All Aboard? Last Call to LOVE!
“The earth that you once knew is no longer…there is a new vibrational pattern that has permeated the blueprint of the planet and you now exist as members of the galactic community, cousins to the enlightened citizens of your galaxy.” -Pleiadian High Council
The New Earth
In just a couple more days, thru the solstice on 12/22, we will have completed the last and final recalibration of 2011, and according to the PHC, this completes our journey to new earth. We may not have a full understanding of what this means for each of us individually yet, and most of us are still too weary to go searching, but I am hearing that the profound realignment that took place over the last several weeks was required to fortify ourselves with LOVE so that we are fully anchored in christed-consciousness for the global restructuring that will take place this coming year as a result of our arriving here. And it promises to be another big year in the sense that the physical restructuring and transformations of 2012 are inevitable, and will serve their purpose to effectively shift the human collective to the HEART of all matters and open all pathways to LOVE.
This will mean many different things to many different people but above all else, the PHC wish to allay any fears of 2012 calamity and remind everyone that ascension is an inward journey where our outer world is merely a projection of our own consciousness, and that our individual part in the collective experience of earth is vital right now. Each of us holds a piece to this universal puzzle, and so each of us has a major role to play in raising our own vibration, increasing our LOVE quotient, so that collectively we can increase the vibration of the planet and participate in the wonders of the new world.
(NOTE: There are a lot of fear-based-energies circling the planet with regard to this coming year and all the prophecies, predictions, & intentional programming designed to thwart our inevitable arrival into 5D, so it is important to stay connected to LOVE thru the holiday season and just allow those energies to be if you feel them. If your sensitive, you may be feeling a sense of impending doom, or just an unidentifiable anxiety looming over you. This will pass shortly, but even quicker if we remain detached and merely observe the collective energies in motion.)
In 2012 we will be learning that LOVE is all we need… but not in a lyrical way, in a very vibrational way. When we make this profound shift, LOVE literally becomes the animating force of life…the fuel for our creations, our biology, our relationships. When LOVE is fully woven into the tapestry of our lives, miracles become the very fabric of our existence.
LOVE, not 2012, is what we have all been gutted primed for…
Source Code Revealed
There is a very scientific aspect of ascension that is beginning to permeate more of the collective mind with regard to resonance, and those at the forefront of a new-humanity know this intimately. Those souls who are ushering in the new world are beginning to sing to a different tune. Literally. The new (angelic) human is attuned to the 528 Hz resonance of the sacred (high) heart which resonates in harmony with the crystalline (christ) grid.
The 528 Hz vibration of LOVE is the Source Code of creation…THE universal key required to unlock our co-creative potential, to free ourselves from bondage and enter the playground of new earth. This code acts as a vibrational buffer to ensure that the sacred powers of the universe are only bestowed upon those of pure heart.
For those of you who saw Christopher Nolan’s Inception, there is literal truth in the many layers of symbology in that film. The most obvious in this case being the mathematical code “528″ that is repeated over and again throughout the movie…a phone number, on a napkin, the hotel room…but the most interesting is that the number 528 was in the actual vault combination to “unlock” the safe which contained the secret to the cathartic relief of emotional suffering….and all of which was driven by the “heart” of the main character to return “home” to his children where his LOVE is.
It took me a couple months to connect all the dots, and some of you may have figured it out long before me, but I realized (in retrospect) that the last several energy updates were leading to this revelation and that each title I was given was very telling…even obnoxiously so… beginning with: “Inception: the final initiation”, “11-11-11: Source Code Activation”, and all the way to “The Arrival of Universal LOVE”.
In other words, as we cross the threshold into 2012 we are literally waking from the dream, from the illusion of limitation. The resonance of universal LOVE that we are required to embody unlocks the proverbial gates of heaven so we are no longer trapped within the making of our unconsciously-created & holographically projected world of fear…those fears that have been providing us with ample “proof” that we are not good enough, worthy enough, loved enough, well enough, or just plain: not enough.
So what’s most pressing in this moment, before we step into completely uncharted territory, is the observation/release of anything remaining in our mental, emotional or physical selves that is based in fear and therefore holding us back from the embodiment of LOVE. Whatever wounds you are revisiting right now, its important (but not easy) to view as objectively as possible and with the (light) understanding that we don’t have to drag this baggage around any longer…that a clean slate is not only a possibility now, but a requirement.
“The new blueprint of earth requires LOVE now more than ever, and for those who hear the call, the impacts will be greatly lessened. For those who refuse the call, the impacts will be greater. We say this not to elicit fear, but to remind each of you that true healing is possible now but requires the firm commitment to release all that is not LOVE. For those who have been dedicated to the work of releasing these patterns of fear, unprecedented openings are before you. “ -PHC
Wave of LOVE
This wave of LOVE that the unseens are forever telling me about and that always seems just slightly out of our reach must be a really big deal because they are not only asking me to emphasize and repeat the word LOVE a trillion times in this article, but they are asking me to dedicate this section to it (& to leave my 2 cents out). Also, my personal experience with the Pleiadians is that whenever the council shows up, it’s time to pay attention.. their austere mannerisms seem to seriously mean bizzness:
“The incoming wave of LOVE is pervasive and unstoppable. It is lifting you to heights unknown. We will say this…you are not only going to be delighted at what you have created for yourselves, in that the universe multiplies & returns your LOVE-based efforts 10 fold…but you will be in awe of your own personal dedication to this journey. You will be swept up in the throes of self-love like never before, for you will realize, maybe even for the first time, how much LOVE was really required on your part to arrive here.
We understand your contempt, but can’t emphasize this enough. Considering the circumstances, the fact that each of you will feel the absolute warmth and glow of creator’s LOVE touch your hearts and lives is nothing short of miraculous, and this holiday season we wish for you to bask in the knowing that it is you who brought forth these energies…and, collectively, it is you who delivered the world from evil…and it is you who responded to creators call to come forth and in some cases, to incarnate in human flesh for the first time, just to see your missions through. These grand missions of LOVE are not by accident or default, but by the compassionate grace of GOD that lives within each and every one of you and desires for nothing but the purity of LOVE for all.
We, the Pleiadian Light Family, are filled with the same LOVE for all of you, our human family, our galactic kin, and deeply we appreciate and honor your contribution to the collective journey of earth’s ascension. You are soon to be taken back by the full breadth of this truth, for when see and feel LOVE from our vantage point, undoubtedly you will be transformed.” -PHC
12:12
The 12:12 stargate that we recently passed thru…seemingly unfazed…was a time of completion. According to the PHC, the 12:12 activated/imprinted the final encodement required to make the shift into unity, or christed-consciousness for those at the helm.
“Now, we say this with great care, for we realize that there are those who are not yet operating on the unity timeline, but for those who are, this is a marker point, a time of solidifying the results from your grand efforts.” -PHC
The 12:12 gateway (and the energy leading up to it) was at least partly responsible for this latest round of emotional debris that has been kicked up to be expunged from deep within our core. Kind of like a last-ditch effort to resolve all fear-based (e)goo matters that we have been working on throughout 2011.
No doubt, we are all being revisiting by our ghosts of (Christmas) past, and in some cases…depending on the density still remaining in our lives…this has been a time of some really impacting, life-changing revelations. These things that are rushing to the surface for our attention can seem daunting/terrifying at first glance, but this urgency/intensity is just the answer to a universal clarion call to whole-heart-edly illuminate every corner of our lives and bodies so that by the time the solstice rolls around we can lock into position for 2012, and begin again….in an entirely new cycle, with a new life and in brand new world of our making.
This is not to say that what comes up at this time will simply vanish, just that we are being gifted with the awareness of where LOVE is still needed in order to fully shift into our 12th dimensional blueprint bodies. If these finalizing energies dropped a bomb on your life, realize that an explosion can serve two divine purposes…1) it will unmistakably, and without fail, bring our focus and attention to EXACTLY where its needed so that we can heal/release/restore whatever is calling us… and 2) it can serve to shift us, rather quickly, into the mental & emotional framework required to align with LOVE during this pivotal time. If you’ve experienced a jolt, realize that a jolt was needed, but that once you are aware of why, 75% of the work is already done. The other 25% is in LOVing yourself back together.
“We would add that the 12:12 presented many of you with options to choose a new pathway, these options were presented as either revelations, or a call to action. How you respond to these situations is what matters now, not in the resolving of them.” -PHC
So although there wasn’t as much fanfare around the 12:12 as the 11:11, the PHC say this passageway was nevertheless impacting because it opened the doorway to the 12th level of genetic activations, the finalization of the christed-template on the planet.
“We would say that these energies are coming to uplift humanity in certain sectors, and to equally dismantle corruption in others. The way for each of you lies in the choices presented to you now…how you choose will determine the path of your soul in the coming year. Choosing LOVE over fear is the only path to redemption.” -PHC
2012: Phase Two
“The coming calendar year, the greatly anticipated year of 2012, is a monumental breakthrough in what we term, planetary consciousness. By this we mean that those who have laid the plan for a new earth have far exceeded our expectations. Because of this, what is coming to pass is much grander, much more comprehensive and more delightful than even we imagined.” -PHC
2012 is what the Pleiadians call the year of…drumroll please…LOVE! Actually, they refer to it as the year of divine or universal love, but this is also the year we enter (on the solstice) into what they have termed “phase 2″ of ascension: the physicalization phase, and the implementation of the divine radiance of love. This is the year when those who are here to serve the highest good for the planet and her people will be “coming out of hiding”…this group will wholly supported, protected & catapulted to positions of greater influence, whereas those who are self-serving will be called to divine-order.
This is the time/year/world/era we have been waiting/working so diligently for and the unseens share that all the many potentials that are arising revolve around LOVE as the driving force of creation in our new lives. The new earth is here and LOVE is the only way to enter….LOVE is the key code that grants each of us access to the co-creational forces of the universe, that which can only be accessed from the sacred space within our hearts.
In 2012, LOVE will finally become the predominant force on the planet and anything, anyone in opposition to LOVE will fall away. No one, no thing is exempt.
“We have so much to share with regard to this upcoming year, but we will sum it up by saying that those who are aligned with LOVE will rise to meet LOVE in unprecedented ways. In fact, the word LOVE itself will shift to something greater, for LOVE as you knew it will not compare to the LOVE that will to pump thru the heart of earth and humanity. The lifeblood of Source will flood thru your rivers and veins and will permeate every living thing with the radiance of divine LOVE, the sustenance for life on the new earth.” -PHC
Wishing each of you a holi-day season filled with LOVE and an effortless transition into 2012…
See you next year!
Lauren
ThinkWithYourHeart.net
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Be-YOU-to-FULL! Beautiful!
Thank you So much once again, Lauren, we’re blessed to have you on this ride, truly! And many thanks to the sisters as well! (((Hugs!)))
Everyone ready?…. set…. HO HO HO!
Love you!
Sowelu
So Lauren. I want to use this occasion to declare my unconditional love to you. I did my ritual ceremony the 12-12 at 12:00 m. And my heart is full of love energy as a big flame burning my whole body. I think all this is happening because of you. I following your articles and agree with you 100% as if we were the same and united one being, and from that minute I feel a happiness that never felt before. Thank you for making me feel this way. While I am thinking with my heart. I am thinking in you. Et
Inception, I love it! (Sometimes movies feel more real than waking life).
About 2 months ago I dreamt of Leonardo Decaprio…I was directing him in a film. Did you know he was born on 11 November. (Another 11:11). Woah Mamat! He was on fire (spiritually).
Great message, and yay for 2012. Let the show begin!
I released my victim fear body yesterday, it just hit me. All the fear I had over not being good enough, not being able to move smoothly with ease through life, not having enough money, not know what to do and feeling powerless.. things I didn’t even realize I really felt just washed away in a wave of determination and deep rooted knowing. It came about in a flash of a second, where I realized what I what I was seeing in someone else was me, and I let it go and jumped on the train of gonna do it. Im only half way done with the article LOL Cant wait to read the rest.
http://www.growingupindigo.com
the irony of everyone’s responses to me is that now i don’t feel the desire to share anything with anyone here, not because i don’t have anything to share, but because the people in here view me as a foreign, diseased object with which they need to attack to preserve their own spiritual “health.”
so i guess now you guys don’t have to worry about the big bad ugly monster coming in and sharing feelings and real life events. because frankly, i was doing it because i thought we were here to support each other, like a group. i guess my reality is too dark for you guys. and i guess it doesnt matter to you where my heart is or how hard i work on my personal issues. it only matters that it’s unpleasant to see into my world, and that you dont have any love to give to people with unpleasant realities.
and you know what, when i show my positive emotions and express them, i’m showboating and bragging, and when i’m expressing my negative emotions, i’m abusive and a bully.
it’s one thing if you don’t like me. that’s fine. no one is forcing you to talk to me. but don’t you dare sit there and try to make me feel bad for expressing myself. i have had that done to me all my life and i don’t have anymore patience for it. i’m about to die here because i have developed a tendency to stifle my own expression due to my environment at an early age. and i could not care less if some pious robots think that i’m crazy because i actually have a human range of emotion and the ability to put it into words. fuck you. fuck all of you. i am me.
I understand and love you for your honesty. Maybe you are transmuting. . . see all the negative stuff as leaving. . . Hold on Khai. . .you are on the Love Train. We are all going the same place.
Hi Khai,
I haven’t seen the comments that got you so upset, however, I just want to say that when I read your post I felt compelled to reach out to you. I am interested in ALL points of view — especially the ones that push us and challenge us to dig deeper. If you are interested, you can find me through my website. Happy Holiday season everyone. And a special extra dose of LOVE LOVE LOVE to you, Lauren. (I have been following your posts since the beginning.)
I LOVE YOU <3<3<3 Khai
KHAI I JUST READ WHAT YOU WROTE AND SAT HERE….I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE SAID IN THE PAST BUT JUST WANT TO SAY YOU ARE LOVED AND I LOVE YOU.
WE ALL HAVE HUGE GAMBITS AND RANGES OF EMOTIONS THAT COME WITH BEING HUMAN AND I THINK EXPRESSING THEM IS FINE…AND I DO BUT TRY TO DO SO BY NOT HURTING OTHERS, SOMETIMES WE ARE HURTING A LOT AND IT IS NOT POSSIBLE, AND SOMETIMES OUR JOY CAN DRIVE OTHERS CRAZY. WHAT MADE ME PAUSE WAS “fuck you”….BECAUSE IT SHOWED HOW MUCH PAIN YOU ARE IN AND I AM TRULY SORRY. I ACKNOWLEDGE YOU. VALERIE
No one can stay positive all the time. It is okay to, and healthy to say and let the negative out. There is someone out there that does understand and can relate. It’s all been done and it’s all been felt by others before. I am a good person in a bad marriage. My husband put a false acusations against me in a TRO and I have been kicked out of my house since 12/12 and he is filling for divorce. I know I will be happier in the future but now is so hard and I hurt so bad and feel so dark inside. The positive and confident feelings will return and I will embrace them more than ever. Get the negative out – don’t hold it back for I have faith that you, as I am, are just in a dip on the roller coaster of life. Be true to your self and be you!
Sending you Love Khai; don’t stop expressing; be your Truth x
thanks. i’m working really hard, and despite how it appears, my real life has become much better. i am much happier and more confident. i’m getting back into the craft, getting a job, and i’m starting to be more authentic and enjoy my life. i know that to enjoy the fullest extent of my authenticity, i must soon move out and get my own apartment with my friend. and that will be soon.
thanks for standing behind me. i really thought that everyone in here just wanted me gone.
Khai – I am sorry for the pain that you are experiencing, and trust this is the right place to share. Blessings from light and love.
Khai: Thank you so kindly for your honesty. It’s so true, that when we feel a bit better, we have the tendency to judge others, when in actuality, we’re seeing parts of ourselves that we don’t want to view. I don’t know who has not traveled that path before, and probably revisit the site more than they are willing to admit. Let’s mix our Love together and remember what this is all about.
idk that sounds kinda sexual and i dont put out unless you buy me dinner
I LOVE you Khai.
Feel my love for you! <B <B <B!!!
haha you make me laugh a lot because you are cute and I can clearly see a part of myself here haha, you put it perfectly into words, I have had these feelings too throughout 2011 from time to time because I’ve been through all this at the beginning of the year (the deep love that cannot really be put to words, parallel worlds consciousness that I felt and saw my own way, the Disney World fantasy feelings) and well I could not talk about it to no one basically and today I see that I’m not alone anymore. Personally I needed this year to understand what I was going through when I saw that abundance and love was not a problem in life, I didn’t know what to do with all that love. But “think with your heart” web site nailed it. I have felt things today I didn’t remember going through early this year. It made me cry today, didn’t expect that. So yes there were other times I wanted to say “fuck you” to some people even if I consider myself spiritual. My range of emotions are wide too but it’s not a problem in itself. It’s what you make of it I would say. I think you just have to accept those parts of you. I revisited all the music I listened through all my life this year. I say I, I and I but I feel a deep connection with you.
:3
Khai, I have always admired you for your honesty. I am not afraid of the dark side of people.
xoxox
Khai…you’ve prompted me to post for the 1st time…although I’ve been watching and observing the boards for a bit.
I watched you puke (f*ck you)…and as you cleared this, you gained loving energy from caring people; and then you start passing on healing/loving things to others…how beautiful
LOVE at its finest!
Namaste’
Tammy
HI Khai – I so ‘get you’… damned if ya do, damned if you don;’t
when I was a kid, my brother and I wre always compared to each other. things came naturally to me – and he was the ‘worst’ because he tried too hard and froze (Our parents were so fearful mistrusting yet both highly successful. Anyway. I was constantly told I had to hold back – or else THEY told ‘authority figures’ that I wasn’t allowed to pass stuff til he got it.
THEN WHAT? By HIgh school, I was told by my parents, teachers, etc. t hat I was a dreamer, procrastinator and NOT LIVING UP TO MY POTENTIAL>
WELL how the hell COULD I, when all my life I had been told /forced to hold it BACK?
anyway. I then went out and did what you do and one ‘camp’ or another ‘attacks’ – so I shut down – and am taunted by him as he is ashamed of me or in contempt of what I HAVE succeeded with. IF things are going well for me, he throws fits at me – but if things are’nt going well, he thrives on rubbing my nose in it.
And I believed everything he said.. til recently. SO – ya know what – by George, I thi nk you’ve got it. BUT for me – and also why t hank YOU Lauren – it’s the HUMOR in expressing both sides, er facets of hte PARADOXES that is the magic key to LOVE for me
REMEMBER – the greatest COSMIC joker is the UNI-verse = the one verse, hence paradox, no-sides as in dooo-ality!
Lauren and Khai, t hank YOU both.
BTW, Lauren, I”m PLeiadian t oo and wow, aren’t they the joksters tricksters! Thank you for all your stuffm, and don’t you just love that new strikeout keystroke – love your use of it. BTW, my body has been beaten battered and feeling electrocuted, and the princess and the pea sensitive thing lately. (visualize the HIghlander character getting ZAPPED with a quickening, and maybe t hat will help?
A most HOLY sostice to all.
holy crap me too. last night when this website was down, my left leg was in excruciating pain for no reason. the pain eventually traveled to my entire left side. i almost feel like it’s some kind of neurological disease. but i know it’s this because i get these whenever there’s new energy coming in and old energy being released.
I was just about to post this on the last update when Lauren issued this new one.
TWYH may not have been designed as a therapy site but a lot of people who are attracted to the messages here, are hurting and not getting the help they need. Lightworkers can do light work now. They don’t need to wait for someone to say “OK, its time now.”
One of the fastest way to do inner work is interacting with others and trying to be as true to yourself as possible in the presence of someone who can either judge or accept you. You also have to be open to how people respond to you and value their insights. There is gold there. People can often see you more clearly than you can see yourself.
Buttons that get pushed is just shining the light on a bit of hurt that needs clearing. This is a great opportunity for everyone to practice unconditional being and unconditional allowing.
“I choose to love and support myself and others and allow others to love and support me.”
aw you guys are the best boogers around. i love you so much.
Dear Khai,
You are so wanted and needed that it will “Blow your Mind” and “Blow Your Heart.”
Keep speaking YOUR TRUTH so that you (and others who need to hear what you have to share) will experience a FREEDOM that will come.
Can you imagine yourself hanging upside-down like a bat? Or stand on your head for a bit, or move your body into a position where your head in lower than your feet? Even meditating on the photos of bats hanging is cool to do. Hey, even watching some BATMAN movies is cool. Yeah, BAT MEDICINE is good for what ails you.
From one bat to another, check this out: scottfoglesong.printandwebdesign.com/42-bat.pdf
See ya. Same bat time. Same bat channel.
Peace,
Val
i get the bat thing. personally, by totem of choice is the phoenix. phoenix medicine guides me a lot.
and after reading the bat, i think it’s kinda the same. the other one i get is moth which is also a lot like bat.
but wow. i’ve been coughing all day. my chest hurts. it hurts to breathe. like something is up with my ribs and so while i’m coughing i’m feeling pain. it started on my left side just my the aches in my leg and now it traveling to my right side, so i guess the energy is balancing itself. its really painful though and idk what to do.
Phoenix rising from the ashes. Awesome. I need to check out moth medicine. Thanks for sharing that Khai.
i actually plan to get a tattoo of a phoenix rising on my back someday.
Awww… Lauren this update made me cry tears of LOVE.
wow , this was the deepest one yet ,, , And the most personally connected to the changes happening both inside and with -out .. Can it really get any better than this .. hoooyeaaa
Greg
Uak,ChicChan,Ahau
tears here too!
happy ones for once
coming out of a horrendous week or so and this just about made my day.
hugs and LOVE
Nicole
Amen sister! Say Yes to Love! Bring it on…
25% is loving myself back together……………………………that is awesome!!! PHC
love you Lauren
OMG Lauren… this one is it!!! and Ive been waiting for it
thankyou xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thank you once again Lauren! Have been feeling so beat down and wondering if I somehow missed the changes that I thought were coming with the 12:12 portal. Just yesterday went back and re-read your last post . . . in search of . . . support? understanding? clarification? And Wa . . Lah! Here is this wonderful new update!
Soooo ready for the changes to come . . . and that includes breaking out of this “fat suit” that my body has created, maintained and sadly even magnified during all this clearing! (The more I clear . . . the more I swell!) “Release, Release, Release” has been my mantra for so long .. . am more than ready to embrace “LOVE”!
Thank you for making this journey easier!
Love and light .. .
Andi
Dear Khai – I hope someone who knows you and knows your history here will reply. This is the second or third posting of Lauren’s that I’ve read, and the first of anyone’s postings.
For what it’s worth, I just wanted to say that I think I understand some of your pain because I too have found myself, at various times, experiencing a very different reality than some of those around me. What I’ve come to believe is that I, as others, in my humanity am always evolving and always learning. I feel emotion as energy and have experienced that any energy is inherently neither good nor bad, but simply needs to move. When I give myself this gift of acceptance, the “negative” – emotions of anger, hate, grief, frustration, rage, depression, anxiety, fear, etc., I can feel their energies honestly, talk them through with good friends, and then learn or move on AS I CAN.
We are all on our own unique journey in our own unique timing, and I wish for you to find fellow journeyers who can help you feel and express and move forward as and when you choose.
thanks
Spot On ! So glad the dots were connected for the code of the 528 to be seen. 5+2+8=15 ~ 15 dimensions encompass one universal harmonic ~ it is so beautiful to see the LOVE work that you present so well. Much appreciation Lauren. Love, Catalina
Perfect! Thank You!
Bob
Lauren! Thank Goddess for YOU!!! Oh, I am FEELIN’ the love again (my flights of fancy may be returning too!). Intentionally grounding myself the last two days as I feel the WAVE of love ~ and OH! that playground you talk about! I get it! With LOVE everything is playful and humorous…and I’m SO IN LOVE with the voice in my head FOR THE FIRST TIME!! I keep saying to that voice “Hey, I LIKE you!” and the voice says “That’s because I’m YOU!” ( It’s not the first time I’ve mentioned that, but I’m really enjoying repeating it!
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I get it! I get it! I totally get it! and I LOOOOOOVE it!!!!!!!
I love you, Lauren.
Many blessings your direction,
C
xo
Greetings ~ Absolutely amazing and right on TEE!!! Nothing was left out .. I have NO questions .. All have been validated .. Thank you much. Much Love and Many Blessings. Namaste
Wow!! This is awesome! The final hurdles of fear and doubt were super scary but like we were promised soooooooo worth the pain. Everything and everyone are coming together and its so amazing how supported we really are. xoxox
Wow, you did it again! All that I’m sensing, feeling and experiencing that I can’t articulate properly is woven into a beautiful song by you. Always perfect timing Lauren, just when I need that little boost!
Much love to you and all my Universal Kin. I love these moments, I can feel all of you and the connection is getting stronger.
Peace & Love
Thank You Lauren and have a blessed Christ-mass season! May the New Year bring you every blessed thing! Love you sister! Peace BE you!
My favorite…For those who have been dedicated to the work of releasing these patterns of fear, unprecedented openings are before you. “ -PHC
Amazing.
Thank you, family I will someday meet!
Dear Lauren,
As always, thank you and bless you! I AM so excited. I have been waiting my whole life for this “time.” Finally, finally, it’s starting to make sense.
To All: May every blessing come to you – all that you deserve for ALL that you are.
Light and Love.
Jayne
Thank you, Lauren, your articles have been a great guide for me for all these years, and of course for 2011. Bless you an Merry Christmas!
Dearest Lauren,
THANK YOU!!!!
Here living in the light of LOVE always, Renee
These guys had it right!
http://youtu.be/zLGWyfGk_LU
Yep, feeling it to.Like the new year is the one we have been waiting for, as we have cleared the decks so to speak. So the love can pour freely from our cleansed hearts.well down darling souls, cosmic party here we come. And to all the souls just starting to wake up, thank you. We are all loved and blessed beyond measure.
Janette from Australia.
I’M FEELIN’ THE LOVE, OH YEAH
LAUREN, THANKS FOR THE CONTINUED CLARITY INTO , ONTO THIS ASCENSION MOVEMENT
I LOVE YOU
LOVE TO ALL
~ i ~
Synchronicity abounds! I just finished writing about empowerment by bringing the feminine Holy Spirit into our body to transform our world. The Divine Feminine, the Holy Spirit, is LOVE!!! I also got a message in my meditation: forgive and forget! It is time for a fresh start with a clean slate. It is time to go back to our first love: the unified field of God, the Source of all!!!! “I am my beloved’s and my beloved is mine” “I have found the one that my soul loves” It is time for the inner spiritual marriage and the unconditional agape love that flows out of the inner marriage of human being and the Spirit of God! Woohoo 2012: the year of Higher Love above us, in us, and through us!!! http://www.newheavenonearth.wordpress.com
Thank you so much for this Lauren! Hooray for LOVE! I loved Inception and how cool about all the 528 references. I didn’t see it either, and so glad you did and shared it here. This is such perfect timing – after over a year of traveling, searching for a home, I’m finally moving to a new place tomorrow here in Portland where I can Finally unpack and just BE. Hooray! Just in time to begin my new life on the Solstice. My heart is jumping for JOY.
Happy Holi-days and a very Happy Solstice everyone!
blessings of peace, joy, and LOVE
thank for the link to dylan ratigan, best new thing in the world, everything you said are the messages I am getting from other sources and it tells me i am currently spot on with alignment to the current energies which also tells me that i am doing what i need to be doing for myself right now which tells me that woohoo i am doing a great job, in the zone/pocket and thats a nice place to be after years of being reduced down to nothingness and waiting and flowing and being unseen and bored out of my mind and planning my new life and my next steps, tomorrow is the winter solctice and I am teaching my first class in my new business, so how about them apples. Are our fat suits going to come off soon? i really hope so. Arielle
Thankyou darling Lauren! – perfect message at the perfect time! All very validating. Cried all through it as the waves of love washed through me.
The Christ consciousness has been palpable these past few weeks as I deepen my connection to source and my inner light, allowing myself to receive the divine love that heals all. My journey to love for so many lifetimes is coming to fullness and my divine miracle is happening.
I cannot complete in this body – the choice is ‘bionic woman’ with ongoing multiple surgeries or choose absolute faith in the power of my divinity and my connection to source. I made my choice at the eclipse and reaffirm my faith in source and my inner healing powers every moment of every day. My destiny is clear and yet still challenges 3D rational thinking.
Lauren – God/Goddess bless you for your work. You are always in my personal list of blessings and prayers for all good things to come to pass. I also include all those who come to your website as they seek peace in their hearts and with themselves.
May the joy be unbounded for us all and all those who are lost in the darkness.
Love Helen
LOVEd it!
And to Khai…good for you! Be yourself! LOVE yourself!
<3
Dear Fellow TWYHers,
Thanks Lauren for sharing this magical holiday invitation to our cosmic party and celebration of
expanded life. You are a gift to us indeed.
Just a few days ago, I was guided to scroll down on a site I was viewing, www. the gabriel messages. com.
There is a post that so aligns with this newest PHC message shared through Lauren.
The affirmation from there that shouted to me was:
“I now allow others to love and support me,”
The author suggests that she states this 21 times a day for 21 days and watches love’s
support unfold.
It resonated so strongly with me that I thought it may speak to others on TWYH as well.
To borrow from the Grateful Dead, riding that train high on ….love.
You/we choose and co-create only from love now.
What a ride.
Blessings and all good tidings for an enchanted holy day,
M
“I now allow others to love and support me” ~ geesh! That is a HARD one for me to say ~ looks like I really need it! I’ve been saying it all day, trying it on, seeing how it feels ~ it’s getting easier each time. THANK YOU for this, Beloved Maureen! You are definitely an Angel.
haha funny I was thinking about something like that before reading the post because I don’t feel that great right now, there is lot of happening in my heart. So I just let it be.
Beloved Maureen,
Thank you for this reminder! Years ago, I was terrified to walk down the aisle on my wedding day because I was a shy person, afraid of judgment. In the wee hours of that morning, I heard the direct message, “Accept the love that is given to you today.” I used that as a mantra, and when I looked at others, all I saw and felt was love. But I isolated that powerful message to the one day. Thank you for sharing the truth that we can do this always. Blessings to you also. Jessica
Hello everyone,
One of the most effective antidotes to all the fear-based energies is to impart the love-based energies of our hearts onto every soul that we interact with. I’m fortunate in that I have a job that gives me the opportunity to do just this – I talk to hundreds of people every day and through being present in zero-point consciousness within my Heart-based consciousness I’m lighting the candle of the Heart of everyone that I meet – and they in turn are lighting candles of LOVE for everyone that they meet. Our zero-point consciousness resonates stronger with every passing day as we approach zero-point in our linear time (11:11 Universal Time, 21st December 2012). The fear-based consciousness is fading like Dark Night fading upon the arrival of the Dawn – the Dawn of Unity Consciousness. My “broadcast” is far more powerful than the broadcasts of mass-media that want to anchor us all in the old energies. I have absolute faith that this is reality.
Every passing day sees more souls awakening to the glory of their multi-dimensional being – their Unity Consciousness. I’m just one being of a countless multitude of awakened beings. I see the powerful impact that I have on the people that I interact with – now imagine that on a grander scale and one quickly realises how powerful we truly are – we are so powerful that we possess the ability to change the very fabric of our reality.
I’ve been thinking of the multi-dimensional reality of zero-point so much lately. I’ve been thinking about the Heart Chakra, 11:11 12/21/12, black holes, the phi-spiral and came to the conclusion that they are all shadows of a transcendent thing (thing is a poor choice of word but I can’t think of anything else to use at the moment).
It’s slowly dawning on me that the LOVE that permeates my being is an actual form of consciousness – how mind-blowing is that? So many of us are stuck within the abstract model of consciousness being a purely cerebral, physical phenomenon.
I’m in resonance with the 144 Crystalline Earth Grid. Manifestations of my Unity Consciousness (alignment of all 12 chakras (consciousness)) appear all the time. There have been things that have happened that have astonished me – and I know that I’m far from alone in being able to do this.
When Lauren writes about “waking from the dream, from the illusion of limitation” it’s a stone-cold reality. My mind-based consciousness is still having a hard time accepting this – and again, I FEEL that I’m not alone with this problem … but the coming group of souls – the Rainbow Beings (whose natural home is multi-dimensional consciousness) will not suffer from these limitations. (Can you guess when they will start to incarnate in linear-time, 3D-reality?) My mind-based consciousness is like a prison and I’m slowly chipping away at the concrete walls with a hidden spoon – I’ve made excellent progress but it’s slow progress but again, I FEEL that it’s just a matter of time before I escape (from a 3D linear-time perspective); but of course I’m already awakened to the multi-dimensional reality that I’ve already escaped.
This coming Rainbow Generation are going to utterly change our world for the better. They will manifest Heaven On Mother Earth (HOME).
I’ve also been thinking about how I express this LOVE that emanates from my multi-dimensional consciousness.
I wish to declare that as an act of devotional LOVE to Source, to the Creator, God – whatever you wish to call it – I’m dedicating the remaining time between NOW and Zero-Point to the expression of self-mastery to my highest potential. This will be an act of devotional love to my multi-dimensional being and to the Source that created me. How will I do this? Well, I make decisions all the time – prosaic everyday decisions like, “do I choose to eat a healthy meal this lunchtime or an unhealthy meal?” (Just noticed that healthy is an amalgamation of the words HEAL and THY). I have the opportunity to purchase a lot of alcohol at a low price at this time of the year (something that I’ve done on an annual basis) which I then gradually drink throughout the coming year … I have decided that as an Act of Devotional LOVE I will refrain from doing this. I’m going to dramatically cut-back on alcoholic consumption (I’m only a light to moderate drinker at the moment) between NOW and Zero-Point.
My call to action is self-mastery (on all levels). I dedicate the next year to the manifestation of my highest potential of self-mastery as an Act of Devotional LOVE.
I send my Heartfelt LOVE to Lauren and everyone reading my words.
LW.
LW ~ I loved and resonated with so much of your comment. Thank you!
Interestingly enough part of my “chipping away at the concrete with a wooden spoon” is quite opposite from yours. Part of my “Food Mastery” is welcoming ALL foods, including and especially the so-called-unhealthy foods into my nutrition (and the nutrition of my children!). I don’t know if I shared it here or not, but one of my inspirations the day off my powerful 11/11/11 experience was to bring my children to the grocery store just for THEM and say YES to WHATEVER they want to put in the cart.
I’ve been saying “no” for far too long. Even just this morning as I was grocery shopping by myself I put in box of Jello for them, which they’d always asked for in the past but I always said “No, there’s crap in that!” Today, I remembered how much I loved making Jello with my mom ~ and if LOVE is present around food, then there is NO WAY it is unhealthy, right? I drove home wondering “what was I so scared of before?” and feeling really perplexed!
Even with alcohol now ~ there is no taboo about it for me. In the past I may have had a beer to help me relax or escape. NOW if I have a beer it’s to CELEBRATE. The feeling is completely different and oh-so-liberating!
This part of my unlearning has been particularly enjoyable AND particularly challenging (part of my old profession revolved around “proper nutrition”) and each trip to the grocery store is a new self-exploration of my limitlessness.
Just wanted to share my different take, as our own individual Mastery takes many forms. I honor yours and thank you SO MUCH for sharing and articulating so well much of what I’ve been feeling. Love to you, LW!
Kate that is so great. I love your food mastery. Love it. It’s fun just to BE.
Love to you, vee
Hi Kate, thanks for replying to my comment. Very interesting to hear your experiences with your own personal nutrition and those of your children. My own opinion is that the occasional bit of junk does no harm (in fact on a psychological level can be beneficial) just as long as most of the diet is healthy.
BTW, I’m not going to be moving from an unhealthy diet to a healthy one – I’m just going to be minimising my exposure to junk (and alcohol) over the next year so that come Zero-Point I’m physically in the best condition that I can be in. (A couple of other devices would be regular visits to the gym, chakra yoga (never done yoga before – *that* will be interesting), daily meditation and walks in nature.)
I’ve practised with many of these devices over the past four years and have seen amazing results but this coming year, I’m going to be flat-out committed to applying all these things into the next year of my life so that come Zero-Point I know that I’ve done my very best to be in the best possible condition that I can be in.
People, this moment in time is so close … time is moving so fast.
I don’t want to live the rest of my life in regret at not implementing these various lifestyle choices.
BTW, I don’t think that come Zero-Point I’m going to magically transform into an “earth angel” or instantly ascend to Heaven. I certainly don’t believe that the world will end at that time. My current belief is that on a physical, 3D-level it’s going to be just another moment in time. The telepathic motif that I keep getting is that this moment in time is like a spiritual snapshot of the Universe (that doesn’t seem adequately expressed. My rational mind can’t wrap itself around an innately Unity Consciousness thought-concept). I just want to look my best for the photograph!
Don’t think I agree with your point on love negating the effects of unhealthy food. I’m a big believer of the old saying, “you are what you eat”.
I’m with you on the attitude to alcohol – there was a time when I’d only drink alcohol for an emotional crutch. My attitude has done a complete 180 degrees from those bad old years.
Interesting to hear about your old profession. I think that one can go from one extreme to the other – the healthiest attitude is to be found in a balanced diet. It sounds like you’ve spent a long time without any junk food. If that assumption is true then I’m sad because junk can be one of the great pleasures of life.
Totally agree with you on our own individual mastery taking many forms. I honour and respect your path (as I do everyone else’s).
I just want to say to everyone reading these words – you have the greatest power in the Universe – free-will. *** MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICES OVER THE NEXT YEAR SO THAT COME ZERO-POINT YOU HAVE NO REGRETS ABOUT YOUR LIFE-PATH! ***
Love to you Kate. <B
Kate, Master Mingtong Gu had a great affirmation that applies to your Food Mastery: “I now eat all food healthfully” I love this! I also believe the biblical truth “It is done unto you as you believe” If you believe it is healthy it is, if you believe it is not healthy it is not. If you believe Love purifies, heals, refines and is stronger than death, it is!!! All things were created to be good and very good (no duality here) and we end up often making what was created for good into something bad for us. I say “God is sovereign in me, as me, and through me” I believe that we create the soil or environment within our body to either make us sick, or be outrageously healthy, by what we believe. I have eaten things that made me feel sick. I put my hands over my stomach and asked the Spirit of God to transmute the food into healthy, nourishing, life-giving energy and release anything that was not good for my body. It works if you believe it works! We are powerful when we combine our mind, created in the image and likeness of God, with the power of the feminine Holy Spirit. Also, right here, right now, in the spiritual realm there is no time and no space, so we are already ascended and living on the new heaven on earth in the vertical axis of now. All dimensions are available now. We do not have to wait, there is no time. Just ascend in consciousness now and watch as the visible world changes before your eyes. The world does not change, as many are still anchoring 3D, but you change and so the perception of the world changes and miracles abound before your very eyes! http://www.newheavenonearth.wordpress.com
i used to believe that burgers were healthy. i gained like 100 pounds…
it’s moderation that’s key. balance of anything is healthy. you can eat taco bell and jello and have those $3.50 gourmet cupcakes from Sprinkles if it’s not a habit and your normal diet is healthy. the problem occurs when your diet is 100% crap.
and you definitely shouldn’t do ANYTHING out of fear. if you choose to eat healthy, it will serve you best to do it with the feeling that are giving love to your body and giving it foods that make it strong and make it feel good to be in its form. eating healthy is an act of love. if you do it out of fear, then you still have a bad relationship with food, and your healthy eating probably wont stick.
LW….beautiful…we are living it…exciting times…
You summed it up with “self-mastery”. Time to BE.
Much LOVE back at you and all.
vee
Thanks vee – much LOVE to you too!
LW,
Really enjoyed getting the Love vibe off of your post!
savannah
Thanks
Love!!
There is a great differers between thinking and awareness! When the Divine Love comes in manifestation be sure there will also a up rising from below. One drop of Divine Love can lift up the inner soul, but the gross body need times to scope en integrate this energies. It will still take a lot of time? before the gross earth and body will overcome the fear of dead. So the up en down periods will continues . But ones THAT is settle nothing can stops this transfiguration. !
To ever one, a Blessing Christmas and a Loving 2012!
Diviana.
Thank you and all blessings this season.
Thank you again
Lauren, another fantastic post…as always. What has been coming through for me in connection with this shift is the importance of a forgiveness practice. What I mean by forgiveness, is that which allows us to be released of any final attachments or grudges we may be holding in regards to the perceived hurts we perceive ourselves to have received at the hand of another…..and in this practice of forgiveness, the ability to FORGIVE ourselves. It is the freeing of this which will allow love to fully blossom within us, and in allowing forgiveness, we also cease from judgment which is ultimately the cause of perceived separation. In love there is no room for judgment. period.
Lauri Lumby
Authentic Freedom Ministries
http://yourspiritualtruth.com
Greeting Lauri,
Well said. Just when I thought I had conquered…fill in the blank…it shows up in spades. Attachments, grudges, fears…all old paradigm. Though this has been the case the past month or so, the refined energies we have been surrounded by are making it SO very much easier to almost flow right out of that which no longer serves our highest good. And to come through it with our joy intact!
Blessings,
Sharda Chaitanya
http://fengshuiserenity.blogspot.com/
Yeah don’t judge the fact that there is no room for judgement !? hihihi Period ?
What is is indeed ;p
i FELT this post as i read it…. my body felt light- i couldn’t stop smiling and tears welled up in my eyes. not sure why i’m so emotional, but it wasn’t a bad thing! i feel like we have been heading this direction for some time now- at least i have been trying too career wise since my firing blessing. doing the things that i feel the most passionate about- driven with my heart- here’s to hoping it all comes together so our success can be filled with love!
Wow,
I am amazed at the accuracy in all of your updates. The other night was literally a purging of fear I have never felt before..I blubbered like a baby..my son said for a while. I have no recollection of what I was crying about or why..I only know the calm I feel now and all the anxiety has vanished. Talk about a jolt… I only know there are some out there that feel because they are not “feeling” the love, think the boat may be leaving without them..please do not think that way.Many of us are still purging, in fact down right dry heaving up nasty things in our lives. So if your co-creation action isn’t kicking in yet…please remember, some are still doing everything they can to keep breathing…
Thank you
The tone of this transmission is so different from the rest. It has a deeper resonance than others and the emphasis on LOVE is just so…DEEP. The timing, as usual is spot on. Yesterday I thought there would be a message from you – but here it is today It makes me feel good that I am tuned in. I was feeling psychically attacked by someone for some time now, and each time it comes around, I use the tools of detachment and LOVE and patience with myself to transform ego-based fear of losing my identity into peace and balance. E-GOO, precisely! The good news is that it DOES get easier. Can’t wait for all this love to rain/reign over our New Earth and our Hearts.
Hi Lauren, As always your message is right on – thanks so much. I had just been reading about this huge ‘Wave of Love’ that may be too much for us to bear. So I suggested that I would be glad to be’lifted off’ for some R & R and come back when things settle down.*grin* How sweet is that? As for these fat suits we’ve been putting up with – any idea when we can dump them?
To all of Lauren’s readers and fans, have a peaceful, joyful and harmonious celebration with family and friends, and when you feel down – turn your sunny side up.:) Happy 2012 to all!!
Coreen in Canada
I’m coming… just let me pack my bags. Ha ha.
Seriously though, I’m ready for a clean slate and to embody LOVE !
Someone asked about avatars… Haven’t tried this myself but if you’re interested, you can check this out. http://en.gravatar.com/
Hi Lauren, everyone!
Amazing! Love and also this liberation of fear (I had my share at night also!). New feelings (the nice ones -peace, love, being centered- and the uglies related in my case with recognition).
So! All the best to you All!
Rín
Coreen, there with you……so ready to get this body weight off. It seemed in the past it was needed to hold me here in physical form to do my earth mission. That was 2003 and I am so tired of funneling the energy that some days all I can do is eat and sleep.
I am not sure what love is anymore or how to go about accepting it for self. I love the earth and all plants, animals, sun, moon, storms ect, ect Rainbows bring tears to my eyes as do talking with small children.
Thanks Lauren and all who write comments, it helps to know I am not the (L) only one.
Love you Lauren. Thank You for what you do Soul Sister.
528hz is my new Pandora Station:) lol
Fun to read as always
I love the Sync–I leave on the 22nd @ 12:12, flight for a memorial and Holiday family gathering…
so many changes, so fast, but I am a lot more “chill” these days
Have a Happy –to you Lauren and All of you…
murry christmas
Merry back atchya Khai
hugs
Yes, full resonance, even while quickly skimming it. In the background the music plays: ‘Today a child is born on Earth’. Happy b-day to us.
Reading (or more ‘dyslexicly speedreading’ it…all I really got was ‘LOVE’) this post I felt the connection with the article I just posted, mere minutes ago:
” ….OK, so where do I sign up to ‘get it’ ? It’s said that the reason for us being here on this planet is to re-member again who we are, where we’re from, how Spirit-You-All are. In Dutch ‘to remember’ means ‘herinneren’. Which loosely translates back into English as ‘to re-inner/re-enter’, turning back inside. Finding what’s real, that which never changes, always was and never dies. Or as A Course in Miracles beautifully puts it: ‘Nothing real can be threatened, nothing unreal exists’. Really? ”
So, remember how SPIRIT-YOU-ALL (=spiritual) are,
Shine a light & Joy to our world,
Jay
Hi all, so sorry for the server trouble
. We are still working on the site, but it “should” stay live thru the process. If not, this will be all sorted out by 2012…fo shizzle 
thank you for your patience
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Awesome post Lauren, as always!! Bless you in 10,000 ways for showing up as such a magnificent emmisary of light and love (not to mention humor:) Big hugs and happy Holy Daze!!
Love You Sister Laureen, all the Very Best !
For me Love is strong and fluid, natural.
I also am actualising in my Existence to love to dare to say No to what’s not It.
And I love the Pleyadians speaking through you.
LOVE! LOVE ! LOVE! Yes! THANK YOU!
i’m pretty happy right now. i can definitely feel the waves of love and my heart is open at the moment so it feels great instead of painful.
if anyone wants to know how this feels, check out this song by kerli – zero gravity
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZ6npahfmzQ
Khai ~ this is sooo wonderful to hear! (btw, my new baby boy’s name is Kai and it also means “Victorious”!)
Thank you
i’m in my dad’s house cleaning and listening to christmas carols. all of a sudden i’m feeling how sad my dad’s life has been and how sad he is all the time and it’s making me cry. even though he abused me and my mom i’m still feeling so sad for him. i’m crying so hard.
aaaaand i just threw up. i stopped crying and my throat, which was scratchy and sore all day, suddenly feels immensely better.
and now i have super horrible chest pains. it started on the left side where my leg pain was and then it moved to my right too. so now my entire chest hurts when i breathe.
Energy working through you
Lauren…there’s one question I’ve been dying to ask and that’s: “How are YOU doin’?” (and not in a Joey Tribbiani kind of way). I’ve been holding back not wanting to pry and trying to be polite, but you’ve probably heard my question in the ethers.
So there it is! Through everything that’s been happening…How are YOU personally doing, Dear Sister?
hey Kate, I am hanging in there
I imagine i am like most others here…i have effortless days filled with creativity, love and excitement for all that is, and then others where I am flat on my back screaming for mercy and looking for the eject button.
Overall, I guess am finding the crucial balance required to ascend the polarities thru neutral detachment & compassionate observation…at least most days
thanks for asking & merry merry
“Neutral detachment and compassionate observation” ~ wow, you said a mouthful there!
Thank you for responding, Dear Lauren! Me thinks that we’re heading toward a time where MOST (if not all) days will be filled with that love, creativity, and excitement? That’s the wave I’d like to ride!
Merry, Merry Christmas! (Does everyone else feel that this Christmas season has a WHOLE new meaning? It feels like I’m celebrating….MYSELF!)
and now I’m singing “All I want for Christmas is neutral detachment and compassionate observation.”
Much LOVE to you!
When love is the rule then there is no other.
Hi all,
Interesting comments on this article. I am so glad that I found my way to this site. Very exciting times….let’s have them
Lauren wrote:
“f your sensitive, you may be feeling a sense of impending doom, or just an unidentifiable anxiety looming over you. This will pass shortly, but even quicker if we remain detached and merely observe the collective energies in motion.)”
When I read that I went like, that is what I was feeling yesterday night, a feeling off loss, I felt I lost something, and feeling of being lost in the big Universe, and I was trying to find what I must do to make me feel better….I didn’t …that feeling went into the next day , yesterday…and then it slowly went away…I am now feeling neutral, like looking from the sidelines and observing and watching at everything is happening…
Love you all and wish you all Happy Holidays,
Namaste, Lisa
Dearest Lauren, Just want to thank you and share that I have been invited to co-write a novel (supernatural drama) with a woman named Janet Dutcher about 2012. Today I see that your writings on this blog are the best content for research to help structure the storyline and assist with character development. I have a feeling Janet will agree with me though she is not familiar with this blog. I will introduce her to it. I will keep in touch via email about developments as we move through the writing process, and perhaps you may join us as a reader/reviewer/editor. We shall see. Much love, Val
I CAN NOT WAIT to read that novel!!!
Thanks for your replies!
I want to make certain that everyone here understands that the novel WILL NOT include any one’s personal comment or post in response to the blog. It’s much more about the the “general themes and keys” regarding the PROCESS shared by the PHC via Lauren, and as shared by others who are awake to Ascension, LOVE, the whole great tamale. Using peoples personal posts never entered my thoughts.
Actually, the story is already written as a screenplay, and Janet wants to adapt it to a novel format, and I am suggesting revising the novel to not view 2012 as most people see it: as the end of the world. I am hoping we will revise it to 2012 being a new beginning; a rebirth.
Maybe Janet will add to this conversation, and we will invite people to follow our progress on a blog or Facebook page; perhaps we’ll post some sample chapters as we move along.
That would be awesome.
I am interested in the book. Can you reserve me a copy once published.
Thank you,
herbgarfield@yahoo.com
Hi Herb,
Certainly. We will let you know.
Take good care,
Val
How you perceive people to see you is how you see yourself. Is it judgment? Is it love? Seek for the answer within and not without.
Do not wait for anyone to say they love you. Love you yourself. When you love yourself and stop judging yourself, only love shines and no judgment can tarnish that joy inside.
What you see as attacks from others is simply yourself attacking yourself. See it for what it is. Do no blame the mirror. It is only a mired image.
Everything starts with oneself.
Have a great day in joy and peace, wherever you are, whatever you do and whatever anyone else does.
Thank you Lauren, for the perspective. ..and just when I thought I didn’t have any more forgiving to do a whole big can-o-worms came up for me AGAIN! And gently released.
Hopefully for the last time.
The deep dark underbelly of me is there. I somehow don’t feel like I measure up to any LOVEing standards right now. I am feeling slightly deflated as if I’ve let myself down ’cause I was expecting too much of this time…and at the same time I can FEEL the incoming energies of love and I’m randomly hugging friends and getting juiced up on this energy. It is seriously confusing being me right now. One minute I’m lashing out and the next I’m loving. Mostly loving on balance though, but it makes the self-love that much harder to allow as the judgments of myself are still there. At least I am aware of them in myself. And then I wonder if I will measure up and be allowed on this majestic Love-boat of ascension. Can’t fake it. Love IS who we are.
Thank you to Khai for summing it up so succinctly. I’m with you! and you are LOVED. All of you!
Antoinette, if I may…
You said, “It is seriously confusing being me right now. One minute I’m lashing out and the next I’m loving.”
That is absolutely perfect. Our limits are being blown away so we can be as vast as we truly are. Humans are emotional creatures / creators and don’t let anyone tell you we are not to be such. We will not quit being such.
In the past, our downfall was not about being TOO emotional but instead we didn’t express enough emotion. Emotions are energy and meant to flow. Some people have stuffed emotions. Others allow them to the surface, but just keep refueling and recycling them without allow them release.
Ideally, emotions happen, hit with full force, then are gone, flowing right through. And that is what you are feeling.
And the New Age movement had gotten people conditioned to think that having a narrow margin of emotion was the way to be, when really what that is is a “comfort zone” that is not necessarily healthy. If you feel something outside that comfort zone, then you do and you should not squelch it due to old conditioning or judgment.
So, yes, Antoinette, ride this wave as life slams your emotional depth and breadth wide open… to the true potential of human emotion.
“We’re too busy keeping our emotions in check to ever dream of infinite possibilities. And maybe that is the ultimate conspiracy.” ~ Ramtha from the movie What the Bleep!? Down the Rabbit Hole
Yes, how can we truly achieve limitlessness, when we put limits even on our emotions.
Wow, Wonders Never Cease! THANK YOU for this comment ~ it is BRILLIANT!
You’re quite welcome Kate… and along the lines of limitlessness, please don’t give up your flights of fancy. They are what are creating our new world. I don’t need to tell you that the masses still haven’t caught on quite yet to just how powerful they are, so for those like us who know how to DREAM BIG, we really need to hold our vision. Just because what the New Agers have to offer is better than the old ways, don’t let anyone convince you that all the ascension work means that we just move the level of our limits up a couple notches. We have NO limits. Energetically the tide is turning. So far, the outward manifestation is lagging, but we are quickly approaching a time, very soon, where there will be NO lag, no delay. Some of us will get there sooner… because we know in our heart of hearts that we can. And others will need to see our example, as to have “permission” to tap into their own limitless power. Don’t let yourself or anyone else down by settling for some plateau along the way.
I went through a similar thing yesterday. So emotional. I was so angry, and I drew a line in the sand. I’ve been so busy trying not to react (mostly to hideous behaviour by the boss). Yesterday I said no, I won’t put up with it, and told him exactly how I felt at his behaviour against me. Well, I certainly didn’t spill the beans on how I feel about him completely, and I was very contained – I still need a job….but wow. I’ve never shied away from expressing my pov, so much so that my colleagues often hide behind me. But for some reason yesterday was different, more direct, more…something.
I too feel that I’m missing the boat, I’m just not getting it. I’m all talk, no real action. I reacted, that must be bad!!
And then I feel so positive, so determined, so confident. so…sure.
Very confusing :O)
I’ve had that “missing the boat” feeling go through me, and simultaneously there’s a knowing that if there’s even the knowledge of the boat to begin with, it won’t be missed. It can’t be missed. Looking for a metaphor for it–like someone is holding cash out in front of you, and you wonder, “Will my hand be able to take it? What if my hand doesn’t make it over there?” That’s how this will look once we’re on the boat.
I asked for an explanation or image to explain this further, and I got “fear-encrusted.” That’s what we’ve been–encased in these brittle layers of fear. Now the layers are coming off, and any fears like the missing the boat one are just part of the shedding process. Things get stirred up as the pieces break off.
I also just got a wave of compassion for my fears (as if they are people)–that’s new. Tiny little barnacles that are afraid to let go. I felt the idea of addressing them as separate little entities, letting them know they’re going to float into ease, and it’s okay. Mothering the fears? Feels like loving the fears and at the same time having the empowering sense that the I is not and never can be the fear.
Ooh, and one more image popped in. The “missing the boat” concept is like a little spur off the main path that always rejoins it.
Oh, Julie ~ I just LOVE you! And everything you just wrote!
In sync again? What a surprise!
Very nice Julie.
Oooh, I just love the idea of my fears being like little people hanging on. I can deal with them. I know how be compassionate and caring for other people, especially little hanging on people. I’m especially good at handling things over other peoples fears…Hmmm, that makes them attached to me, not of me…hmmmmmmmmmmm….time to start loosening some fingers…haha, now I can think of little critters with sharp little claws. I don’t mind when the claws are stuck into me. It’s the getting them out that hurts. And then it doesn’t.
Oh, thank you, thank you, thank you for giving me this, Julie.
Meri Kimihimete!
i’m always afraid that i’m missing the boat too, especially when people in here treat me like i’m some kind of demon spawn.
If they treat you like demon spawn that means they will have to deal with themselves eventually, so don’t focus on what doesn’t work, you can work on them (on yourself at the same time) when you don’t say nothing. You work inside of you when outside doesn’t do it. You are the gate between outside and inside worlds, the 3 worlds. You, in, out. You/earth/sky. You/east/west. You is the heart.
There’s a tinge of horror of thinking that stuff we openly share here may be used to write a novel, even though it is fictional. This is real to me and sacred. Mmm..maybe it can serve a purpose of sharing the love. In two minds.
Hi Antoinette,
No worries. I’m not interested in using anyone’s comments shared here as content for the novel. It’s more about what the Council is sharing to help enlighten and prepare us via Lauren as the Scribe. You get that it’s about the higher purpose and sharing the love in a entertaining, book format.
Thanks for what you’ve shared so I can be clear about it.
Happy days!
i always wonder if maybe this is some giant science experiment in sociology at a university and we’re just lab rats. but that would fail to explain all the physical symptoms and synchronistic leaps in consciousness.
Why would those things fail to explain the lab rat theory of this universe-ity? These leaps ARE the experiment.
Funny you say this… I saw a movie a while back where they were putting rats into water and were monitoring if the rats would attempt to save themselves and for how long. They always rescued the rats in time before they drowned but they were keeping track of each rat and were trying to figure out why on some days he’d keep attempting to save himself for quite a while and on other days he’d just let go and sink.
I sometimes wonder if we’re being monitored like that also, like, “Oops, today Person A is not doing so well so we’ll only do a short stint on water torture today.”
In an incredible act of Love, our beautiful 5 year old boxer laid down on the 21st and closed his eyes for the last time. His day had been like any other; he was as bouncy and happy as always.
A jolt for us, for sure; this has opened parts of my Heart I have been trying to open for years and I now see the pathway straight to Love – through my grief and appreciation. What an incredible gift.
I also have a new understanding of ‘death’ as being the transition of Life from physically focused to non-physically focused. His energy is everywhere, his Love remains strong and true; his gentle exuberance and enthusiasm for Life is everywhere and always he is right there by my side.
I feel so lucky to be able to feel this in this way; there have been several tragedies locally in this past week and a lot of people are hurting through their own journeys toward Love. I am sure this is but a reflection of the World right now as we heal our collective wounds and walk toward Love together. Love to all,
Kat
xx
Oh Kat what a beautiful post and beautiful perspective. What a VERY special doggie he was(is). Much love to you….
Hi Kat,
My gorgeous doggie companion of 7 years also passed away on the19th December; sent me into shuddering waves of grief and sharpened my sense of prescence. The grief was intense and I found myself able to really Be with it. The love I feel in my heart for him and the love that he now is IN my heart sharing this journey with me. I guess it is what I needed – he was also a beautifully bouncy dog – like yours – he got a paralysis tick however. Oh love love love what joyful beautiful creatures these animals are and how blessed I’ve felt to have shared this time with him. Blessings Kat and everyone – what a wondrous journey; much much love to all
my words are but nothing for I know you feel it already
i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i have to go see my doctor next week if this pain persists. the pain that started in my left left traveled up into my left chest under my arm. then it spread to include my entire left chest, and then my entire chest, and now it’s also my back where the back of my heart chakra is.
and on top of that, everything is making me cry. i was watching some christmas cartoon special and it made me cry. and then i saw these puppies and i started crying. and late i saw this picture of a girl dying of thirst in africa and i just start bawling. i’m a wet mess who can barely move because of the pain in my heart.
and i have to take ibuprofen because the pain is so horrible and so debilitating that i cant even move without pain meds, much less breathe or cough, as i’ve been doing a lot of lately.
Dear Khai,
Not all symptoms are ascension….If you don’t feel better in the morning, you should get to an emergency room or open clinic in the nearest hospital. Could be anything from complications from your recent fight, to heart problems (even tho you’re young for that). Best to be safe, even if it’s embarrassing. Take care of yourself, please.
it kind of went away today. it was hurting this morning a little but that pain pill went a long way. then i made out with a guy and hooked up and now it’s totally gone. the pain started on the solstice. i’m assuming it’s ascension pain. it pretty much started on my left side and went all the way around until every part of my heart chakra area was hurting with an extreme debilitating intensity. but it was just my rib cage and muscles, not my actual heart. and its gone now thank god so thats good. ended on christmas eve.
the guy i hooked up with was kinda rough and really massaged the hell out of my chest area so maybe thats why. idk. it worked.
Glad to hear you’re feeling better!
Merry Christmas!!
Would any of you going through this process sound so cool and collected and be feeling the ‘universal love’ if you didn’t have money?
I wonder if all of you had your money taken away would you be feeling the same way as you do now?
Why is it people become ‘experts’ when they have money?
And what REALLY has changed in this world. Seems like ‘same old same old’
“Money answers all things” – Proverbs
“Money changes everything” – Cindi Lauper
Thor, I have NO money. Someone is helping me out… for the last two years, the most intense years of my ascension process. I went from no debt, with a lifelong gleaming credit record, to having to live on credit for a year, maxing out my credit limit, then had to be taken in by someone else. I hadn’t worked much in the many years before that, but Life found ways to take care of me. It still is. Not in any way that I would necessarily call much of a life, but I know it’s only temporary. It is beyond old though.
I still know some things. Having no money didn’t take away my memory.
We’ve all been urged to give up a lot. Most of that I have no issue giving up, but I’ve not been allowed to move along. I’m like a senior in high school who graduated and yet am not allowed to leave high school, but I’m not allowed to indulge in high school either. This is the most sickening of ‘tweener states of all time.
There may be some here who do have money and don’t really understand what it’s like to go without, but I do understand Thor. I must admit, what bothers me the most about my situation is not that someone is helping me, I’ve never had issue with that, but that I am not in a position to help others because I always did when others wouldn’t. And it was always appreciated and never went bad for me. I still am helping others, just in a different way.
Outwardly, yes, I agree with you, not much has changed, which is why things are going to change in a big way, very quickly… because they need to. It may not look like fun to those who have been resisting this change, but Life has to light a fire under them some how.
I’m upset too Thor. I’ve done my inner work. If this were an individual ascension like others have been through in the past (St. Germaine, et al), I’d have long been done, would have even been allowed to start sooner and move along faster if I didn’t have to wait for and support the planet and collective. The planet I very much enjoyed helping. She’s why I am here. She’s set now. People need to get it in gear. They’re resistance has set them up for some very HUGE challenges.
But yes, things will change… because they need to, they have to… in a more significant way than many imagine, mostly due to the resistance to change that has occurred thus far – it’s like a rubber band effect. Those that have not gotten on board will have to do so soon and in no small measure or they won’t see ascension. Some didn’t sign up for it. Others did and have still not woken up or at least gone inward to do the work. Some are well awake and have yet to fully embrace just how powerful they truly are. Nevertheless, very soon, they’ll all be given a VERY firm, unmistakable nudge.
Blessings to you Thor. I wish I could help you and others out, I truly do, but I’m not in a position to do so. Yet another challenge bestowed on me. *looking up* “You shouldn’t have. No really.”
@Wonders Never Cease: I relate very much to your journey as something very similar happened to me too! Much of my journey involved learning how to live without money as well as how to graciously receive help from others (after losing my work, then having to sell off all of my possessions to survive before receiving that help) — all the while retaining my faith (most of the time, anyway) that everything was as it should be and all was well! I still haven’t completely transformed my life, but I have definitely come a long way at transforming myself! And my wife and kids have transformed too — and we are a much stronger and more loving family than ever! That said, I wouldn’t wish this journey on my worst enemy (not that I have any enemies — just a figure of speech, lol) yet, at the same time, I am proud of myself and my family for the way in which we have handled the last several years! What an amazing and beautiful world we live in! Happy 2012, everyone!!!
Hi Mathew. The one part of your story that leaves me envious
is that about your wife and kids going along for the ride. This person helping me has been in my life for 17 years, was on the enlightenment path with me until I was under their roof. I moved into the most intense part of the process then and they completely fell off path, caught up completely in work, activities, drinking, materialism and any other distractions they can find. They are very literally the only person in my life and they completely epitomize everything I’ve been urged to release…. all in a very “in-yer-face” kind of way for me. lol Again, *looking up* “You shouldn’t have. No really.”
At one point in this journey, it was very probable (not likely now though) that I could have had a windfall. I asked my higher self if I needed to adjust my ideas around money. Nope. I was told I’d always had a healthy attitude about money, never stingy, never frivolous and had only a short stint with that “illusion within the illusion” known as investments.
I’m happy for you having someone though to share this treacherous journey with. I’ll live vicariously through you. Peace.
Hi WNC,
I’ve endured this hell for a long time now.
I’m not waiting for change anymore.
I don’t have someone helping me.
I’m seriously tired.
Hi Thor,
I’m sorry the hellish journey has worn you out, and that you are tired and on your own. I’m sure there are plenty of people on this forum who can relate to your situation if you are able to open up more. I’m not sure what you mean by “I’m not waiting for change anymore.” Do you mean that you are giving up your faith in a coming 5D world or are you thinking about ending your life? I hope not the latter. If you are in the U.S., the suicide prevention help line is at 1-800-273-8255. Please call. If you mean something less drastic, please forgive me for jumping to conclusions. Things will get better, Thor. Hang in there. I may have had company on my journey, but it wasn’t always a bed of roses (and it’s still not), but it does get better in time, including some of the “same old, same old” struggles. Many blessings to you.
Thor, I send my blessings that the Divine will send support in some way. Stay open to it so you don’t miss it when it arrives. Love you.
I know the space you are at very well.
In the comic/illustration by Allie Brosch dealing with her depression, what stood out for me was the moment where her own depression [which was devouring everything in her life] eats and destroys itself.
http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2011/10/adventures-in-depression.html
Let everything burn down. Drop all the thought patterns that make you ill the very moment you start thinking them for the one millionth time. Drop the practice of waiting for a future day to save you from today.
I have had way too many ‘coincidences’ in my life to chalk it up to random chance… ‘coincidences’ that have made such a tremendous positive effect on me.
The important thing is– I had every opportunity to ignore those coincidences when they came to me. I didn’t– I listened, and I acted. And what I’ve found makes me swear there is indeed action ‘behind the scenes’… gently nudging and directing you the way you need to go.
Sometimes when you receive guidance, your mind will be the first to dismiss it as the most ridiculous thing you ever thought of. Just make sure you take the time to check what is behind that door before you dismiss it entirely.
I wish you well.
Hi WNC. Well, it was touch and go for a while during some of the more treacherous passes but, thankfully, my marriage survived. Thanks for the kind words — I am truly blessed and grateful to make the trip with a loving partner. I hope the New Year brings you more support — emotional, physical, mental, spiritual — and less antagonism! Peace to you too!
I know what awaits me, including a partner who I know, but circumstances have not allowed for our connection in person yet, but I sense the connection telepathically. And that’s the part where the Divine teases me. lol
Yes, both this process and the Divine have been downright irritating at times, but my sense of humor eventually comes through. :-0 … when I’m not bawling. lol
The future is bright, but the getting there part… ugh.
I love your optimism, Wonders! And I so relate to the sense of humor coming through when not bawling. I’ve shed more tears in the last seven years than in the preceding 44!
May the bright future be upon us ALL beginning right now!
Wonders, I hear you! Ditto for me. Thanks for expressing it so clearly, for if it weren’t for you and others on this site, I would still wonder if I’m deluding myself. As far as helping others, it’s hard to even give my “two cents worth” when my outer life appears to be frozen. But in the grand scheme of things, maybe this period is a blip in time, while we readjust and, as you say, fully embrace our power. In my heart of hearts, I think we’re about to take off, consciously, as we’ve had ample time to get into position without being distracted by outward, 3D stuff (like money, ha, ha). Hope of hopes! Others have different experiences, of course. All the best to you and Everyone!!!
Well Jessica, I’m with ya on being able to help anyone outwardly. I don’t have the energy or patience for it. I feel that we are holding the light just by being in the world. Our sheer presence here is helping and in no small measure and yes, for now, that’s all I’m capable of donating to this effort. I did feel a bit of a shift at 12/12/11 out of the sheer exhaustion levels though.
I understand the delusion thing, but the inner knowingness is too strong and hey, have ya taken a look around out there? The old ways are totally crumbling. I don’t know how much denial someone would have to be in to not see it. In part, what that means is – no turning back, as there is nothing to turn back to. I see the people who still cling to that as being highly delusional.
I talked to the person helping me about how it is said that half of U.S. citizens are under the low income level and most being below or just above poverty levels. HALF! 140+ Million people. But this person still has a job so none of it is happening in their reality. They haven’t skipped a beat with their partying, materialism, travels, etc. Just another day to them. It’s going to hit them full force as they have not done the inner work we have. Another person I know is totally preoccupied with where their next piece of ass is coming from or who their exes are doing. *shaking head* Now those kinds of things are delusion. Both know the situation I’m in and yet in our conversations, I’m not the one whining and if I do even a little bit, they can’t hack it. My situation is probably just a reminder of what they are so trying to deny.
We have yet to see the full effects of the cosmic alignment from which the 11/11/11 energies came from. As the bigger effects take place, keep centered and know that they are signs of change. Big, real, significant change. Finally. If nothing else, it will put everyone in the same boat. Then people will be more willing to help each other. The sleepy will also be more receptive to any wisdom we might share with them. I heard someone describe this economic situation thus far as musical chairs, where every person is for themselves and is just happy to get a chair, not really noticing that one chair keeps getting snuck away now and again, never to return.
Oh yeah, you are so right about “inner knowingness” being strong (which led many of us to this site) and also looking around and seeing the old ways of the world crumble. I also see individuals starting to wake up, though they don’t realize it yet. How many of us have seen the need for this for so long! It’s fascinating to observe. The time is now, the jig is up, and not a moment too soon. This is the time to observe and not get caught up in the frenzy. Thanks for the reminder about staying centered. Board the love train, and don’t look back! What a relief, really.
Yes, a relief indeed. And the title on Lauren’s post “… last call…” Everyone has a sense that things are about to shift.
Beloveds,
Really enjoying all the Love and wisdom shared here. Sending out even more of that delicious Love to each of you this Christ mas Eve and always! giant hug savannah
Greeting to all of you!
May you have a blessed happy Christmas/Hannuka/Kwanzaa and 2012.
And special thanks to Lauren for this blog which is helping to make it so.
Much love….
A game I enjoyed playing this year:
http://www.wizards.com/Magic/Multiverse/planeswalkers.aspx
Thank you to all you beautiful beings of Love sharing your truth with me. The wisdom and truth about emotion is my life’s work (so far). The work I am currently doing is with fragrance, emotion and Light and I’m constantly reminding myself and others that emotions are the fuel in your tank. And here I am once again reminded to ALLOW them to flow, ironic…
Fear is exactly what I have been with and Julie, your description of little critters is so apt. I spot one and go: ‘oh another one to love!’ I am feeling a whole body of fear fall off, bit by bit.
Thank you all for reminding me of my connection with you. The synchronicity is so beautiful and for me, that is what reminds me of who I truly am and what I am here to be. The more synchronicity I swim in the more I feel and experience those connections as real.
If this is an experiment, I’m still signed up for it! Just have to keep my sense of humor handy, otherwise it’s no FUN!
Gratitude and LOVE
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY.
I just wrapped presents for twin toddlers and lugged down a giant wagon and a tricycle while experiencing back pain behind my heart chakra. it was fantastic.
then i put them under the tree, rang a bell, and pretended that a german christmas angel came and left them presents. i kinda don’t want to lie to children, but they’re not my kids so who cares.
they’re almost 3 years old and they don’t even talk yet. one of them is afraid of me because i lost my shit and punched my dad after he was verbally abusing me in public. they dont understand the history or the dynamics of the relationship, so they just assume that i’m the bad one. i kinda feel like satan, and i kinda feel like this is how satan feels. anyways. i gave him a big chunk of amethyst with the intention to clear out his fear. that was earlier today and it seems to have worked in just a few hours.
the whole thing gave me a really good perspective on the ascension thing. i feel like the ET’s we deem as negative are really just other members of our universe who have every right to exist as well. and when we find ourselves face to face with them, it is only to remove our fear reaction. man fears and abuses what he doesnt understand. and removing the fear reaction removes that problem. plus it reminded me that i really can’t stay living at my dad’s house, because he treats me like crap and i’m trying to get my life together. those two things just arent going to mesh.
I was just given a lesson in “love” I actually thought that this may be it…the real thing…after all of this time of co creating and waiting for the physical manifestation of my highest intentions and after doing all of this purging and soul work… when someone just did something nice for me. It was something that I needed and had prayed about but I had not asked the person for so I figured that the Universe was delivering through this person and the act was prompted by their intuition and done out of true love.
They said I love and appreciate you and thank you for telling me the truth about my issues and for loving me unconditional and I thought WOW..really?…it felt good but I wasn’t sure so I waited before I responded just to see if it was the real thing and lo and behold BAM! they got mad when I didn’t respond quick enough because they really had an agenda so when they didn’t get what they wanted in return they threatened to take back what they did in “kindness” and out of “love” for me.
At first I felt like the Universe had played a rather cruel joke on me BUT with a dose of spiritual maturity I am able to see it as a lesson/test in my ability to set healthy boundaries and in my strength, faith and LOVE for myself. Now I feel really ready for the real thing. My love is unconditional and I only intend to receive unconditional love/true LOVE in return.
Glad I didn’t fall for it. There were hidden strings attached and a hefty price tag that came along with that “love” that I am NOT willing to pay so I said No, No, No, No…No way! I’m not a prostitute! and I will NOT settle for that kind of “love” at all.
I am aware that this is a common scenario of conditional love but it was the circumstance of being in this process, waiting and expecting the physical manifestations of our partners, soul families and kindred spirits and this is how this person appeared to me. Like they were so connected with me spiritually and new just what to do and what I needed intuitively and it was from their heart and FREE ie no strings but they couldn’t hold the poker face long enough. I knew intuitively that something wasn’t quite right which is why I held back a day or two before responding and the truth came out.
I just felt like sharing this experience. No advice needed. Maybe someone else has had a trick/test/lesson in this kind of love recently that they thought might have been “it” but WASN’T.
On to the next one!
Oh yes, dear one…Lessons in true love.. to me.the true love relationship is with the inner self…thats it…was in a similar experience as you, tested/lesson/love…thats all…more aware now of me and what I need, and when something doesn’t feel right inside its not, patience until clarity comes
Yeah to you!!!!
You are not alone
Love and Merry Merry Renee
Thanks Renee!
I was hesitant to share here but now I am glad that I did. I am SO glad that I learned to trust my feelings and intuition. (btw…thanks Lauren) I wanted it to be real but inside I just KNEW that it wasn’t and I felt conflicted for those days that I waited to see what the other persons reaction would be and turns out that I was right not to respond as they did turn abusive and I can ALWAYS trust ME! As a result I have fallen MORE in LOVE with my SELF….UNCONDITIONALLY!.
Yay Me!
Merry Merry to you too Renee! Thanks for your response.
And Merry Christmas to EVERYONE!
Wow… I am really proud of myself.
MesmeRISE,
Yes we are here, learning to love the self, no matter what comes at us…I was right there with you…
“I wanted it to be real but inside I just KNEW that it wasn’t and I felt conflicted for those days that I waited to see what the other persons reaction would be.”
It was quite a moment of truth when those days were up, huh? yes the truth always reveals itself when ready…and we were ready.
I walked away, just walked away, nothing needed to be said or done…and it feels wonderful to have this freedom and love of self now after all this time…To just be now and love me unconditionally
Yeah to both of us, truly we are so blessed and loved!!!!
Merry Merry and wishing you a wonderful New Year.
Thanks again for sharing
Love Renee
Beautiful lessons, MesmeRISE and Renee ~ I feel like a “CONGRATULATIONS’ are in order.
Much LOVE to both of you…
Thanks Kate…right back at you
Thank you so much for all the inspiring & informative messages delivered by and through you this whole year through. May you continue to love, inspire and inform us, more so throughout 2012. God Bless you and best wishes.
“In 2012, LOVE will finally become the predominant force on the planet and anything, anyone in opposition to LOVE will fall away. No one, no thing is exempt.”
What exactly do you mean by “fall away”? I mean…I’m glad but where will they go?
Not literally fall away, as in perish…fall away as in fall by the wayside.
Dear Hearts,
I found this message very enlightening/compelling and in particular that the lost symptoms are now resurfacing.
In The Light.
http://spiritspeaksblog.wordpress.com/2011/12/21/becoming-beings-of-light
“the lost symptoms are now resurfacing.”??? I just did a glance over of this article but saw no “lost symptoms” Whatchu talkin’ ’bout divsy?
Mesmerise: the message updates us on why what is happening – more light/energy hence clearing/balancing hence new symptoms (most ascensionees are back to their symptoms/LBP)
guess I was looking for an actual listing. I have ascension flu off and on…more like sneezing fits with congestion that lasts about 5 minutes, sleepless nights, energy surges and then lethargy, and hardly any appetite so my body is deflating. More purging and releasing of the old crap, ie detoxing…yep, that’s about it.
There we go – its happening to most of US; the same old list but modulated wrt our individual journeys; and sometimes just new symptoms.
This last bend/final lap may see our LBP peaking before the finish line.
Courage !!!
HI Lauren and ALL Light People
I relate to this message–especially the whole “Awareness is 75% of the work (with neutrality) and the other 25% is the doing something about it {problem, crisis, scary physcial symptom etc}” (Paraphrasing…)
I have had many scary physical things come up and as I watch them I can see them changing—after I get to neutrality from scared to literaly D e a t h. It is an intense time, and yet, in some ways things are certainly anchored in an entirely different place. This feels uplifiting, even in the massive chaos. Things are pretty surreal these days…
Wishing everyone a Magical DNA transmuting 2012 full of 528hz <3
Leigh
http://www.aspiritfull.wordpress.com
holy cow- is anyone SICK again???? got sick right before christmas (chest congestion, sore throat)… wondering if i’m the only wreck. lol
Not sick, but definitely pissed off and restless!
(Feel better soon!)
LOL- thanks kate!!!! it’s weird now- i don’t FEEL terrible, but i’m tired. liek everytime i wake up it’s like, “no no little catepillar,, you’re not a butterfly yet, BACK TO SLEEP WITH YOU” and back to sleep i go! i think i’ve slept for almost 3 days. um. lol
lol! Yes, I get that! Though, I’m unable to sleep so I’ve just been walking around cranking at everyone.
I think TODAY is going to be a better day, though! And I’m soooooo ready to ring out this year and BRING ON THE NEW!!! (Can’t wait to fly with you once we’re butterflies!)
I’ve been sleeping for the last 3 or 4 days, AND feeling pissed off, moody, ANGRY, sad, soooooo sooooo sad, and again, AGAIN, thinking I’ve messed up so bad I’ve really missed the boat. The fear, the all encompassing fear. WHEN will it go away? The only love and light was for a few days before christmas.
This is hard, eh. LOL
Hey, Rebecca. Maybe this will help?
http://clarityblips.blogspot.com/2011/12/its-okay.html
Oh, Julie, now I’m just a blubbering mess!! You know, I feel like I’ve got a friend, and that means a lot. I don’t actually have any friends outside of work. (I’m the weird one with cats, lol). And I’m so alone in all of THIS.
It helps. Thank you :O) It’s so…it makes the ledge my fingertips are hanging onto a little bit bigger.
I’m still the hungry catepillar…
Ohhh Rebecca, I’m so with you on this! The alone-ness, etc. Thanks Julie. It does help.
I AM SO EXCITED TO BE A BUTTERFLY TOO!!!!! i feel better today!!!!! not as tired as the past few days at all, but still not 100%!
hi jen,
i had that too. 4 days of it. very crazy throat stuff/ chest congestion.. felt like some (more.. sigh.) heart clearing out/ opening up maybe..
definitely SOMETHING going on. i am dreaming like crazy too!
i had massive chest pains that went all the way to my back, and then mysteriously disappeared, only to reappear. they’re mostly gone now, but i’ve been left with tons of coughing, congested lungs out of NOWHERE and horrible tonsillitis and a sinus infection. i’m pretty sick.
i hope you feel better khai!!!!!! it’s so crappy- all this congestion!
i literally feel like i’m dying.
Thank you, again, Lauren. This came in the nick of time, as usual. It’s okay to Love. Choosing Love is the only way. What a relief! Happy 2012 to Everyone!
Thanks Lauren – I read this on the day it came out and was blown away. Tis all true. This afternoon I had a long sleep and woke so refreshed – almost as if I had washed away 2011 was really weird in a great way. Somehow I was led back to the post now and it all makes perfect sense – gracefully. Wishing everyone a beautiful 2012 – this year will certainly bring beautiful change – it’s already starting to happen……..Love to everyone……………
I love having visitors from Lauren’s site so I will shameless post my blog address:
http://lovesaysyes.blogspot.com
My blog is about my journey to releasing all obstacles to unconditional love
feel so inadequate. just feeling not enough. and then i want to cry but i cant cry about it. im not blocking it, but it’s blocked. why the fuck do i keep feeling like this? and moreso, what the hell am i supposed to do when i truly AM inadequate in every single way? i have no talents. i’m not that smart. i feel like i have to start my life all over again at 20 years, learning everything all over again, becoming a new person, and i need things like security and stability and no one can give it to me and i can’t give it to myself because my energy is tied up in learning to walk and speak again.
and i feel scared like i’m never gonna get anything i want. i feel like i’m just gonna keep balding and getting fat and getting hairier and getting weirder and more out of touch until i’m some kind of disgusting perverted fuck looking at little kids and dreaming of what i lost and so fucking out of my mind that i think i can get it back by hurting other people.
i’m gonna lose my mind if i keep spiraling like this.
i feel this fog inside me, taking away any clarity i once had, i no longer feel passion, i don’t feel direction. there’s no wind, only stillness. my sails are empty and i don’t know which way to go, yet i still have needs that can’t be met this way. how am i supposed to feel love when i dont even know what i love anymore? the things that used to make me feel passion just make me feel pain and indifference. i feel hollow and empty. i feel devoid of soul. i’m totally disconnected and it’s been getting stronger for weeks. i’m at my wits end. i dont know what to do.
i’m surrounded by this emptiness. i go to the kitchen and make food. and i come back. and i’m just empty. all the time. i’m lost inside. like my mind has become a maze, a prison, to hold me and never let me see my heart.
i try to understand, to break out of the fog, i try to understand the illnesses in me and i try to understand why i’m not like the other boys my age. and why i’m not as healthy, why i don’t look as attractive. it kills me. it kills me inside every fucking time i think about it. and i can’t stop thinking about it. i am the physical antithesis of male beauty. i am so disgusted and hurt that i have been subjected to this existence. and there’s no way out. i tried being content with this sexless life of altruism and helping others and it doesnt give me what i want. it’s not enough.
it’s only a part of who i am. and physically, this body has been destroyed beyond recognition. and i feel it telling me that my soul is the same way, and that my body reflects how i feel. but i can’t control how i feel, and i can’t erase what’s been done to me. sometimes i wish i just didn’t exist. i just want to close my eyes forever. never be conscious of this again. never speak, never see, never hear, and never feel. i just want to curl up until i’m erased from the world.
i am grasping wildly at things that make me happy and time and time again, the things that used to fill me with passion and wonder just turn cold. no matter what it was, i’m just empty and cold. i can’t sing anymore. i can’t feel passion. i’m writing music and i’m not in love with the songs i’m writing. i’m not excited. i’ve lost the ability to get excited about things. but that’s who i am. i am passion, i am fire, and that’s where my spirit is. but i’m not there anymore. i’m just a fucking zombie. it’s horrifying. i am truly and utterly horrified by what has happened to me.
i have the body of a 30 year old unemployed man. and everyone treats me like that. i feel like i’m another person, trapped inside this life and corpse that won’t let me breathe. i feel like i’m a 20 year old, healthy, smooth, tan, thick haired, vibrant, happy, strong, athletic guy that loves adventure and loves music and art and is passionate about social issues and helping other people, who is gay and loves to be in love and loves his friends. and i feel like all of that has been erased and replaced with the reality of this loathing i find myself in. i cannot for the life of me break out of this shell. i’m stuck. i’m not strong enough.
i just feel this echo of pain and misery, reverberating throughout my body, destroying everything without mercy.
and all i want is hope. in my mind i have memories of things that are impossible, things that could not have happened, but did. and i feel like i could have hope and there is the tiniest chance i can take control of my life. but then i’ve been told that trying to control it is what’s causing this. that i just need to let it flow. but if what’s flowing is poisonous to me, then what am i supposed to do? i can’t live like this. i just can’t. i can’t live my life obese and feeling pain and in poverty and getting sick and aging so fucking quickly. i can’t live my life being passionate about music and making it and then seeing videos of other guys singing who sound so good and just feeling crushed and totally hopeless. i can’t live my life looking at videos of hot guys showing off their bodies and feel crushed that i don’t have that.
i just feel crushed all the time. and there it is again. i feel crushed but i can’t die. immortality is the greatest curse in the universe.
how can i say that this will pass if it doesn’t, if it just keeps coming back? and how can i say that it’s depression when it’s not? when it’s based on real emotional responses to real things that break my heart?
how can i get my heart to stop breaking? it will never heal if it doesnt get a chance to breathe…
i’m just this giant, blubbering, unattractive mess of a person and i will never conquer this. i will never get over this mountain that stands between me and happiness.
Damn Khai,
Ummm…Happy New Year?
i’m trying so hard to keep it together and keep pushing forward, but it’s just not enough.
now i’m losing my mind because i can’t sleep. i’ve been awake all day and night and i can’t sleep because i feel like i’m suffocating. my nose is numb and my tonsils are swollen so big that its hard to get air through my throat.
i wake up in panic with my heart beating out of my chest every time i doze off and i feel like i just stop breathing when i go to sleep. i want to scream. but i know it won’t do any good, so i dont. i want to sleep but i cant figure out why i feel like i can’t breathe even though air IS going in and out of my lungs. i think maybe i stop breathing in my sleep. i don’t know. but i know i’m gripped by anxiety and the feeling of suffocation and fear. i’m so exhausted and worn out. i feel so out of it. my body is just at the end of my rope. i want to breathe but i feel like i can’t and i need to sleep SOOOOOO badly and i just can’t.
hey Khai…hang tight, this too shall pass.
btw, remember in the last update when I asked you if you experienced tonsillitis as a kid? I asked because I could see it reemerging in your energy field as a healing crisis after you had that major fight and expressed yourself so vehemently to your stepdad.
This is par for the course with healing…when we push thru a major emotional block, the physical block that was created as a result of the blocked emotion comes unstuck and expresses itself too. Speaking of which, the pains in your chest that you described are very typical heart opening symptoms…that argument may have done more for you than you realize. Seems your dad offered you a great opportunity to move thru some deep wounds.
Allow your body to release the goo, bless it for showing you the contrast, and just be love. That is all that is required now.
from a physical perspective, colloidal silver can kill the bacteria in your throat and reduce the swelling in your tonsils. The more contact the silver has with the back of the throat, the faster it will work. the key is to let the sickness run its course without suppressing it…to nurture yourself and support the dis-ease to its full expression and purging.
hope this helps…i know u have been having a rough go of it, but it will get better. staying neutral is key…avoiding the temptation to swing to extremes will keep you emotionally balanced and sane.
love, love, love yourself!
Lauren
thanks lauren. i had a feeling that that’s what’s happening. in the back of my mind i see my feelings of worthlessness attached to the pain i’m experiencing. the feeling of being “not enough” attached to the hierarchy consciousness that my instincts have always told me is a lie.
i’ve picked up wicca again and made my altar. i have a sacred space i can go to and it’s helping to center me, believe it or not. lol. my earth magic cards keep bringing up the same exact cards over and over again, telling me that i need to seek stillness and peace in my mind, to connect to nature in a solitary place, and to garden because it will help my energy. so i think i’m gonna go to the arboretum when i feel up to it and spend some time alone, without music, and then go to the co-op and help weed some of the vegetables. weeding can be energetically akin to removing the parasitic aspects of ourselves and the cards tell me that this is really beneficial for me.
i did take an antibiotic earlier today. and i got some sleep using nyquil. but i think you are right. i will try to get my hands on some colloidal silver and then let it run its course, because i really can’t afford to maintain an aggressive relationship with my body anymore, and i know 100% that is is a manifestation of clearing, which brings me joy on some level i can barely perceive at this moment.
when i was really passionate about music, and didn’t feel this fog, i always wondered if i loved music enough, and i always felt like the task before me was too great. who was i to be so bold as to make music like this and pretend that i mattered? now i am devoid of passion and i realize that that’s all you really need and i should be grateful when i have it because it is in itself a gift.
thanks so much for your advice. your validation really helps me center. i’m very grateful.
i still have nightmares about what happened. and in them, i’m just raging, screaming, and almost breathing fire at him. saying all the things i never felt like i could say.
and i guess this is validation. a part of me always wants to believe that this isn’t happening, that it’s not real, that there’s no spirit and we’re not ascending. and no matter how much i see for myself, this part of me refuses to accept it. but i have seen things with my own eyes that fly in the face of this belief, and i know why i’m sick, why my throat and chest are going through this right after i started working on releasing them. it’s so obvious. every motion is so deliberate it cannot be interpreted any other way. i am in control, on some level that i am not yet aware of.
what bothers me most, and what i need reassurance on, is the feeling that although i am moving my emotions, that irreversible damage has been done to my body and my reality.
i am afraid that although i may be able to heal my spirit, i will never be able to heal the physical aspects. that is the fear that drives me insane when i go through this. because there’s no guarantee for me that it will ever ACTUALLY get better, only that it might feel a bit better. and that’s not really enough for me.
the intelligence of our bodies and cells is far greater than we realize. Complete healing and restoration IS possible, your heart knows this and it is asking you to trust it above all else.
keep the course and I assure you that you will find a greater love on the other side of this than any human can offer you…the love of yourself is the guiding light of your personal universe, and that is what you are being shown thru the extreme contrasts in your relationships.
When you love yourself so fully that you would allow yourself to be all that you came here to be, only then will others reflect that love back to you. You cannot attract/create a loving relationship unless you are emitting one.
and no, there is no guarantee that you will ever get better because that guarantee depends wholly on you and which reality you choose. That is the gift/curse of being hu-man : ))
The only guarantee we are given are the immutable laws of the universe which say that YOU decide…everything.
In 2012, this will be more true than ever, so make your choice!
LOVE is calling you home…
♡♡♡
Hey Khai,
Khai I cant say anymore because you choose what you think and say — well enough now– I am done talking about these “things” I am creating and moving towards living IT TC all make it eventually –ya know–bye
got your email, I posted here about Stevie wonder–it is uplifting. Khai I cannot respond to what you talk about–because I know you “know why” this is happening –deep down you do. I suggest stop listening to what anyone says–stop talking about the misery (all have been there) and work on yourself. you matter-you choose that as well. I suggest Eckhart Tolle–his information is empowering you to do what you need for you. people have to trust themselves and stop looking to others to tell them what and who they are. that is my feel on it–workds in joy for me so I am staying with it!
i appreciate your love and support, however it does not resonate with me to follow that path. thanks for understanding and do give me any advice you want.
it’s just not healthy for me to NOT express what i’m feeling, because that’s what i’ve been doing up until the past 2 years. i know not to force it and not to dwell on the emotion long after it has passed, but when it’s there, i really NEED to express it.
Hey K yes you do need to do what works for you–is it working? If so keep on
happy new year
Your ego is what is trying so hard to keep it together and keep pushing forward. It feels lost, scared, overwhelmed…..
…. and it is absolutely terrified of disappearing… of being useless.
So the fight is continued despite how utterly demoralizing trying to continue feels, because of this fear. It will give you stories like “my heart will never heal if it doesn’t get a chance to breathe” and a million other stories why you are feeling the way you are. Anything to keep it going forward. Story after story after story after story until you scream ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Choose, Khai. Hell, or emptiness. Most people who are not ready will immediately choose Hell, because they find it preferable to this emptiness.
It is in that emptiness that you find your real self, however… once you make it through the most barren part. When you can feel your own self, when it is blissful, when you DO NOT NEED AN EXTERNAL SOURCE TO FEEL THAT WAY, you are more free than you can fucking imagine. You’ll never want to go back to being dependent on external sources to feel that way.
emptiness isn’t blissful for me… sorry… i really just don’t resonate with this. thanks for trying.
look at it this way, i don’t have the ability to control homeostasis in my body. i stay alive on a sheer whim of the universe. if the conditions of my environment alter at all in any way, i am altered in the same way. i don’t really exist. this body is just a fulcrum, a point in which all the elements converge.
part of it is just the fact that it’s winter, and because of this, my energy is going through it’s own winter. i am not “in tune” with the planet, i am an extension of the planet.
i keep it together and push forward, not because of some kind of ego of which i am not aware, but because some part of me hopes that there is a chance that it can get better.
when i am offended, it is because i feel threatened by something, and i feel threatened by the idea that accepting this idea as truth could be detrimental to my survival. and i know that it is easy for me to understand things, so the danger is is very real considering that it is impossible for me to sit here and tell someone that their ideas are totally invalid.
i, nor any ego i can speak of, is afraid of being useless. there are a lot of things that i personally have to offer, though i do not find passion in them. my fear is of a parasitic relationship, offering to others when nothing i want is offered to me. i don’t want to live like this because it is destructive for me and threatens my survival.
let me ask you something. do your wounds heal if you keep opening them up? does anything heal if it is not given time and space to enjoy nurturing and solitude? the answer is no. it is not a story, it is a fact, and having an open wound that is exposed and not allowed to heal threatens my survival.
neither hell nor emptiness is appealing to me. on some deep level i strongly know that there is another option. i know that i can be happy healthy and achieve all that i desire. and i know that i exist beyond the physical. i know that owe nothing to anyone here and i am not obligated to remain in the physical vibration should i decide that i would be happier elsewhere.
i can’t feel myself because i exist only as a convergence. i have survival instinct, and i have ways of expressing and ways of internalizing. none of it means anything and none of it brings me happiness anymore.
and i am pretty sure that our collective goal is interdependence, not independence. nothing is independent of anything. that would apply that it can exist a singular individual without any assistance from anything else, which is clearly false.
i have this theory that because we’re all unique, we all operate in unique realities with our own unique universal laws of physics, so something that holds true for one person may not hold true for another.
to put it simply, i’m the kind of person that experiences severe dehydration if i forget to water a house plant. my health is directly linked to the planet’s health. the effect is immediate. which makes me think it’s way past time to water my christmas tree….
What I meant by emptiness is empty of the constantly obsessed mind [what I called hell]. The mind full of stories for why we are the way we are. I could tell you a bunch of stories how I was wounded growing up and why it made my life so painful… but those would be utterly pointless as they are not anything more than stories. I’ve let go of them.
Since this is not resonating, I’ll say no more and wish you well.
if you’re talking about an overactive mind, then yes i agree. my thoughts are constantly racing 24/7, trying to see things every possible way to problem solve and find a way to fix things.
my cards are telling me to seek stillness and ground in nature. all of sudden every possible chakra issue is flaring up from anxiety, to illness, to powerlessness, to rapid thoughts, to feeling disconnected from source. i feel like i’m just super super sick. every part of me is just ill.
it’s hard for me to agree with the story thing. history represents an energy pattern, it tells you about where you’re going. if you forget about your history, you’re doomed to repeat it. there must be a middle ground between totally disconnecting from reality and obsessing over it. and it’s the obsessiveness that i need to conquer. i’ve probably typed like 20 long posts on this comment section so far and i’ve gone over every detail of every part of my life a million times trying to figure out what went wrong and how to fix it. i’m not always like this, but lately i’ve been going off the deep end because i’m so pained by what my current reality is. the pain pushes my mind for a solution and i just can’t come up with one.
and i think this may just be about learning to stop the constant influx of telepathic information. or at least balance it in some way. i identify with every single thought in my head.
that’s why i can’t feel my ego or my passion or anything. i’m always confused because i don’t know what my personal perspective is on anything. it’s a freaking nightmare. and it’s not even like i could use the telepathy to actually benefit me. it’s just running wild. i’m like a crazy person.
Forget trying to feel the ego.
You are a self that is beyond form and description. When you start saying “I” though… is that the real self? Is that the real you?
No, it isn’t. It is like a sign outside the city pointing at the city. The finger pointing at the moon.
“I am tired. I am walking over to this room. I am doing this. I am doing that.”
It is entirely possible for the moments to flow like a river without the burden of feeling like Atlas holding up the weight of the world, thinking “it is only through this effort of I that any of this is happening”.
Here is a quote from Osho that I think may be relevant.
“The path is very simple.
The path is to get out of the mind as many times in the day as possible. Whenever you have time, just get out of the mind.
A few things can be helpful. If you cannot be silent just by sitting, if you feel too much energy to do something and if you don’t do it then the whole energy becomes a mind game, it is easier to begin with some creativity. If you are interested in music, play music, and get drowned in it. If you love dance, dance, and let the dancer disappear.
Or anything – if you know pottery, make beautiful pots, bringing your total energy to it. Because when you bring your total energy to something, mind does not get any energy and becomes silent on its own accord.
And it is only in the beginning that you have to do some work to keep yourself engaged, so the energy moves into that engagement and the mind becomes silent. Soon you will be able to sit silently, doing nothing, and the mind becomes utterly silent.
In those moments you will know the eternity of life, you will know the beauty of this fragile existence around you, and also the great treasure of your own being.”
@ Tyson: “It is entirely possible for the moments to flow like a river without the burden of feeling like Atlas holding up the weight of the world, thinking ‘it is only through this effort of I that any of this is happening.’”
Your Atlas description reminds me of a dog I know. She’s a dear dog, who lives with my adult daughter, et al. They live in an area with little foot traffic. Whenever someone walks by, the dog (who’s quite protective) will set to loud, incessant barking. Then, when the so-called intruders have passed, she falls silent again, having done her duty, having completed her self-appointed task: tending to the family’s protection and driving off those who would intrude.
The passers-by were, of course, just that: people passing by. But in her doggie mind, she probably sees their moving on as the direct result of her barking . . . which naturally means that the next time someone passes, she’ll do it again . . . because it was so successful last time.
Thanks for sharing, Stella! I love animals and their unique identities so much
yeah my cards have been telling me that. theyre saying i need to quiet my mind and shift my perspective to define myself by the way my crown chakra sees things. they’ve been telling me to garden and plant herbs and nurture my creative talents to redefine my energy. cooking is also good for me. today i will go to the park and be alone with the trees
You are awake when you do not identify your self with the thoughts in your head.
Thoughts, emotions and physical symptoms are intertwined in a cycle that feeds itself. It is necessary to address all three.
Symptoms in the body, such as panic, are the densest and take the longest to correct. Stillness, sleep, exercise and nutritious food are needed for some time. Stillness includes practicing techniques that help quiet the mind and emotions so the body can rebalance itself.
Hi Willow!
Excellent comment!
I’m sorry I didn’t respond to your question months back about OOBE, sometimes I get into periods where I just absolutely don’t feel like writing.
My experience was that I never was successful whenever I was trying to have one. Trying so hard wasn’t a total loss though because my intense focus on the subject led to several unprompted OOBEs.
One involved just the part where the roaring/sparkling energies take over your whole body. It occurred when I had been napping and thinking about the subject. Unfortunately it occurred when I was in the back of a moving minivan, so I was terrified that if I left I wouldn’t be able to find my body again. So I hung tightly on and didn’t explore it as much as I wished I had.
The others were different in that maybe you could call it lucid dreaming instead of OOBE, but here is how it happened– I would be dreaming, then wake up… and feeling like I wasn’t ready to get up yet, I put my head back down to sleep. While going back to sleep however, I consciously spun the room I was in and pushed either to my left or to my right. That allowed me to slip right out and explore some pretty amazing landscapes [that do seem lucid-dreamlike]. Its quite a fine line though because if you get too excited, you wake up. If you get too entranced, you fall completely asleep. I found it so exhilarating to go from being completely awake to a dreamworld, fully conscious the whole time, in just 30 seconds.
You get what you put into it, and since I’ve been distracted with life I haven’t really been repeating those experiences lately. Just the occasional semi-lucid dream.
whenever i have a lucid dream, i never fully connect to my waking life. i’ll realize i’m dreaming, but i’m in several layers of dreams, so i’ll think that another dream i had is my waking life. i get so confused. and then i can’t control anything in my dream…
yeah i’ve had like 20 years of panic in my body….
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjsAy7HFeX0
this song is by a man from Motown named Stevie Wonder, one of the most amazing people ever. He lived in–for people one of the most angry, racist, cities–Detroit, during the most tenacious, to put it lightly times–the 60′s. He never complained, he loved and created the most amazing music for all colors and differences of people. There was no hate in him only love and union. Need I mention he is blind all his life? We can all learn from this person, stop complaining and count your blessings instead, otherwise there is nothing but suffering, and you choose it all. We do
I am in Motown right now I grew up on the outskirts of this once rich, vibrant city. Now it looks like a war zone in most parts. The thousands of empty burned out and looted Historic landmarks, buildings, skyscrapers, and majestic homes are everywhere. With some pockets of the beauty remaining in scattered parts of the entire city. The contrast can be overwhelming. To me it shows the years of suffering, and belief in separation to the extreme. This area of the world shows what hatred and fear–complaining, about ourselves (whining) or about others that we see as less or worse than us, can create over “time”.
May we all stop complaining, count out blessings. and see the growth and good that all IS–albeit eventually…
Happy 2012
J: Thanks for your reminder, and also for posting the link to Stevie Wonder’s wonderful song! It’s one of those songs I’d heard but never REALLY listened to. Wow. It’s the perfect 2012 New Year’s Resolution! Happy New Year, Everyone!
Hi Jessica,
thanks I am so glad someone noticed that about this song! that is why I included the lyrics. well I head back to sunny Florida by the first and I gotta say I love Michigan but I love sun more
Happy new Year to you Jessica and to all
I’m feeling very anxious/fearful/just plain scared today (1/2/12) for no reason I can discern. Is something going on astrologically/metaphysically/etc? This is not fun! I’m sure it will pass sooner or later, but….any suggestions would be very welcome.
Thanks.
B.J., I have moments or hours like that also. Perhaps reread Lauren’s post above. I think the suggestion for that state of mind is to observe it. Not sure about the astrology, metaphysics, etc., however. Let us know if and when it passes/transforms/reveals itself, whatever. Sometimes feelings like that can be a premonition, and sometimes it’s plain old fear coming up. There has been so much scary stuff put out there about 2012, also. Hope this helps in some manner. Rereading Lauren’s post probably will. Hang on! Jessica
I felt like that too BJ too the point of being petrified in place…too scared to move and then I MOVED. I took a hot shower and started cooking a meal and forced through the FEAR. Don’t know where the fear was coming from…whether it was my own or I the collectives but I consciously pushed through it while saying affirming and edifying things to myself in my mind like I am powerful, beautiful, worthy, amazing irregardless of what anyone else thinks. I am capable and most of all I AM LOVE. You get the picture. Not telling you what to do but I hope my sharing this helps.
LOVE!
Jessica & MesmeRISE: Thank you so much for your responses! Sharing and suggestions help so much. I did get out and about – went to a tiny office where I do volunteer secretarial work once a week, only to discover neither the internet connection or the phone were working! I don’t think there are any solar flares right now, but the dark side may be creating some (hopefully) last dirty tricks.
Got thoroughly pissed-off, of course, but that seems to have moved some of the energy on thru. I keep forgetting that this stuff comes up, and it’s part of the process.
Love to you, too.
Hey Tyson! Thanks for taking the time to share your OBE experiences. I understand completely about not being able to write. I’m in one of those periods myself. Just too hard to get mental. I’m out of work again and making the most of not having to be anywhere or do anything. You sound like you’re in a good space too.
@Stella – Love your doggie story. Pretty much says it all.
just watched a bunch of videos of me talking in hawaii and realized that i have a speech impediment. yay me….
and then had a flashback to when my orthodontist told me i needed speech therapy because i have tongue thrust.
so my tongue is like lazy or something. for the longest time, no one even listened to me when i spoke, and i had allergies and braces forever and ever and constant congestion.
so i’m thinking i’ve got years and years of learned behavior resulting in tongue thrust and i won’t be able to sing unless i get rid of it. i feel really alone because i don’t have the resources to pay for speech therapy and i feel like i’m gonna have trouble justifying it to my dad.
when i get a job, i might be able to pay for it myself. but now i’m just really embarrassed because i have to sing for the choir director next week and she’s gonna hear my tongue thrust and feel like i’m a crappy singer even though i can hit the notes….
i’m gonna try practicing on my own every day to see if i can’t fix it a little bit on my own. it’s kind of a huge problem for me. i have this mumbly lispy congested gay voice.
i wasn’t even aware of it until recently. it really blows. i have been enunciating more recently so maybe that’ll become a habit. i sure hope so.
this is probably coming into my conscious awareness because of the whole throat clearing thing with the tonsillitis. and i guess the event of me putting more energy into how i enunciate and communicate represents how the new energy of LOVE is spreading to my chakras. because obviously i’m gonna keep working on it. i’m probably gonna get crystals that help the throat chakra and put them in my mouth while i practice speaking with my teeth clenched.
there is never an end to the things i want to fix about myself…. it’s like i’ve been living under a rock my entire life and all of a sudden i’ve been blasted by this intense heightened awareness of how i’m perceived by others and how others relate to me, and how there are things i can fix with my own power that will greatly improve my life. everyone probably makes fun of the way i speak and i don’t even know it. i’ll hear it on camera and it’s sooooo fuzzy and muffled like i’m talking with a bunch of cotton balls in my mouth.
i’m gonna need help from angels on this one. i definitely cannot afford speech therapy…
How’s Everyone Doing So far in th New Year?!
What a day you picked to ask that. Not that I always prescribe to this, but today I’m gonna follow that old advice everyone credits to their mama – “If you don’t have anything good to say, don’t say anything at all.” I’ve got nothing to say.
Until today though, I was doing quite well, thank you. :-\
And you MesmerRISE? How be you?
I feel ya, WNC. On New Years Eve I felt the BLISS….but since 1/1….bah…
The best I can describe it is: “Resigned-Pissed-Off-Detachment.”
But I’m still hopeful…it can all change in an instant….RIGHT?!
I feel SO MUCH BETTER today! (Was it just yesterday I was pissed-off-detached?!)
I worked through some BIG CORE issues, wrote them down, got clear on what I WANT and today I feel lighter and blissful again!!!
(I’m so happy when the bliss returns….)
Me too!! Amazing how fast it can change, isn’t it?
(And so hard to remember that when the dark stuff hits.)
Yes, today I spoiled myself. Oh happy day.
Well, I always wonder if it is just me so I thought I’d ask. I just feel like I am at a loss. No direction but to continue in this stillness as I am hit with waves of lethargy and crazy nonsensical dreams. I am one of those who has been in isolation/protective custody for YEARS. No employment, no creative projects, or talent outlets, social life etc. I’m not really complaining, I know that this is a process BUT I anticipated some positive change by now if only energetically like that bliss feeling but nope, nada, nothing.
However, I am still miraculously cared for and provided for by God/ Self and Universe which includes willing and not so willing participants but I’m stuck and that sucks.
Yes, I hear you on all counts – unemployed for years, isolation, and being supported by not so willing participants. That one nailed the end of my day yesterday.
Yesterday I went from not just looking forward to the new but actually yearning for it, then that moved into anxiety since the universe has built me up many times only to let me down. A part of me is scared we’ll just be having another one of those. My higher self assures me otherwise but I’ve heard it before. Then I went to get groceries, made it home just in time to rush into the bathroom and fall through myself (sorry for TMI). Then if that wasn’t shitty enough, the person helping me out asks me when I’m gonna “get a job”. Gee, that one never gets old. NOT.
My response started with, “You picked the wrong day to say that to me.” To which they responded, “It’s never a good day to say that to you.” There are many things they have yet to learn about how the universe does or does not open doors. And they know too much to claim ignorance, but denial is obviously more than just a river in Egypt. Well, I needed the release and I laid into ‘em. I told ‘em while they were at it they could tell half the country to “get a job.” What job? I told them I’m as fed up with my “job” as they are theirs but I’m never off the clock. I work 24/7/365.
One thing I told ‘em was that the worst part about this is helping me out isn’t even making a dent in their lifestyle. I’ve known this person for 17 years and I have seen them less in the last two years – while I’m living with them – than in any other two year period, unbelievable. I told them “living” is one thing but that’s not what they are doing – they’re “running.” But no matter where they go, there they are. Can’t run from oneself. I told them that they wouldn’t have the time or energy to squeeze anything more into their life. They should be thankful that they are being provided for and being supported in supporting me also and thankful that I and others like me are literally keeping the world from going to hell long enough for them to wake their sorry ass up – ungrateful pig anyway. I reminded them that, just like we both anticipated years ago, they would help me with the tail end of the old ways as I knew it would get very disharmonic for me and that I would help them with the beginning of the new ways. We’ve both held up our end on the giving part. The difference is I have accepted their help and capitalized on it. They have yet to apply the wisdom I have provided to them for 17 years.
I told ‘em just because they bitch a lot doesn’t mean that they actually have it bad. They said, “True that.” I ended my release with, “Never a good day to say that to me? When is it ever a good day to be in complete denial about what’s going on in the world?”
I took a short walk and by the time I got back I was just about laughing my ass off. I don’t know what it’s gonna take to wake some people up but I’m sure the universe will oblige. They’re probably gonna get slam-dunked. Surprise!
And speaking of… here’s some info about what to expect this year:
http://files.groupspaces.com/CAC2/files/254973/Vxz5aCvzwPmxT_4dZzfo/2012-1+Online+newsletter.pdf
And as synchronicity would have it… I’d started reading that CA channeling the day before yesterday. After going round with this person (I used to call them my friend but I don’t care to use that term with them any more, perhaps “life-support-system” would be best for now, lol) I sat down to continue reading CA and this is where I’d left off:
” Many of these big dark lies are the very stuff of life that individuals have accepted as the workings of their lives, the foundations of their lives, what makes life what it is, and what gives value to life. For example, many believe that hard work, diligence, saving for the rainy day, saving for retirement, doing without, making sacrifices, being at the effect of not having money because of a lack of hard work; are values that are important in life. Many ordinary and normal individuals have been taught that one must work for a living, must make sacrifices, must for example, work hard during the week, getting up early at times often incongruent to one’s own bio-rhythms, one’s own way of things, going in to work for individuals where there is no affinity, often no affinity even for the work itself, simply because their belief is one must work for a living and work hard for a living, and put one’s nose to the grindstone for a living.”
Have you ever noticed how politicians are always saying they want to make more jobs? They never say they want to make it so you can live better while working less. I remember the scene where some lady was sitting next to Dubya and said she had three jobs. Dubya said that was what being an American was about. Yep. Slavery.
Ha, Ha….”life support systems” I call them my “sponsors”…I’m going to check this page out that you posted on what to expect this year.
I had a beautiful vision for the New Year in the middle of the night on December 31st. I wrote it out and posted it on an FB group on January 2. It inspired a woman in the Middle East to organize a world-wide visualization/meditation to take place on January 21st at 5:00 pm GMT. On January 3, I made a video in support of this event — I posted it to YouTube last night. If you resonate with this vision/event, please share the video. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asFyEngtO94&feature=g-upl&context=G2edbdcbAUAAAAAAAAAA In answer to your question MesmeRise, so far, my ability to manifest in 2012 has been very strong and effortless. May it be the same for everyone! Happy New Year!
That’s good Matthew…I’m happy for you. very strong and effortless? That sounds amazing!
Like you, I have also been through Isolation/protective custody for many years. Same story as yours with regards to no employment, creative projects, talent outlets… just stillness, and emptying… of EVERYTHING. So, this has been a refreshing change… and very unexpected!
Mathew ~ I watched this with a smile, with shivers, and nodding the whole time. You are beautiful, Brother! Thank you for sharing and spreading your LIGHT! It’s beautiful….
Thank you, Kate. I really feel that this is OUR year to shine… the year that all of us lightworkers and ascension practitioners will FINALLY begin to see and experience the fruits of our labors. So many of us have been living in the void for so so long…
Yes, very nice Mathew. It was fun to see you. You have wonderful energy.
Thank you, Wonders! I appreciate that very much! <3
Mathew, it’s brilliant
Hi bellasbanquet, Thank you so much for the kind words! <3
Mathew, I loved your video and vision. Will probably watch it about 50 times and share it. I’ll be there in Spirit on the 21st. (especially after finding out it’s 9 a.m. where I live)! You emanate love and truth. Sparkling!
Thank you, Jessica. I look forward to connecting with you (and everyone!) in spirit on the 21st.
Mathew, I posted your video link on my facebook, and so far one person was brought to tears, another shared it, another thinks you should run for President! FYI.
Run for President, OMG! Thanks for sharing that, Jessica — you made my day!
Mathew for President. Great idea!! (Horrible job, though.)
LOL! Thanks, B.J., but the “birthers” will be all over that one in a heartbeat. I was born in Canada and there’s far too many people who know that.
Well…….it was a good idea for awhile.
Hi Jessica,
I had technical issues yesterday as my YouTube account was hacked and I changed a bunch of passwords. In the process of that, I recall receiving a message from you that, unfortunately, seems to have disappeared into the ether. Can you please contact me through Facebook. Sorry for the confusion! <3
Beautiful! Thanks for sharing it here.
Thank you, Julie. <3
Funny, I ALMOST didn’t get out of bed at 3:00 am to write it down. “Really?” I said to spirit, “I’m so tired.” But the words kept repeating in my head, and I couldn’t shake them enough to get back to sleep. So I got out of bed and wrote them down. Two days later, I felt compelled to post the words to a Facebook group. But when I went to do so, I felt a surge of anxiety and ALMOST didn’t do it. Once again, I couldn’t shake the feelings that pushed me to share the words, so I posted them in spite of the anxiety. In the middle of the night when I I had the vision, I saw me in the video with the cards, and knew I was to make this video in support of something that was supposed to be happening within a months’ time. But after I wrote out the words, I decided there was no rush as I questioned (doubted) what could possibly be organized to occur within a month. However, a few hours after I posted the words to the FB group, a woman in Jerusalem asked if she could organize an event (inspired by the vision) to take place on January 21st. When I responded with an enthusiastic “yes,” she responded by asking if I could make a video in support of the event. All in all, the way (and the speed) that this came together blows my mind! Just a small taste of what I believe is to be the future norm/reality for all of us…
I’ve been having some very similar experiences regarding the unmistakable nudge to act. It’s a fun ride–glad to see it reflected here!
Mathew, thanks for the awesome example you set by following your inner voice.
It’s very cool when you get such immediate validation!
Some thoughts I wrote….
I was really show the truth about a man who I was friends with…It’s all good, it’s his truth not mine, and to keep myself separate from him and his lies, was truly a test in my own growth. To stand in my power as a women, a friend, a teacher, co-worker, was truly a gift from above. I did everything I was supposed to do just be my own light and in turn a light to others. No words had to be said, no action was required, and that for me, keeping my silence was something so new…Letting him run around, creating more lies and chaos within himself, while I observed quietly.
My experience was of love, was nature, was being with source the whole time, being around those who bring me joy..I didn’t need to be around his energy, they gave me plenty to keep me busy by myself and had others their who where a shining light, not awakened or even aware of what is happening, I let go of all of that, and was just me, laughed more then I have laughed in years it seems…
No plans this new years, no plans or goals, whatever is unfolding day to day is where I am now…by walking away from those who are really clueless, in the sense of their own way of life, the lies, the selffishness, jealousy, anger, I in turn am walking toward my own freedom to love me and be me. There was a time that I felt or thought maybe is a better way to describe it, that with all this knowledge I have gained this past year, I kind of owe it to people to support and guide them, and wow what a wake up call for me, to know without a doubt I am not being asked to do this. I do not need to be around and receive what they are giving…The manipulation, ohh gosh, nope no more…
So many are angry, confused, sad, hurting, jealous, and I am afraid the truth is that they will throw it on anyone who is around, and I will not be a part of it, there is no need, I know the universe already knew all this, and its all been taken care of, no action is required now, only the trust in my heart.
Wow, seeing for the first time life with new eyes, seeing life from my heart and soul and knowing truly knowing what is best for me without a question in my mind…hmmmm, grateful, so grateful
Whatever happens this year, whatever we still need to let go of, that is not aligned with our hearts, will happen when its time, truly there will be no trying, no effort from our part…I see this now…we are the flow now, we are the light of love….
Happy 2012 Renee
Wanted to add that it could have easily been a women instead of a man…the negative energy is coming from both sexes…
Blessings Renee
What lovely realizations, Renee ~ I can feel your new FREEDOM thru your post. Congrats on the work, Sister…
“I kind of owe it to people to support and guide them, and wow what a wake up call for me, to know without a doubt I am not being asked to do this. I do not need to be around and receive what they are giving…The manipulation, ohh gosh, nope no more…”
I used to think and feel like this too…and man, did I get BASHED for it. I really thought that it was our obligation too guide them and I felt guilty for knowing so much and not being able to share it but not anymore.
Oh thank you for sharing this, Renee! I just reached a similar conclusion after four years of struggling with some real, boldfaced lying manipulators (or was it manipulating liars?). I wasted so much time and energy thinking I could “show” or explain the truth to dishonest people. The lesson ultimately became obvious: it was about me learning to love and respect myself! As soon as I got that and put my foot down, poof, they were removed from my life, almost literally in an instant (after those years of self-torture though!). We have to free ourselves from the kind of “responsibility’ to others that is ultimately futile. The decision to shine the light and stand in truth is an individual one, and no one can do it for another. I suppose we can be shining examples, but I don’t have the energy to even think that far right now. Happy 2012 to you all!
Just the lying thing I’ve always found interesting too. Years ago I couldn’t help but notice how just being honest, especially if it meant being responsible / owning up to something really set people back on their heels. I found that people didn’t trust you if you were honest. They were so used to lying and being lied to that they just expected it. Anything else threw them for a loop. Just someone being honest was like a major paradigm shift for them, like they wondered what planet you were from.
Jess, our truth will start to be more appealing to others when everything they’ve known is exposed for what it really is and falls in a heap. There is really nothing for us to “do”, just be. The crazies will become the sane ones.
“All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.”
~ Arthur Schopenhauer
Wonders: Well said, with some humor sprinkled in. Thanks!
“We are all here on earth to help others; what on earth the others are here for I don’t know.”
~ W. H. Auden
“The new earth is here and LOVE is the only way to enter….LOVE is the key code that grants each of us access to the co-creational forces of the universe, that which can only be accessed from the sacred space within our hearts.
In 2012, LOVE will finally become the predominant force on the planet and anything, anyone in opposition to LOVE will fall away. No one, no thing is exempt.”
I HAD to come back and reread this part in particular because I am having some issues with a certain individual and I am waiting for them to “fall away”!!! I am doing all I can to love myself to pieces yet I am still being harassed and psychically attacked and energetically invaded by this persons negativity!!! UGH!
MesmeRISE: Here’s an idea that came from the unseens with regard to me and someone I had trouble with, though in a different way. Imagine all of the negativity things that you perceive as coming from that person and put it all in a box. Tie a ribbon around the box. Hand the box back to that person. It sounds simplistic, but the imagery really helped me with someone I felt had invaded my soul. It was a powerful image of the garbage they tried to dish out. However, with that image, I could see the person as a divine being, and yet could still acknowledge the b.s. they dished out. So I found a way to see and love myself, the person (work in progress on that one, but I’m getting there), and NOT the garbage. Anyway, for what it’s worth, maybe that kind of imagery can help in some way, so you can separate the invasion of negativity from the divine within yourself and that person. Ultimately, the negativity is fake but it’s hard to imagine that sometimes. Rambling on here ….. Good luck!
Please excuse typos, but the new me doesn’t seem to see them outright.
P.S. My description wasn’t clear, but perhaps it’ll help. Don’t know where my writing skills went!
I hear ya M. I told my LSS (Life Support System) the other day, “Where’s the love and compassion coming back this way?”
LOL Very nice Jessica. My telepathic gift box, complete with ribbon has been delivered. Ah.
My LSS is gone for a few days. Perhaps they could sense me looking forward to having a few days without their energy around or perhaps they read the note I left myself (from Beloved Maureen’s promptings) saying, “I now allow myself to be loved and supported by others” that made them want to leave me with their little “get a job” gift before their departure. lol
I’ve come to realize that if I am feeling joyful I hide it from them because that seems to urk them and make them sling their monkey crap at me. They’ve always been competitive and also, if you look up “covet” in the dictionary you’ll see their picture. They could be a millionaire and yet if a bum on the street had something they didn’t, they’d have to have it. Example – in late 2010… They’d been going out all year long having gourmet meals and drinks, sometimes out of their own pocket and sometimes for free since business vendors were courting them. We went to the store together (rare occurrence) one day. They bitched to me about getting some candy bars since I had eaten ones we’d gotten previous. I said, “Well, you weren’t around to eat them, so I ate ‘em.” They said, “Am I supposed to rush home to claim my candy bar?” I said, “You poor dear, here you HAVE to go out to gourmet meals and drinks while I GET to stay home and eat a candy bar. How do you manage?” They turned red and couldn’t help but laugh at themselves.
And like I’ve said, they are not completely ignorant to what I’ve been going through. I make attempts to keep them informed, but they don’t take any interest. They never ask me about anything. They sense there’s healing involved and they’re usually ass and elbows when there’s healing going on.
That candy bar story is funny. LOL! These people are so self involved it’s crazy! Here’s what I’ve been dealing with in brief. There’s this soul that has been around for a while that I have little to no physical interaction with but we ARE connected spiritually/psychically. This type of connection is referred to as the Twin Soul/Flame connection but he got lost along the way and went off course. I was the lure/bait that guided him back home and the closer he got back “home” to heart he has harassed me for reassurance of his steps trying to make sure that he’d get what he wanted once he arrived.
God and the Universe has lead him to do certain things in participation with THE PLAN that has been beneficial to me in regards to the physical world in my place of residence. It’s like being SuperMan… I don’t have to call to say that there is a problem, he’ll know intuitively as lead by spirit and handle whatever it is that is out of my control to handle under my current financial and physical circumstances and then instead of being gratified in spirit and heart by the fact that he is just doing his part he tries to get gratified EGOtistically and he comes straight for me. It’s like having a best friend and worst enemy all wrapped up in one body and he can be very mean.
Even though he does his part eventually because he is still so stuck in 3D egoo/ego or whatev…he wants his lower ego stroked as SOON as he does something good but you dare not point out where he has done anything wrong.
I haven’t asked him for anything, what he does is between him and GOD but he tries to get “payment” from me and I’m not talking money. So it turns into a harassment situation that I could never prove or call the police in regards to because they are mostly psychic and energetic attacks.
He’ll send a bogus letter as well to try to get me in fear so I’ll have to ask him or at least acknowledge that he fixed something for me and give him all praise and glory but his every attempt has been an epic fail so I actually feel that his lower ego is getting weaker and he is surrendering to his heart more yet reluctantly. It’s like that “Humble yourselves or be ye HUMBLED” well, he is being humbled every time he tries to “posses” me or get paid for doing what God is leading him to do which is the role that he agreed to preincarnation.
I’ve done EVERYTHING, cord cutting, defense of the dark arts, contract burning, dealing with my own issues, setting boundaries, praying etc and he is never successful but that doesn’t stop him from trying. There will be breaks in between but it hasn’t stopped yet. This is one of those people/souls that I expected to “fall away” by now.
It’s like he is holding on to me desperately for dear life in order to get home but his ego is fighting him AND me the whole way….and this has been going on for YEARS. I have fluctuated between thinking that this is a karmic soulmate and then a Twin Soul and then it was confirmed that he’s Twin Soul yet we had Karma to work through so the relationship will flip into DIVINE in the future but geesh! Enough is Enough! Dayuuum!
A double minded “SuperMan” that does as much or more damage as he does good.
I take it you do know him in person too? Is that right?
Yes, well…we’ve met on a few occasions and at the time I was still awakening and discovering my spiritual gifts and we realized that our gifts and experiences matched like two pieces to a puzzle. We know that same people, ran in the same circles but never met previously. My situation at the time looked bad… I was loosing and giving up everything but I knew that is where I needed to be. I didn’t know that it was going to be this long but I knew intuitively that it this isolation/dark night/training and preparation was necessary.
He didn’t see it that way although he SAID that he did but I discerned and knew that he got puffed in pride over his gifts and talents and he took a left while I stayed right. He went into darkness as he followed his lust for spiritual guru fame and money and has since fallen on his face. I warned him and he fought me so I let go and now that he has fallen on his face he has been trying to get me to help him yet instead of ASKING me what it is that I know and even apologizing etc he has made attempts to manipulate me with fear to come to him as I am still in this impoverished isolated state and when that doesn’t work ‘cuz it NEVER does he does what is in his heart to do which is to “help” and then when I don;t praise him for that he reverts back to the fear manipulation and harassment.
I realize that I signed up for this or agreed to this at some place in or out of time but damn….enough!
It would seem that I am the weak one to the natural eye but spiritually I’m the stronger one so his attempts always fail but they are SO annoying to have to deal with.
I haven’t seen or spoken to him in person since June 2010 and I stopped communicating telepathically some time ago. I am aware of him and can still hear him but I don’t respond. At this point that battle is between him and God or lower self higher self…whatever. All I do now is defend and protect but I’m done fighting.
Right now it’s GOD that is leading him to do certain things and his ego takes it out on ME. In tantrums, psychic attacks and intrusions and projecting his dark shadow demon thingies over here instead of taking full responsibility for his OWN shit and dealing with it. So I have to rebuke and clear my space all of the time but I am learning so much in the process. Info that I don’t yet know what to do with. But I know that all of this “Dark Arts Training” wasn’t for nothin’.
Anyway, I think it has minimized to a manageable state now…I feel a difference just since last night.
I feel I understand your situation in part, but from some different angles and by having the various parts mixed in a different way.
In short, my LSS is also a soul mate, not twin flame. And yes, we seem to have contracts that are not totally complete yet as we serve the collective effort – me consciously, them… not so much. I want nothing more than to get away from them and yet…
I also have a twin flame in the world, know who it is, met them years ago, had karmic healing to do and life removed them from my life as soon as I caught on to the need to heal. I’m glad I got to clear that up AWAY from them. The term “twin flame” wasn’t even in my paradigm then. I understand they’ve done inner work since, but they don’t know anything about ascension and are having a rather conventional experience thus far. We were put in telepathic connection a couple years ago. I ran into them twice this summer. First time in six years. Now, I’m just waiting for things to shift so we can be brought together.
I feel for you. No way would I have wanted to deal with my TF at the time we met and no way would it have gone well. I literally miss them, but I’m grateful for how Life has allowed this to unfold, as antsy as I am to just move along with it (amongst other things). I know I do want it to work and if pursued earlier it may have been extremely frustrating if not a dismal failure.
OMG! You get it! Yes he wanted for us to come together but I knew better and I was right and I’ll hear him thank me AND resent me at the very same time like he’s jealous that I stayed on the light path while he ventured out into darkness, selfishness, greed, fame, etc.
But he can’t bare to face me…he’d rather die than to admit he was wrong or whatever (that’s his ego talking). I know from a higher perspective that this is the experience that this soul wanted… to see firsthand just how evil the flesh is (so to speak) but to take it out on me is like…really? Grow up. It takes maturity to see the blessing in all of this… one of the requirements prior to the Twin Flames reuniting. Both must be strong pillars 11:11 mature, whole, and healed enough. By design… I am the stronger Twin.
It’s so frustrating to witness and FEEL all of these changes he is going through as he is fighting and resisting God/Self especially when he projects the crap onto me. Ew!
I’m glad that you and yours were separated to work on your own individual junk. We have been too but not far enough in my opinion…should’ve planned better…lol. I kid…I know that all is well it just doesn’t always feel like it.
Hey btw.. WNC it’s been really nice talking to you. You seem pretty cool. Thanks for the convo. This particular post is the most that I have ever interacted on Laurens blog…anyway, Thanks!
I guess the point of me sharing this particular TF situation initially was I felt like I was at my breaking point yesterday after this last “attack” and I just couldn’t take anymore. I didn’t know what the hell else I could do because I have done EVERYTHING in my power.
Guess I thought that I had done enough inner work for this to have stopped by now. It’s 2012 dammit! LOL!
After doing that box visualization and redefining my boundaries (thanks Jess) I ended up saying parts of some Psalms that came back to mind as far as being delivered and protected from my enemies and so basically I was just rocking and praying and when I woke up this morning I and the atmosphere felt better.
Now, I am doing an energy clean and clearing on the place. Hopefully for the last time due to this particular person.
Yes, you’re welcome and thanks back atcha.
I know my soul mate / LSS is projecting back on me too. I swear they only help me because a part of them knows (fears) I’m onto something and am doing what guidance wants me to. They are envious and yet at the same time want to ride my coattails… as if that were possible. I flat out tell them they need to capitalize on my help, my presence, my experience. They are literally and figuratively drunken with the drunkards, hoping that if they can just stay numb enough, one day they’ll wake up and things will be all better.
Say… I just thought… with your TF, are you aware of specifics of past karma, like past-life stuff with them? I ask because a few years back, years after I thought my healing with them was complete, I was urged to do a re-do on our past life together. I woke up that day knowing my past life personality (who I was) and I had some work to do. Later in the day we did that re-do. I made a ritual out of it – got some crystals for each chakra and lit some candles. I knew that I could only change the choices that I’d made in that past life so I laid on the couch, thought of our life together up to the point that caused us problems and made a different choice. I was then shown how that vastly changed the outcome and not just for us but for our entire community. All of it, ritual, imagining, all only took about 30 minutes. A whole life redone in 30 minutes.
I’ve given myself experiences like that too. In this lifetime, as I’m sure many here can relate, I’ve often felt like I got cheated out of some 3D experiences. I also felt like I could have done some things better than how other people handle things if given half a chance but ascension has been the order of a lifetime.
But anyway, I’ve allowed myself to indulge in deep fantasy, like maybe running a company like ones I’d worked at. In my fantasy, I treated people better than my bosses did, etc. and in my fantasy got to see everyone happier and the business doing well. Just doing that allowed me to feel satisfied, as if I’d actually had the experience so I no longer felt like I’d missed out on things.
MesmeRISE and Wonders and Everyone: Thanks again for posting your personal stuff so those of us (aka me) don’t feel alone in ways that few could understand! I also have someone I’m still working things out with, though I haven’t seen him in over a year. I can feel his changes. Interesting is that recently, I could see a light starting to shine from within him. (I’d thought he was confined to darkness for this lifetime, but apparently not! Yay!) I didn’t look for these images (as far as I know). They came to me! Many times I’ve thought about myself with regard to the unseen connection with him, “Okay, you’re cracked,” but really I know that I know! I also did some fantasy work, rewriting history, on the situation, and maybe the best one was saying, “Get the F out” while throwing his stuff out the door. Oh yeah! Good old hindsight! But seriously, the fantasy/rewriting really was about calling back my own power, and being conscious all around. I never thought of using the method to the extent that you did, Wonders, and am going to try it. It just might be fun!
So many exclamation points! So not the 3D me. Thank God I can be happy once in a while. This is great. Thank you, Lauren and Everyone!
I’mma give this some thought. I’ve done something similar but the issues he is taking out on me stem from his childhood wounds of this life and his issues with women. Mommy issues and what he thinks/thought the woman role should be and that’s the burden he tries to lay on me and I won’t have it. Nope!
I gather that I’ve finished my bulk and he’s still working through the bulk of his crap irresponsibly and reluctantly but yet and still working… like it or not.
Remember M, you’re only responsible for your side… and I say that as far as a “re-do” is concerned. If you know of past-life stuff, then change your own choice, knowing you can’t really change his.
And… as far as this life goes… What Jess said about “get the f out” made me think… what if you did a re-do for yourself concerning your interaction with your TF in this lifetime. Perhaps see the place where you had your first clue that he needed some heavy-duty inner work, or he went the other direction, etc. and sever the ties (both inner and outer) you had with him AT THAT POINT, not today’s ties but back then and see your life unfold beautifully since then without his negative influence in it. Yes, you might still have the ascension “dark night of the soul” experience but, like you said, you understand its merits when he obviously didn’t right away. So, you can’t choose to have his support, which only he can choose, but you perhaps could choose (for back then) to not have his influence. Just a suggestion. *shrug*
And… yes, life separated us, but… this is how it went…
We were in an activity together. The energy there with other people was bad. I came to realize later those others too were either a part of our past life or were standing in for others from that past life – it was similar energy and kinda representative of the situation. Then my TF (who I didn’t know was my TF at the time) also did some not so wonderful things concerning me. That was enough sign for me… it was time to remove myself from that scene.
But Life kept having me run into them for a few months. Away from the negative influence of that group, they seemed very warm and kind-hearted. This was again similar to past-life experiences. Then over a weekend, through various means, I was made aware of our past-life and all the dirty details. I knew I had work to do. I no longer ran into them. I figured I got the reason why we were brought together and I got to the healing work. I only ran into them a couple times in the next couple years, then not at all for 6 years.
And… when we’d first met, the energy was SO intense but was completely unnerving, like anxiety-producing. It felt like being on a massive coffee or speed buzz or something. Standing next to them was like heart attack potential. More recently, after a year and a half of getting to know each other telepathically, I just knew we’d be more comfortable together. So, this past summer, I just knew I’d see ‘em and I did. And that whole unfoldment was uncanny too – long story. We hugged and it was totally calm and comfortable. They didn’t recognize me at first with my fat suit and I know they were a bit freaked with it and yet I know they sense our connection. I think they’ve always had an appreciation for me, but things haven’t come together yet.
I honestly feel that i ran into them twice in six weeks, after not at all in six years, because my higher self wanted us to come together soon, but some things needed to shift and I flat know that collectively things have been delayed at least a few times since on various counts that all relate back to the collective. Drats! Foiled again! lol Like you’d said M, you didn’t figure this isolation thing would take this long. I don’t think even the Divine thought it would take this long and I know we’re doing more than just our own work, if even just holding the proper space for others.
And… I also envision our future together and only think of how I’d like to see it. I allow them to provide the kind of love, support and deep connection with me that I’ve not really gotten from partners in this lifetime.
This section right here:
“And… I also envision our future together and only think of how I’d like to see it. I allow them to provide the kind of love, support and deep connection with me that I’ve not really gotten from partners in this lifetime.”
…Gave me chills…it felt powerful when I read it and you know what? Come to think of it…someone else made that suggestion a while back when I blurted out my story out of frustration..kinda like I did here. She said for me to envision the good I saw in him and see only that desired outcome but I was so angry, disappointed, astounded, and appalled at his immature behavior that I couldn’t do that for the life of me.
I only saw RED at the time but now I feel calm enough to be able to do this visualization. I know that I am only responsible for my side.
“Perhaps see the place where you had your first clue that he needed some heavy-duty inner work, or he went the other direction, etc. and sever the ties (both inner and outer) you had with him AT THAT POINT, not today’s ties but back then and see your life unfold beautifully since then without his negative influence in it.”
Hmmm…ok, I’m going to give this a go.
Thank you so much for sharing your TF story and for the suggestions.
As a matter of fact I remember when I DID cut those ties but I was reluctant and torn and through our battle I have had to learn to take back my power, defend and stand up for myself…so I’m thinking…what if I had KNOWN my power with certainty and confidence way back then. So I can go back and visualize that time and say and do the same thing I did back then with CONFIDENCE and rewrite from there!!! Oops! I got excited. This can’t erase what really happened but maybe it will change something in the present.
Back then… show him your compassion and see it making a profound difference in him.
And yes, like the old line, “If I knew then what I know now…. ” See him then with the more spiritually mature you from today.
And isn’t this kind of thing rather “all-seeing” and multi-dimensional?
When I went back and re-did my past-life I had a higher perspective that I didn’t have back in that moment, under the veil and under the influence of intense TF energies. After being shown that past-life scenario and having healed from it in this lifetime (when I hadn’t in the last) I could take right action and bring compassion to all involved, myself included.
I’m going to give a go tonight!
right now i feel like there is so much evil and horror in the world that i just want to kill myself and not be a part of it anymore. it feels eternal, never ending. this planet is fucked, too far gone. i just fantasize about how much easier it would be for me if i were just gone, if i just overdosed and left.
Hey Khai,
As much as the evil and horrors of this world appear to be never ending, from a planetary perspective (where human life is but a blip on a timeline that spans billions of years), the ascending changes in human consciousness are nothing short of staggering! Furthermore, taking a shortcut to the “other side” may seem like an “easier” choice, however, something tells me that the extreme disappointment, sadness, and psychic pain that your soul will experience as a result of suicide will ultimately take more effort and energy to release than the energy you’d exert if you were to stick around and deal with the pain of being here. Funny, I have heard it said that there is a long line up of souls waiting to come here, and that making it here is so coveted, it’s equivalent to winning the grand prize in a lottery. There’s no other place in the universe like this amazing planet where a hodgepodge of seemingly incompatible ingredients have all been thrown into one pot. As a result, it’s tough going, naturally. But the rewards for spiritual growth are unparalleled.
Buddhists view human life as precious because this is where we have a chance to wake up from the dream of the mind. When you’re not in physical form, there is no reality to shock the mind out of its slumber. The pain continues in death and rebirth because the energy remains unchanged.
The world you see is a projection of what you see inside of you. If you see ugliness in yourself, you see the ugliness in the world. If you see beauty in yourself, you see the beauty in the world. Thats why as people heal themselves, they no longer feel the need/responsibility to save the world. The world never needed saving, its just a form of denial to protect oneself from the pain and responsibility of facing oneself.
The denial system is very strong. It will do everything possible to avoid facing itself. It will seek out others who are doing the same so they can slumber in peace together. It will distract and numb the body with mental stimulation, food, alcohol and drugs.
It is often the pain of reality that drives the individual to wake up. Some who have awoken, try to point the way to others but it is not an easy task. If it was easy, everyone would be awake by now. It often takes a great loss or the failure of the body to shock the mind into a wakeful state. Then there is the matter of staying awake.
There are different levels of wakefulness. When a person realizes they are asleep, they are at the first level. At the first level, the individual does not have enough consciousness to stay awake, so they spend most of their time asleep but make an effort towards freeing themselves. It takes a lot of discipline at this level to make progress. This is the level where having a good teacher is very helpful to minimize the amount of time/energy spent floundering. When all traces of ego is gone, only then is the awakening permanent.
Nicely said, Willow. I enjoyed reading that!
I enjoyed that too, Willow. Thank you for sharing. Man, I CAN’T WAIT until all traces of ego are GONE!!
Nice Willow.
Well WNC, I did it! I got on a roll and I can’t say specifically what all I did because it’s a blur and it went into the wee hours of the morning but it ended in so much LOVE. By 5am I was crying as I was taken back to where and when I first believed and had my first spiritual awakening, encounters with Jesus, God the Holy Spirit, my Angels and met my true Self and fell in LOVE. And I extended that love and compassion to him and thanked the Universe (All involved) for my lessons) and I let go again after agreeing that Gods Will be done and I eventually fell asleep.
I intend to keep that LOVE vibration up in here and in me no matter what.
Woo hoo!
I think I need to do some of that regarding my LSS now…
Congrats M!
Ok M, I’m about to do some work of that nature myself, concerning my LSS, but I wanted to vent this out first and this kind of thing really demonstrates how some folks straddle the fence. They have a sense of knowingness about the world changing and even can acknowledge the role of people like us and the creative work we do and the example we set and yet… still cling to bitching at us about “get a job”, or a myriad of other symbols, which in some magic pipe-dream of theirs is clinging to a crumbling reality they once knew and is some way to take out on us what is some uneasiness about inevitable changes that they are fighting to deny.
There’s a few components here so I want to add a wee bit of discussion on addictions. People use substances and other addictions to get the same feeling of ecstasy that Divine connection can bring, but it’s a short-lived feeling compared to what true connection delivers. I heard some talk from Ram Dass where he quoted someone else saying that substances (and other addictions) give us a chance to “be with Jesus, but only for an hour or two”. And that’s probably enough preface on that…
So… my LSS, yes, has been gracious enough to look out for my material needs, but the required money, etc. is delivered with all the compassion of a dead fish or a cold stone. There is no warm, kind, loving emotional component to it. Like you’ve said M, they don’t derive any satisfaction of delivering what they’ve been guided to (albeit sometimes not consciously), which is their part in this collective effort. This person used to hug me all the time, if even upon departing company, but in two years time of being under their roof, I’ve perhaps had about half a dozen hugs from them, if I remember right, they’d only initiated two of those, the others I’ve requested. So, on that side is their bitterness directed at me as they cling to the old.
And yet….
They used to bring one person over, who has since found a lover so they aren’t hanging with my LSS anymore. They had the hots for my LSS, who did not return that sentiment and was about to discuss it with this person, but they got involved elsewhere and off they went. So, that was their reason to hang with my LSS and my LSS’s reason to hang with them is they provided the desired distraction of a drinking buddy.
Well, one time, they both showed up here late, after drinking, to hang here and further their drinking episode. They were out on the balcony, while I was just inside attempting to sleep. I heard my LSS talking to them about my connection to my higher self or I AM as I sometimes call it. Their talk showed that they were impressed or awed with my example there.
In their drunken-stooper of a Divine ecstasy, short-lived connection, they respected my experience.
As I finish this writing – in full anticipation of my intentions of my subsequent visualization of my LSS fully and joyfully embracing both my part and theirs in this great work together over the past two years – I am overwhelmed with an all-out pouring-sweat hot flash, induced by energy movement and its physical level component coming from my earlier ingestion of pancakes and coffee. LOL Definitely not anything usual for me… on all counts.
So, here I go into a ritual and vision…
Ok, some good signs…
My LSS returned home late yesterday so we didn’t interact much. They went to work today. Tonight after they’d been home a while, I felt the urge to talk to them and my higher self agreed. I told them, “How ’bout we talk about what we did the other day while I’m calmer, not having just been thrown for a loop by you.” They agreed.
I let them know how things have been for me and said I don’t tend to complain since I see no use in it, but perhaps they don’t understand what I’ve been through. I told ‘em about what the ascension process has been like and I’ve been doing fairly well in that regard since late October with very little impact from energies and yet the overall exhaustion from the past two years I have yet to recover from.
The other day when they confront me, I was having the worst day I’ve had since September and I was yearning for the new and having high anxiety that I’d be let down again or there’d be more delays. And it just woke up like this and couldn’t shake it all day. Then I come home from groceries, fall through myself and then they spring “get a job” on me and we’ve had this talk before and I think it’s behind us and yet, nope, and they had to do that on that day of all days.
And today was typical for me as of late, which has more to do with outer circumstances just taking their toll over time – I laid around for most of the day because I am not getting much deep sleep just because I’m sleeping on a couch that is too small and I can’t get comfortable. About the time I start to drift off, something relaxes and shifts to a position that is downright damaging to my body and I wake up and start over. I also have had a major tooth ache from a missing filling (for many years now) and I get pain occasionally, but it may go away for many months at a time, but in the last few weeks it’s been daily and I take aspirin at least once a day and can’t imagine being without it. I rock back and forth or pace and just go nuts from the pain for the few minutes it takes for the aspirin to kick in.
I reminded my LSS of the times, to which they nodded their head and said they knew full well. I asked if they were ok or if they were scared and they said they were doing ok over all. I told ‘em what they could expect in general for this year and that there was much to go through in a short time and that they’d best prepare themselves mentally and emotionally to give up a lot that they were familiar with. I said there are two paths now – either down the tube or, well, up the tube, but one thing was for sure, things would never be like they were ever again and that was something that both the light and dark agreed on.
We talked some specifics about the evidence of changes. It went well.
Well, by God… they got ready for bed and before they went to bed, they came and found me and reached for a hug and told me they loved me and were happy I was in their life. I thanked them for helping me help the world and asked that they please do their inner work because if they didn’t make it to 5D I was gonna kick their ass.
That’s good stuff WNC…Congratulations! I had a similar talk with one of my LSS participants and she thanked me for being here and congratulated me on a job well done and was open to hear all about my journey and the “unknown”. I couldn’t believe it! I didn’t really get into the future changes with her just because so much has NOT happened that I thought would by now so I didn’t want to say but even being able to share what I did felt SO good. Things are a changing!
How in the world do you add smiley’s on here?
Anyway, Congratulations again!
M, it’s great to hear your LSS had some similar energy as my own. By God, things actually ARE shifting.
I see Lauren said kinda stasis until the 23rd. Jennifer Hoffman said the 25th. My own Tarot readings are giving the same message and I’d sensed that before all this barrage of confirmation and now my LSS is finally on the same page and not pressuring me to “do” anything at a time when that’s not what is called for. Ahhh… I can finally be left in peace to thoroughly soak in what we’ve accomplished and anticipate the imminent out-picturing. Oh, happy day! Never before have I been so content to sit in the calm before the storm.
P.S. I just type in the keyboard smiley face and it gets converted.
I just finished reading a very nice writeup by Jim Self explaining the 3rd, 4th and 5th dimensions and how to navigate the shifts for a smoother ride. I’m not a big fan of the 2012scenario site and would have prefered to link directly to Jim’s site but couldn’t find the article there. Here’s to mastering our thoughts …
http://the2012scenario.com/2012/01/jim-self-what-do-you-mean-the-3rd-dimension-is-going-away/
Also of interest, this is the 3rd article I’ve read recently that mentioned that many will choose to exit their bodies at this time. I guess this is to prepare us mentally for whats ahead.
Willow, thanks for the link to that article. The info in it seems IMPORTANT!
Yes Kate, important and worth discussing…
Very good! Thanks for that Willow.
I’ve talked to people about instant manifestation and they act like I’m nuts. Often, the best some others can muster is they think I’m talking synchronicities, but it will be more than that. I too use Jim’s exact example of having an apple materialize in your hand… and not because you’re in the produce section of a store or sitting under an apple tree when the apples are ripe, but anywhere, any time.
And yes, all-knowingness, what you need to know will be there when you need to know it.
And, after we step out of our carbon-based bodies, fully ascend and utilize our crystalline bodies, we can look like whatever we’d like, aka, shape-shift or perhaps some use the term “transmogrification”. Regardless of what “looks” we may take on, we’ll be perfectly healthy and vital. I very much anticipate that I will look very much like myself (by choice), but a more youthful and perfectly healthy version – no freckles, moles, pimples, blood spots, stretch marks, cellulite, fat, teeth damaged by dentists, requiring corrective lens, etc. I’ll choose to have the best muscle mass I’ve ever had, all at once – I’ve sometimes had more upper body mass than lower and vise versa. We can get rid of the “warts and all” part
… perhaps by accepting those warts in this moment. Accepted and blessed so no longer any reason to experience.
I also know “ascension” is more than just merely a shift in consciousness and can and will happen in the blink of an eye when the consciousness has shifted enough and when one’s higher self allows for that outward shift – key component, since the higher self can still utilize us as it sees fit – only ways to know if you’re “done” is to observe yourself and your experience and also ask that of your higher self then continue to serve as you are requested to do.
And these last two sections I just wrote begs for these next comments. We are channeling much higher frequencies now and yet are still in our 3D carbon-based bodies. This is why this hurts and why our bodies are in some ways getting trashed. They weren’t really designed for this and yet are hanging in there, at least surviving, which is all that is really necessary for now. As Willow said, we can step out of these bodies and will. So, take care of your body in this moment, as best you can, because it has to support your existence for right now, but don’t worry so much about getting old and fat as those things will be a mute point as soon as we fully take on our crystalline bodies. Flow with the inner work since that is what determines all else. “Seek ye first the Kingdom of Heaven and all else will be added unto you.” Keep the faith about this.
Depending on inner work accomplished while in 3D, each individual may very well reach different levels of 5D and beyond upon their own ascension. As that channeling by CA stated, our individual higher selves may want a very big ascension leap out of us, so whatever continuing challenges or even “cooling one’s heels” when there’s seemingly no significant process still ongoing, may be due to the higher self’s desire for a higher ascension level or even just result in that because of continuing service to the collective – which yes, can be challenging in and of itself. Knowing what oneself is capable of is one thing, yet holding that light for the next person who is still very disempowered is another thing.
I’d say that those who wait till the nth minute to awaken and go inward and yet still ascend will more than likely be at the bottom levels of 5D, just barely eeking through the door before the dimensional bridge collapses. Basically the different levels within dimensions merely indicates how much of one’s true self one is ready to claim. As Jim says:
“The vast majority of people on this planet are not prepared to be the masters of their every thought, feeling, and action in every moment. But there’s no option. It’s a required, baseline skill of higher 4D and 5D consciousness.”
So, people may very well master and own their every thought, feeling and action and accept that they are creating their own reality and yet still not create to their fullest potential, henceforth… bottom layer of 5D.
WNC, I just love you. I really enjoyed reading everything you just said!
Love you too Kate. Keep the faith.
Perhaps one day, you with your fairy wings will show others that they are much more capable than even they themselves once thought. And perhaps they won’t WANT fairy wings themselves, but through your example, they’ll at least know they could have them… and much, much more. Be courageous and set the example and in so doing give permission to others to achieve even more. I see you as Neo at the end of Matrix taking off flying.
Especially at this point in time, anyone that is preaching limit, AT ANY LEVEL, no matter how lofty that limit is, is not hitting the mark of their full potential. And I’m not talking their potential centuries out, but, well, maybe today or tomorrow or next week, whenever their higher self sees fit to pull the trigger.
Meanwhile, it would serve us to shed instant gratification on the way to instant manifestation. We do what is required in this moment. Crawl before you walk, walk before you run, run before you fly.
Like Jim Self said, we too easily backslide before we realize our desired outcome.
So… hold the vision! (and if your fellow creator would like to settle for less, then so shall it be… in their reality… for now)
Hi TWYH friends. Just wondering if this resonates: Had a little trip visiting my own personal mental hell the past couple of days. I think I brought it upon myself by dwelling on the past, ruminating, feeling sorry for myself, etc., and it took a dangerous turn to the point where I doubted everything, especially my own sanity and reason for living. I thought that my life had been a waste, as much as I wanted otherwise, and that I was on the outside looking in, and that I couldn’t get back, and I blew it. Really, it became “sink or swim” for a while. Luckily, I thought about my children, and also remembered you all sharing what you have. Still, I went waaaay down, finally gave up hope of anything and fell asleep (mercifully). Then while waking up, I observed my own mind almost twisting inside out, like a bizarre mental struggle, and voila’, I came out the other side of something. It was like a mental/mind birth, and that despair is over. Life seems more vivid–but different–in a good way. Perhaps I cleared up some last remnants of old junk. Very important, I think, is that I see that thoughts are more powerful than ever now, and it’s very damaging to choose to dwell on negative thoughts, period. I really have to choose now. Maybe some of you have had similar experiences? But yay, I feel much better, as if I know what to do now. Thanks for reading this. Jessica
Hi, Jessica.
Have you read the Jim Self blog at the link that Willow provided? It addresses that very topic. Quite helpful. If you haven’t read it: http://the2012scenario.com/2012/01/jim-self-what-do-you-mean-the-3rd-dimension-is-going-away/
And thank you, Willow.
Thank you, Stella and Willow. Yes, I’d read the article before but NOW I GET IT! It makes so much sense. What a relief to read the article with new understanding. Thank you for reposting that link. !!!
You’re welcome. It helped me, as well.
And I love it when that happens . . . when I see something *again* . . . for the very first time.
As always, contacts from the PHC are amazing to see. I wish everyone to have an amazing year and good luck on what ever path is your own