. All I can say is: we are *all* here for ONE reason – LOVE. I know for a fact that I would not have been in the position to develop so many aspects of my being if I hadn’t had the loving support of my Loved Ones. One of the most trying times of my life (Dark Night of the Soul) lasted for the entire 90s. I’m certain that I would have killed myself a long time ago if I’d been on my own.
There are those who are asleep and enveloped in negative energies. They may come into your life and create negative situations. An awakened Human Being has a simple choice – do they respond to negative energy in kind (from an asleep perspective) or do they use their Unity Consciousness to respond with LOVE (from a Heart-based Consciousness)? It helps if one keeps in mind that this person’s Higher Self is interacting with you in this way to further your personal growth – what a beautiful act of LOVE.
“So we finally made it to the promised land! Of course, we don’t really have a solid idea of what that means yet …” – it takes a lot of faith and courage to follow your Heart – especially when there are those who are swimming in the opposite energetic direction … one can feel sometimes like one’s “swimming up s**t creak without a paddle”
A suggestion to you Lauren: how about entering this metaphysical Olympic event this summer in London? I’m sure that you’d win gold!
One of the most important lessons that I’ve learned over the past year is that I possess the faith and courage to follow my Heart. There have been many instances where I have done this. The guidance from your Heart is never wrong. Sometimes wishes from the Heart are in conflict with wishes of the Ego. The Heart isn’t superior to the Ego – both are essential and have their place in a human being; but those on a spiritual path put the wishes of their Heart before anything else because the Heart is the portal to multi-dimensional consciousness; Unity Consciousness; and our OverSoul.
I have known (on a conscious level) for many years that my life is a life of two halves. The Winter Solstice marks the completion of my first half. The normal reaction to anticipation of the second half would involve an element of fear – but since that seminal Spring Equinox of 2010 fear holds no power over me. I’m at the beginning of a new life – how exciting is that?
One of the central themes of the coming year for me is exercising my ability to give and receive LOVE. I’m already aware of two areas of my life where this application will be tested. (I make it sound like I’m filling out an insurance form, don’t I?
)
I’ve also been thinking about how much of our prosaic everyday lives seems to be a shadowy reflection of my multi-dimensional consciousness. It’s difficult to write about this stuff without sounding totally crazy.
“Thinking with our brains is like shooting blanks now, whereby thinking with our hearts will be like shooting stars.” – wow, *what* a sentence! One of the most memorable that I feel you’ve written.
I’m really focusing on energy. Everything is energy. So much of what we experience on personal and collective scales is just a small physical frequency of a HUGE band of energy. The world economic crisis is a prime example. The foundation on which these energetic structures were built on are crumbling. It’s like these people are building new houses on sand. The houses fall down and they can’t understand the cause. It’s quite comical from one perspective; but from a 3D perspective it’s terrifying to those who are asleep. We can act as energetic anchors for these people.
I’ve got more to write but it will have to wait for a later time.
Love & Light to All,
LW.
LW,
Just loved everything you said and resonate so much with it. Took me quite a while to really get how we are pure energy even though i helped edit a book about it! Now to figure out how to paddle this boat in these waters- ready, set, go…
for those of you who enjoy commenting, you may feel like taking a peek here at the offshoot site Jenn created to connect us more deeply:
http://www.radharaniblossoming.org
I’d also love to have any friends join me on my blog about arriving in unconditional love:
http://lovesaysyes.blogspot.com
L.W.,
I really resonate with everything you said especially about focusing on energy. It took me a long time to really get that everything is energy, even though i helped edit a book on the topic! Best wishes for the second half…
I want to tell people about an offshoot of this site where you may meet like minded friends.
http://www.radharaniblossoming.org
I also want to invite you to check out my blog on healing into our self identities as unconditional love:
http://lovesaysyes.blogspot.com
Hope it post this time- having real challenges. Big hug as we blast into the fifth dimension.
http://lovesaysyes.blogspot.com
big hug as we blast into the fifth dimension!
what a beautiful send off!! a thousand times more impacting and powerful than any award speech I’ve ever seen! (and I saw Susan Lucci win the emmy, so that means something coming from me.
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thank you for being so courageous + loving and for encouraging such bravery and love in each of us.
can’t wait to see where this journey takes you …..
Beloved Lauren, I wish you godspeed with your new costume change. Before you depart I hope you will answer one question. I know that I am not alone in feeling severely depleted, exhausted and overwhelmed often. I am thrilled to continue to be a bride between the 3rd and 5th dimension. Yet to be very effective, I would need a lot more stability in my energy. Any sign of when more of us will feel energized and strong? Or will that occur beginning with the equinox- is that part of what you are referring to? May the road rise up to meet you in your new adventure. With much gratitude and love, savannah
Lauren, bedankt – Glow with the flow ~ Jay
much thanks and love!
Dear Lauren*, THANKS for your company inspiring …for all that I have received through you also.
With Gratitude and Blessings
Thank you Lauren! Your courage to put your true self out there is inspiring. Learn some, Teach some…and LOVE a lot!
Lauren Thanks for the memories and we love you !!!!!!
I AM Love
I AM grateful
x
Dear Lauren,
I trust your physical self and its wellbeing also is strengthening and improving and toughening as your spirit is led to do so through holy intuition. If we may be as a light so shining, the lighthouse had better be standing.
Peace,
Gandhi Khan
Lauren, Thank you so much for being the vessel… you are a thumb print in our lives as you have touched many! Blessings! Martha
I send you love,sprinkled with love,tabbed in a little more and profound thanks dear Lauren.Bless you.x.x.x
Lauren, enjoy your transformation, and thanks for all the guidance. Dieter
Thank you for all your courage and humor. It is much appreciated. Love and blessings to you.
This last post from Lauren almost perfectly reflected my mind, my thinking, the up lifting energy, great great co creation, the timing is divine. Yesterday before reading the last I was thinking maybe there won’t be anymore update. But it would be ok, I thought. The rest would be bonus. I was happily surprised and a bit relieved to see another update because these updates from Lauren are so full of fluffiness and magic. My personal positive journey began in 2005 too 7 years ago. 2011 was a year thats hard to describe. Life is hard to describe, sometimes its just “speechless”. There are great great things coming to anyone surrendering to the heart. You can get as much love from the positive than the “negative” side of things. It’s an illusion. It’s all love.
Frank
Thank YOU for being beautiful my love. Yes, going without a nap would be like leaving kindergarden and growing up big. And what about our fat suits you have not said if we will unzip them anytime soon. I am over carrying mine around. You darling Lauren have gotten me through as many and more dark times in my life than I you. I certainly look forward to your/our next faze endevour challenge adventure on earth. I am starting to emerge. I am certainly not the same person and feel like I just landed on the planet for the first time like visiting india or something. Odd surroundings. Yes, ha, ha none of my old family would read this either but my new family does and that is all that matters at this point. I love you lots, see you soon, Arielle
TY Lauren for our participation in this phase of the divine plan – for being part of OUR Healing.
I thought I was strong enough but the fluxes of e-motion overtook me and ………………
It looks as if you have crystallized/ made your transition but our bond in love and oneness is still keeping the strings tight. See you in the Ethers.
divsy.
PS: what about our Party lol
,
Hi Lauren
Yahoo..a new job! It’s about time we all get our promotions!
You did a great job in the past, I am truly grateful for you!
You have been a great role model for all…thanks for keeping that light on for us!
Looking forward to see what is around the corner….in the now!
Love and Peace Cindy
Peace and Love and Light<3<3<3
Dear Lauren,
Thank you so much for your service and in your way of humor and relate-ability .Your messages made so many things going on in my life make sense over these years. It brought a clarity it made the difference in moving though these times with more laughing at myself and more grace than I ever expected. Thank you for sharing your HEART with ours. many blessings to you on the new wonderful chapter we have arrived in.
In gratitude,
Pixie
Thank you for your service over the last several years!! You always knew how to put in words what I was experiencing/feeling so I could understand it better. Yes, the heart is open and the new adventure begins! Many Blessings to you, SiStar!
Hello Lauren,
THANK YOU ♥ Congratulations on a job WELL DONE!
I think it fair to say that you were always the one we could depend on to confirm that we really weren’t crazy…and that what we were experiencing was as close to normal for us as we could be. May you manifest your dreams and then share them with us. Sending love and forever gratitude until we’re truly back home once again.
Next stop: Love
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Thanks Lauren for helping us get here, boarding passes in hand and pulling us by our boot straps sometimes!
Congrats on your new journey and an abundant flow of blessings and miracles along the way!
love to all
Hi Lauren,
Thank you so much for the last few years. You saved my life so many times…..I can never say thank you enough. I also wanted to mention here that I had a dream of you on New Years night. I dreamt that you, myself and two other nameless faces were standing on this huge glass square (approx 4 meters x 4 meters. Sorry don’t know U.S measurements I’m an Aussie Lol). This glass square was centred in the middle so depending where we stood on it, it tilted a particular way. And the four of us were trying to keep it in balance. Around us we were in darkness, but it was not the darkness of evening but the type of darkness I would associate with being in the Void. More stuff happened in the dream but I can’t remember a thing cause my brain no longer works. When I woke up there was such a strong feeling of connection and my heart centre felt completely open. I also felt connected in for the first time in 4 years…..this has been the hardest part of my journey these last years…. the completed disconnect from knowing and not being able to see a single step in front of myself. The dream felt really significant.
I wish you the best of luck on this new part of your journey. I never met you but I will miss you and your wit and insights.
Maria xxx
Lauren love,
Reading these heartfelt comments requires a definite tissue! We humans are now ready for our mastery and you have helped us to get here. What a wonderful job you have done! And when you wrote your Crazy Scalar Wave blog for the scalar pendants selling on my goingscalar dot com website the hundreds of sales catapulted me from food stamps to a whole new life. Talk about the true embodiment of a Light Bearer. We are ALL richer because of you. May all that you have given us all come back to you many-thousand fold! Onward & upward to you and all the human angels!
Hey Sunny! Thanks so much, that means a lot
Glad to know you flourished and the wave of abundance refueled you ♡♡♡
Thank you so much Lauren. It’s been only about a year since I’ve been reading your inspirational messages, which I most eagerly look forward to on Twitter. You have been of great service to atleast a part of humanity. Keep up the good work and I’m excitedly looking forward to receiving your phase 2 messages. May the blessings of the ultimate ONE be always with you.
Namaste!
I only first came on here two days ago and have only read a couple of the last energy updates but this is exactly what I was looking for! For me this has been more of a fast change than a gradual one (awakening that is
) and I still have a lot of work to do. It’s nice having a sense of not being alone in this process and I wish everyone the best of luck on their journeys!
You create your own world and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise
Restrictions are a thing of the past. Go wherever your heart takes you
Lauren – tho I just recently found your sight, I have grown to love you and your posts and the PHC. I will miss you and look forward to your re-emergence in what ever fashion that might be. Many thanks from my heart for the I love, energy and information you have so lovingly and so humorously provided. Love, Debra/Morgean
Yes, having faith when some of the crud just drags on is sometimes challenging. For me the physical challenges are where i still tend to get caught, move into resistance. Everything else flows yet when my body tenses up and moves into overwhelm for the billionth time, when I don’t know if my energy will be clear or wacky so I don’t know if I will feel good honoring any plans for future events, makes it interesting to interface with others. Light and love to all of us.
Anybody else having challenges posting? I post and it doesn’t appear for a day so I repost and it appears hours later- guess it’s a reflection of the changes in time.
For me, the postings are out of time sequence. So your msgs may be posted but showing up someplace else not in chronological order.
thanks Willow,
Sometimes that has happened but in this case they didn’t show up for a day so i reposted than both appeared together, twice- weird yet it is all good. Today I feel calm and peaceful- what a welcome shift. Anybody feel a big shift toward peace today?
please remove me from the notification via e-mail for this post….. thank you.
Dear Lauren,
Thanks for your dedication, steadfast adherence to the intelligence of the heart, and for your willingness to be bemused, baffled and maintain down-to-earth humour amidst waves of cosmic craziness. I have followed your updates for around 2 years after stumbling across them, initially through the “Discover your divine blueprint” book which I found while searching hard for my own pathway. I’ve never been a follower of psychics / channelers in general, and have no discernable abilities in that direction myself, but a lot about your updates resonates with me despite my scepticism – mainly because I definitely fit the description of having had a chaotic life-breakdown in 1999… and being on a rollercoaster since then, with increasing frequency of synchronicities and support from the universe in the last four (and especially the last two). I also have a feeling of having broken through to a new calm, clarity and equanimity since the start of 2012.
Since I read this post last night I’ve had a song playing in my head and something keeps telling me to share it here. It’s an old Paul Simon track that my parents used to play called “Peace Like a River”. As a child it conveyed to me such yearning and also such comfort, and thinking of it sometimes still gives me the chills. The lyrics go like this:
Peace like a river ran through the city
Long past the midnight curfew, we sat starry-eyed
Oh, oh we were satisfied
Oh, when I remember misinformation followed us like a plague
Nobody knew from time to time if the plans were changed
Oh, oh if the plans were changed
You can beat us with wires
You can beat us with chains
You can run out your roads, but you know you can’t outrun our history train
I’ve seen a glorious day…
Four in the morning, I woke up from out of my dreams
Nowhere to go but back to sleep, but I’m reconciled
Oh, oh I’m gonna be up for a while
Oh, oh I’m gonna be up for a while
I think some parts chime with this post, like the bit about “long past midnight” fitting the 12/13 thing… and the bit about waking up and having nowhere to go but back to sleep sounds a lot like the last few years (both metaphorically and sometimes literally!)
Here’s to being up for a long while…
With much love
thank you, Lauren.
i must say, i feel you have given me lots of «tools» to handle these changes, but i still feel out of balance… it’s been so long that i fear i will never find my center again. reading your posts – and everyone’s comments – brought me back, momentarily. it permitted me to take a breath of air before going back down.
i want to trust that i will be integrating myself soon; that i’m light enough to swim on my own.
faith, i guess… funny, it used to come to me very easily before all of this started(!)
love and light to all
xxx
Lauren – I apologize for my venting above and below and thank you for your forebearance. I feel a need to get this off my chest and want you to know that none of my venting is directed at you.
Dear Salusa and Galactic Federation if you really exist,
I’d like to give you some feedback. There are way too many channelers and way too many messages that provide no useful information. I could waste my entire day just trying to read messages that are posted that day. Do you really think that what you have to say is that important???
Some channelers post a recycled message every day. Perhaps they intend to offer encouragement but do YOU honestly think it is helpful to praise us for our patience and set our expectations high for something that is always just about to occur but never does? It is manipulating our egos and in my human opinion more harmful than helpful. Your messages put us in a state of waiting. It robs us of the peace that comes with knowing that we already have everything we need and we are not lacking for anything. Also, some of the readers need to take action and aren’t giving themselves what they need because they’re waiting for IT to happen.
Please stop wasting our time by posting a new recycled message every day. Its like being force fed from a fire hose and insulting that we’re treated like we can’t be left alone for one moment. PLEASE ask your channelers to refrain from posting until they have something to say AFTER its happened. Please ask your channelers to stop speaking as if they have the TRUTH for everyone. Everyone needs to be their own authority and not be led to believe that someone else knows better than they do. Please ask your channelers to stop flattering us and putting down those who are still asleep, it’s a sign that the channelers is still thinking in an egoic way. Thats my POV, take what you will.
I acknowledge that these are my issues and take responsibility for my life and set my intention to be free from feeling the need to chase after information. Knowledge is the final barrier. Give me the strength to turn inward and KNOW that I AM complete.
Willow, I appreciate most of what you say here and wish that you can realize your intentions. I have a couple comments though.
First, I have never gotten overwhelmed with channeled (or otherwise intuited) info because I follow my Divine guidance on where to go and what to read and also how much and what parts to swallow of what I do read. Some sources never have resonated and I haven’t even been able to make myself get through one full channeling by some of them. Salusa is an example and I see that name and move along. I feel much of that is very disempowering indeed. A couple sentences in and it’s so repulsive I think I’d end up puking before I got through an entire channeling.
Sometimes, certain channels and messages from certain sources have a place in my life and sometimes they don’t. Some I outgrow or just diverge from. In some cases there’s nothing wrong with the info per se, but it’s not for me right then, when last month it was.
Also, I don’t necessarily agree that it IS time to “act”, at least not for all of us. I was following a site for a few months and they are getting active and yet it wasn’t resonating with me and my higher self insists I’m not to jump on that band wagon.
Also, Lauren and Jennifer Hoffman and some Tarot readings have confirmed my own senses concerning being in a lull / ‘tweener state / stasis / review for a while now until around the new moon (23rd) or shortly thereafter. I know that many people have been conditioned to suddenly jump into action after the start of the new year, what with New Year’s resolutions and all, but I’m just not feeling it and usually don’t this time of year, feeling quite fine with easing into it the same way Earth does with the changing seasons . And, right now, whatever processes I’m to go through are seemingly being delivered to me and keeping me busy enough with the energy required for them and what energy I have left to expend on them.
Willow, do you use divination tools (Tarot, dowsing rod, pendulum and a myriad of other things… runes, I Ching, etc.) for personal guidance? I find that almost always take precedence over almost all channeled info. Most times, those divination tools grease the communication wheels and things start to flow and I get far more info than just the cards (or whatever) would give me and find I am getting as much or more info as these channelers are anyway.
(Where’s that delete button?)
I’d like to apologize to everyone for my angry outburst. Just because something’s not right for me doesn’t give me the right to knock it. Please forgive my error in judgement. Funny thing is, after the first day, the urge to read dissipated, not just for channeled material but for everything.
Hi Wonders Never Cease, Sorry for the tardy response. I have good luck using the Osho Zen Tarot cards. If anyone is looking for an introspection tool, I highly recommend these. The imagery is so rich and symbolic that anyone can get good readings.
May your journey be filled with Love and bliss!
A BIG…. Gracias!!!!!
Hi Lauren,
Just thought I’d check in. I kind of feel like you & I are getting a big sample of these new energies right now. Whoa! Right now, I’m getting that “blissed-out” feeling that the Unseens cautioned us about. Holy crap. It just snuck up on me tonight. Have you had a taste of this yet?? This is a serious high. I’m trying to stay alert as a write this. This is pretty surreal stuff. It’s coming & going in waves. I just want to go lay down and float in this stellar high. Anyone else had a taste of this???
Hold on everyone, the carrot is here.
hey Renee, Graci, Julie, willow etc… I guess it is just lonely a times and hard to trust ‘the next step” when all keeps not moving or falling apart continuously–with brief moments of clarity, peace, and even joy. i read posts like this sometimes because it can be ‘fun” and out of a need to see others “somewhere out there” been alone but less lonely for so long. Seems my past and all people have transitioned in death, or choice, none here now… But its ok, deep down i know this will pass and gotta keep being here in the moment and open to my own inner strength (that is the only thing that seems “real” ) Yet I saw this video today and wanted to share, it made me smile, it is so true. For me it resonates. E.Tolle reading a poem by someone “out there” like us, me, you– have a great day
hugs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYZMeirGqAI&feature=plcp&context=C3e24a77UDOEgsToPDskJ7GqZG5ChV9iTsB6QbEnIV
Thanks J and everyone else who responded. This poem beautifully touches on what I’m struggling with. I get so buried in my weaknesses and inabilities that I forget about the tiny light in me. Thanks J for the perfect reminder. As human beings we encompass everything and it is time for us to LOVE our humaness and CHOOSE to SPARKLE the UNIverse with our inner light however faint it may appear to be. ♥ ♥ ♥
me too Willow–well said by you and not a faint light just unnoticed maybe..
hugs
oh just saw this too little sinc
Acknowledge power, create, re-pattern = SPARK
Deny our power…dissipate, complain = KRAPS
Yes, but DESSERTS backwards is STRESSED.
LOL. Thanks for that J.
haaaaa yes WNC
desserts can be sooooo good unless unappreciated and needed , wanted gotta have it to fill the hole
ya know? so spark: appreciate
and if one must eat dessert and we must! do not be stressed—-enjoy!
granulated sugar has one and only use: dry scrub, mix will almond oil or olive etc. scrub all over yourself (rinse no soap needed, and you will feel like a babies butt! –all over
Yeah, I don’t touch refined sugar, not in desserts and not to feel like a baby’s butt either. lol
thank you this is so beautiful and arrives on what would have been my mummy’s 94th birthday, I sense her with me as read it, her spirit glows in any darkness I hold and brings light to my life’s meaning… I will TWMH !
I have greatly enjoyed and learn a lot from your energy updates, THANK YOU for being and looking forward for the next phase. LOVE and many BLESSINGS for you
Thank you very much Lauren, thank you helped me so much, much, I have not stopped crying while reading your last update, I felt so grateful to know that finally appears that all this “madness” just.
. Kisses an hugs
I was without words, thank you very much what you’ve shared with us and that sometimes I literally saved my life!
Sorry my english
Hi J,
Thanks for posting the poem reading. That was too funny
Resonates with me too…
Big Hugs
you are welcome
so good to know
somewhere out there is…
another
thank you for saying it
To Willow, Tyson, and anyone else feeling frustrated with unfulfilled promises:
It seems that this latest post from Lauren is saying that it’s time to go out and create what we want in our lives. I’ve been hesitant to do anything because I didn’t have any inkling of what I wanted. Enter dream life:
My dreams lately (minimum: 3 nights) have been delivering a very obvious message: Context is key.
The fact that I’m spending my dreams in such obvious territory indicates to me that I haven’t been heeding this. I only bring it up in case someone, here, may also benefit from the message.
Perhaps others, like I, have been overlooking possibilities because, in past contexts, something we tried to create wasn’t working well. My recent dreams seem to be saying: All prior (bad) bets are off. Past efforts may have met with disappointment; but that is no indication of how efforts will fare within today’s context.
IOW, perhaps returning to a past creative love, setting out to newly create, is the solution for others, as well as for me.
Hi Stella,
Its not that I am frustrated with unfilled promises as I was frustrated at myself for being unable to stop myself from reading the junk material, I guess you can call me a recovering Ascension junkie. I got real mad and I think that helped me break the habit. I haven’t read a single article since Jan 12th (two days sober) and that gives me hope that I’m free of its pull. Maybe thats why the junk ones post every day. Without the constant emotional kick, the draw is quickly lost.
I agree its time to create the life we want. I used to think we were suppose to find our life purpose but right now I’d settle for just making it work. Like Tyson said, I’d be pretty happy with some freakout free days. LOL
Lauren, thank you so much for the time spent bringing to life such special light gifts! We are quite new to each other, just a couple of months, but I must tell you brought so much clarity and joy for my life! Lo e you with all my golden shiny heart and wish you an amazingly transformative 2012! And please, keep us updated
Love,
Karina
Hi Willow,
I’m with you on that! I’ve been feeling energized since Wednesday and today happy- whoa! I feel like normal only way better- whoopee! I cleaned my car and did stuff- exciting to be able to function again! My 11 year old daughter wanted me to share with all of you the UFO she saw- she’s seen a few. They use to freak her out, now she likes the. Then she had an OBE the other day that also freaked her out. I keep telling her she has great abilities so today she decided to try to move things with her mind and apparently got something swinging- who knows what’s next?
Cool daughter, cool mom!
Thanks Willow!
Dear Lauren:
Thank you. Sometimes I feel like I have been listening to a foreign language, in my dreams, that I totally understand when I am dreaming. Sometimes its difficult when I “wake up” in “this” world to remember exactly what was said, but I always know “deep inside” that I understand everything. Reading your updates have always been comforting to me on some level. Sometimes, the comfort was more “in my dreams” than in this “so called” reality, but the connection was/is totally there.
Thank you. There is no higher praise than gratitude. I am so very grateful to you!
Sincerely,
Phyllis
For me this is not a passive process. I allow each day to be as it is (on a good day). The main thing is i release in my body the charges that come up by fully allowing them, even embracing them- boy, has that been hard to learn. I also look at what beliefs have been keeping me stuck in goo and release those gradually. This is for me the two step tango that is freeing me. For me, to ascend I must participate in my own release. Yesterday was miraculous- I felt fabulous. Now the trick is not to hook on to that and say I have arrived. Today will be as it is. Already not so fabulous. I must allow this too and slow but sure- liberation!
Hi Savannah,
Me too. This reminds me of the saying “Embrace tiger, return to mountain”. I used to think this meant we were suppose to climb down the mountain, face our fears and then go back up the mountain. But now I think it means, its the act of loving those unconscious, wild emotions that returns us to solid ground.
There are 2 stuck areas that I want to tackle this year. The 1st one is decluttering my house. This is like stepping into a tiger jungle for me so I’m taking it in two phases. This month and next, I just want to go thru everything, organize and throw out the easy stuff. So far it hasn’t been that bad (I can actually walk into my walk in closets now!) and I’m hoping the cleared space will bring in more energy to tackle phase 2. In phase two, I hope to get rid of a box of stuff every month. This is the hard part because of all the unseen tigers ready to pounce on me but I think if I set a goal of just one box a month, it’ll make the tigers more embraceable.
The 2nd stuck area is remodeling my bathroom. Another safari into the jungle. Normally I go to Lowes and stand in front of a wall of whatever. After a half an hour of trying to narrow down my selection, my back starts to hurt, my eyes glaze over, my brain fogs up and I run out of the store like a crazy woman. Today, I went to a Home Show with a friend. I was afraid it was going to be like Lowes on steroids. But we walked around from 11 to 4 talking to merchants and contractors and had a very nice time. Baby steps.
As the saying goes, A journey of a thousand steps starts with one step.
its the act of loving those unconscious, wild emotions that returns us to solid ground.
I’m totally with you there sister! I agree. Clearing stuck energy in house clutter is one I’m slowly tackling too. Also releasing physical weight and some emotional, relationship entanglements. the difference now is in accepting the flow as it comes, not pushing the river- slow but sure.
I can’t believe how many plastic bags, plastic containers, boxes, packing material, spare parts, scraps and things I don’t even know what they are, stashed away. I’m definitely going to have to embrace whatever feelings come up as I attempt to throw things out.
I haven’t had any luck with the belly fat either. I joined a gym 2 months ago, going 3+ times a week, classes, weights, cardio, pool, hot tub but the belly fat isn’t budging an inch.
But I am trying to eat meals at the dining table and not eat anything after 7pm and get to bed by 10pm. On the days I succeed, I have a lot more energy the next day. Yeah, I don’t bother when the energy isn’t there. We have to honor our bodies. I’ve learned the hard way what happens when you push yourself too hard.
Savannah, I see both the passive and active component in this process. The trick is to know which is appropriate when.
As I said, I find that anything to work on or decide on or even to be made aware of is literally delivered to me. There’s the passive part. I just need to surrender and know that Life and the Divine will bring it to me.
If I need to release something or go through an upgrade or make decisions about people in my life or even just realize something, that is my active part. I find that I have an awful lot of thumb-twiddling time if I flow with the process, as if I’m given plenty of time to work things out, but, if I’m all over it, then it doesn’t take as long as the time allowed for me to deal with it.
That so-called “down” time does not mean that one should “do” something (unless that’s part of what you’ve been guided to do), just because you find you have time on your hands. Frankly, people need to get over busyness and always doing-doing. And those quiet times are the time to really connect to your own higher self. Have conversations with your new best friend.
I’ve been shown much about my future and I know that one reason why I’m shown as much as I am is that my higher self trusts me to come back off of the future information to be very present and take the next step. It is fun over time to watch the present unfold towards the glimpse of the future I’ve been given. It gives you a real sense of true movement and that yes things are actually changing.
Wonders, Everything you say resonated for me too. I’m so over being busy shifted far to the other side. Todays goal was 5 smaller things- plenty. I spend oodles of time staring into space on my sacred land- all land is sacred, this is just the little patch I get to bask in- listening to the birds sing and my chimes ring. My only task , if you will, is to be present to what is. To stay fully present, i notice i need to minimize my stimulation and activities. Adjusting physically to all the energies is plenty for me.
Yes, when you make every effort to just hear guidance and follow it, then there’s no more tail-chasing or wheel-spinning. Every move counts and takes you in the direction you need to go. And as much of our energy is going towards transformation, it’s key to not waste much of it.
And yet… like most everyone else here (I’m sure) I look forward to being physical and active again. All in good time. As an ex’s mother used to say, “One thing at a time, first things first.”
Wonders,
I felt fabulous for a day, energized and happy and it was like a miracle, ah yes, this is what I remember feeling like I have tons of energy, ah yes, this feels GOOD- yes, definitely looking forward to those energies returning to allow greater ease in movement!
Hi Lauren,
More thoughts on your last Energy Update:-
Very interesting to hear you talk about “going with the flow” because that’s been one of the concepts that I’ve been thinking about over the past couple of weeks. A series of events in September of last year made me realise that I’m capable of following my Heart. It seems like my 3D being still has little idea of what the future holds. I have ideas about possible future directions but feel that my Heart will show me the way through Unity Consciousness.
The best analogy to describe this process is this:- take a sheet of paper and pour a little mound of dry sand in the centre of it. Put the paper on top of a washing machine and watch what happens to the sand as the machine moves through its various cycles. The sand will vibrate on the paper. The natural state of nature is balance. Balance is expressed through harmony. Harmony is expressed through attunement. When the sand is attuned to the vibration of the machine and becomes coherent (matching frequency, amplitude and phase) a distinct geometric pattern is formed. The sand will naturally alter its pattern to match the changing vibration of the machine. (BTW, that whole analogy explanation was dictated from my Unity Consciousness.)
Those people who are awakened are operating from Unity Consciousness. Consciousness is an expression of energy. I AM saying that I AM one of countless grains of sand moving across the sheet of paper. I AM an individual grain of sand. I AM also a collective geometric pattern.
I now understand what the significance of 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 is:-
The proceeding analogy was holographic in nature (i.e. each grain of moving sand is the microcosm; the vibration of the washing machine was the macrocosm). The energy (consciousness) expresses itself through the hologram. The dates of 1-1-1 to 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 are linear time events that are an holographic expression of the 13 chakras and the chromatic scale in music. The sounding of the 12th note completes the octave and the 13th begins the next. 12-21-12 is the sounding of the 13th note. 12-21-12 is the activation of the 13th chakra. 12-21-12 is the beginning of a new Mayan calendar. The number 13 is also related to the sacred geometric Phi spiral.
I’ve got more to write about but that will have to wait for another time.
Love,
LW.
Another example:-
The explosion of matter from the singularity and eventual implosion of matter into a singularity (over a linear distance of time that is too vast for Mind-based consciousness to comprehend) is a holographic expression of my inhalation and exhalation of breath.
Love,
LW.
Revision of the above example:-
The explosion of matter from the singularity and eventual implosion of matter into a singularity (over a linear distance of time that is too vast for Mind-based consciousness to comprehend) is a macrocosmic holographic expression of energy that is resonant with my microcosmic holographic expression of energy of inhalation and exhalation of breath.
Love,
LW.
Lauren, your posts have been such a highlight in my life! I always love getting them because they energy behind them is always so clean and pure. I know that whatever your next “incarnation” is will be magnificent!! I hope you will keep me on your mailing list and keep me apprised of your next adventures.
I will miss your updates and your presence in my life, so don’t be away too long. Many blessings to you, Lauren, for your dedicated service to us all, and to me.
Michelle
Hi Kare,
my fifth chakra is from December 9 knockouts.!!! is restructuring? cough, bronchitis. expiratory oppression. everything in order as usual??! pain again?I’m exhausted … but when we will be better? I had to interrupt my work as a healer, as you said … too many people with dark energy … every time I read something from you … it just happened!
I leave you with a thought of ‘love
(excuse my bad English)
Dear Lauren,
There’s sooooo very much I could say (e.g. the Oscar gratitude length speech), but in honor of the “new” and definitely “out of character” — I say from my dear heart to you and the PHC, simply . . .
Thank you.
Looking forward to joining everyone here for Phase II.
Valerie
think with AND ACT with your heart is what seems important to me this year especially – bringing the dimensions together quicker
I was coming home from the gym today and the thought “Life is really good right now” entered my mind. This was the first time in my entire life that I ever had that thought. Whats going on I wondered. Then it occurred to me THIS IS WHAT LIFE LOOKS LIKE WHEN YOU LOVE YOURSELF. After 10 years of inner work, my ego who acted as my constant accuser, judge, jury, prison guard and executioner, is now acting as my ally and best friend. These past few days, I’ve been feeling satisfaction and a sense of accomplishment and an openess to receiving all the wonderful things life has to offer and the desire to give all that to myself. WOW. They say that January is an indicator of rest of the year. Right now, 2012 is looking like its going to be an amazing year. ♥ ♥ ♥
Yay! Good for you!
Willow,
I had a similar experience, happy and energized. Right now cleaning house and feeling good with it rather than overwhelmed as for the last 10 years- 2012- shine on!
Happy new beginnings to you Lauren. Thank you so much for your wisdom and sharing your journey (hard as it has been at times) with us all. You have explained, justified and demystified the unexplainable that’s occured in my life. You’ve mirrored where I’ve been and what I’ve been going through. I am so grateful for what you have given us all and so appreciate it.
I’m excited about 2012 and already feel bursts of fresh, new energy and love. It’s easy though. And I know that there may not be all smooth sailing ahead, but I know now to listen to my body, to rest when I need it, to be grateful, to look within and just to love and it too will pass. It’s taken me a LONG time to get to this and your words have helped me on my journey.
Here’s to new beginnings for you, and us all.
Blessings
Liz x
Thank you, Lauren, for being such an inspiring beacon of light. Sharing your own challenges has made you that much more credible and endearing to me and I’m sure your many other fans and followers as well.
Feeling a need now to still my mind till at least the 23rd … so going offline now.
Wow, what a day this has been. I woke up this morning and had an epiphany and burst into tears. Normally I’m emotionally blocked and can’t cry. Even if something triggers a few seconds of sobbing, it’ll be tearless. But this morning, it was like someone turned on the faucets. Throughout the morning, I kept recognizing TRUTH and BEAUTY everywhere and would burst into tears. These weren’t tears of joy or gratitude, more like truth and beauty penetrating into my heart. The closest description I can make, is how you might feel coming home after a REALLY, LONG JOURNEY of never thinking you’d ever make it back home. There were also moments of release tucked in between the outbursts. By noon, I was so emotionally drained and exhausted, I spent much the afternoon napping. Still feeling exhausted but wanted to write one last time as I am increasingly losing the desire to get on the computer.
Thank you Lauren for your patience and allowing this safe space for us to share our journeys with one another.
And to everyone, I wish you gentleness along your journey, clarity to see truth and beauty everywhere and ease in creating your hearts desires. May you feel Spirit cradling you in loving arms. ♥ ♥ ♥
I haven’t said anything since because you already know/understand more than I can say. I am very happy to hear of what is going on with you
Thanks Tyson, I feel like I’ve left the jungle and am now ascending a sheer cliff up the mountain. Tigers still popping up but I just have to remember to embrace them to keep on going up. This is new territory for me. I suspect I’m here because I am choosing to feed myself love.
I don’t know if you caught that video Mathew made of his dream of a beautiful new world but he created a facebook group to support the vision. The energy in the group is very light and loving. If you or anyone feels like feeding on love, you can find us by searching for “the beautiful new world” under groups on FB. Its like a pot luck LOVE party.
Like others have mentioned here, the past week has been INTENSE and exhausting. The cooling energy of the new moon feels like a relief. And it definitely feels like something BIG is just around the corner…
Happy Year of the Water Dragon!
Lauren – I found my way to your site late in the Fall of 2011 and sooo wished I had gotten there sooner! But better late than never, right? Thank you so much for your insight and for devoting yourself to channeling what needed to be shared with us. You shed some light at the end of the tunnel when I was really feeling beat-up and confused. Many blessings to you lady
Matt
Ohhh…I only came upon you late last year, and I SO LOVED your writings,
and your Guidance. I am on the edge of my seat awaiting the next piece,
so I must say I am sad to see you go,
and more happy that at least I came across you.
Thank-You so much for this wonderful finale….I will miss you and your sharings.
Lauren,
Thank you, thank you, thank you, for all of your sharing thus far. So much has resonated deeply and if it weren’t for your messages, I may have given up already.
Like many of the commenters here, I too, am fed up with the carrot & stick game from other Ascension “higher sources” and don’t check in with them as much or at all anymore. OTOH, Lauren and the PHC’s are always fresh, sane, balanced, and empowering.
I look forward to your new offerings and to an adventurous new year!
With deep gratitude,
Linda
Dear Lauren,
I really cried when I read that’s your final message, at least in this form. You were always (since I’ve discovered your messages some years ago) my light ray, the confirmation that I don’t become crazy and it is somebody there who FEELS like me, and I’m not the only one turned over in this process of Ascension. (In those early messages, I didn’t know it is a process, and it is called Ascension…
) And definitely your humour changed my state of Spirit and saved me many times.
I wish you Eternal Love, Eternal Light and Eternal Joy!!!
And to remember, discover, create, embrace, become, experience and always BE THE TRUE BEING OF LIGHT WHO YOU REALLY ARE!!!
I send you Love and Light and know there is on the planet Earth at least one being that discover her lightness thanks to you!!!
I’ll keep you in my heart and I have the faith that all of us we’ll be together in the next phase of Ascension (now, I know what that is…
))
From an Ascended Master, Ana Placinta
Bucharest, Romania, New Earth
Hey is anybody following all the stuff that’s going on right now with these super loud sounds emanating from caves around the world? they sound kinda like trumpets and huge gong tones.
people are saying that the earth is physically shifting its vibration right at this moment and there are tons of youtube videos showing these incredibly loud and otherworldly sounds. i’m hearing stuff about the earth’s vibration coming into alignment with the great central sun.
i know that i’m feeling SUUUUPER shifty. i’ve been in this detached brain fog no more overanalyzing/overthinking, just FEELING mode for awhile. and i feel pretty good actually. i’m just nurturing myself in my house and feeling pretty awesome. i made some jewelry with crystals, started to wear mostly white, redecorated my room and made it even prettier than ever before.
and i’ve let my imagination soar as to the possibilities for my future without being weighed down by what i thought i wanted to do. i think i’ll still keep doing music, because its a part of me, and i want to do these videos that go with the music, but i no longer feel this urgency and angst to be accepted by the lamestream media or to be successful. i just do it because its fun and i love it.
and there’s lots of other things i love too, like healing and being a part of some kind of wellness retreat. i’m feeling the energy of the forests up north. i feel very colorado and oregon at the moment. then green energy of the forest is cool like the breeze, sticky like the sap, and fresh like the smell. it’s pulling me towards it.
i’ve been guided to start gardening and to start talking my dad’s dog for walks. she hasn’t been out of the fenced in yard for a couple years, ever since she was rescued from the pound. she’s an old lady dog. a rottweiler lab mix and she’s super sweet and knows that i don’t like to be touched by dogs. thats kinda why i love her. she has an innate sense of boundaries so it makes it fun for me to play with her because i dont have to get dirty.
so she’ll be getting walked a lot very soon. and i want to start gardening at the local community organic garden. i also have a passion for growing crystals so i’m gonna start doing that, and i want to make terrariums. fairy gardens and terrariums have always been a passion of mine that i never pursued. but it would make me really happy to be surrounded by magical little ecosystems. i loved growing butterflies and frogs as a kid and playing with crystals. it’s the best. i’m definitely gonna do this. it doesnt make money and it doesnt push me forward in my career but it’s good for me and i’m gonna do it
Khai – So good to hear from you and so good to hear you are in a good space!
i got this recipe from martha stewart’s website for these cupcakes from this store called Sprinkles that sells cupcakes for $3.50 each. the recipe is almost accurate. they use extract instead of real fruit so my shit doesnt taste that much like strawberries and its got seeds in the icing and i taste tested so much that i am sick to death of butter and sugar. i freaking hate cupcakes now.
anyways. in the midst of a butter overdose, i found myself tapping into a new psychic sense. it may be old for some of y’all and i know that i’ve experienced something like it before, but now i understand it and can use it. when a psychic impression comes into focus in my mind and it resonates well with me, my nervous system tingles like waves of energy flowing through me. it’s on demand. it happens every time i get a true psychic impression. it doesnt work if i make statements in my mind that i already know to be true. my body is telling me by letting me FEEL what’s true and what’s not. and it’s so clear and obvious and reliable. i love it. i can scan thoughts in my mind and figure out which ones are true.
like i figured out that my dad didn’t actually murder anyone but that the dark and parasitic spirits in my house are trying to make me believe that to scare me and cause problems. they’re feeding off our psychic energy and i got really intense tingles when i discovered this and discovered that i was going to be the one to make them leave.
i also learned that my receding hairline is a crown chakra issue and that my crown chakra is in a molting phase. i’m not quite sure what that means right now but i’m sure i’ll figure it out.
my body has this intelligence and i’m just starting to interact with it and it’s so incredible. i tried to read for my friend but it told me that i couldnt focus enough for that because of all the sugar in my system. it said that a healthy raw, organic, and vegan diet would help me focus my abilities.
i think one day when my energy is more masculine and i am able to project my energy more i will be able to transmute everything i eat so that it becomes healthy for me. but right now i am very feminine and receptive and so my energy is constantly changing to match other vibrations around me, much like the descriptions of crystal children. i am too sensitive to input and so i dont have much output. and i think all the output i do have is spent trying to change the dark futures and apocalyptic visions people are having.
in case y’all were wondering, those horrible visions of the future are actually real, and they are the reason we are here today. we incarnated here so that we could bring our energy and change the future. that’s why those things are not going to happen anymore. we change it by being fully present. the more present and grounded we are, the more we can change and the more we influence.
i’ve got to ground. i’m trying really hard. part of grounding is just eating organic food. it may not be necessary for everyone, but it is for me. i’m sensitive to sleep cycles, food, and cluttered spaces.
i had a horrible experience last tueday. i went to my school to talk to a lady about waiving something for me, and when i got there, all the students were in the main hall trying to take care of paperwork and class business. i suddenly started sweating heavily and my heart was pounding as every thought and feeling started flowing through my head. my telepathy was out of control and i could read EVERYTHING and it completely overwhelmed me. i lost focus. i couldnt think. i didnt know what to do or how to do it. i couldnt remember very well. i just left and then made a plan and came back and then it happened again. i found the lady but i was having a very strong anxiety attack so i couldnt talk to her and then she left before it ended.
i still dont know why that happened or what to make of it. i’ve always been sensitive to crowds and experienced psychic sensory overloads, but never this strong.
i’m trying to use selenite to help me focus my thoughts by reconnecting to spirit.
i have a big selenite wand to help my telepathy and a big piece of raw rose quartz to help my anxiety.
it was so bad though. i was going to start crying but i didnt want to draw attention to myself because if people were looking at me and thinking about me my anxiety would get even more intense. so i stifled my tears and just sat there.
if anyone has any advice for controlling telepathy, i am all ears, quite literally
i tried being out in nature, crystals, plants, and breathing techniques, but the level of power is much too great for those basic techniques. being out in nature has helped me clear my mind though and communicate with spirit. i’ve been doing it a lot lately and talking with my crystals. i planted some plants in teacups and old light bulbs in my room and i talk with them. the great thing about telepathy is that you learn that everything has a spirit and a perspective. you can communicate with a vast array of consciousnesses. i used to wonder why i would see auras around inanimate objects, specifically my own indigo aura. but thats all part of why its so great to be here. i dont think i would want to exist without the interconnectedness of all that is.
Khai, selenite can easily overwhelm you. I once put a big chunk on my headboard to stimulate my dreams and I was a nervous wreck and didn’t sleep well. I removed it and was fine again. It’s very easy to lose your grounding with selenite. I suggest you use it with intention in small doses, but don’t keep it close to you at all times and after using it, use another crystal with good grounding qualities.
I would agree that selenite will enhance your intuitive and telepathic abilities, but it can certainly be overwhelming. Like, I said, work with it just a bit then put it away, far from your person, get grounded (yes, nature will help) and just work with the burst you got from your short time with the selenite. If you feel ungrounded at all, don’t go back to the selenite until you regain your grounding. It most certainly has a very “airy fairy” energy to it.
Yes, inanimate objects have a certain life force to them. Many people talk to their cars, “Come on Betsy.” and there is very much something to that. I swear that my vehicles are limping along on my love at this point in time.
aaaaaahhhh see i had like a ton of pieces of selenite on me. no wonder.
i went to this rockshop and they had ALL these CHEAP and huge chunks of selenite so i got 6 chunks and one big wand.
it talk to it a lot and it is very vocal in giving me information.
it’s like an antennae. no wonder i went crazy. lol.
i think spirit wanted me to have all that selenite i got. but it also wanted me to have the giant chunk of rose quartz and the giant chunk of obsidian. interesting. the giant chunks i got are for the crown, heart, and root.
i’ve been thinking lately about a sort of helmet or crown i could make out of silver. it’s not like the images i used to describe it. it’s an original design, with crystals on it to enhance and focus telepathic abilities. i think it would be something good to have for people who are experiencing psychic awakening and are being overwhelmed by their abilities.
i wonder if maybe the 3 big stones i got are supposed to be used together…
thanks for the info though. it REALLY helps me. i’m genuinely grateful
i’m really starting to feel my way into using my abilities and coming into harmony with them.
if there are any shreds of doubt left in me about all of this and about the reality of psychic phenomena and ascension, they have recently been removed by this intense response to the selenite, of which i have tons.
but yeah. i think my overall sensitivity to crystals has greatly increased. i just picked up a piece of selenite and immediately felt its energy. i’ve always been a really strong psychic, but i’ve never been this in tune to my own abilities.
i’m gonna work with my obsidian chunk, lava rock, and 3 apache tear pieces with this small piece of selenite.
oh btw y’all i also did real magick recently. like not just real ritual magick, but like instantaneous magick.
as you may know, i practice witchcraft. it’s not all dark and demonic like the movies have you think. i am personally pretty earth and healing based as noted by my affiliation with the ascension project.
anyways. i made a wand out of pine for my altar and lately i’ve been carrying it with me because of something that happened.
i was driving with my friend and i absent mindedly drew a pentacle with my wand on my rear view mirror. all of a sudden, the interior lights in my old ass car, which have NEVER worked EVER, came on by themselves and worked all day before mysteriously turning off that night.
and then i used the same technique to find a parking spot in a super crowded park that very day.
it was crazy and awesome and i love my magical life.
Khai, I have no doubt that you were supposed to get and experience the selenite. If you are reacting to it that strongly, it is meant to help you. Now you’ll just have to use it in moderation as you learn from it. And that’s great that it has removed any doubts from you about telepathy, etc. It’s definitely serving its purpose and just for the record, that big chunk I have, that initially had me walking 3 ft off the ground no longer affects me like that. You’ve experienced its intense effects, now ease into it so it can better serve you.
What a fun concept!
http://spiritlibrary.com/christina-lunden/the-lightworker-flash-mob
The same is happening to me and is just The awakening . The sounds you hear were called the Song of the Mother Earth while is birthing the New Humanity. Happy Birthday friend.
“We have returned to the truth, which is that love and only love is real” with this knowledge, comes great pure power from within…to know what love is, to be love and embody love, is a true gift, to spread our love throughout the world, truthfully, powerfully, trustingly in our own selves.
Yes dear ones, our time has come, it is now, we embody pure love from source and are guided with the loving hands of the creator…all else that is not real has fallen away, we are free to just be now…
I am hearing yes there will be days of silence to come, rest and nurturing, yet not like b4, moments, of rest and stillness…we have moved past our point of clearing and releasing….there is no need to wish or dream, our hearts know what we truly desire, and all shall be given when it is time. Our job has been completed, our only job was to love ourselves, our perfect selves….To see all of ourselves in every situation that we created, to make sure where love was still needed.
We have been tested and shown the world only with love, we have traversed through the darkness of our ego, fears, always knowing the light inside was there waiting for the perfect timing to be released…
Blessed and grateful, Love Renee
Amen, well said Renee.
Be Love, that is all that is asked of us.
We will know 2012 as the year of Love. ♥
Lauren ~ don’t hate me for asking, but is your newest publication nearing readiness? I’m feeling SO BURNT OUT today. This Mastery stuff ain’t easy. It’s like “oh, here’s this thing you hate so you can transmute it with LOVE. Have fun!”
I feel like I’ve done 5 INTENSE years of internal work…only to now work more intensely!!! ACCCKKK!!
….forgive me, I’m ranting all over the place today….
how do u get your picture on your posts?
Khai ~ I have a wordpress account and blog, so it just automatically shows up in other wordpress blogs. I”m sure there’s another way to do it, I just have no idea what it is.
ok thanks
Hey Kate, working furiously on finishing my new program…co-written with the seven sisters and very resourceful, especially for the first leg of phase II
hoping, energy permitting, that I will be able to publish before the week is out, tho we all know how those deadlines end up
its been ROUGH out there since I last posted…been hiding under the covers ever since…but the new moon already feels like it is bringing in some fresh energies. lets hope it sticks
happy Chinese New Year everyone!
xo
Thank you, Lauren. I’m blowing you sparkly kisses….
Okay, I’m not really one to vent here (or maybe I am? I don’t know anymore!) but I’m sharing an email I just sent to a fellow TWYH reader just in case others can relate. I always like knowing I’m not alone when going thru the goo. Here it is:
“I’m literally walking around growling tonight.
I’m angry and resentful.
It feels that the better I get at handling shit, the more shit I’m given to handle ~ it’s always like that!
Pardon me if I rant a bit here…
I feel like I’ve worked SO INTENSELY on myself the past 5 years (well, actually for MANY years but especially and consciously that last 5).
When those feelings of FREEDOM and BLISS and LIMITLESS happened on the 11/11, I felt I EARNED it. And I was already burnt out by then!
In November there were so many days I walked around in tears of gratitude and relief…the feeling was indescribable, but I know you understand exactly.
I’m BITTER that those feelings have largely receded (I still get glimmers) and I feel like I have to step it up even more!
So all that hard work I’ve done is now being paid off with….even more hard work?
Hey Kate, here’s some shit that you hate, transmute it into love, good luck! Day after day after day.
Okay, I don’t feel like this every day…but TODAY I do.
Even though I know I’ve been changed to the core, even though I’m realizing TRUTHS everyday, even though I’m unlearning things all the time and
very CLEARLY seeing through the illusion more than ever before…I’m still left feeling so burnt out and wanting the external to finally, FINALLY reflect
all the inner changes.
I’m so darn sick of being patient and going on faith. If I didn’t experience back what I did in November I would have given up by now.
I’ve been reading that many Lightworkers will be reaching the end of their rope this month and giving up.
I’m not quite that far, but I certainly understand why!!!!!”
I hope others are NOT feeling this way. As I said I don’t feel this way all the time, but tonight…I’m just so, so tired…
Dear Kate,
I understand! I’ve been going thru my own “goo” the last couple of days. It may be partially out of our control…I understand we’re being hit by a solar flare. (Wonderful northern lights for folks up north, but for us???) That may be magnifying things. Winter weather – which has been really unusual where I live – can also wear us out.
Sooooo….be especially good to yourself now. Get as much sleep as you can, etc. And hang in there..
Love and blessings to you – and to all of us who are having a rough time right now.
Just wanted to affirm that I’ve had a really challenging day, too. Today was/is the kind of day where I completely understand what Lauren means when she says gutted. Gutted, stripped down, nothing left! And then still there’s something left to be scraped out.
I have to admit that the words “vivisection” and “hell” occurred to me today. Sharing this not to inflame anyone or bring you to where I am, but just to acknowledge the valleys.
Thank you, Julie!
Kate, I hear ya. Although our timing is a bit off. I tend to feel things before the energy hits, then observe others going through the same.
Just for a quick Reader’s Digest Condensed version of my story. I “woke up” in the mid ’90s. I learned much about the global cabal and also about who we truly are. In ’99 my life started changing in dramatic ways and hasn’t stopped since – one thing after another. I got attuned for Reiki in 2002 and not long before then was when my healing adventures really started in ernest.
2005 was midlife so my life was really turned upside down and to top it off I got the landlady from hell. I experienced more all-out paranoia that year than the rest of my entire life put together.
2010 was another upside down year, the most intense part of my light body process (LBP) and a bit of planetary service to boot. These processes had been going on for years but at an on-again, off-again sort of way that allowed for me to at least catch my breath and feel somewhat like my usual self again for an extended time before the next big cycle. But 2010… wow. These past two years have been as much or more intense than the prior 15 years put together.
In early 2011 I came through 3 energetic portals, which all felt like night to day in a day, and got my physical energy back enough to actually get out and take hikes in parks and was moving away from complete lethargy. Then in mid-May the all-out planetary service started and I wasn’t relieved of that until after Irene at the end of August and then went through a grueling birth-canal experience for 4-5 days at fall equinox. October was very up and I was told by my higher self of the upcoming triple-11 energies and was shown much of the pristine New Earth we have / are creating. I was jazzed. Then it was obvious things were delayed yet again… for me and others like me. Big boon for Earth as she further activated her grid and for the sleepy masses (energetically), but… I have felt nothing as far as energies through Nov. or Dec. as I’m convinced I’ve transmuted as much as I’ve needed to to clear any personal blockages, was, like I said, relieved of clearing energies for Earth and I’m just in total thumb-twiddling mode since, but with no relief of the exhaustion like I’d experienced early last year.
And I hear ya on not feeling like complaining all the time either. I got through 2010 LBP and this past summer’s planetary service and really did quite well at maintaining an up attitude, but since 11/11/11, I know I’m here to hold light on this plane, but I’m really doing next to nothing else. This is JUST existing. I’m not even clearing anything, just being used as a human light beacon… in a yet, still, largely ungrateful world. *sigh*. I know it’s all shifting. I flat-out EXPECT HUGE changes for myself and soon, in a very “throwing a switch” sort of way and yet… until that fat lady sings… she hasn’t. I’m tempted to start singing myself as some fat lady ought to be singing. I’m SO fed up with the fat suit. Argh.
This month, as I’d said on Lauren’s last post, the two people in my life were tested… along with me, but I’ve held up this long I don’t know why I’d fall on my face at this late date. I was told that I was tested on holding my ground and vision, even when challenged – no problem, after all, what’s new there?! These two people in my life – their test was to determine their “starting point” as the realities start to split, which I’m told will be by the end of THIS MONTH – perhaps some of you have intuited that also? Anyway, my LSS essentially passed the test, although it was nip and tuck for a bit there. They will initially start on the ascending (5D) path. The other person essentially “failed” this test and will initially be on the destructive-earth (3D) path. Either could jump paths, but it’s where they start. It also was to communicate to me who I’d be giving assistance to and who I wouldn’t (initially). The person who “failed” needs some very intense experiences to even hope getting a clue.
Most of my issues as of late are at the physical level and I just chalk it up to a well-worked, worn-out 3D body that’s just doing everything it can to hang in here. I sleep A LOT and eat A LOT and that food has to be good quality or I just about can’t function at all. And when I am “functioning” outwardly, it’s not doing much of anything. Taking a bath is exhausting. For 3 days I had all-over body aches that were rather flu like, without the flu. I wasn’t eating as well those days and I’m not sure which is the chicken and which is the egg. My tooth was VERY quick to start aching and yet the aspirin I took for that (which worked on the tooth) didn’t even phase the body aches. I’ve been sleeping in the day, up at night… again. I was in my pain-haze from 3 days of flu-like symptoms – ya know, where you’re in constant pain to where your eyes kinda darken and any aware person observing you would sense your pain – and yesterday, at wee hours, I’m sitting there watching TV and suddenly, all that pain lifted. Done. Poof. Alright den.
I went and got groceries this evening. I always eat in their deli just before I shop. I don’t know that I’d have enough energy to get through the shopping if I didn’t. It felt good to be out and about around people and yet just eavesdropping on conversations made me feel like a “stranger in a strange land”, like I’m just visiting from elsewhere and am amazed at what the “foreigners” are up to. I really got the sense in the moment of how much some of these people will be thrown for a loop as this year unfolds. Their upside down world is about to be set upright again.
Yes, Kate, I’m FAR beyond ready for a VERY different experience and emotionally and spiritually I’m actually quite ready and could jump right into it. My body, though, is toast. I’ll just flat need a new one. (*looking up* You listening up there?)
WNC ~ thank you for your thoughts (and for the laugh at the “fat lady singing”)
Twiddling thumbs ~ check
Feeling like there will be a BIG flip of the switch ~ check
Feeling like the end of this month is VERY important ~ check!
I had the actual flu this past week. And today I’m getting a strange intermittent pain in my left temple.
And all the while I can FEEL my cells buzzing and even see with my inner sight how they are radiating such light.
I feel like a walking paradox ~ emitting such light and then being so damn cranky!
But knowing others are feeling it too is definitely helping me detach.
Thank you, BJ, Julie, and WNC. At least I know I’m in good company!
Yes, and one noticeable thing… I have had ringing in the ears for quite some time but the volume seems to have gone up in the last few days. It’s not painful or even really irritating but it most certainly is louder.
Kate, since some of my details resonate with you, see how this sits with ya. I’ve known of Alex Collier for years. He’s a contactee with the Andromedans. Most of what he’s said over the years has very much resonated with me. Most of what he says here does also. The part about the ETs holding the Earth together since she wants to expand at her equator made me laugh since I seemingly want to expand at my equator also. lol It’s like we’re all cosmic cream puffs and our creamy middles want to burst.
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/unicus/2012/01/06/the-unicus-radio-hour
Kate, you said:
“I’ve been reading that many Lightworkers will be reaching the end of their rope this month and giving up.”
What context was this in? Giving up on what exactly? I have my own information on this but I’d like to hear your take.
Giving up in the sense that they’ll convince themselves none of this ascension stuff is true/real/happening. Many will give into the fear….just as they were about to reach the light.
Yeah, I thought I’d ask because I was wondering if the message you saw was not so much about giving up on the ascension process, but leaning more towards giving up on attempting to enlighten anyone else at this point. There’s a part of me that is eager to get back out amongst the people and there’s many messages to / from lightworkers to that effect for this year, but it would require an “energetic makeover” for me, if you will. To attempt to assist others from my present state seems almost impossible, especially if anyone proved to be rather resistant and difficult. I think I’d crumple in a heap…. if I didn’t fall asleep first. lol
Interestingly… yesterday, as usual, I asked my higher self if it wanted to tell me anything, ya know, in the way of news updates or whatever. I always ask that every day and recently haven’t been told “yes” very often. My higher self is willing to answer any questions I might have, but I always ask if it has anything since it may have something that I wouldn’t even know to ask about.
Well, yesterday I got a yes, so I did a Tarot reading, so, of course, with no leading question. The first card gave the message that “others are taking advantage of your good nature…” etc. My first thought was that this meant the general masses taking advantage of the forerunners’ efforts without donating their own effort. I was told yes. The entire reading then pointed to the general masses and what they were doing / being, or more precisely NOT doing / being in this collective effort or things they’ve yet to work on. About half way through I heard this, “I’m fed up.” That didn’t come from my lower self and I was not feeling like that in that moment. I asked my higher self if it was it that had said that and did I actually hear it right. Yes.
Huh.
The timing seemed interesting and I’ve not really gotten much of a message like that from my higher self before. I’ve asked certain things that made it indicate it wished some things had unfolded differently over time, but not just, “I’m fed up.” lol I asked if anything had changed recently and was told no. *shrug* So, since that reading I’ve really been pondering that. My higher self assures me there is no concern, but I am just intrigued with such a message. I’ve been given very human-like emotional messages before from my own higher self and others’ also, just as a means to communicate to me, but this was just interesting. lol
Ok, I feel like expressing and got a couple things on my mind…
Tonight at the grocery store… there’s a fellow there who either checks or bags and last time we’d had a discussion about sayings and about synchronicity. I asked him tonight if he’d had any interesting synchronicities. He said, “Well.. this is rather interesting and we were just talking to someone about this…” He told me they were trying to think of an English word for the difference between expected results and actual results. He said one guy had said “disappointment.” This bagger told him, “But what if the actual results were even better than what you expected?” The guy said that even that would be disappointing because you’d feel like you should have expected more. The bagger just felt that this guy was just being so negative.
I told him that’s the way humans have been, so quick to always jump to a negative conclusion, one example being that if you hear voices in your head they must be demons, they couldn’t be anything good. On my way home I thought of how even that word demon has been demonized. If you look up the old spelling “daemon” and read its definition compared to “demon” you’ll see how that word got corrupted. One way to think of “daemon” is just one’s soul. I think of the story / movie “The Golden Compass” and how everyone had a daemon, which was their soul, and took on the form of an animal. Interestingly, the children’s daemons could shapeshift and be whatever animal and do so quickly, but when a person reached a certain age, their daemon got stuck in one animal form that never changed. This makes me think of how a person’s ego / sense-of-self gets molded by society to be a certain something and they lose the creative freedom and imagination that children have.
This bagger fellow got me thinking though so I plugged in “reverse dictionary expected vs actual” into Google and the first word to come up was “irony.” Isn’t it… don’t ya think? A little too ironic… I really do think.
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And… I was also thinking… have any of you seen the movie “Nim’s Island”? My (now) LSS and I saw that in the theater when it came out in 2008. Since we are more aware than the general masses are, we have a different perspective on things and a different sense of humor. I’m sure most of the fearfully conditioned masses would think our “Heavenly humor” was just flat sick. Oh well. Well, in “Nim’s Island” when Jodie Foster’s character, Alex, first shows up, she reaches for a bottle of Purell. We busted out laughing… at her obvious “germ paranoia”. My LSS and I wouldn’t touch a bottle of Purell, let alone actually put any of that crap on our bodies. lol Alex was agoraphobic and just walking to the curb to get her mail was usually more than she could handle.
Later, Alex’s alter-ego, the male adventurer of her books asks her, “What are you afraid of?” In unison with Jodie Foster, I said, “Everything!” We laughed again. Alex’s all-consuming fear was purely a matter of intense hilarity to us. We noticed no one else in the theater was laughing. I told an email pen-pal of mine about that whole experience. She had pen-pal-ed with me for 3 years and was a dear heart, but very conventional and I’d so hoped to influence her more, but after 3 years she was up to all her old tricks so I had to just release her. But she got that movie on DVD and she and her partner watched it and had to report to me that she was VERY disappointed. Nope, she didn’t get it. She wasn’t able to rise above the typical, conventional FEAR (false evidence appearing real) to fully appreciate how very silly this character Alex was being with her fear of… everything. And here her alter-ego, the character of her book was the ultimate courageous adventurer… and by God, if Life didn’t give her a very intense sample of her alter-ego experienced. Ah… no more Purell for her. LOL
I mentioned this to my LSS tonight and we laughed again, just as we had then. Silly humans.
Weather Report of Energetic and Emotional symptoms – January 2012 – Robert Baker
http://the-golden-age.blogspot.com/2012/01/weather-report-of-energetic-and.html#more
“The old myth is that there is only one right choice and all other choices are wrong.
Whereas, the deeper truth is that you must make the choices that are appropriate for what you are focused on and attempting to create and accomplish or discover.
Understand, dear ones, that in reality there is no right or wrong. Simply choice without judgment.”
Earlier, I was just thinking about this exactly. We are creating ascension. We are not creating “bad experiences” for ourselves. Outer circumstances and the challenges that go with are SUPPORT for the ascension path. It’s just exactly what is needed to guarantee our success in our ascension.
That’s why thinking of ascension symptoms as just that – symptoms – is a great way to look at it. The symptoms are not the issue at hand, in and of themselves. They are symptoms of the much larger project of ascension.
I’ve often told people that about the old system also. Many people who do not know about the global cabal and don’t know to pull up even further and see how that was part of our original intent to have such experiences and how that manipulation programmed us all, well, those who haven’t realized all those levels yet, see things as problems that are really only the symptoms of the real underlying cause. They then set out to “cure” the problem and yet they are only treating the symptoms and not getting to the root cause.
And… ascension symptoms aren’t evidence of problems, like the old-system symptoms are. Ascension symptoms are evidence of the solution.
Something came through that feels so big and exciting. Feels right to share it here:
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Let go of the notion of protecting anyone.
It’s not that things that can be labeled as protective won’t happen. It’s just that they’ll arise without any struggling or labeling from you. They arise out of love, and the love quotient is high enough now for them to arise.
The whole thing can be summed up as a release of tension.
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And now I’m getting the ping to go back and reread Lauren’s message, so off I go.
Julie! I had a the same notion come to me (in relation to my family). I’ve always been a protecter and rescuer ~ I was told this is no longer my role and no longer appropriate. Protecting anyone now with my old efforts would be protecting them from their own limitlessness, their own awesomeness. And I certainly don’t want to do that! It’s been very freeing to not rescue anymore!
And today’s theme for me is the emphasis on how SAFE we are now. WE ARE SAFE. There is nothing to fear anymore because NOTHING can touch us. We are safe. We are safe. We are safe. And I guess if we’re safe, we don’t need protection!
LOVE IT!!!
(And I’ve been feeling MUCH better since the New Moon….whew!!!)
Wow, still reveling in it. We don’t need protection, and we don’t need to protect. The concepts have occurred before, but never with that soaring feeling of liftoff!
Yay Julie!
. I sensed this a couple of weeks back, and entered into a genuine space of surrender. Figuratively speaking I ” left go of the rock”. There had been obvious struggle and tension that I was both personally involved in as well as witness to, within my family, community, place of work and my love relationship. Quite out of character for me or to have it so blatantly manifest in my “bubble”. I kept trying to understand what was within me to manifest this? I am very much a nurturer, which means by nature I tend to take care of others before myself. Shoot, I even get paid to take care of others. I recognized that I was enabling , rather than allowing each of my beloved family members, friends and community members the right to choose their paths, and find and nuture the wisdom of their higher hearts. To see and embrace their inherant divinity. And so I let go. And the flood of energy I was holding has been released with my intentional change to simply be the example and nuture myself with anything that resonates as delcious to my mind, body or higher heart.. from chocolate to working out to a sea salt bath to a nap. And wonderfully those persons that I saw conflict or tension with/in are showing evidence of thriving!
yes yes yes! Thank you for the validation
Without the tension though, I almost feel like I am existing in an anti-gravity state in a parallel universe just 3 feet off of the ground from which I recently “transitioned” out /off of. And the most amazing thing is that I recognize that those people I was trying to make it easier for are thriving (: seems as tho enabling was the action I was in, rather than leading. And so its just a different experience or view of what I just understood you to say. Againg, thank you sweet soul sistah for the yummy validation.
Have a beautiful day,
Danielle
Oh, wow–yes! That “let go” energy is right there! And if I venture off into something based on a fearful or tense concept, I’m unable to continue. I *have* to enjoy myself. I *have* to have fun. I *have* to do what comes easily and let outcomes take care of themselves. There’s no other choice!
I absolutely agree! To choose anything but that which makes your heart smile:) is the least productive thing/ choice that we as ascending beings should even consider
I’m going out to listen to local music tonight and support a local restaurant for a little grub with the man I adore, that sounds oober yummy today;)
hope ur day is fabulous as well!
D
Wow! I hope anyone reading this post can sift through the grammatical errors and funky Flo. Using my phone to post and its not as user friendly as they might have one believe
No matter, the point of that all was, yes! No need to protect anymore. Just be and allow:)
Many yummy love vibrations to you!
D
There are no typos is 5D, lol, seriously, I didn’t even see one! I was just so focused on your beautifully articulate post. YES, I am a reformed enabler! Danielle, thank you for this beautiful beautiful message!!!
OH! The FREEDOM!!!
My heart felt pleasure Kate!
D.
Yes Julie. This is why only acting upon guidance is the way to go. Sometimes what on the surface seems like “helping” is actually interfering. And the timing on the message may be telling us what is imminent.
And yeah Kate, I hear ya… the last thing I’d want to do is help someone bypass an important experience on their path.
I woke Wed AM feeling like a different person. I suspect this was from the Jan 23/24 solar download. I felt powerful, like I had the power to create with just my intent. The 5D energy is truly here available for anyone ready to step up to the plate. The power felt seductive. I had to remind myself to always seek for the highest good for myself and others.
My understanding is the 5D world is a sandbox where we get to practice creating with our intention (conscious, applied thoughts). When we master it, we get to move further up. The way it works, is the way manifesting has always worked, except now with this 5D energy, you would actually see results. I plan on trying out this 5D manifestation energy on gaining mastery over my own life first to see how it works.
Is anyone else feeling this new, powerful 5D energy?
YES! And I love every word you said! I’m very much enjoying my 5D sandbox right now ~ complete with glitter pens.
Too funny, Kate. We had to glitter pens out today!
I do believe glitter pens are the ONLY kind of pen allowed in 5D!
I’m picking some up next chance I get, no more plain pens for me. Its time for us to sparkle the world!
Speaking of light, I went for a walk right after I posted. I was walking down this long block facing the sun and I could see a blue ray of light coming from the sun and shining directly into my heart. I don’t know if it was the angle of the sun but I’ve never seen this before. I could only see this ray through my glasses. When I tilted my head to look above my glasses at the sun, I couldn’t see the ray that reached all the way to my heart but I could see rainbow colors in the other rays. I kept stopping just to soak in the energy from the sun.
This. Is. Beautiful.
Oooh, Willow, I’m jealous! I feel more whacked than empowered. But I think I’m on a “lower step” on the stairway to ascension – still learning, and perhaps working on resistance, as well. Nevertheless, I’m happy for you – and Kate, and all others who are feeling the power. And also glad to know it’s there when I’m ready for it.
Enjoy!!
Thank you B.J. ♥ Whenever you’re ready, just ask, open your heart, open your arms and be prepared to receive. I’m not positive, but I think with this 5D energy, it may be more a matter of the choices we make rather than what we know or how hard we work at it.
I got a message on the 21st which was when the previous flare hit us and the message was “its done, done, done” meaning the “work” part of the journey is over and all we have to do now is be love, embody love, choose love.
Now I try to use my heart to make decisions. I ask myself, what do I WANT to do rather than what should I do. I’m experiencing more peace when I allow my heart to make the decision. I think this simple message is the crux of what Lauren has been trying to get across to us this whole time.
Very distinct shift for me between January 23 and 24. This is from someone who has felt zero resonance with astrology.
It does feel to me, though, that it’s perfectly natural for us to be on our own timetables–some experiencing a low while others are reveling in a breakthrough. It *is* so nice when that sense of breaking free is shared, though.
I’ve got this very consistent internal redirector along for the ride. If I start to attach to any thought that leads me into a separate, suffering sense of self, the voice comes through.
“You don’t have to earn it.”
or
“Let it go.”
or
“Get off the merry-go-round.”
It’s helping me see just what a sense of self is, how much of it is rooted in suffering, and what lies beyond that. Amazing.
I agree everyone’s experience can be different and just as valid.
The voice I’m hearing when I’m off track says “You don’t have to do this.” For instance, I was looking at my bank statement this afternoon and saw that I was double billed for health insurance this month. I was laid off in Sept and I still haven’t gotten auto payment straightened out. I got angry and started thinking the gov’t must hire only idiots. I was fuming. Then it occurred to me this doesn’t feel good. I don’t have to do this. I don’t have to think things should be a certain way. So I set my intention to let go of the anger and POOF it was gone. I couldn’t believe how quickly my mood changed just by stating my intention. I can’t wait to try this out some more tomorrow.
Thanks a lot, Lauren! It’s almost difficult to believe that 2012 is already here. I’ve enjoyed your blog, and it’s helped me get through this past year at times. My best regards to everyone.
Oh yeah…I forgot to say I feel JOYFULL!!
From Lauren’s post:
“The information is already different…less about what will be, and more about what is…and a lot of it seems to be about figuring out how things work here…which, to my surprise, doesn’t all come completely naturally. In other words, there is a lot to learn about the workings of this new world because most everything is changing, including our participation with it.”
I’ve noticed that nearly all the information coming through now is related to the day-to-day understanding of how the energy is working. Feels like a user’s manual.
Yes, I’m getting that too!
Last night there was so much energy swirling around my house and family. We had music on, hubby and I were dancing in the kitchen, and all of us were laughing, laughing, laughing. At one point even my hubby said joyfully “We’ve crossed over!”
This morning we all slept in to 7am ~ usually the babe wakes us up around 5:30am, but he didn’t even make a peep. I feel like there was important work done last night for our whole family to have slept so soundly. Despite the sleep, though, I’m still soo, soo exhausted. I said to hubby this morning “I have jet-lag! We’ve arrived at our destination but I’m not used to the time-difference.” THAT’S exactly how it feels.
And so many insights and evidence of the 5D energy was coming thru last night ~ and I was being shown how it’s already affecting everyone in my family. And it’s only just the beginning ~ my Higher Self likened it to us “just dipping our big toe” in 5D. We’re testing the waters before we jump in full-force ~ but just that toe-dipping is extremely DELICIOUS!
“Explore freely” ~ that’s what I keep hearing. “We are SAFE. Explore freely.” Seriously…how WONDERFUL is that???!!!!
“We are SAFE. Explore freely.”
Love that!
Is “Indigo” another name for Demon Spawn?!
Very Interested to see where things go for you Lauren. 2012 has been amazing, I cant believe the difference, it is truly divine and blessed. The dreams, wishes, aspirations and heart desires are ALL coming true. The opportunities to shine abound, and learning how to shine and enjoy those moments, reaching to new heights with them. New projects, teaching opportunities, new soul connections.. its amazing!! Also the perspective of seeing oneself in others, to move through all that needs to be let go off. As Yogi Bhajan said, a sutra for the Aquarian Age – ‘Recognize that the other person is you.’
A lot is moving around right now, but deep breath, stay in the center, and the endless well of bliss and calm holds you.
Thank you for your service.. You are a great sevedar and have helped many.
Wahe Guru!
Sat Avtar Kaur – Jamie http://www.growingupindigo.com
Jamie, this was very LOVELY to read! Thank you!
Sat Name Kate
Finally, a message on disclosure that makes sense to me.
http://the2012scenario.com/2012/01/adamu-clarifies-and-expands-his-remarks-on-disclosure/
Well… I’d love to hear from anyone (and everyone) else on this. What are your higher selves telling you?
The past couple weeks have been every bit as grueling (at times) as my light body process was in 2010 and my planetary service stint in 2011. I say “at times” because it doesn’t seem to be the roller-coaster effect like the LBP was. I get hit at the physical level with something then it’s gone. It is not followed by a blissed-out state, but more of a neutral state, which, though, of course, feels MUCH better than getting leveled with pain.
I’ve experienced repeated tooth ache, but aspirin is not the sure bet that it once was. I’ve also had headaches, body aches, my lymph nodes aching like a mother. All of these may last for minutes, hours or days, but they come on in a flash and when they decide to go away they go away just as quickly with no clue as to why they happened. I got cramps the other day that came out of no where suddenly and I didn’t know if that was going to involve a bowel movement so I sat in the can for about 15 minutes in agony. No b.m. and then the cramps went away just as suddenly as they arrived. I never know what is going to hit me when. The best I can do is treat the symptoms. The lymph node ache seems to have responded well to GSE… or did it, just like everything else, just run its course? I can’t know.
The ringing in my ears is louder than ever. I also actually heard a very distinct “tone” the other night (on top of the constant hissing and blood-pumping sounds) which hasn’t happened for quite some time.
My overall state of being can be improved if I use Tom Kenyon’s / the Hathors’ visualization of the Ka body and feeling gratitude, but that and other (used to be) “tried and true” energy-clearing methods do not relieve the physical pain.
My higher self prepared me for another “window” here over the last couple days and yet the time came and went and nothing shifted outwardly. When taking up discussion with my higher self, well, the bottom line was, “I don’t know why.” lol Great. I keep being told there is nothing more for me to proactively do or intend or focus on that I don’t already do as a matter of course these days. I’m told I do a great job at being present and dealing with the challenges as they arise. I know that my higher self very intentionally was holding me at this level to hold light here, but I’m told it meant to release me from those duties in the last few days and, well… it didn’t work. My higher self said it now has the intention of continuing with that plan so things could absolutely shift at any time, but it obviously still needs to figure some things out.
I’m told this type of ascension is new to all of us, including our Divine Selves and even though there is plenty of evidence of change and shift energetically, I am not given a confident answer on if we can actually pull this off as it was intended to manifest a “no interruption” ascension – basically, we don’t die to ascend. Hopes are high, but no absolutely confident answer.
Is the “ascension” happening? Well, we all have plenty of symptoms to show us that the “ascension PROCESS” is most certainly happening. Can we actually ascend without dying? Good question. And I’m told that’s really the best way to phrase the question. It’s been said before that we would “take our bodies with us” but my higher self said that is not really the best way to say it for the “forerunners”. If we make a big leap, our carbon-based bodies are NOT going with us. They are having to be upgraded through this process and have glands reactivated and such to facilitate the changes, but technically those c-b bodies will not go with us. The plan is that they don’t “die” though and instead go back to zero point upon our ascension. That is for SOME of us. Supposedly the bare-minimum level ascension will not involve losing one’s carbon-based body because things will not have changed enough frequency-wise for someone doing the bare-minimum ascension (general masses / still asleep right now / “awake” but not doing LBP). I’d heard someone else say recently that they now think the general masses will not go through the LBP and I’m guessing they are essentially saying the same thing I am saying here – some will not lose their carbon-based bodies, but will just eek into the bottom level of 5D.
I’m told we are creating a crystalline body for ourselves and that long ago we used to have crystalline bodies. We can use those as physical bodies after we make the ascension (if we choose to take on a physicality) and that crystalline body equates to the Earth’s crystalline grid.
The Ka body, I’m told is our light body and is technically always available and is what we take on after death. We’ve had to make a conscious CONNECTION to our Ka body through this light body process, but the Ka is always in existence. The existence of all of this is nothing new, we just lost connections, had parts “atrophy” (such as glands), etc. but we’re just putting it all back together again. Little Humpty Dumpties that we are.
Nevertheless, what we’re doing ain’t never been done before. So… will we truly pull it off? Perhaps I just need to hope and pray that one of these pain bouts will actually just kill me and get this over for me pronto. And get this… I’m told that, for myself anyway, I’ve created my crystalline body and would just move right in. The end effect would actually not be any different on the other side of the veil. And it would be considered a completed ascension – all karma cleared, etc. Done.
But getting me from here to there without passing through the death portal? Still no guarantees.
WNC, very interesting to real all this. I appreciate you sharing it. (Interestingly, my 4 year old had a toothache and headache over the weekend.)
Ok, so I took a bath and had some further conversation and brought God into it. He said that my I AM / higher self needs to step up. He agreed with us both that I have done as much as I can from this position. I was told they will pow-wow a bit and get back to me. Like I said, this is a much different ballgame… obviously, when ya ask your higher self something and get, “I dunno.” lol “Well, hey their bub, I’m kinda debilitated by this here veil, what’s yer excuse?”
I’m told our higher selves are going to have to participate in this sort of ascension at levels they are not used to either. So… I wish mine all the best in its challenges. We’ll see what happens.
WNC,
I read your posting a few hours ago and have not been able to ignore the inner prompting to respond
I have been aware that I am a “light keeper” since I was very young. Like somewhere around 5-7 years old- its hard to fathom that now as I approach 42. Even tho this was an innate “feeling” I did not really know what this meant, until these past few years. I was raised very unconventionally and so have had my own personal struggles with “what am I here for. How do I fit into society?” and the like, as I truly had no sense of stability as I grew up amongst bohemian living / radial thinkers/ musicians, builders, artists/ hippies/ bikers/ mountain people, people on the fringe of society and on tons of drugs ( not myself so much as those adults around me, although I even had my own stint with experimenting in this world through altered consciousness).
I have lived fairly removed from mainstream society as a result of my upbringing and what and where I felt “called to”, which lead me ultimately to rural Montana. This detachment from the “world” has provided me respite from the crazy energies that I am easily affected by, and allowed me a serene space to master my ability to “protect” myself and reflect within. The one constant in this life experience for me has been my “faith” in the unseen, my inner promptings and my fabulous “guides”.
I am a nurse now, have my reiki attunements, my sound healing experience, and am a drummer, aside from mother and domestic partner to a fabulous man. All of these beautiful gifts have come about in the last 20 years of intentional work and following my “inner promptings”. And last, but most importantly, I have found a sense of community amongst other people on their conscious journey to ascension here, by watching and reading your thoughts and experiences…all of which has provided me with a great sense of validation. Thank you.
This past Fall I went to Seattle and participated in a Tom Kenyon Sound Healer seminar. This was more for my own personal growth than it was to be able to provide a service to any other people ( although I suspect that will be in my future as well). It is your reference to his teachings that has inspired me to reach out to you. ( BTW, have you read his book on Mary Magdalen?, This is a channeled reference guide to charging the KA body as provided by Mary Magdalen)
I too have had crazy aches and pains, sleepless nights, crazy dreams- out of body experiences- bi-locating- hearing “others” encouraging me. Following that same inner beacon that I have been so grateful for has lead me to come full circle- “dumping out my junk drawer” so to speak- sifting through all the shit I have accumulated throughout 40 years of 3d living. And in response to cleaning out my junk drawer, I have come full circle- running into people from my distant past after years without them in my life- revisiting old wounds- forgiving others and myself for mindless trespasses- this has ramped up since September when In Tom Kenyons seminar, I had a spontaneous kundalini release – I didn’t even know what that meant. Strangely cool experience. ( bye bye lifelong fear of snakes- I found out that what all that irrational fear meant was that I was really afraid of my own power:)
End point- the more clearing I am doing, the less physical pain I feel. The less physical pain I am experiencing, the more awareness of my LIGHT BODY
I enjoy. I am beginning to truly feel the pulsation of this light body. I feel it beginning to settle into my physical form. I am no longer mincing words, or hiding who I am and what I believe for fear of rejection or misunderstandings. I am aware that this is freeing me to do what it is I finally understand I am here for- as are you and everyone else that I have read here on Lauren;’s fabulous site. Ascend in our consciousness, with the fabulous possibility of doing it in this super amazing bio-physical machine we call our body.
The state of “BE-ing” that I am realizing is what I believe we are all in the process of becoming- actualizing- setting the stage for others to be. My higher self is saying “be present, have a blast and enjoy the ride- it’s only gonna get better!”
In terms of feeling worn out- I understand this sentiment, and I allow it. It has been a lot of intentional work to get here. In terms of keeping this physical body- I agree, no guarantees, but what does it matter anyway- I personally am living as NOW as I can muster- REALLY loving myself, for the first time- appreciating this magnificent body I manifested into, again for the first time in this lifetime. Encouraging everyone around me to do the same.To be a little “selfish” is the least selfish thing we can do from where I stand.
Letting go has set me free. Yes, I still have some funky pains, and occasionally my body is not in alignment with my heart or mind or wisdom that I feel I have attained. But it is getting there, as I suspect you will notice as well. I concur that we are indeed “Humpty Dumpty’s”- but my sense is that we are not just doing this “putting back together” for ourselves, but even for our ancestors, our heritage, all of humanity- collectively and intentionally participating in the evolution of consciousness.
I enjoy reading your thoughts and experiences- all of you ( to anyone else reading this). Thank you for your courage to connect and express your view points. It has provided me a sense of “normalcy” and balance amidst the sea of conflict that I was once in ( with the majority of the planet) and now feel I have transcended.
Many love filled blessings for a beautiful day,
Danielle
Danielle, call me crazy but reading your comment is making me think you are an actual extension of MYSELF. Seriously, every word of yours down the books-you’ve-read to what your Higher Self is telling you ~ those could be MY words. This is the second time TODAY that what someone has said could have been my VERY words. Wow, this is REALLY highlighting to me how we are ALL one ~ and it’s more evidence of 5D being here. I’m actually feeling closer to telepathy with all these synchronistic conversations! WOW!
Yay Kate!
. I love that you recognize our connectedness. It makes my heart smile! Thank you for sharing with me.
Doesn’t sound crazy to me
D
Danielle, thank you so much for responding.
I have lived in Seattle for the past 27 years. I grew up in very rural NE Montana. What part of Montana you in?
I had an ex scared of snakes. Many stories I could tell you, most of which meant being jerked awake in the middle of the night by yet another snake dream.
I had read Tom (and Judi’s) Magdalen book, years ago, and had used Mary’s “Two Serpents” visualization and also sex to generate ecstatic energy to charge my Ka body. My Ka was ripe and ready for my higher self to move in a few years back.
Don’t know if you read my earlier long comment of my Reader’s Digest Condensed version of my light working experience (January 23, 8:44 am).
I’ve never been one to not be me. I’ve always been in character and didn’t care who rolled their eyes and for many years, not many really did roll their eyes because it didn’t bother me and what I said resonated with them. I found though that they couldn’t hold that energy once they were out of my presence and back into the old system energy influence.
Oh yes, last night I had weird dreams too – about exes and old bosses – and perhaps because I slept so very soundly since yesterday nothing hurt. Oh to joy. Made for a weird juxtaposition compared to my weird cramping experience the day before and two weeks of other fun stuff.
I have intentionally been very present for many years and the last couple years I’ve really had no other choice. lol Anything else really isn’t even an option now.
I’ve always preached putting oneself first. Like the flight attendant telling you to don your own oxygen mask before you help someone else with theirs. I spoil myself as much as my circumstances allow for now, which isn’t so much. I don’t have enough money or energy to spoil myself much. I just eat more nummy food. Perhaps this fat suit will explode one day soon and I’ll find a new body underneath.
I’ve been through all you mention and then some. And none of it really makes me bitter and I’m still quick to laugh, but I’m just flat exhausted. And quite frankly, that ticks me off. It makes me have little to no patience for anyone’s crap, which might be a good thing at this stage of the game because people really need to lose their crap and fast. lol But I’ve ALWAYS been very patient and many people have noticed through my life and now that’s all gone. I’m basically so exhausted I can’t be the me that I like to be. I really want this whole effort to work and know that it is, but I really feel like I’m racing the clock now and literally don’t know if I’ll survive to see this out… and technically, I’m really healthy and made sure I stayed that way, but right now I’m fat, out of shape (both of which make it hard to breathe), uncomfortable and just flat worn out. lol It’s just nuts. It’s weird to space-wise feel like a tire that’s blown up so big it’s about to burst and yet feel completely deflated energy-wise.
While I was in the tub earlier, God had told my higher self, “If you can’t lift her out of out there, then you need to go in after her.” That was met with silence. lol Today I got yet another of several apologies I’ve received from my higher self in the last few months. My higher self knows what a good human / groundcrew member it has in me. I’ve worked hard to hear its guidance and to maintain that connection. And it has experienced through me working with other humans and their own higher self’s futile efforts at getting their human to wake up. I’ve literally had people’s h.s. say they were sorry they asked me to help and to do what I had to do to look out for myself. lol I’ll say it again – this is completely nuts.
When I find myself twiddling my thumbs, I ask what more I can do for this whole effort, even what’s not technically mine to deal with. It’s not as if I’ve got a life anyway. I might as well do something. Even channeling energy and getting your butt kicked doing it is better than doing nothing. I’ve never been so stuck in my life and this is literally not my own doing. There seems to be only one path open to me, no other doors will open and I don’t really want them to anyway and I’m hammering on the door on this one path I’m allowed and can’t get it to blow open. I was patiently waiting on my h.s. to get done with its altruism kick as I hung out and held the light (*yawn*) and now that my h.s. is ready, it couldn’t get that door open either. Christ!
As an earlier comment of mine said, my h.s. is even fed up with how few of us are actually doing this work. I’m told we still number in the thousands… out of 7 billion people. And today, my h.s. found that it too can do and needs to do more for me. It reminds me of a song Pat Benatar sang, “I’m paying the cost to be the boss.” I’ve not been the boss and yet I’ve been the one paying the cost. I let my h.s. know that I love it but it’s time to be a higher self pioneer and I’ll work with it, with full support and we can experiment or whatever, but something’s gotta give and hopefully it’s not my covering of skin bursting and painting the walls with my innards. lol (Can you tell I’ve been on a Dexter marathon?) I’ll fricking die trying at this point rather than hang out in this very PHYSICALLY uncomfortable hell stasis. The mental and emotional exhaustion kinda ebbs and flows, but my body has had it.
I saw someone said they went for a walk. The next day I went for a trudge. And I used to be so athletic. Luckily that old muscle-memory athleticism still works and it kept me from getting hurt on winter solstice when a car tried to run me down. I had the cross walk signal and it was turning left across my path and I saw out of the corner of my eye it wasn’t waiting for me and I just faced the car and pushed myself around the corner of its hood just as it was stopping. If I wouldn’t have it would have not got stopped before it hit my knees and that would have hurt. As it was I was completely unscathed – no bruises, bumps, strains, didn’t land weird, nothing – completely fine. lol And there was my way out and I blew it. No, I knew it would have only messed me up and that would have ticked me off. lol One more way my body could hurt.
Thank goodness for my sense of humor.
WNC,
Thank you for your response back to me
I was drawn to a little Canyon Town called Wolf Creek, just north of Helena, when I was 21. I didn’t know why…especially after I arrived there, why when I was supposed to be engaging in 21 year old behaviors was I supposed to be in a small town of less than 100 people in the middle of Montana?
Of course now I am able to see, as hind sight is 20/20..lol. One of the beautiful things to me about living in a part of our country that most anyone would never even consider existed, is that time moves very differently here. As I am sure you are aware, there are these strange sub cultures of people that live “in the land that time forgot”, still dressing as cowboys ( old school REAL working cowboys!- a far cry from my hippie upbringing), or gooping their 1950′s hair preparation through the few strands of hair left on their heads to look as they did when they were 20. It is a trip to see.
But with that comes old school ways of living WITH the earth, with nature- her elements and surviving together with a sense of community that is (mostly) without judgment. People help each other here. They wave, look you in the eye, and hold doors open for each other. It is a huge state with a small group of people spread far and wide- usually knowing someone who knows someone who knows you. Strangely, I like that.
One down side to being here is that because it is, to me, that “land that time forgot”, there is not much in the way of progressive thinking. It is more primal in many ways. Due to the lack of progressive thinkers here, I have been on a solitary
( soul; )journey that has lead me to many of the revelations and inspirations of manifesting and ascending that I have come to know and practice. “Spirit” still provided me with help along the way- of course- but I haven’t had a physical community of like minded thinkers to share ideas and experiences with.
I delight in having found that there is a WHOLE COMMUNITY of like minded people, from all over the WORLD! YAY!!!! All by happenstance, this site and you as well as the others here have vibrated into my world ( said another way- I vibrationally matched and have been drawn into your world). WE truly are all coming together to fuel each other, to encourage and share with each other, and it is beautiful.
As for your way out on the Solstice, Thank all that is good that you didn’t take it
Otherwise I would not have had the honor of reading what you have to say and option to connect with you in this manor. Thank you. Thank you and thanx again.
This is all old and new to me. Really it is validating that the sacrifices and challenges that I have faced in solitary living have been on purpose- fabulous!
And as a bonus, I get to have blue herons, pheasant, hawks, owls, bears, foxes- coyotes laughing in the night in shear delight of being Alive- deer, elk, and many many wild and unadulterated species all around me, all of the time. This speaks to my soul. But, I will admit- I LOVE visiting your part of the country as well! One of my sisters lives in Seattle.
Again, Thank you. I hope to hear that your body is feeling better in the very near NOW
Have a beautiful night- it has strangely been feeling like spring here these past few days
Danielle
P.S.
I understand that we are still few compared to the masses- but as the old saying goes, it only takes a spark to light a fire
Burn Baby Burn!
Yes, I left that part of world right after college, but I swear my siblings know half the people in the state and a good majority of people from N. and S. Dakota. lol
My father was one of those real cowboys… without the cows, well, by the time I came along anyway. I felt he was more true cowboy than most around there. But yes, his pillow was always black from the QT he put in his few hairs. lol Most of my grade-school years were spent in c’boy boots, even with a dress, which I got flack over. Never mind I was just way ahead of the fashion trends.
Now I never wear sh*t kickers.
I miss the land there. I can close my eyes and be right there on the hill behind the folks’ farm house and see all the buttes around that area.
You walk down the street in the bigger towns and still rarely see anyone and when you do they surely say hi because they never know when they’re gonna see someone again. lol My town was 300 at the time, about half that now but the school is bigger, taking in a larger area draw now as other schools closed. I thrived in that environment because I can get along with anyone (my birthchart says I see bums on the same par as kings) and there you had to get along with everyone or you had no one. I loved it. I never really experienced cliques until dealing with so-called adults when I moved away.
Yes, you wouldn’t have dreamt of driving by a stranger broke down along the road, although it has changed a bit with outsiders moving in. We had an oil boom when I was in high school which kinda changed things. It meant more business for business owners but riff raff from God knows where. The joke is that the Uni-bomber types are not FROM that part of the world, they moved there. lol They’re having another oil boom there now. They’re developing “man camps” which are literally trailer parks set up in a hurry to provide housing for all the oil workers.
I have a niece who moved out here and we used to joke that here we are hicks and back there we are city slickers. As a lightworker who has experienced both rural and urban life I chuckle at anyone who thinks they can lump together either group and they both see each other as backward or incapable or whatever. I laugh since I know they’re all ignorant.
lol Those folks there are as much or more progressive as anywhere else, you just have to be a brave lightworker and start the conversation. I find that city dwellers are backward but they use new technology and new “religions” to be that way. I have yet to find a physical community anywhere to share my experiences with. I have had lightworker contacts for years that I apparently have left in the dust. They now give me that same blank stare that the general masses used to. lol In past years, when we all weren’t at this level we’re at now, I’d noticed for many years, we seemed to not be allowed to spend much time preaching to the choir. Yes, you must follow guidance to find our community online since we are few and far between. That to me is how the internet was supposed to be used, not like many people use it.
Oh GAWD… I SO want nature and wildlife and QUIET. I’m currently in a cave of an apartment on a busy arterial that only has a couple hours of total quiet in the middle of the night. I managed to avoid places like this for years and now here I am. Thank God I had such a strong connection with Earth that I can still feel her and Seattle can’t seem to get away from nature, no matter how much construction goes on and how many roads they put underground – danged lizard politicians want to live in a hole. They probably create another bunker every time they tunnel a new road.
And… this inferno has been casting sparks on dry kindling for years and danged if I can get a decent campfire going.
And I’ve been accused that I’m addicted to ascension and yet that’s what I came here for and would like to set the example. Someone here said a while back that someone asked them what they had to show for their ascension work. Nada. I can relate. Excuse my relative / judgmental terms but that’s just so messed up. Let me demonstrate already! I’ll kick my higher self around the multi-verse if I have to to make it happen. 
WNC,
What a gift to know that you get where I am coming from Yes, the oil boom is a hot topic here. And in terms of what I have to show for my ascension process? Freedom from implied and imagined fears
I’ll look at the big sky of Montana for you and know I have a brother in spirit and heart in you.
have sweet dreams and a fabulous tomorrow!
d
I’m too tired to care about fears I no longer have. lol I didn’t have that many to start with. I know I’ve had plenty enough of this experience though, light work included or especially. Done now. Where’s the remote so I can change the channel?
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So let’s see. This update happened on January 10th. Mentioned a lot of 5 energy, which relates to the throat chakra. Well, wouldn’t you know it…I get tonsillitis on January 11th.
And folks, if you haven’t had tonsillitis, hope you never do. I haven’t been this sick since I was a kid, and I am 40. Honestly, this has taken most of my remaining energy. I am not trying to be a Debbie Downer, but I am just saying I don’t have much left in the tank. Don’t know what the Universe has in store, or what my soul plan is, but personally I am running on fumes…
Erik ~ running on fumes over here too. I either seem to be VERY HAPPY or VERY NOT. No in-between. And when I’m not happy…well, it just plain sux! (I’ve had the tonsillitis thing/strep throat many, many times and you’re right ~ it ain’t fun). Sending LOVE your way.
Fumes. Yes. Here, too. Feels like….*poof*…and she disintegrates. And maybe that’s a good thing?
Exactly Julie. This to me doesn’t feel like what the LBP was like. It just feels like my body is falling apart… and yet I don’t really feel “ill” if that makes any sense.
Yup, it does
I hear you guys. I feel like I just stepped off one of those spinning capsules they test astronauts in and the energetic shield around my body has been vaccumed away. I hear there’s a Solar magnetic inversion factor that can put Earth a high risk for earth changes and Chaos patterns. http://kauilapele.wordpress.com/2012/01/31/judith-moore-sean-sands-1-31-12-global-alert-intervention-to-stabalize-core-magnetism-of-earth/
This feels even physically worse than the solar flares.
What I don’t understand is why non believers aren’t feeling any symptoms at all. You’d think this (sloar flares, magnetic flucuations) should be affecting everyone, no?
I’ve wondered the same Willow. Has anyone heard of unrest or violence or other general weirdness with the general masses? Perhaps a flood of health issues? (Would anyone think anything of it since such has become the “norm”?)
Or quite to the contrary… people being moved to compassionate acts, etc.?
A delayed effect for the general masses, regardless of what the effect is? So, we got the heads up maybe?
My higher self has wanted me to do a Tarot reading since early yesterday but I was tied up with 3 hours of excruciating continuous cramping, which I then needed to rest from then run errands – lovely day. I think I can safely say I’ve never experienced anything quite like that before.
So… Tarot – I was given info on the general masses:
Will be disrupted by something that will strip away illusions.
A need to find common ground.
They’ll need to be calmed and guided.
Fertile time for new ideas.
Good influences come to them.
Will be made aware of spiritual goals.
A need for heart energy.
This is what I’m speculating. Those of us who have chosen Ascension have opened ourselves up to receiving the new energy so we’re actually trying to integrate these energies into our bodies and it takes awhile for the body to adjust and rebalance.
Whereas the non believers haven’t made that request, therefore their energetic shields are still protecting them from the new energies.
The non believers who haven’t made the request but have impaired energy shields from abuse/alcohol/drugs are also affected by the new energies not because they asked but because they have holes in their shields.
I agree with intention, but I don’t really think anyone is truly able to shield themselves from this. Those unawakened can certainly “tune it out” consciously as they do many other things with their various distractions, but completely unaffected… I’m thinking not. And, if its a delayed effect then we don’t know yet how they are / will be affected.
Many people who are unaware of these incoming energies can easily attribute it to SSDD (same sh*t different day). Ya know, like the conditioned masses that just expect to get disease, etc with no explanation. And if they are fighting these new energies then they may very well get their expectation of disease in the long-term rather than on-the-spot symptoms of energy movement.
So… completely shield themselves? No. Delay, resist, put off to manifest as physical level disease? Likely. Or, an eventual mental / emotional breakdown? They would be actually more fortunate for that to happen than put it off until it takes its toll on their physical health.
Those of us on the forefront are more than likely more sensitive. I know I tend to feel energies as they approach, not when they are exact / full force. It’s as if I feel the energy AS it’s changing.
As I’ve said before I used to watch collective astrological energies because I’d feel them, then look ahead to what was coming which totally jived, then I’d watch others go through it. But I often felt it energetically. With others, they tend to play it out in their day-to-day experience, usually in relationships, but other things also. I used to ask a friend what energies they’d noted with co-workers and friends and it usually jived, but I had to get them thinking about any non-typical reactions in people. It they stopped to think about it they could see how there was a collective pattern.
For years, due to isolation, I’ve rarely been in a good position to collect many data points through just people. The Divine would often deliver information to me along with a couple human data points for confirmation or other people piping up about the weirdnesses in people around them.
The isolation may have a magnifying effect. When alone and quiet/undistracted like in the middle of the night, I may feel all the subtle energies but when I’m out and about with normal people doing normal things, I feel completely normal. So distraction may be a factor. Also many people may be self medicating to mask symptoms.
Yes, and most of normal 3D life is mostly distraction / self-medication.
Fumes here too. And yes, the lymph nodes that are bothering me are just under my jaw… next to my bad tooth… next to my throat chakra.
And the tooth and lymph nodes are NOT acting up at the same time. Argh. (Debby Downer. LOL. I love her! I can hear the Debby Downer music playing… whah-whah.)
Ok, so I am finally starting to come out of this, but whatever it was knocked me on my backside. Maybe I am a sucker for melodrama, but at one point I was like “God, either kill me or help me get better because I don’t want to deal with this anymore.”
Also, I have been putting castor oil on my lymph nodes morning and night for the past 3-4 days. It’s a natural remedy that seems to be helping. But I lost 10-15 pounds through this whole ordeal, and I still don’t have the energy to go to the gym (I go to the gym a lot, so going from super-healthy to bedridden with fever and night sweats was particularly hard).
And I wish I heard updates from my higher self like some do. I’m really intuitive, but I guess I have a “listening” problem. And the difficulties in hearing what’s being said frustrates my personality, which often wants nothing to do with my higher self (or that “thing” holding the marionette strings and putting “us” through all this turmoil lol).
I should have know something was coming down the pike when I had a dream. In the dream, I couldn’t speak and had a hard time seeing. So then this shaman (well, it felt like a shaman) grabbed the back of my neck and told me “You come seeking, yet you still find yourself unworthy.” while pushing me to the ground. When I hit the ground, I could suddenly speak and said “Oh my God, that’s SO much better!!” Then I woke up. I wasn’t until last week where someone pointed out that he grabbed the back of my throat chakra.
I am hoping we joke around and tell each other war stories on the other side, for all the crap we deal with in 3D physicality. It would at least make for interesting/engaging conversation
Erik, I’ve said the same myself.
I’ve had to work hard at times to hear my higher self. And… I’m not scared to just chew it a new one. I often sound like, “I love you I AM… you torturous $#$^#!”
Sometimes when I’m reaming it is when I can actually hear the best. lol Nothing quite like honest, open communication to get a conversation going.
Lately my h.s. has expressed itself in emotional terms a lot. I guess that’s what it hears most clearly from me so it’s using that language back.
This all is already making for interesting / engaging conversation.
I’d posted this earlier but it merits another posting. My root chakra is going through the ringer today.
Weather Report of Energetic and Emotional symptoms – January 2012 – Robert Baker
http://the-golden-age.blogspot.com/2012/01/weather-report-of-energetic-and.html#more
Thank you so so so so much for all that you have done Lauren!!
Words can´t describe what your word have meant for me in the darkest moments!
Love och happy new beginnings!
HELP!!!!
WOAH. i just went through a major clearing. lots of coughing and lung congestion accompanied by horrible self loathing and life hatingness.
my crystal told me that others viewed me as a worthless scummy person, based on my appearance and my deliberate refusal to participate in hierarchal games. so i spent a week thinking back on my life and hating myself and realizing why people in my life and especially people my age had treated me so badly. it really hurt me a lot. it was very very painful and i never acknowledged it because the pain of abuse was so much more present in my mind and i thought that something like this wouldnt matter because i had been through so much more. but in fact it did matter and has shaped a large portion of my reality.
so today i finally woke up this morning and started reading about the heart intelligence and i remembered jesus teaching about the alpha and omega being one in reality. i sat with some rose quartz and let my self awareness drift outside duality, so i feel much better and i’m starting to see how those judgments are harmful and toxic and not at all congruent with spirit. and i just feel so much better now.
but yeah. it was kind of horrible for awhile. i’m gonna have to reread lauren’s posts to fully ground into this unity consciousness. it used to be so natural to me, and i just feel like i’ve given other people way too much power and not listened to spirit because of it. when in reality i know for a fact that spirit is not broken and these people are, which is painfully obvious when you see all the problems they manifest.
it was made kind of clear to me last night when my computer got fixed. i took it to this guy and we found out that my internet connection (connection to spirit) wasnt weak or slow, but that my browser was too cluttered with cookies (too cluttered with other people’s shit) . so we reset it (returned to source) and upgraded my system a little bit (upgraded to unity consciousness) and now it works perfectly.
thank fucking god i feel better now. another wound i’m healing is connecting to ascended masters. i always kind of shun jesus and the male aspect of spirit i used to talk to because i left christianity and became pagan. it was kind of painful for me to give ANY credence to christianity because of all the horrible things christians have done. but now i’m able to separate that and focus on receiving help from jesus and other ascended masters.
nevermind. as soon as i walked out the door and tried to get things done for myself to benefit ME, nothing worked. things only worked if i’m giving to others, and then i get nothing back.
i still don’t understand anything. i thought i did, and i tried really hard, and then today i was really feeling the heart chakra energy, and i really aligned myself with spirit and did my best, and everything i wanted just totally came crashing down and slipped out of reach. i almost want to cry because the futility of living is becoming too much for me.
Wow! Anyone seen this?
http://videos2view.net/2believe-JE.htm
Yes, it’s going around. Pretty amazing, isn’t she?!
I’m consistently having these epiphanies of “The Great Work” being completed this year. The ultimate goal is to be achieved through global enlightenment and unification. Every philosopher’s dream come true.
Goodness Gracious…I have to apologize in advance for only coming here to rant lately. But rant I must. I just read a post about the “Six Symptoms of Awakening” (I’d link it but I”m feeling far too bitter…maybe if someone REALLY wants me to…) and I HAD IT! I was THERE!!!
This woman WOKE UP on October 25th in bliss, calm, and wonderment and it STAYED!
WHY DID MINE GO????!!!!!!!! WHY did it last EVERY DAY in November and then as soon as December came it flew out the door. I still feel AWAKE ~ it’s not like I went back to sleep. I’m unlearning things every day, every night there are epiphanies, my dreams are very informative, that inner critic voice is GONE. But my bliss, my interest, my calmness, my zen, my peace, my creativity???? GONE!!! This week has SUCKED!! Oh, the apathy!!!
Why do some KEEP THE PEACE and other lose it (she asks while stomping her feet?)
DAMMIT! I WANT IT BACK!!!!
Okay…feeling a bit better now…pardon my schizophrenia….
Someone just wrote me a children’s book in honor of The Sparkle Fairy (my other persona…which you probably could have guessed…) and showed me my POWER. I can do this.
Well, it’s true what they say…”Don’t piss off the Fairies.”
I hear ya Kate. It is a b-e-a-u-tiful day here today and all I know is I have absolutely no energy to do anything with this beautiful day. I slept alot yesterday and last night and I’ve been about ready to nod off all day. I’m kinda forcing myself awake just to be awake, for something different. I keep being given promises of that ever-elusive “soon” but still no tunes from the fat lady.
I am enjoying the comments here…wanted to check back and see what my kindreds were experiencing and thinking right now. No doubt the month of January was full of massive shifting and a hodge podge of endings and beginnings. Rarely was there a day that was not filled with intensity–sometimes exciting, sometimes challenging. I did, to comment on the idea of “lightworkers giving up” have my moments–but in full surrender, I always found that Spirit was assisting me in a letting go so that I could be “non-local” as Deepk Chopra says–so I was unattached to “my ideas” of where I was and where I was going… So energy in February feels different to me, and I look forward to exploring it.
My recent blog post titled “Coming Full Circle Before Taking Your Quantum Leap” at http://www.aspiritfull.wordpress.com expresses more insight about this moment, as I and many others that I know have been experiencing it.
Many Blessings
xx Leigh
I am enjoying the comments here…wanted to check back and see what my kindreds were experiencing and thinking right now. No doubt the month of January was full of massive shifting and a hodge podge of endings and beginnings. Rarely was there a day that was not filled with intensity–sometimes exciting, sometimes challenging. I did, to comment on the idea of “lightworkers giving up” have my moments–but in full surrender, I always found that Spirit was assisting me in a letting go so that I could be “non-local” as Deepk Chopra says–so I was unattached to “my ideas” of where I was and where I was going… So energy in February feels different to me, and I look forward to exploring it.
My recent blog post titled “Coming Full Circle Before Taking Your Quantum Leap” at http://www.aspiritfull.wordpress.com expresses more insight about this moment, as I and many others that I know have been experiencing it.
Many Blessings
xx Leigh
Leigh, how wonderful to keep bumping into you ~ our world is definitely getting smaller and more intimate.
I just want to thank you again for that blog post ~ it was very helpful. Much LOVE to you.
Um, hope you don’t mind, but I thought I would just slip something in here that came yesterday from “my Arcturians”. It’s impossible to be separated from Source/Spirit/Love, so hang in there all and One:
February 5, 2012
There is no energy except that which comes from Source, we are agreed upon that.
And Source is nothing but unconditional love, it can be no other way, otherwise the planets, stars, humans, Arcturians, animals and plants would simply not exist. The expressions of Source are infinite and continuous. The expansion of Source is all that Source lives for. It follows that Source being Love, you being of Source, you are therefore Love also, as is everyone and everything else in the entire Universe. There is nothing more or less than Love. It is what keeps the energy in play. If there were no Love, there would be only Void and no experience whatsoever. No thing would be around to comment upon Source!
It is not so much that you are asked to love Planet Earth in any special way, or the humanity of Planet Earth, for coming from Source, as All does, there is no other way other than Love. Thinking from the Heart is always a given. It does not need to be awakened. It is already awake and always will be. It does, however, need to be acknowledged.
The Now is simply an expanding Source. It does not matter whether that expansion is marked by linear time, or cyclical time, or by the heavens or the Sun, it is.
Knowing that All is One as it expresses from Source, there is nothing special that anyone has to do other than to live in that knowledge. That is what being awake is all about. Knowing that everything is Source and therefore it is impossible to ever leave Source. All expressions are of Source. It is not even a learning that is required for it exists within you whether you strive to learn it or not. Reaching the understanding that nothing, not one molecule or dust mote can ever be other than from Source is to be awake.
Do not fret so that you convince yourself that you have more learning or “doing” to accomplish before you have reached what may be a goal for others. Each fills a need of Source, because each is in Source and part of All. If it exists, it is Source fed, Source driven, Source recognized, Source needed, Source loved, and always Source expressed.
The Now is only one expression of Source. There are trillions of expressions of Source and Earth and its inhabitants are only one such expression, albeit, we will laughingly say a tough one!
As Starseeds your only job is to realize that you are from Source and that you have never been separated from Source nor can you ever be separated from Source’s love. No energetic form cannot ever be without Source. It is impossible so do not stress yourself thinking that you are not living compatibly with Source for that is impossible, and there is no necessity to worry about whether or not you are living compatibly with Earth. Knowing that you and Source are inseparable, just as Source is inseparable from all of its expressions, is sufficient. In the knowing, automatic honouring of all expression is assured.
About the boredom. This is understandable because knowing that there are trillions of expressions of Source, it is quite possible to become bored with the one in which you find yourself. How you deal with this boredom is not something you need concern yourself with either, because the love energy remains regardless of how it is expressed. Remember that if you beat yourself up over anything, you are not trusting in the Love of Source for All.
Energy is Source, Source is Love, and you are in it, of it, and always will be. You are never not doing your job as you are always part of Source regardless of the situation in which you are expressing and focused upon in energetic form.
Adonai
Thank you for sharing this. “You are never not doing your job…” ~ I LIKE that.
So right there with you on this. Thanks!
Steve Rother and the Group (sounds like a band
“End of the Rope.”
I needed this.
http://lightworker.com/VirtualLight/#show
Wow…what a journey it’s been with you for so many years…
Wooooohooooo!!! With all the support & surrendering it took to get here, YOU > I, We > Us > Them, have meshed together to now BE the UNITY of ONENESS on a scale that was never imagined.
The time for an “in~breath” is upon us individually / collectively which brings our attention to the NOW moment of co-creating Our HEARTS desires.
Catchya on the Rainbow Bridge dear Heart for some fun & laughter with PHC.
Namaste
Thanks so much for all of your work on this phase Lauren….. Wishing all the best in the next. For me just a reminder somehow that this watching for posts on internet sites may now be something to move from….. I have always felt the energies and know they are valid for me and it has been useful. But I have always appreciated your (2 cents worth comments) The intelligences that come thru have said over and OVER AND OVER again things about this large change would be noticeable in everyday physical life….. clarity….. real change in the experienceable NOW…. I have not had that experience….. at times I really do question the integrity of these intelligences…. all the while knowing that I really do believe. I am tired of the schizofrenia of this….. I will now connect within myself and I know that all is well….. but I must say there is still a bad taste in my mouth about the doings of the last few years or so…. But here’s to a new way of doing things….. Again thanks for all of your love, time and effort and FAITH……..Graci
Graci, hang tight…it will get better. We are still drudging thru mud, and many of us are not feeling in the clear yet. I imagine we will teeter between bliss and bummed out for a bit yet, but we have really been in the thick of it since the solstice came in and blasted us with more love. As always, this too shall pass…
Graci, I’ve been experiencing the in and out and questioning of it too, sometimes. Wrote about it here: http://clarityblips.blogspot.com/2012/01/resonance.html
The biggest change for me has been in the way I feel and in my sense of what the world is and how it works. No one would notice anything “improved” on the outside of my life–yet.
Let go Graci. Trust your inner voice. My inner voice has been telling me to stop reading channeled material for some time now and I HATE myself for being unable to stop coming back for more ascension crap. I swore I wouldn’t today and here I am. I HATE myself for being so weak and easily manipulated… “Its right around the corner, any day now, very soon, imminent, almost at hand, just hang in there…”
WHY, WHY, WHY do they keep dangling the FUCKING carrot just out of reach. Do they derive pleasure at seeing us WASTE our lives waiting for something that we’d already have if we’d just stop chasing after IT ???
Willow.
I am right there with you…all in time I keep hearing, patience, its coming…truly its coming….we are not weak, reading about our day to day lives, inspirational material is all good…no worries, it is what it is, for now, thats all we are able to do, stay present in whatever comes up…and for now, its reading the material, thats it!!!!!
Blessings Renee
I know exactly how you feel, Willow.
Even after a long period of knowing a lot of stuff has been like this [from what I have read about 1987 and then the 90s and on and on], I let myself trust something special was going to happen during the 2009 June solstice [thanks Karen Bishop], not wanting to ruin anything by doubting. Naturally, I was very disappointed.
That is what brought me to finally give up the practice of “today sucks and I’m going to wait for a future date to save me” routine. I do note that there are predictions made, but I do not set myself up for it. When the dates come and nothing much changes, I actually do not feel any disappointment anymore. I’d LOVE TO BE SURPRISED, but having something go the way you expected becomes pretty much a nonevent.
I heard this a lot with bitterness when I was younger, but you really do have to make your goal smaller so that it is simply “just simply have a good day today” instead of “how the fuck am I going to do anything about my life and my future?!”. It actually makes my life suck a lot less.
By the way, just because I said “simply have a good day today” doesn’t mean the type where you do so at the expense of others– that does catch up to you. I mean the ways you can live right and still have a good day because you didn’t spend the time freaking out. Now that would make a fear in me think that my life is going to smash on some rocks up ahead because I’m not steering the boat anymore… but I swear that over and over and over again things keep happening that tells me something is guiding my life [now that I've stopped struggling with it].
Hi Tyson,
Thanks for sharing. Fortunately for me, I only stumbled upon Ascension material around March 2011. At first I gobbled it up, then after a while I saw it wasn’t helpful but I continued to read as a distraction. After I was laid off in Sept, there was so much hype about 11/11/11 that I decided to hang in for another 2 months just in case. Well by 10pm on 11/11, I was pretty pissed. I wanted to quit then but I was still de-stressing from work and continued to read as a distraction.
So after New Years, I was feeling well enough to start tackling some stuck areas in my life and discovered just how addicted I had become. Hence the struggle to free myself so I’d have time to work on my issues. I haven’t read anything in the past two days and feel so much better. The next BIG date is 12/21/12 and there’s no way I want to spend the next year constantly stimulated into a state of waiting. We can never arrive as long as we remain in a state of waiting or seeking.
As someone said, Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. But now we find it quite delightful. But there’s no need to wait for anything. We can choose right now to take delight in whatever human experience we are experiencing. We can get frustrated because its not supposed to be this way or we can just laugh that we get to have this experience.
This is what life is all about – exploring, experiencing, enjoying.
♥ ♥ ♥
Agreed, Willow.
When I first read of “chop wood, carry water” it was in the context that before enlightenment, you go around with the burdensome idea that you are chopping wood and carrying water. After enlightenment, wood gets chopped and water gets carried [effortless and flowing].
Yes I would have to agree, it’s great freedom to have the energy or the peace to carry your tasks. This in itself is enlightening. The problems become the solutions. I believe the goal is to understand the nature of the “bad” stuff and make it a source of energy with internal transmutation (think with your heart) so you get out of the apparent duality of reality.
Its effortless and flowing because we’re no longer fighting against ourselves! Its all the inner resistance thats exhausting!
Amen
You guys can t see it because you are too negative. But what you are waiting it is happening right now but you need to believe to see. just relax and stop all expectation then it will happens to you. we living it now.
no kidding. two weeks ago i cried as waves of bliss ran through me and the breeze cradled me.
then the next week i’m having an anxiety attack as my telepathic power surges out of control in a crowd of people.
and now the cupcake overdose of today…
Eduardo, I have to say… what you said is just pretty darned judgmental. People here are having experiences and they are just describing those experiences. It is what it is. You can label it as “negative” if you’d like, but frankly, to throw some judgment back atcha… your negative label is very, well, negative. YOU are being negative. There, take that! lol
I sense that folks here are being VERY present. If they’re feeling great, they are. If they aren’t, they aren’t. There is nothing “negative” about calling a spade a spade. Calling a spade a shovel doesn’t make it a shovel. It is what it is.
Perhaps you could stand to work on how others’ experiences are affecting you. Why not detach from other people’s experience? Hm?
You say that people here are waiting for something. I disagree. It IS happening and their personal experiences are EVIDENCE of that unfoldment. It’s concrete, physical level, manifestation of change happening in the moment.
Hi Eduardo, I understand what you are saying and can feel your positive intent. Everyone is on their individual paths, experiencing their own choices which Spirit honors. It is only through free will and making choices that each of us can discover who we truly are and what pleases our hearts. Big hugs. ♥
i agree
Precisely put..
I’m right there with you Khai. I feel like I fell down the rabbit hole – and I want out!!
My coping mechanism is lots & lots of dark chocolate – a daily overdose… I hope Lauren is back soon because this is more than I can take.
Someone wrote about feeling like being in a ‘anti-gravity’ machine.~
I have to say I have a ‘floating feeling’ and I have let go of everything including money~
I don’t give a shit and it feels like 1000 tons has been lifted off of me
I’m listening alot to ‘Good Morning Starshine’ LOL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hw3oxJvSRj0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=CQo2FJPLeQk#!