The Arrival of Universal LOVE
“As the new-human prototypes fully activate and physically embody the frequencies of universal LOVE, mother earth receives the nourishing scalar energies needed to ease her labor pains…as do each of you.” -Seven Sisters of Pleiades
Post 11:11
It’s been three weeks since the 11:11 when, yet again, our inner-world turned inside out and our outer-world turned upside down. It always takes a good chunk of time after a major portal to get our wigs on straight, but there is so much going on in the cosmos during this very concentrated and sacred passage into a new year/era/world, that its difficult to impossible to wrap our brains around it or to figure out which end is up just yet.
One thing is certain…we are still frolicking in the post-11:11 void (and soon to be vacuumed up into the 12:12)… enduring the usual excavation period that follows any major cosmic event, and integrating the motherload of all gateways that we just exploded thru. And even tho we are currently gaining access to an entirely new realm of (heart) intelligence, and coming into contact with some new-level awarenesses, this is certainly no time for making sense out of it all (compliments of mercury retrograde). We are still so thick in the haze of transmutation that we can’t really see a foot in front of our faces…and with all the shards of lingering 3D shrapnel still flying thru the air, it’s not even advisable to try.
Also worth mentioning that we are in the midst of a powerful eclipse portal (there was a partial solar eclipse on 11/25 and another total lunar eclipse approaching on the full moon of 12/10)…and of course, right on the heels of the upcoming lunar eclipse is the 12:12 stargate, which will be soon followed by the solstice. Throw in a few solar flares and CME’s that are bound to grace us this month as they did so unapologetically right around Thanksgiving, and we have quite a cosmic cocktail to nurse thru our holiday parties.
So yes, even tho the pains aren’t quite as intense as they used to be, and we are able to ride the waves with more confidence, we are still heaving thru the labor of rebirth and need to surrender ourselves fully thru these remaining contractions of 2011.
“From the solstice to the new moon you have the opportunity to glean a whole new perspective, one that incurs real change, breakthroughs and freedom”-Seven Sisters
From what I am hearing, the hardest part is mostly over, and even tho we are all at a point where we feel we literally can’t go on a minute longer…how many times have we said that over the last 7 years?…we still have a bit more pushing to do. But we can gather our focus and pull strength from the first signs of life that are beginning to emerge as the windows of universal LOVE crack open, replete with a fresh supply of restorative adamantine particles which are blowing into our lives & bodies on the winds of change.
This the first time we (a large portion of humanity) are being reborn in this way…fully conscious…and this (re)birth moment is THE return to zero-point consciousness, a total reset & recalibration, where the feminine and masculine energies are perfectly in balance to enable us to physically ascend beyond polarity (karmic) consciousness…and in so many ways, things still suck, but the miracle in all of this is that we are being supported thru this transition in literally every.way.possible. There is no bowing out now.
Thru the last few weeks, we have all been swept out to sea by an aggressive, but purifying cosmic riptide of transformation. We are far from “business as usual”, and instead of flowing with the universal current, we have been disconnected from life and are bouncing around uncontrollably in the choppy surf of the unknown. Being thrown around like this can be unsettling if we let it, but those who remain calmly centered in faith of where the heart is leading us will notice that tho we have been cast out deep into the sea yet again, this time we are not alone here.
As the swells of the ocean temporarily lift our sights to new heights, we begin to see not only the horizon of the new world that each of us has courageously dreamed into existence, but we also notice that bobbing all around us, in the same cleansing waters, are the members of our resonant soul family joining us now in the discovery and creation of a new earth.
Once we recognize each other, all we have to do is extend a hand to regain our fortitude, resilience and strength in numbers so that together, we can swim to the shore of our brand new lives.
A sense of completion fills the air and we are refueled for the remaining miles….
Kindred-Spirits
“There is a new order rising and the souls at the forefront of these changes are beginning to come together to create group resonances that will influence earth and humanity in magnanimous ways.” Seven Sisters
Not much is crystal clear about our next steps, its true, but there is one element of this recent stargate that has already begun to solidify on the other side, and in preparation for 2012…the reconnection to our soul families, our brothers & sisters from home.
You may be noticing the emergence of these soul clusters popping up around you now as either romantic/spiritual/kindred partnerships…business/purpose-driven connections that are just forming and will fortify in the new year… new opportunities to work with others of shared-interest/like-mind…the final pieces (people) to complete your collective contribution to humanity, etc.
In some cases, these connections are forming over the internet, or they may (finally) be in your physical world…either way, the coming together of these soul groups is a required step to procure the many manifestations of our heart-felt desires for the new earth. We are officially starting to come together in heart-resonance, as the new earth guardians for phase II of ascension…what the unseens refer to as the “physicalization phase”.
Like everything else, this coming together will likely be an ongoing unfolding process throughout 2012, so if your not sensing these connections yet you have plenty of “time”…whatever time means now. The sisters say that there will be a blossoming of new relationships and openings to expand beyond what is currently known, as well as a deepening of existing soul-relationships. If I am understanding this correctly, the physicalization phase and embodiment phase are simultaneous happenings…the overall period of time allotted for our ascension to become physically realized…a process that has already begun and includes the physical manifestations and applications of our wildest dreams & deepest desires…desires which stem from achieving our highest potential in LOVE.
In other words, for those capable of embodying the frequency of universal LOVE, 2012 will be about mastery of the physical domain, of physical matter…including our biology. We will be learning all kinds of new things including how to co-create with the forces of the universe thru the gateway of our magnetic (high) heart. (much more on this to come in the new year)
*NOTE: Feels important to state here that contrary to what some be-lie-ve, biological ascension is not a one-time event…it is an ongoing series of purifying waves of Source energy that spur a succession of genetic activations and advancements that lead to the embodiment of divine LOVE…a frequency that those at the forefront have been tuning into, aligning with & integrating for many, many years. We are beginning to embody our divinity, yes, and we are learning how to harness/direct our physical energy like masters, sure…but keep in mind that every-single-cell of our biology, and the DNA contained within those cells, is changing in radical ways to adapt to our new level programming…which is just a long way of saying that time and space are required for transfiguration in the physical world. Just physics.
The physics of the 3D physic-al realm governs the world of form and is by far the most dense, the least malleable, and therefore the slowest and last to change. Unfortunately, this incremental process is what it means to “bring our bodies with us” thru our ascension into 5D. Granted, physical death may be the faster route, but its not the one we signed up for. We’re on the slow train to heaven…and with lots of local stops.
I know I say this often, but there is a lot of misconception about what is physic-ally taking place within our bodies and what we should expect. This evolutionary process that we call ascension is a VERY biological one, which is why I continually draw the focus to our physical bodies in these updates. The Pleiadians add that these misconceptions are perpetuated by those who think that ascension is merely a spiritual quest…which is not only inaccurate, it’s barely scratching the surface of what’s actually entailed to truly morph our flesh into christed-beings.
Because we feel unwell does not mean that we failed at our ascension, it means that we are mutating, kicking up emotional & cellular debris, dropping density, and become more refined. Again, a p r o c e s s. It’s all leading somewhere…the destination is embodied LOVE…but we don’t just wake up this way one day on the other side of a stargate portal…we eeeeease into it. The stargates are ongoing and consecutive for a reason, each one opens us up to the “potential” to take the next, deeper step into LOVE. How could it be any other way?
{For those finding it a challenge to surrender to the embodiment process, my recent Pleiadian-guided handbook (From Suffering to Spiritual Ecstasy: simple integration techniques for sacred embodiment) will be available until 2012 as a donation-based offering and can be acquired thru paypal HERE}
“There is a period of global restructuring up ahead, one that will require some patience, but as each of you step into position as new earth guardians, these changes will speed up and gather momentum around the planet. For this reason, it is vital now that those who are being called to planetary missions of service step up and say YES to those opportunities that arise, for these are opening the doors to reunite with your resonant soul families. It is your soul family that carries the group resonance of a new humanity and the time is now to join forces, to co-create your long-held visions of heaven on earth.” -Seven Sisters
Radiance of LOVE
“There is a new understanding that is permeating your sphere with regard to LOVE, and this new understanding is the basis for all of life on the new-earth to grow, to flourish.” -Seven Sisters
As we embody the full radiance of LOVE, we are, in fact, adapting to the biological changes required for ascended mastery. The sisters have shared with me that one of the most impacting, life-altering changes initiated thru the 11:11 is that our individual cells, which make up our entire human body, are beginning to take on the resonance of the 528 Hz…one of the six core frequencies of creation, that of universal LOVE and miracles.
This radiance can be experienced in the body as a sensation-based bliss…more like waves of love-ecstasy that undulate thru the cells, releasing endorphins to create a heightened sensation of being alive…where everything around us, including the air we breathe, is charged with LOVE. This LOVE energy is a subtle, but vital intelligence that permeates everything to the point where the world just feels better and seems more, well…colorful. This may sound trippy, and honestly, it does feel to me like a very mild version of the street drug ecstasy…namely called “The Love Drug”…but sans the panicky/paranoia side effects that can accompany any psychoactive artificial high.
I now understand this feeling to be the “transference” process that the Pleiadian High Council referred to in the last update… which they define as the transfer of Source intelligence (the frequency of LOVE) to our cells…a feeling that is ultimately generated from the (high) heart center. According to the PHC, this is this feeling sensation that is actually transforming the body into light.
“Your biology will take on this resonance in waves that will permeate every cell of your bodies. This is what is meant by the term, rapture. This process results in a full-body release from density.” –Seven Sisters
We are not all able to uphold or sustain this frequency full-time yet, but some are close. Right now it is difficult to tap into these subtle sensations since we are undergoing such deep cellular restructuring, but overall the unseens say that the amount of time it takes for each of us to settle into our new biology and maintain the 528 Hz vibration of LOVE in our bodies varies for each individual and is contingent on numerous elements including soul path, the timing of incarnation, genetic/karmic clearing, cell damage and planetary missions of service. In other words, the process is perfect for each of us.
The sisters also make it clear to me that this love quotient, the 528 Hz that is taking up residence in our physical bodies, is also very present in our dwelling spaces, our homes, our work places, our communities and in our connections with others. This resonance is a palpable force of energy that others feel, see and appreciate as a sense of home now.
“You are beginning to be seen in all your glory as the radiance of divine love emanates from your heart-core.” –Seven Sisters
This radiance of love, and the path of the high-heart that will lead the way for us and humanity, is also showing up in how we are suddenly able to express ourselves as bearers of truth in that it is becoming nearly impossible to dim our lights, to hold back our inner knowing, or anything that highlights inauthenticity or provides a guiding light for others.
The truth is coming out so strongly now that it can appear to be ruthless, but this only happens where ruthless is required….and sometimes it just is. I have never been one to mince words, so for me personally, this new level of truth-telling has been really hard to tame. What I noticed thru many failed attempts is that we can apply our spiritual mastery and utilize the art of compassion by doing our best to beautify, or soften the truth & deliver it with love…but the truth is that some truth is just not soft or beautiful or graceful…even when it is delivered with love. No matter, time to tell the truth anyway. The good news is that in the past, we may have shuttered at the venomous backlash of holding a mirror up to others, but somehow, its not so scary anymore. And besides, holding back the truth is starting to feel way worse than any stink-eye ever could.
“To this we say, the time is now to unwaveringly speak your truth, to flow with your cultivated wisdoms and to allow others in to see the glimmer of hope for a new way.” -Seven Sisters
The front runners of new humanity are about to come out into the open to provide a path of choice for those who are ready and willing to embrace the radiance of LOVE. Not in the sense that we will have to summons these souls, propagate our knowledge or convince anyone of our truth, but that we will have the gift of home, of fulfillment, of purpose, of joy, of creative passion, of LOVE to share with all those who are ready to receive it.
“From our perspective, many changes will be in place by the next new moon so that you will be in a position of greater clarity and preparedness for the immensely anticipated year of 2012″ -Seven Sisters
See you thru the next gateway!
Lauren
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Sat Nam dear Lauren. The dip after 11.11 has been very intense has it not. Thank you for this writing, always a calming balm.
Amen to that!
Whoah, I went through a few gateways the last 11 days!!! This is what I wrote yesterday:
YOUR Body WILL BE Adjusted for LIGHT Transference /// “Rapture Visions = Ascension” [Rupture]
.by J’Tariah Called Crow on Friday, December 2, 2011 at 4:36pm
YOUR Body WILL BE Adjusted for LIGHT Transference
“Rapture Visions = Ascension” [Rupture]
by J’Tariah EnRa El
After Midnight, the 21st of November, I woke to a blood-curdling horrific pain situated somewhere in my abdomen.
I called 911 emergency. My five-year-old-son-was still asleep, his tiny warm body naturally drawn to mine: ten minutes later, the ambulance sped down the freeway with both of us.
At the hospital, I was given dire news: I had some to get both of my ovaries out because they were [R]uptured, enlarged and were putting my life in danger, and would kill me if not removed.
I was sent home two days later, but had to return to the hospital almost immediately. I had a 102.2 temperature led to extensive tests showing that over a pint of fluids were in my abdomen. I had my second procedure [operation] in 5 days, followed by numerous days of what I will probably be calling Rapture [mystical transformation] in my upcoming writings of what can only be called “wondrous.”
My near-death Rapture Visions included emotionally seeing and sensing: 1) never-ending intense art-flowing trees, leading to; 2) spirals of contrasting colors creating endless spaceships and lightships; 3) abstract planetary expansions; 4) Humanoid intertwined twitching bodies; 5) Animal-beings dancing around circles throwing flaming arrows through hoops …and more I will write of and definitely paint.
These *Rapture Visions* only just started dropping off yesterday –the first of December — but I feel that they are definitely a part of Ascension that is linking all of us…a net holographic, a rapture, one strung capture.
end of scribble 4:20 pm on 12/2/2011 Got “home” at 2:22 on 12/2/2011
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I had a similar experience with an emergency appendectomy on Friday, Nov. 25. Awakened at around 1AM with terrible pain and had surgery less than 24 hours later. And my appendix was cancerous but the tumor was totally encased in the appendix. I had several decision points where I had to consciously choose to stay on the earth.
I’m curious to know whether anyone else had surgery in the past 2 weeks.
Jennifer, I read your latest update and all I can is…WOW!!! What a very, very dramatic blessing!!! So glad you chose to stay. (((HUGS))) and (((HUGS))) to J’Tariah as well. Hope you’re both healing well ~ sounds like A LOT of clearing going on!!
Jennifer,
Not in the last 2 weeks, however, two of my children (ages 15 and 7) both had surgery with general anesthesia in the last 2 months. The 7 year old will have another surgery later this month (hopefully with a sedative and pain medication and not general this time), and the 15 year old may need a repeat surgery as well. The older one has changed significantly from this experience. Except for a necessary c-section in 2004 (due to complications during labor), these are the first surgeries anyone in our family has ever experienced. It will be interesting to see what the significance of all this is. Hope you heal quickly, easily, and thoroughly.
I’ve had something happen in the last 2 weeks…it took me to the hospital and several doctors…I literally felt like I was losing my life as I couldn’t breathe…my heart was having spasms but there was nothing medically wrong with it…I also made a conscious decision to stay on..
My husband thought he was having mini strokes— but “failed” to tell me hoping they would pass — they started around 11/16.
After he ‘fessed up, I dragged him up to the local ER and he was sent upstate to the neuro unit there — and was operated on last Tuesday for a mass hematoma due to a concussion we believe may have occurred back in the summer.
What a nightmare.
I have witnessed alot of people experiencing much going on around the first and second chakras (lots of cramping, muscle spasms, hemmoroid, back pain type of complaints) as well as having issues relative to eyes and ears as well.
I myself am back to be woken up in the early morning hours due to the &^%$# sense that it is getting light outside — that there is a light shining on my eyelids, however, there is not — but I cannot escape it. Have been having this on and off now for about a year and a half. I hate it. That and the ears ringing and ringing.
Robin, I had that happen to me. I asked my wife and her guide (since I can’t hear mine) and it turned out to be another guide who was just too close to me and I was picking up her light. She simply moved and it hasn’t happened since. I recommend asking the source of the light to move farther away so you are not awakening in the night. That might take care of the problem for you. Good luck!
Wow, thank you for sharing your experience. I think it will be very interesting to see what others experiences are and would love to hear more of what you experience.
Back in 2008, I had my appendectomy and I knew that the organ was not compliant with my upgraded body and had to come out, I also knew this to be an exit point should I choose it (I had almost passed out on the floor and felt I was given a chance to make a decision…and obviously I chose to stay because I knew I had to accomplish things I wanted to and help out).
After 11.11…more specifically on 11/22, I had a light body ascension (other members of PAT are talking of this). I heard “This is part 1 of 2 parts of the ascension process” even though I know it happens in increments like Lauren states, I’m assuming light body ascension part 1 and physical ascension part 2. I was also aware of one of my multidimensional selves ascending to the next higher dimension (8d?) at the same “time”!!
Since then, I’ve had a terrible cold that I haven’t been able to beat and I know that my weakest body area is my throat chakra (speaking my truth) and therefore, is going through some massive upgrading.
Usually I get my uprgrades through the left side ear/brain, but felt my most recent one on the right. And as usual, I get muscle twitches that won’t go away for a few days (being the amount of new light/electricity flowing throughout my body).
I expect a financial collapse soon, perhaps Christmas or after Christmas. Meanwhile…just waiting…and waiting…
BFW ~ I feel you! My jaw seized up and misaligned due to “not speaking my truth”! I was told that these were “final adjustments.” Since then I have DEFINITELY spoken my truth and feel set freeee! Hope we both feel better very soon! (Is there still a website for the PAT?)
Kate – wow, I hope my jaw doesn’t seize up…yikes! And I certainly hope these adjustments are also some final ones.
As far as the PAT goes, I think most of them are over at Stankov’s Universal Law Press website (www.stankovuniversallaw.com). As with everything, I take what I read from there only what resonates and leave the rest.
I love that you’ve brought the fairy realm to everyday life!
Thank you, BFW! I was visiting that site regularly for awhile. He spoke so many truths that really resonated with me…but I just couldn’t get over the fact that he was a pompous ass!
Heh-heh…there’s that truth again…
Hope you’re feeling well today!
Hi, Kate (((HUGS)))!!
I pray to God all my spiritual family reads this!!! First yes there is still a website for the PAT. Stankov.com. I believe.
Now……..
Not only have I been dealing with the after effects of the greatest tsunami of my life, I have been dealing with something I just found out about today. My new pain doc gave me an anti-convulsant drug to help with pain, which insidiously, did a number on me. I have been having extremely bad side effects for weeks but I kept on thinking these were all because of the energy!! I was wrong!
I have been getting extremely depressed, numb inside, very dizzy, confusion to the point I couldn’t understand what I was reading, urinating like Niagara Falls and becoming very dehydrated, and then the BIG one, I have been thinking suicidal thoughts. I added all these up to wanting to go HOME and how the energy was affecting me.
Finally realizing something really was off here, I began to read the information from the pharmacy today, and my eyes fell out of my head. This is the SAME type of medication that made my husband attempt suicide. OMG! I haven’t taken any today and beginning this evening, I am becoming un-numb inside, my continuous running to the bathroom has stopped, my depression has stopped, I can read right again, and no more suicide thoughts.
This energy has me upside down inside out literally, and then on top of that, dealing with a adverse reaction from a new med…..wow.
You guys have no idea how horrible this has been, here I am thinking what is wrong with me, why am I acting like I am, why why why, and here all along it is this medication. I am calling this doc’s office tomorrow and telling her this med is BAD news and and no way can I take it!!
Darn it, you guys, if I hadn’t read the literature from the pharmacy, which yeah, I should have done in the first place, God knows what I would have done. I hung up my wings and told God I quit! ME? And I have been acting very unusual for me, and I am like HUH?
So that is the lowdown. Now that I have got that all straight, I can just go back to putting up with the ebbs and flows of this tsunami we all seem to be in.
And since I haven’t thrown it away, because it really does mean something to me, I apologize to those of you due to acting in a way I normally do not. I don’t eat other people’s sh**, but I do know when to apologize.
Hugs to all of you, and yes, I am back. The real me. (GRIN)
Glad to have you back, Amy!
(I take pain meds too, and I’m very cautious about side effects…haven’t found the ideal med yet, but exercise does help some. I mostly do Pilates with a trainer. Degenerative disk/joint disease.)
BJ, I too am very careful with the meds, but I had to start from scratch with a new doctor and she is very firm on how she does things. So, now that this has happened, I will tell her straight out I am not willing to go through what I just went through again, playing with new meds and I do know what works by now…..so don’t please don’t give me a hard time about this. I do Yoga and was doing ballet until I collapsed 2 months ago, but I do plan on going back to dancing! My disks are dehydrating leaving my vertebrae bone on bone. I still won’t quit though!!
And thank you for welcoming me back. I was not in a good place, and was so hurt, but I have put that all behind me because I want my family back. As this article points out it is getting harder and harder to swallow the truth. I am going to study Hawaiian, in hopes I can find words to help sugar the truth. The truth hurts sometimes, even when given in love. Yet, this is one of my Gifts……and darn, if I do try to swallow, spirit is yapping in my ear…….and won’t leave me alone until I say something.
(((HUGS))) BJ…….I understand totally what pain can do to you! You have my empathy and my prayers.
Amy, do you drink enough water and get enough sea salt?
Wonders, yes to both questions. I have concluded two things about the why of all this…..
First though I did have a severe back injury in 1993 that effected L5S1 or lower back. I also had two surgeries that made me much worse.
Now for my theories: My thyroid quit over 2 years ago, and because of a doctor who refused to treat me properly and due to my mental state of able to think maybe this doc is wrong……I didn’t get on the proper medication until 18 months after the fact, who another doctor prescribed. Because the thyroid is the Master Gland of the body, and because of my injury, my body started attacking itself in order to try to self protect. Not too clear with this, as my words probably show, but it all seems to point to this time in my life that my back began to go downhill and fast.
The second reason is I have acted as a grounder of high energy frequencies for Gaia, and I think this had an effect on not only my back, but all my joints as well. Moving that kind of energy through a human body for as many years as I did, takes a toll.
And present day, right now, I find myself dehydrated because of the life threatening reactions I just had from a new medication that my new pain management doctor wanted me to try. I’m to the point, I am no longer willing to play Russian Roulette and just to say to this doc, “I may be new here, and in all honesty I really did my best in following your rules, but I no longer am willing to ever again go through what I just did. So, I know what works for me, and I just want you to prescribe for me exactly works for me.”
The medical arena is a nightmare, and if any of you are in it, may God be with you. I am an RN and the way I have been treated has been horrible. You have every right to say no to a procedure these doctors are pushing on you. That is how I came to have a new doctor. I received a registered letter in the mail telling me I was no longer a patient at such and such medical facility. Why? Because I refused to go for further surgery, and I refused to go for a colonoscopy, which is now done under general anesthesia. I have enough to cope with my back, without adding more problems. The good thing about this new doctor, she agrees with me that surgery is not the right option for me, and that in fact, the FDA are withholding patents for procedures that may be able to help people like me. Why? Oh, because the pharms wouldn’t be making as much money if people started to get well…
Wonders…….ya got me yapping about a subject I could talk about and then some. The medical field needs to be changed so badly. Medicine is not functioning to heal, it is functioning to treat, and nothing more. It is really scary, and if you don’t believe me, God help you.
HUGS Thanks for caring enough to ask me two really intelligent questions!
Yes Amy, that’s why I asked. More times than not, the medical industry does more harm than good. Often what a doctor says to do is 180% out of phase with what really needs to be done… it makes it worse. Which is why I always look to the fundamentals. You talked about dehydration and most pharmaceuticals make that worse also.
Most back pain (at a purely physical level) is due to lack of water (and sea salt help to regulate it all). The water in our spine is a major part of why our spines even hold us up. It provides as much support as the bones themselves. Arthritis is another symptom of severe dehydration.
Yes, you have to stop all the the things that suck the water out of you further but only one way to get it back in – drink water.
When Dr. Lorraine Day got cancer, she figured she was 18 years behind on water, considering not getting enough and doing things like pounding coffee while she worked ER so that dehydrated her more.
If you haven’t read it yet, read Fereydoon Batmanghelidj’s book, “Your Body’s Many Cries for Water.” It will clue you into other things around this also and let you know how medicines and other things affect the hydration of the body and all the body functions that depend on proper hydration (pretty much everything). SO fundamental. You too may be many years behind.
Blessings to ya.
Wonders, THANK YOU for the encouragement! I will as of today drink drink drink filtered water. Sometimes it is easy to overlook to drink enough water, especially when we get caught up in our day to day lives. I will really focus on getting more water in me, for I have intended many years ago, I will heal this body!
(((HUGS))) Again, THANK YOU for the confirmation!
Just to let you know, Amy, I certainly appreciate what you’re going through. And water, wow, that’s a big one for me, not drinking enough. Coffee, now, plenty of that! Currently going through med condition forcing me to drink water. i KNOW I should drink more, but why don’t I??????
Hmmmmm.
Amy and Rebecca (and perhaps countless others), I’ve addressed this topic before and I may sound like a broken record and yet until the masses get back to the fundamentals, in this case water, folks like me have to keep harping on about such. I’ve often said fun-duh-mentals (keep it fun, duh!, keep your mind functioning) survive so long because they are what works.
Also, Amy, I’d suppose it’s an additional challenge for you to unplug from the medical industry since you’ve been a part of it. Both the people I referenced were doctors and they had to learn the hard way also (one personally and the other being forced to heal with limited resources) and yet, like you, had just the best perspective on it, really. Lightworkers are everywhere and need to be. I must say though that most RNs get a clue long before the doctors do.
But… listen to yourself. You know you’re dehydrated. You said that you had back surgery and now it’s worse. You took drugs and now it’s worse. When will it be time to quit looking outside yourself for your health? This is the end of the age of gurus – including doctors.
There are still some ways that western medicine has its place, such as trauma surgery when you step off the curb and get hit by a truck, but even there, if we are more connected to our intuition, we wouldn’t step off that curb then.
And if we truly accepted our healing abilities, just KNEW it, then there’d be no lessons necessary to be delivered in the form of a passing truck and even when we did injure ourselves, we could watch our wounds heal in the moment, right before our very eyes, because we wouldn’t expect anything different. We wouldn’t think some expert “out there” was the answer to our healing.
Let me tell you two stories of people ignoring their own knowingness about water and ending up far down that path of dis-ease.
I met someone a few years back for lunch. They had chronic arthritis. They said that at one point they’d offered people $10,000, anyone who could come up with a cure for their arthritis. I watched them drink their latte which they said they drank many of. I saw that they did not ask for water as I did. I could tell even without asking that this was someone who did not drink enough water and was also drinking things like coffee in large amounts that was further dehydrating them. I went ahead and did ask though and they confirmed that no, they didn’t drink much water. I told them I had the cure for their arthritis. Water. First thing out of their mouth? “I heard that years ago.” They heard it. They even remembered hearing it all these years later. And yet, were they drinking water? No. Instead they spent many years grumbling about their arthritis. Perhaps their subconscious got programmed long ago to associate dis-ease and complaining with getting the attention they so craved.
Did they pay me $10,000? Nope. lol
Around about that same time. I met someone else to go biking. It was an 80+ degree day. We both brought 2 quarts of water with us. This person had diabetes. They were so happy to tell me that they had an insulin pump attached to them. It gave them the freedom they so desired in dealing with their diabetes.
Diabetes is also a severe symptom of dehydration as Batmanghelidj will tell you.
Briefly… like I said, water and sea salt both play a role in proper hydration. Our bodies are on loan from Mother Earth. We ARE the Earth, just as surely as the cells in our bodies are us. We have (or should have) the same percentages of water and minerals in our bodies as Mother Earth has. Inside our cells is fresh water. Outside our cells is salt water. As long as we have a regular flow of water in, then our body processes work fine. Like the Earth can grow plants fine as long as rains come regularly. But there are many back-up systems. If we are in a short period of draught in our bodies, then the salt in our systems can hold water in the ocean of salt-water that surrounds our cells. That water can now be a source that our cells can then draw on to nourish themselves and continue to function, as the cells can filter the salt out and get fresh water.
If we don’t have enough sea salt, then our bodies will then back that up by using sugar to hold (retain) water in the (normally “salt”) ocean outside our cells. Are you beginning to see how lack of water and also lack of sea salt can then result in diabetes? Our bodies will literally adjust insulin levels to keep sugar in the body so that it can be used where it would normally use the sea salt, that wasn’t provided in large enough quantity, if at all. The human body is quite the marvel. Now, if we’d just work with it.
Yes, diet plays a role also and raw food diets have flat cured diabetes in people who agreed to be locked up for 30 days and be fed only raw food, no refined or processed anything. After 6 months they checked on the test subjects. Only one had stuck with the diet and henceforth continued to not have diabetes. All others went back to their bad diets from before and all had diabetes again. Go figure.
Well, back to my story of our biking… After about 3/4 of our ride, I had almost finished my water. This person said that I could have some of theirs. At that point it became apparent that they had not touched their water at all. They worked their insulin pump when required, but they hadn’t had a drop of water. All I can say is, “Wow.” I can’t even imagine.
Yes Amy, confirmation indeed. I’m not telling you (nor did I tell these other people) anything that a part of them didn’t already know. But you’re welcome for the re-minder (put the mind back in).
Look online for specifics of Batmanghelidj’s work and the role of dehydration in many illnesses. And really, I don’t promote a whole lot of books, since often there are many sources of the same information, but, like I’ve said before, his work ought to be taught in grade-school biology classes. VERY fundamental. It’s simple wisdom, as all wisdom is. But no matter how wise something is, if it’s not applied, not lived, then no benefit can come from it.
And yes Rebecca, Batmanghelidj will also tell you how all those meds really mess with all these perfect body systems and back-up systems. Our bodies are so wise and just waiting for our minds to catch up.
Wonders, (((HUGS)))
You are not telling me anything I don’t know already, believe me! I’ve been fighting the medical industry for years now, and in fact have gotten kicked out of 4 all because I refuse to have flu shots, vaccines of any kind, pap smears, mammograms, or ANYTHING xray, colonscopies, surgeries, NOTHING! The ONLY reason I find myself going to a doctor is because one) my thyroid quit 2 years ago and I am presently taking Levoxyl, and 2) I experience chronic pain…..that I must admit has been improving a LOT lately!!
I believe in alternative medicine and NOT main stream medicine. Every time I know I have another doc’s appt. I sink so low in my spirits, for I have worked years worth of trying to heal myself. And yes, this includes the emotional level as well, for all levels of BEing are interconnected.
I have literally walked away from veterinarian medicine for my cats except for emergencies, because I KNOW that very way of “healing” is actually killing out animals, same way as mainstream medicine is doing to us! And I am speaking of rabies vaccines here as well…..food for thought……..Don’t believe me? Start reading the literature that is being put out by Vets who are telling the truth how vaccines are KILLING our animals!
I eat whole organic foods. The ONLY two things I put in my mouth that I could do without and I cringe at the thought of doing away with either one, is my one cup of coffee in the morning, and my semi-sweet chocolates. In both cases, I intend NO HARM to my body, for the pleasure and enjoyment I receive outweigh the negatives.
And with any medication I take, I hold it in my hand and I pray over it, SEEING it as LIGHT and ONLY LIGHT.
Now in combination of all I have done for myself, inclusive of exercise and diet and happy living, I really am beginning to see a difference in my body in the past few months. I have been focusing on healing myself with alternative means and basic foods, and yes even avoiding those foods that cause inflammation, for example, rice.
I view the medical arena as a death trap and if you are not aware of what really goes on, it is time, and fast, to whip those blinders off of your eyes. I don’t work as an RN any more due to my back injury, but what I saw when I work, I still to this days have nightmares about. And it is WORSE today! Medicine has become a pusher of pills and procedures that I consider dangerous.
I’ll leave you with this one thought. Our beautiful and perfect temples were not made to have rubber or steel to be inserted in certain holy areas of our body, going against the natural flow of how things move. It is BARBARIC if you just stop long enough to think what exactly these procedures are doing to your body! Another last thought……I REFUSE to walk through any xray anywhere, inclusive of airports, so no, I won’t travel right now. X-rays KILL, people, they KILL! Our bodies were not created to have those kind of “rays” penetrate our bodies. Now in an emergency situation, as you mentioned, Wonders, such as a broken leg or something like that……that is another story. Emergency medicine is needed, but this other crap of preventative (?) procedures…….those exact procedures CAUSE more problems, and hence MAKE MORE MONEY FOR THE INDUSTRY!
If you haven’t figured it out yet, humans have become nothing more then a number and an “it” to the medical facilities. Yes, I do agree there are gifted doctors, but they have been horribly brainwashed! Horribly!
I am asking any of you that read these words of mine, to first of all, really think what I am saying and what Wonders is saying, and second, pray that with all I have done, am still doing, and with this powerful energy, I will be able to show my two present day doctor (thyroid and back) that it is possible to heal!! Maybe that is why I am still stuck in a “hell” I have been praying to get out of for years. Maybe I am there to show these people how we are all capable of healing IF we connect to Divinity within and focus on natural ways of healing!!!
Amy, on the animal thing too… I hear ya. I killed 4 cats and a dog in my adult life by feeding them pet food and then letting the vets treat them with drugs or whatever. I swore never again. I had the desire to start from kittens or puppies and do it right. Well, I got to play out that experience. I was not looking for a pet but my cat adopted me 4 1/2 years ago. He was a juvenile when he showed up as a stray. He got natural chicken and high quality canned tuna and salmon for the first two years of his life. He got a bit bored with it at times so I found some good quality canned cat food that has no grain, not even rice in it. Why in the hell anyone thinks cats eat grain is beyond me. And that begs the question of why we eat it. Amy, check out Dogtor J’s site for more info on both animal and human health.
http://dogtorj.com/
People who eat the hunter / gather diet of fruit, veggies, meat, fish, seeds, nuts are the healthiest people around… Not eating of the “Four Horsemen” or hydrogenated oils, refined and processed everything, etc.
I have never taken this cat to the vet. I don’t, quite frankly, know what it would take to make me take him to the vet. I’ve treated many a scratch from cats or brambles on him myself with manuka honey or calendula.
To everything else you say Amy, I sit here nodding like a bobble-head doll.
Years ago, I used to get colds all the time and of course if I went to the doctor it was anti-biotic or sulfa drugs which don’t work. A friend told me about echinacea and that helped tremendously. A few years after that I started to eat whole, organic and have had very few colds since and they are short lived.
And yes, I’m sure you’re there to edjamacate the medical people. Most doctors who have caught on to anything real have bothered to learn from their patients. Sad state though… the patient pays to give the doctor an edjamacation. Yes, I joke that’s why they are called “doctors” because they are the most en-doct-rinated of the lot.
I’ve been to a doctor and dentist once each in about the last 18 years. The doctor – I had a heel spur years ago. It was right after my mid-life ride and I did a bit of smoking then and ate out quite a bit because I was so stressed I wasn’t functioning right. I learned that one thing smoking will do is strip magnesium out of your body and eating conventional restaurant food was not helping on that count either, since better-living-through-chemicals farming does not include magnesium in chemical fertilizers and is loaded with phosphates which are anti-magnesium in the soil, plants and our bodies. It took about 6 months of smoking and bad food to give me that heel spur. I had that heel spur for a year. I stopped running and even when I took a walk I walked on the grass and stayed off the sidewalk as much as I could. A fellow lightworker informed me that bone spurs were a magnesium deficiency. I took supplements for 6 weeks and the heel spur was gone. Before taking the supplements, I did go in for an x-ray. So I was charged $160 for 15 minutes of the doctors time ($640 / hour – yow!) And yes, she said that was the worst heel spur she’d seen and yes, I could have known that from seeing the x-ray myself. Meanwhile, they have an attendant quizzing me on any medicines I’m taking. Only supplements, but they were literally picking my brain as to why I took what. I was literally paying them to edjamacate them. The doctor asked if I was taking anything for inflammation – yes, turmeric. She said she cooked with it (she looked East Indian or similar) and yet said she didn’t know it was an anti-inflammatory.
I told this story to my lightworking email list. An older gal, probably in her 80s now, said she does the same thing, teaching doctors about acupuncture nodal points… and pays them to learn from her.
I have no real illness now at all. Two things though…
I’ve worn corrective lens since I was 8 yo. My eye sight was improving a few years back when I would not wear my corrective lens to walk, run, even drive if it was a sunny day, which allowed me to see plenty well enough for driving. In these last couple years with my *ss getting kicked by the LBP and outward circumstances that are not allowing for much of an outward life (if the universe won’t allow the door to open, it won’t open) even if I had the energy to do so, computers and TV have been my life so… so much for improving my eyesight for now. That one’s not a concern though. I know that in a very mundane 3D way I could knock that out if just given half a chance.
My teeth were subjected to barbaric drill and fill practices when I was a kid so my molars are toast. Just limping them along. I used to get plaque bad until I changed my diet and started brushing with baking soda now I get no plaque at all. All my fluorosis is just about gone although I have no way to get fluoride out of my water, but I’m guessing the other health improvements are allowing my body to process and clear it better. I must say the teeth thing actually ticks me off ‘cuz I’ve done what I can do from a physical health level and if my teeth hadn’t been drilled and filled, I’d have no doubt that any cavities there would have filled in over the years. Kinda difficult to do with a mouth full of artificial crap though.
Amy you said you also drank one cup of coffee in the morning. Drink a glass of water instead. You’ll find that THAT is what will wake you up, as you say elsewhere sweating at night is a big dehydrator. So is breathing. You won’t need to coffee. Save it for special occasions. Get yourself to where when you express how much coffee you drink, the answer does not include “per day.”
On the menopause thing… I’m getting up there in years but am not quite to menopausal age. I do get hot flashes though but not from menopause (or pre-m.). A few things give me hot flashes – first, eating gluten or dairy, it usually takes a few days in a row of it though. My lymph nodes swell and I feel all bloated. Alcohol will do it too. If I don’t consume these things then it doesn’t happen. The LBP can make me feel hot-flashy too but it’s not the same. With the LBP, I find that the heat is not like sweating out toxins at all. It is more like being hot at my CORE. I’ve gotten really cold like that too from LBP. Again, it’s at my core and not like the cold you feel if the room is too cold. In both cases, my external skin surface temp is normal, no sweating, no goose bumps, just LBP core heating and cooling.
And I’ve read your other comments elsewhere on here. You have no idea how much joy you have given me by telling me the lights just came on for you. And the thing is, I know that you KNOW the answer because I gave you some clues to things that you already knew at some level. You’re not blindly following my advice, you KNOW the pieces just went all together. I’m gonna say it again though. PLEASE OH PLEASE get Batmanghelidj’s book “Your Body’s Many Cries for Water.” You think you’re jumping up and down now! And you’ll get a few more pieces of the puzzle and not only will that help you tweak your own health situation but you can take that to the doctors and the rest of the world.
LOL LOL LOL WE ARE RUNNING OUT OF REPLY BUTTONS AGAIN!!!!
Wonders, I could talk to you DAYS regarding my experiences, what I have learned, what I have studied, what I do, etc……Doctors do NOT like me, and darn it, and will NOT allow my sacred vessel to be probed, invaded, mutilated, poisoned, or hurt! I finally run into a doctor who agrees with me that surgery (more) would be WORSE for me! Well, blow me away!
Hubs and I have studied Homeopathy, a vast science as vast as this Universe and beyond, and I use that a lot on both myself and my cats. I am using something today still (Homeopathy remedy) when I see symptoms that toxins are coming to the surface from the VACCINES these cats got before I came in their lives. I went against my intuition once on that and because of me going against my inner direction, I received one lesson I will never ever never live through again. One of my cats died directly from a rabies injection and still to this day, this haunts me and sets me to crying. Even writing about it I get shaky!
There are SO many aspects of health and the easiest one is to eat right so that you don’t get sick to begin with! And when you do, we all have a brain, and there are many good old fashion remedies and sciences that if one took the time to know, really work. Regarding Homeopathy, I wouldn’t recommend studying that subject unless you have a good solid background in science and medicine and/or you have a high IQ! This country has made Homeopathy into something it is not, so that is why people think it doesn’t work, because it is NOT being used correctly.
People like you and me, Wonders, really need to start banding together, to form groups in the REAL world, so that we can educate our doctors. I swear they left their brains behind with their boards! I just shake my head in horror in what I “see” and what medicine is doing to people. The few times I am forced to go into a doctor’s office, I brace myself for yet another fight. And here I am the patient, mind you, telling the doctor no no no no THINK THINK THINK!!!
One of the questions I hit doctors with, why do you think so many people are ill if you keep hitting their immune systems with all these vaccines that start to break down the immune system? MANY docs want it that way to drum up more business……..
IF some of you don’t like what I am writing here, go on to the next post. Lauren was absolutely correct in saying I will not be able to muzzle the truth any more. I have kept my mouth shut on this subject so long and I am to the point, SHE BLOWS! Doctors are KILLING PEOPLE and yes it gets me angry!
And then about my cats: I finally have a Vet who won’t even ask me if I want a rabies vaccine when one of my cats’ old rabies has run its course. There are many research papers out now by Vets who are now admitting an animal needs to be vaccinated only ONCE IF that and these booster shots every 3 years, and in some states only 1 year, is WRONG and KILLING our animals!
Wonders, thank you for the book…..I will get it. Hubs doesn’t thank you because the boxes from amazon.com of late have been a’comin’. hehehehe I am on a major learning curve after a LONG time of not even wanting to read! Now it is like I can’t get enough books!!! And I will check out Doc J’s site as well!
My cats, ALL special needs, have NEVER looked healthier! Their coats are shiny, and their eyes are clear and I have even gotten to the point with them that I am able to clean their teeth with a tool to flick off the tartar. I do NOT recommend ANYONE doing this without someone training you, so IF you are thinking hey, I’ll do that too, don’t! One false move and you can seriously hurt your cat and you will be running to the vet. I have worked YEARS learning how to take care of these cats myself without vet care. OH, yes, my vet is there for emergencies ONLY, but nothing else.
It is TIME to wake up, people, and take responsibility for your own health, for our own health care system is rotten to the core!
Thank you, Wonders, for being you. It takes motivation and a transference of responsibility from someone else to yourself for your own care. That is what you have done, and I applaud you! From what I have seen from your own words, you are refusing to be molded into a drugged out sheeple that the medical robots are trying their very best to do to humans overall. I AM AWAKE AND GROOVIN! Yes, I may be in pain, but darn it, I have a BRAIN left!!!!
(((HUGS))) Wonders for the information!!!
Hey Amy, I’d scroll a mile to reply to you… and did!
I’ve worked at two different ultra-sound system manufacturers. Nope, I never volunteered to be ultra-sounded. One even paid ya $10. Nope, still didn’t volunteer.
The last one I worked for a mechanical group. I had to laugh because our manager told us something one day that I already knew, but it indicated he knew his audience. It was me, and he knew I was not into conventional medicine and a bunch of mechanical engineers. Of course many mechanical engineers are major into guns since guns are really the epitome of a mastery of mechanics.
He gave yearly numbers of accidental gun deaths – not many. He then gave numbers of intentional gun deaths through murder or cops – much higher but still not astronomical. Then he gave numbers of deaths caused by pharmaceutical deaths – about 300,000+ per year. Then he gave deaths caused by medical intervention – 700,000+ per year. I had to laugh… hearing that in a dept. meeting at a company that made ultra-sound systems. He knew we could laugh there and it wouldn’t leave the room.
Dr. Lorraine Day said the same, “… and yet they don’t try to outlaw doctors.” Bruce Lipton, cellular biologist, says the same. Bruce said medical intervention kills more people than the top two or three diseases combined (can’t remember – heart disease and whatever else?)
Wonders! LOL I had to scroll TWO miles for you, and I did! ROFLMAO!!!
she says whispering in your ear, “Hmmmm……I remember a woman not very long ago who stated she was done, absolutely 100% done!” Don’t look that way to me! (wink!) The Divine sure does work in mysterious ways, now don’t IT? LOL LOL LOL
Anyways……LOVE the way your brain works. So much of it is good ‘o common sense IF one would just stop to think things through and to research for themselves why he or she has a dis-ease in the first place. I was just about shouting (did you hear me??) regarding your example of glaucoma! And your stats on deaths caused by pharms……..or the medical death trap all together……YES YES YES and those are LOW BALL figures!
My hair dresser who is not the normal run of the guy…..thinks there is a conspiracy to kill us all off before we reach social security age so that we won’t be around to collect. I looked at him, and said, “You have a really good point! And I do believe you are right!
Anyways……
So far….
I’ve been supplementing with sea salt with my water and for the first time in YEARS I did not get up in the middle of the night to void. AND I slept so hard my Cookie cat had to wake me up at 10:45am this morning……a full almost 2 hours over! I would still be sleep now probably….that is how deep I was sleeping.
I have started drinking 1 tbl vinegar with organic juice once a day.
Started a new Homeopathy remedy today for inflammation.
Took a mustard bath…..thank you for the Tumeric reminder……
And I ordered the colon cleanse that Maureen suggested because the last medication really messed my digestive system up royally.
Slept all afternoon and woke up comparatively comfortable and ready to go on to my next project for Christmas. (crafts and my artwork)
Oh, and that Reiki coming Christina and Micheal’s way…….THANK YOU!!!!
Here I go again, round 2,351 of new combos to try to get well. I told you I don’t quit, pretty durn close to it, but I don’t quit.
HUGS, Wonders and everyone else who has been praying for me, giving me remedies….sorry about the cinnamon but I can’t remember who gave me that one but I thank you too…..and all the suggestions and everything……I’m up and swinging again……here I go……
And ya thought yuous was dun. A-ha! Don’t think so!!! LOL LOL LOL
FYI…..I’ve been athletic all my life too, but the last 2 years have knocked me down to the mat and now I have a lot of work to do to get back into shape. When you are strong and active, I agree the pain is way down as are the aches and pains. And the energy is way up!!!! And um, the older ye are the more difficult it is to get back in shape! The good news on THAT one, is muscle memory! HIP HIP HORRAY! SO, if you have been active, your muscles will remember!!! LOL
“Hmmmm……I remember a woman not very long ago who stated she was done, absolutely 100% done!”
Ha, ha, ha! Sure glad YOU said it. :-\
I figure right now is about as old and out of shape as I’ll ever be. It just gets better from here. And I ain’t taking the old, slow, conventional, 3D way anyway.
But in the interum, it’s the dead of winter and I have never fought that. It’s feminine energy – time for darkness, rest, relaxation, sleep, being fat (finally it’s my season).
Wonders……another 2 mile scroll…..
Yep…..winter’s here…..but I am going to start walking. Have gone a few times already and I feel better for it. So important to follow movement up especially when you are detoxing as I am…
Came on here to thank you for the book. I am ordering it from amazon.com……LOVE that site! LOL
Hunker down, hang around in your sweats, read, veg out, relax. Sure sounds good to me. I have to get my relax days in as I did today when I just fold up and say, “Nope, not one more step do I go!” My cats do become very accommodating when they see Mom down for the count….other then that, they can be spoiled rotten demanding my attention……
Off I go to spend the rest of the evening with my cat family and work on my shawl I am making for me. HA! Finally had the good sense to say to self, “Gee, self, ya do so much for other people, don’t ya think it is time ya do for yerself?” Yep! Sure do!!! Love to talk Southern as so many of my family have this lovely southern slur…….LOL
Have a great nite, everyone!!! Thank you, Wonders for who you are!!!! Enjoy the Feminine! She’s finally arrived!
Amy! So glad you’re back, Sister!!! Love to you!!
Hi, Kate. Thank you for the welcome!!! Love to you, my sister!!!!
‘Cause I couldn’t find the right button, this is for REBECCA as well as for Kate!
I don’t know if you knew this, but coffee is a diurectic, in other words, it will make you void and hence, the dehydration problem worsens. What I am doing, I am actually putting reminder notes all over the place to help me to remember to drink water water water! And if I only have tap water available, I bless it and INTEND that it is PURE and of ONLY LOVE. It works! Forgot at the present moment the Japanese man’s name who works with water and who has photographed water crystals after saying certain words to it. Amazing results!!!!
Have a good night……..am headed for bed!
Love,
Amy
Yeah, I know… and yet…!!!
I was thinking of putting symbols on my cup today, as prescribed by Dr Masaru Emoto (?sp), the Japanese guy who works with water you mentioned. Plus talking to the water. I usually think of it just as I finish forcing the water down!
I shall put post-it notes in my kitchen tonight!
OH, Rebecca, how I urge you to do this!! Yes, put the symbols in your cups and stare at them, KNOW what they mean, feel them deep within you resonate and come to life! See the water bringing life to YOUR Tree of Life, Tree of Truth that resides in you. Drink and drink some more. Avoid alcohol, not preaching here, but that is another BIG dehydrator!
Love to you, Rebecca!! I will encourage you and please do the same for me! It is SO easy to forget to drink water…..something as simple as that. On my way to drink water before I get myself off to bed now……..later……(smile)
Hmmmm
I just received a gift from my sister in the UK…an Amythyst necklace with a Tree of Life charm on it…
Dah dah daaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!
Cheryl, you are right! No buttons! Thank you, love! Yes, iodine is SO important for proper thyroid function.
(((HUGS)))
And his name, Emoto, means water. There are no accidents in life.
And see how it’s also the base of “emotion” which is related to water element.
Ladies remember to get enough sea salt with your water. For every quart of water, make sure you get 1/4 teaspoon of sea salt, on food or just take in your hand.
I usually get plenty enough water. If my knees get creaky, that’s my sign to get more sea salt.
I appreciate your “broken record” message. I for one need to hear it over and over again. I KNOW this stuff, and I still don’t apply it. But I’m crawling back to it, slowly but surely. I am!
You keep after it Rebecca. 3 weeks to make or break a habit. And yet, I’ve heard that is not really for you because if you set your mind and heart to something the change will happen in that instant. But the 3 weeks is for the world around you to accept that you did indeed make a change.
Bless you, Wonders! I don’t know where this comment is going to end up……my energy is affecting my computer but I am commenting on increase the sea salt. I will do that today….evidently I am not getting enough for my knees are creaking!!!
((((HUGS))) Friend!!!!! THANK YOU
Wonders, I am actually jumping up and down in my chair right now, because between the last comment I made to you, getting out the kitty litter scooper and now, I had an A-HA! Moment!!!!
YOU put the pieces of the puzzle together for me! Because I was too close and because of so many other pieces of the puzzle getting in the way, I couldn’t see Truth!!
I KNOW why my thyroid failed!! When I started Menopause, I began to have night sweats horribly, and I mean wringers! I LOST a LOT of SALT and never stopped to think about replacing that salt! That is why my thyroid failed! HOLY SHIT! It is NEVER too late, so beginning today I have begun taking sea salt with a huge glass of water following it!
AND I am beginning to drop my thyroid dose down as well!
All that sweating is the cause of my disks dehydrating! Do you even think for ONE minute that any doctor that came my way even stopped to understand the physiology of what is occurring within my biological field? NO! OMG! You have NO idea what it feels like to get answers, for I am always asking WHY and I need to know what is causing what and WHY!
I AM so GRATEFUL to you!!!! My electrolytes have been off, my thyroid values have been off, my disks have been drying up…..all because of Night Sweats! I even asked a doctor if any other Menopausal women start having trouble with their thyroid and the answer was, YES! DUH! Now that I SEE this, how easy the solution! Supplement with sea salt and not with a chemical!
Oh man, oh man! I am going throughout my day with a song on my lips and a renewed effort to get back to ballet classes. I have to work up to that here on my own barre, but darn it, I WILL do it! I dream of flying across a dance floor…..I am a natural and I KNOW I am a Master Dancer already……..it just has to be pulled out of me! (grin!)
Sending you so much love, Wonders!!!! God bless you for helping me see!!!!!
I’m intending this as a reply to Amy, as there is no reply button under her reply to the replies…. no more room I guess…
Anyway, sea salt has iodine, which is necessary for proper thyroid function. This was missed when I went to an endocrinologist when my thyroid had problems a few years ago. An intuitive told me my iodine was low. Be just as wary, though, of iodine pills. They can be harsh. Sometimes it’s just the little bit in sea salt or kelp flakes that is needed.
Amy, I said this elsewhere to you but it begs repeating here:
“You have no idea how much joy you have given me by telling me the lights just came on for you. And the thing is, I know that you KNOW the answer because I gave you some clues to things that you already knew at some level. You’re not blindly following my advice, you KNOW the pieces just went all together.”
God bless you for making it through to complete your mission with us.What grace to receive such beautiful experiences as a gift to your heart.Be well.Peace to you.PalaPala
i’m not dying anymore. i’m already totally dead and crushed and afraid yet calm. i feel this peaceful ascension of my spirit leaving behind all the drama of everything outside my control. at the same time i feel like i have nowhere to go. like im being held in place and vibrating out of control, ready to move, ready to take action and DO something but with no instinct telling me what it is i need to do.
Khai, u r my spokesmen, (by the way as usually), very often I wonder ARE WE SO MASOCHISTS?
Love to all, Lily
dear khai,
I just wrote to a friend, its like i am not the Butterfly jet… still in the cocoon but curious to go out… but not able to do so…. So yes, i do recognize your words, deeply!
Love,
Mirjam
Khai – well said. I feel the same. My “old” life has ended and I am free to move on but I just cannot figure out what to do next. I have many 3D choices but nothing feels right – i’ve been asking for help but i just feel like everything is on hold right now You said it so well – I am so ready but everything inside says sit tight and wait.
the fear is gone. it went pretty quickly. i just feel calm. that isnt to say that i dont get angry or that i cannot be offended or upset. i just dont hold onto this vision of myself as perfect and utterly tranquil, so i recover a lot faster. i know that i am human. humans are fragile beings that were created and are loved by source BECAUSE they are fragile and because we are all precious. and for me to finally see everyone as precious and beautiful and unique has allowed me to let go of blame and hatred. i don’t see myself as better than anyone else, and i don’t see myself as less than anyone else. the reason being that i don’t believe those things to be real anymore. we’re all human beings and that is the end of it. i might look pretty goofy. i am probably very silly and foolish. but i don’t believe that i was meant to be anything else. and i am so heart broken and so tired of fighting. there is nothing left in me that can hold onto who i thought i was.
Welcome to my world Khai!
Welcome to the world i just left, Arielle and Khai…
It doesn’t have to take long, staying there… don’t fight it!
@Khai…glad to see you again… I think you are doing fine, i know how it feels, being in that place. But you’re fine…really.
Love to you both
I still seem to be moving forward in the same direction, which is a creative direction for me. Oddly, I am leaving behind all of the restrictions and definitions i gave myself. I feel as though all my fears came to life, crushed me, and now I am wandering this planet totally clear and empty. It’s this odd paradox. Like I’m manic and depressive at the same time. It feels like I’m on fire and I’ve just given up on fighting but I’ve somehow won the war. It is the strangest thing i have ever felt. It feels sort of happy…like i punched a hole into the 7th layer of hell and broke into this void nirvana. my heart is open and broken and vulnerable but at the same time i feel like letting go of my attachment to being whole and positive and holding myself to standards of “good” or “bad.” so now i just feel peaceful, and i feel like celebrating just because i’m here and i’m alive and we have all eternity to spend together. i thought that maybe i would change my mind about doing music, but i’ve realized that i’m confused because it’s not fame that attracts me, but actual creativity. i still want to be signed to a major label and i still want a lot of publicity, but it’s only because i want to reach a huge audience and i want a lot of funding to execute my short films. i dont feel the need to posture myself or peacock. i am creative because i know what i create is beautiful, and i love it. it connects me to the source and brings balance and health to my body, as well as communicating important ideas to other people. i think because of this change i am going through now, i am opening up to a broader creative spectrum. i feel less inhibited and i feel it isnt about me anymore and it isn’t about how i look or how people perceive me. it’s just about doing what i love and doing it with all my heart and soul. it’s about being myself and being happy.
i picked “khai” as a name for myself because i wanted a unique name for my music. its basically the name for my soul. it’s a portmanteau referring to the concept of “living water.” i have always thought it was very pretentious and i’ve been ashamed to use it as a real name. i’ve always thought it to be extremely foolish. but i kinda like it and now i’m not afraid to be foolish or to seem pretentious. i don’t mean to be and that’s all that matters to me. i’m suddenly ok with people making fun of me. it suddenly just doesnt matter…
Thank you Lauren for the inspiring message. Love for Christmas, what a precious gift. Though I myself am stuck in the “11:11 void” right now. Saw a squirrel hanging upside this morning…yup that explains life at the moment and I’m sure not just for me. So when I don’t feel connected to much of anything, including breakfast, I take time off to just be and do whatever it is that allows me to relax. And the truth…comes out of my mouth faster than I can think about it especially to people that try to control me, or try to deceive me. It’s rather funny when I look back at it. Anyways…wishing you a joyous, happy & healthy holiday season!
Lauren…
You must have been writing this last night or thinking of it anyway
as I felt to go to your site — as I always do the night before you post… and wa-la, here you are again. 
Thanks again for all you do for all of us!
Love, love, love to you
…….. and to all of you.
Aloha Lauren and thank you again for a wonderful, supportive message. My time during the 11:11 void has been spent “sick”, for one who never gets sick, releasing so much muck from my lungs. I know this is all in preparation but it has not been fun! Feels like an earthquake has thundered thru my body and I am happy to be on the other side of the mountain, returning to equilibrium. I tried to keep positive thru it all and your messages are a dose of good medicine. Keep on keepin’ on, Sister. Blessing ONE and ALL for this holiday season of LOVE and new adventures in 2012!…xox
i have been SICK too! tons and tons of icky lung/chest goo… and tired (again). but mostly just really easily run down.
thank you sooooo much Lauren. happy holiday’s to you!
Lauren,
I copied the bit “because we feel unwell, does not mean we failed at our ascension…”, as though through your updates I have come to understand this, and accept it as truth, it’s still a comfort to see it written so clearly.
Since 11.11 i drew on what you told us last time about visualising grounding, it was going well, I even had a tiny bit more energy to do gentle things! But then I think there was some solar activity (sun spots round the 27th?) and it’s seems to have “kicked up/released/integrated” some more Light and my energy must have needed to go into the biological changes as in floored again.
I can’t tell you(well I can, and I have before but will again) how much if a tonic your updates are and the Seven Sisters & other beings of Light you hear from – well I’m just so so thankful for you all.
I knew light work before, but I didn’t truly understand it in relation to have I physically felt until your guidance.
And what a blessing, truly I don’t know how my heart would have coped to get me thru this last leg of the journey were it not for your explanations & great support.
I do look forward to making the connections with my soul family both online and in the real world. It will be so strange after SO long tucked away, to be out there, playing and creating, loving and living in ways that we have only dreamed of.
Thanks Lauren and may your Christmas & new year be blessed and beautiful just like you
Love Kathryn xox (in England)
Dear Kathryn,
I understand how you feel,the part about “if we’re unweel we are still ascending.I often feel that if I’m run down or sick that I must not be doing enough to grow in spirit.I have come to realize that perhaps this is just my way of growing in spirit.If I’m doing work at a cellular level,I will be tired.All i can do is the best I can at that moment.
Lauren’s words and this community of soul brothers and sisters we have with her is indeed a much needed treasure during these challenging times.
God bless you.Peace be to ou during the holidays and this transition.See you on the other side.
I can’t wait til we ge there,but of course I must.
PalaPala
Wow. Intense waves/rushes through my whole body while reading this. Thank you. These updates are so helpful and inspiring. Sending Peace, Love, and Light to everyone who has read this, will read it, or was involved in its creation.
Lauren, I just want to tell you for my first post how very much I enjoy your messages and the unique way you have of delivering what the Sisters say. I am feeling much Love running thru me…it truly is amazing after many years of feeling quite the opposite. I guess PERSERVERANCE and FAITH and having websites like yours helping us all thru our individual challenges is a BLESSING indeed. Thank you Lauren for ALL you do for ALL of us.
As always, your updates are much appreciated. The wig analogy got me, it was a good one
. Yes, whatever happened after the 11-11 was definitely a doozy. My best moment of ecstasy was standing in the ocean while traveling, but the ocean is no doubt a drug for me because I needs it. Regardless of nothing much changing with-out my outside world, I do feel that I have undergone a recent physical reset. Have lost most of me and can’t be much further to zero point. I have spent a life time of being a mirror and having to bear the costs. But I have changed recently in that I am more ok with other’s perception of me when they do not get their way. One way I have learned to take care of myself is not to say everything I see-it is not automatic, unless it is (an uncontrollable blurt). It is all so individual. The promise of the soul family reconnection doesn’t sound plausible but hey, I’m in. Thanks, again, it is always a pleasure to hear from you. Trin
I agree with the wig image–best ever!
This message helps me continue on my path with patience and allows me to more easily surrender to the nothingness of the void. It’s been an awesome time, thanks for all that you do. <3 xoxo
Wigs (ha ha!)
Shrapnel…(oh yeahh!)
Venemous backlash…constantly!
Slow train to heaven…with lottttttsss of local stops along the way….YUUUUUUUP!
Thank you, Lauren… for your words help me feel, once again, that I have not been a failure since the 11:11.
I too, have been “sick” since that date (acutely…on top of the usual bla bla) and I feel today, for the first time, like I’m beginning to come out of it. Frankly, I cannot wait to be rid of 2011, and I distinctly recall many of us saying last year at this time how 2010 was stink-eye! And while I thoroughly *feel* the inner progress of 2011 and know how much we all accomplished and that the unseens are delighted with us, it’s the outer manifestations that I am chomping at the bit to see. So here’s to making that happen after the new year!
This was a great message for me, because I did not see God (as I wished LOL) on 11-11. But while my initial 11-11 “experience” was not uber fireworks, things have certainly been in the works since then.
The best part has been crossing that threshold of feeling I was being left behind, or had missed my appointment somehow. . Really feeling it, with all the peace love and understanding that comes with that. Finally feeling that I am in my own “catbird” seat again. Still unemployed and in limbo in the 3D, but f it, I feel at peace!
A few of my friends are just beginning to clear their crud, and seeing how painful they are feeling.. it just makes me appreciate how much change I’ve invited to my life, how hard I worked, and how my inner landscape has truly evolved over the past 10 yrs. Feels good!
Always a joy to read your posts Lauren, thanks!
Nichole, I say amen to feeling at peace and having invited in alot of change. My deep inner peace has changed to complete aggrevation, impatience and inability to concentrate. Hopefully the wave of peace will return soon.
Oh Nichole, that’s right where i am and feeling so grateful to be off the roller coaster (I HOPE) Lauren, this was magnificent. A friend of mine has declared that LOVE HAS TAKEN OVER! We’ll go with that! Love, Suzanna
very good
Oh Lauren!
How insightful! How enlightening!
Thankyou very much for this messg.
Love,
Rín.
Wonderful update, thank you! I’ve got that intense love feeling beaming out of my chest, but still feel
too uneasy when not in my comfort zone. I could use a heavy dose of honesty and confidence when dealing with people who are not awake. Soul family, come and find me!
It is so uplifting to see your description of what I have been experiencing over the past weeks. I have had the opportunity to articulate (both spoken and written) some of the thoughts, feelings and physical sensations that have occurred within my personal experiences. You could not have matched them more accurately. Thank you so much. I honor your role within many of our lives. Namaste my lovely friend xo
thank you lauren, i read so many different channeling i am working on asking and receiving on my own. though i am grateful to be at ease with what the 7 sisters share.
much love light peace, cindy
Dear Lauren:
Thank you so much for this lovely, loving message. It is a wonderful bright light in this rather difficult period. We are all so blessed by your work.
May you have many blessings in this season and the coming year!
Dear Lauren, wow, thank you! This is the broader context I have been looking for, for my own experience, which I described on my blog “radiantlyhappy”. It is great to see how all the pieces of the puzzle come together, while we all contribute in our own way. Many blessings!
OMG LAuren, Thank you- I think you ACTUALLY POSTED IN MY FIVE MINUTE TIME FRAME- SEE PREVIOUS POST.-right on target. In the last days I had to tell someone my truth and sobbed like a baby while doing it because it pushed my “not being good” button. Then yesterday I felt the urge to tell the newest member of my soul family that I loved him but thought that can not be appropriate since I know him one week- what will he think I mean? I literally couldn’t hold it back- to hold it back felt like a deep soul betrayal. I HAD TO TELL HIM OR BETRAY MY TRUE SELF. I am releasing and releasing by allowing EVERYTHING. Tons of shame is washing out of me. It is wave after wave with this intense love energy shaking me all over with a sexual/ kundalini overtone. Baby we are not in Kansas anymore. I say YES and amen. I feel the Love that I am- I am recognizing myself, arriving home after such a long, dark journey in to the wilderness. I am home, I am home and I send this Love vibrating so quickly within me to all of you, my dear soul friends!
I noticed that too, Savannah ~ that she actually posted it when you jokingly request she did. Veeerry impressive, Lauren!
I’m telling you- I was Impressed- talk about powerful creator= holy sh*t!
Oh my god “the intense love energy shaking me all over with a sexual/kundalini overtone” comment!
Ever since Friday night…WHEW!…I even saw clearly the image when I closed my eyes of a large snake coming towards/up me. Snake is one of two of my main totems (Raven is other), and snake hasn’t shown for a LONG time. But when I saw the clear image (snake usually is usually in the peripheral and down low in my visions) of snake the instant I closed my eyes AND I FELT the energy moving through…I thought…”Oh…this is going to be good” hehe
Little did I know what an odd experience it was going to be to have to work intensely/consciously in allowing myself to feel pleasure, want, & desire again…the same kind of discipline and dedication that it’s taken to clear out the horrendous crap that’s been coming out. But, some of the rewards of this just in the last 24 hours…all I can say is W o W o W o W
I keep hitting moments of wonderful clarification from it that make me just stop dead in my thoughts and say out loud, “Ohhhhh. I see now.” in wide-eyed wonder and whole body chills and understanding and compassion for all of everything we’ve all been going through our whole lives, will pass through me. And the more often this happens, the longer I can go keeping the faith and *knowing* that it’s all been worth every tear I cried and every hair I’ve lost.
I TOTALLY KNOW WHERE YOU ARE COMING FROM!!! It’s soooo amazing!!!!!!!!
I continue to be so grateful, peaceful, satisfied and THANK GOD!!! FINALLY!!!
FREAKIN’ FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amen Jenn, snake is my symbol for 2012- I chose one every year. Something is rising honey and it feels GOOD like I knew that it would.
LOL to you Kate & savannah
I was BORN the year of the snake…hehe…Yeah baby!
Oh baby, so glad to hear I am not alone in this- I think it started Friday for me too. Doesn’t stop, so intense, Pleasure, giddy, tears, and this energy rising feels like it could blow my brains out. I feel like my body can’t contain this energy- I’m ready to jump out of my skin. And I dare not point this energy at anybody or we might spontaneously combust. This fire is burning! Holey, moley!!
savannah – I sent you an email.
Yeah, it is intense, and I’m having a hard time being able to let it flow through and not try to resist it by reflex because it’s a little intimidating and a bit much. Although the stuff I’ve been facing last couple of days has kind of scattered it…but it’s definitely just under the surface waiting for me to re-balance…and then it’s gonna “get” me again (sneak attack!) I had a 2 second moment yesterday where it barreled on through my whole body and …omg.. I actually experienced a feeling of being all light from head to toe…even my vision went into like a fiery blaze…like I was made of *fire* except it wasn’t hot/burning it was love/ecstasy. (I felt like I was a super hero from some movie…”Flame On!” )
Are the light beings seriously expecting us to be like, “Oh sure…I’ll stay here on earth while in this form blissed and in ecstasy flames.”? Which even if so, I’m sure it’s just going to be learning how to be in a whole new way, the same that we learned how to stay here in horrible suffering. I guess from that perspective, I’m game.
(oh and yeah…good resources, if anyone has any, would be awesome)
Hey Girl,
That two minute experience sounds amazing- I haven’t had anything like that but I sure wouldn’t be surprised if my head burst into flames. I still got the “how do you expect us to do dishes, homework, jobs” question. I actually surprised myself and was able to be fully present and actually enjoy my new little job but it was only a few hours. I just posted a fabulous poem on my blog about the potency of these energies if you want to take a peek- it is about darker energies but still has got the feeling tone of the erupting fires- my hair was on end reading it. Hang in there sister and keep me posted. If you start flying, can you head for northern California?
http://lovesaysyes.blogspot.com
hahahaha – Just to clarify…it was more like 2 seconds…I honest to goodness wouldn’t have been able to stand 2 minutes.
Yep, I’ll head to northern California (I’ve been camping to Mt Shasta twice in recent years….LOVE IT)
I have been feeling disconnected again today…I’m pooped. Back in the office today. I could sure use that kundalini and/or the peace calm I had Monday…but it must be that part of the ‘cycle’ where you get to feel kind of numb, disconnected and blah…limbo-land. Just letting it go, too tired to do much else at this point.
Oh! So THAT’S what has been going on ~ Kundalini! I wish I’d read this yesterday when I felt like I was about to jump out of my skin and my head felt like it was going to float away…I would have been a lot more receptive!
If anybody has any good resources how best to support the body and heart while going through this intense Kundalini experience, please let me know.
This may be what Lauren meant in the previous post about remembering to stay grounded. I have similar experiences and it’s so overwhelming. I try to remember to envision grounding, and it works sometimes but not others. Still, our light is shining and expanding, and maybe it takes some getting used to. How exciting!
Thank you so much, Lauren…very much needed!
I´m so ever amazed how every post explain my personal experiences so detailed and accurate. Feels like I have two major emotionel “issues” left.. the final healing of and understanding of my beloved father crossing over to the invisible side 3 years ago…and the final inner release of my big love who left me 4 yeas ago but have been missing deeply 24/7. It ripped my heart apart when he left me (let me go in love so that i could become whole again) and i feel like he has kept a big chunk of my heart that no one else can replace. I have in periodes of time seen the well known 11:11 and 12:12 everywhere but also seen my loved one´s name in magazines, as grafitti, on the tv etc and also in combination with my name. My head is in constant doubt if i will be with him again because of all the years gone by but my heart is telling me that we are meant to be. I really miss the intimacy of another person (him) and all other romantic-dating-dancin-dinner-movies-theatre-stuff. Anyone else missing their other half?! Big Hugs Anna
Anna, I do know what you are going thru, it could be this man is your twin flame. I was with mine for one beautiful year and then he had to leave to go back to England. It was like we were one soul, 2 bodies. We have never been aprt even though, I have not seen him for 13 years. We have been friends for 13 years, though some emailing mostly back and forth. And we have talked on the phone for hours, and then not talk again for years.
For many years, I never told him how I truly felt, but after 11-11-11, something healed inside of me and my heart was blasted wide open. Now I had the strength to let him know exactly what I want from him. I told him my truth and I cut the games completely. I also complimented him honestly instead of keeping it all inside me, I just couldn’t hold back anymore. What he sees now is what he gets. And the funny thing is I have let him go on the physical plane and then I have these “dream events” with him and I know we are meeting on another dimension for now. I know I am ready to work with twins flames, as I have had 13 years to understand why our connection is so deep. If I can help in any way, please email me here and I will get back to you. The day before I bared my soul to my soul, I think I heard him say in my dream event, “I’ve been waiting for this comment from you for a long time, I’ve been waiting for this move from you. Thank you.” I have no idea what will happen next, but I’m asking for guidance and I know I shall receive. Christina L
Thanks Lauren. Yes, I have walking pneumonia (little achy too the first day) which started on 11/16 accompanied by tremendous energy waves for about 5 days, sometimes feeling like
laser beams, especially in my legs. It isn’t as strong now, but it is
still there. Definitely feel it on a cellular level. Meditations very blissful.
Your words are so comforting. It’s nice to feel not so alone on this journey.
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE your updates Lauren…such a beautifully clear reflection upon which to gaze ♥
So…when am I not going to be fat anymore????
Thank You Lauren…..I love your updates!
Love and Gratitude,
Bob
Thank you Lauren and the Sisters of The Pleiades. I am finding this part of ascension to be one of just BE-ing in the Now…I am hearing over and over “OM” in me, consciously…and hearing to “rest a lot, get good nutrition (live vegetation), and have A LOT of WATER, all I can tolerate, to expel the old residues of the human body. I feel like I have a layer of shielding around me that permeates my body as it works towards infusing the expansion of Love Formula (high integration work). At the same time, my mind and thought processes are based in the Mind of Light, where as I have difficulty accessing old data or unnecessary information…as though a fail safe process helps hold me in the higher Mind of Light. I have been told I am processing OM and I AM, the expanded viewpoint of Divine Love and Divine Power. My ascension process has a unique mission that only a few on Earth are part of at this time. At this time I have various body discomforts related to such high integrating including the muscles, all connective tissues, cognitive delivery, and have a great need to sleep and just be. This conflicts sometimes with our day to day lives of having to DO or live in a society based on doing. I hope my kids will understand someday how mom did her best at a time of great change in her body and consciousness. Thank goodness they’re old enough to take care of their main day to day living needs. In the course of such high influxes of the Love Field in the body, all the old expelling appears at times to be unloving, and the discomfort is physical/emotional at various levels. Feels like a cleansing process, or purifying in order to hold and be every embodiment of divine love, as we all agreed to. I have allowed myself to utilize physical therapy, chiropractic, medication for pain management, as well as other modalities of healing (light work), energy balancing, reiki, etc. The occasional phone call or visit with a friend as well as God, other light beings, etc. has been a great comfort in these of periods of great change. I’m really looking forward to greater ease and comfort…and I know it is here now, each moment. May our days continue to unfold in such a way. Amen ~
Wave after wave is washing over me- I too hope my daughter gets I am doing my best. I am sobbing as a new wave of release washes over me- a new layer of self rejection. My daughter came up, asked if i was crying and then asked why- I said it is just waves of energy and she said, “O.K. see you later” and left, calm as a cucumber- hope that means she is fine. Holey moley, how to keep functioning?…
“…This radiance can be experienced in the body as a sensation-based bliss…”
It feels like they are dumping buckets of gold sprinkles into my aura — now I know what this is!!! (and I’m loving it!!!)
Thankyouthankyouthankyou for your incredible updates, you rock Lauren! (ok so do the Pleaidian Sisters
)
I was eagerly waitting for your comments. It is been a very hard time for me since 11:11. I have been confronted with all the worst inside of me. I also have had feelings of disconecction from the people around me and feelings of an empty life plus all the phisical disconfort.
I appreciatte a lot what you are telling us. This makes me feel that it is worth it all that I been thru.
Love
The (brutal) truth shall set me/us free…Amen! Thanks Lauren!
Amen Amen Amen! The final paragraph describes exactly what has been going on in my own journey. In December, the rug pulled out and when I ask “God, what are you doing in this?” The answer is “You are to take this time to prepare, to be made ready, to rest and be restored to give birth in January to what I have called you to birth into the world.” For me, it is a new paradigm of “church”…..for others it is new paradigms in education, behavioral counseling, medicine, business, etc. etc. etc. We are being called to literally birth the new world…..in love…from love…of love….as love. And Lauren, as always, I am grateful for your words of affirmation, support and love.
Lauri Lumby
Authentic Freedom Ministries
http://yourspiritualtruth.com
anyone else being having dreams like crazy??? i know a lot of you were dreaming in the cosmo’s and the stars awhile back- i’m NOT in the stars, but maybe around the water? all i know is there is a certain male character who for the last 4 or so night has been coming to me in my sleep, talking, teaching, etc… but when i wake up I CAN’T REMEMBER ANY OF IT!
just wondering if anyone else is having similiar things happen?
My immediate hit is that you might be working with AAngel Metatron or AMaster Kuthumie. We’re all doing work in our sleep…you’re just picking up more of the thread. Ask to have more of a memory. Very cool.
When this happens for me I just pick up a word, usually. Yea!!
I’ve had two dreams that were incredibly intense – both were dreams about packing “to go home”. They seemed to go on all night – even if I woke up when I went back to sleep – it continued on. Both mornings I was completely exhausted. I was packing and running around trying to tie up loose ends inthe dream but Geez! I was so frustrated by the morning I literally woke myself up bc I was saying out loud – “I just want to go home!”.
debra- that is AWESOME! i mean, could yor dreams speak any more clearly to you?!?!!
loving it!
Debra! I had dreams of “packing to go home” for weeks before the 11/11!! And I was so anxious in my dreams because there was such little time and we had too much stuff and we were running late.
So one morning I told my hubby about my dreams and said “let’s stop packing in my dreams, let’s just LEAVE everything behind and GO!” lol! And that was it.
Now I’m dreaming about lessons in levitating, teleportation and I”m dreaming of spaceships and lights in the sky. It’s WONDERFUL!
What AMAZING things going on!!
Kate! I love your dreams! I sure wish you’d share them more..ahem..subtle hint is not being subtle.
Kate – I had almost exactly the same experience. Both dreams were full of anxiety over having to pack quickly, determine what to take and what to leave, bc there was no time to spare. In one my son – who is 30 – left wo me bc I was taking too much time – I understood and wasn’t angry – but kept on packing. Then I was ready and explained to son’s ex-girlfriend she needed to hurry but she was still doing her hair so I left wo her. There was a huge sense of urgency.
Jenn – I know these dreams are almost too obvious!! But I feel like I’m pretty much prepared to go… I wonder – the 2nd dream was similar but included speaking one to one w some people – seems line we were having some type of closure. Hmmm. Maybe, bc they were people that I would not have considered main players in my ‘real’ 3D life – maybe I need to have more closure b4 I can move on – w some of the less significant, tho important, people in my life.
Geesh Debra! I had THOSE dreams too!! Before the “packing for home” dreams I think I dreamt about EVERYONE in my life from childhood to present ~ and there was a feeling of “wrapping things up” and “closure.” So amazing!!!
And the night before the 11/11 I had a dream that the little girls in my life were throwing me….a BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!
I REALLY WAS reborn on the 11/11!!
(And Jenn, speaking of your kundalini experience….I fully entered my body on 11/11 while making love to my husband. I TOTALLY get what you are talking about!!!!)
Kate – maybe I’ll move on to some more interesting dreams too! I hope so. I just remembered when my aunt died in 2000 – just before (maybe 1 month)’she died she told me about basically the same dream. She was staying at my brothers house so she wondered if the dream was about going home – to ‘her’ physical home or if she was dreaming about ‘home’ as in leaving this life. Turns out she left this life. I hope we are close. I am very ready and over with being in limbo.
Yippee Kate, what next- I am ready to teleport. Your hubby sounds like a keeper!
i always ask to remember “what i need too”… guess i don’t need too. lol
it is interesting that i’m completely aware the guy is the SAME guy each night. there have been definite water themes- ocean, bridges (one plane diving into the ocean and then breaking apart, but that’s another story lol).. thank you
ooohhhh myyyy godddd…I had that plane dream too!!! (and my teacher is male too ! Wonder if it’s the same one!)
Definitely feels like there is a major FAMILY SOUL GROUP right here in the comments!!
Lots of water in my dream … What I remember of that dream is… that i am like a fish in a small pond … and than I (fish) realized that it needed to be bigger… And yes… it got way way bigger…. lots more water to swim in.
Still feel that this dream says much more than i can now see!
Love Mirjam
kate! NO!!! seriously??? the plane dream? mine had a tad of a “bad” tinge to it though… but still- i was definitely on board while it went in the water, broke into pieces… i got out though. knew i would.
was yours similiar?!?!!
i love the comments here!!!!! have to freaking remind myself to GET IN HERE! lol
I have been having a lot more dreams than usual, too. Usually I occasionally remember a dream here and there– then, around 11-11 (a little before), I started remembering dreams every night. That has never happened to me before, so it was notable. My dreams are usually set somewhere in Asia (I’ve lived there a long time in the past). I’ve had dreams about rebalancing male and female energies, getting ready for a trip, and wild animals relaxing with me in an industrial setting. Very interesting times!
Cat
Well, last night i dreamt that in a gathering of people (haha had to be a dream, i don’t do gatherings), there was a feeling of trying to find my companion (haha…I don’t have one). Clinging to him we were suddenly in a state of weightlessness. I said, very profoundly, “Gravity’s gone”. It was a known precursor to a big, end of world event. Next we were back on the ground, clinging together, looking out the window at a huge tsunami. The water was briliant royal blue, certainly not like a real tsunami wave. I was wondering what it was going to feel like, when the water came. I was wondering if i’d feel the pain or drowning or anything and if there was something I could do to stop feeling the pain. Again, I said, “Nothing to do”. Then closing my eyes as the water was about to hit…nothing. We opened our eyes and looked out the window. The beautiful blue water was everywhere, but it was calm. Somehow there was a knowing or announcement, that the world was now 30 islands.
Bi-zarre.
I still feel unsettled. Kinda dampened by it. Pun not intended.
Rebecca,
I had that dream…only it was a while ago, within the past 2 months. What was different in mine is that I was in a high rise, all glass windows, and the wave came and hit the windows, but they were shatterproof. And the force of impact made our bodies rise into the air, up to the ceiling. Then suddenly I was outside, in the water, which was just like being in deep water, nothing turbulent, and I was amazed that I was just floating in it without sinking.
I had a very similar dream too, right before 11-11! I was able to float up to the top of the wave to ride it out, and was floating there with Adam Sandler of all people!
It’s interesting too because lately sometimes I feel like I am ltierally immersed in water or some light liquid, and within that liquid there is complete freedom and no gravity at all. I feel this especially right before I fall to sleep sometimes.
Hi Dave, Lauren, and all TWYHers,
Ok, ok, ok….I confess as I am laughing. This is not a purely original thought
here…but Lauren’s wig reference made me laugh alot and flash to scenes from the
movie Amadeus (from the 1980s) where actor Tom Hulce playing Mozart was also
losing his wig while partying or composing.
His laugh was pure joy in that movie! Loved the humor and reference, thank you.
I was reading others comments and posts about dreams
and thought to all of my Selves these days, when I dream now I am always with
celebrities and in former movie scenes. I surmised that many celebrities may actually
be literal stars and following their calling to create art makes them vibrate high.
I so appreciate all artists who had the courage to follow their heart path and express
and share their talent to inspire us.
It is fun and quirky for me for in my day to day human life I am not inclined toward the
buzz of Hollywood.
When I read that Dave mentioned meeting Adam Sandler, I knew that was my
proverbial cue to enter stage left and shout to the audience in the balcony
and share my dream experiences and star meetings. Funny thing, I have lived in LA
and currently live in a NYC suburb.
I am laughing. Spirit through us really does have a sense of humor. Lauren does a
masterful job of introducing fun and levity. Laughter dissolves fear.
It is one of her gifts.
Also, I have been finding transcendant music videos on You Tube. Afterwards, I
ground, ground, ground, and ground some more…
Tada! Bravo! Encore!
Infinite Laughs, Thanks, and Blessings,
M(aureen)
Hi Maureen!
What an interesting and great post!
What you said about celebrities being stars makes a lot of sense to me. When I woke up from my Adam Sandler dream I ‘sensed’ that he carried with him the dolphin energies of Sirius. I also interpreted this as a symbol to stay in the playful, laughter energy we have when we interact with dolphins or comedians.
I have also met many celebrities in my dreams, including Meg Ryan, Richard Gere, and Robert Downey Jr. to name some. After hanging out with them in various places, I always got the feeling that they are just like me in many ways, part of the ONE expressing themselves by following their bliss.
The dream with Richard Gere was really cool. I was walking outside a childhood grocery store, and Richard and Cindy Crawford pull up in a Jeep Wrangler asking if I need a ride. I gladly jumped in the back of the Jeep, and off we went. Cruising the streets, we were able to talk about life and it just felt really fun and free.
My dream with Meg Ryan was also interesting. I happened to bump into her at night in an old bookstore somewhere, and I immediately noticed the ‘deepness’ of her eyes. I could tell she was seeking knowledge, and I was able to share my view about 2012 and ascension and it felt very satisfying and special.
Wow Dave, Can I come along on your next dream?
sure! It would be lots of fun I’m sure…..
have you ever had a lucid dream? I have had one, and I saw a ufo in the dream right before I noticed I was dreaming. It was kindof likes some of the scenes in ‘Inception’. It was bizarre, powerful, and definitely unforgettable.
I used to have lucid dreams. Years ago, more often than not. Dreams have always been my best and worst place. Horrific nightmares every night for years. They were mostly lucid dreams, that’s how I got out of them, waking myself up from them. I developed various tricks over the years. I had my equivalent to the spinning top…Even though the nightmares seemed to have stopped, I still like to wake up during the night…just to make sure I’m where I’m supposed to be.
I remember also that cities were floating around. There used to be a tv ad here in NZ whereby the big cities of the world were dragged down to NZ (bringing the world closer…) and it reminded me of that. Yeah, it was night time, and all the beautiful citiscapes floating by. It was definitely calm. I don’t know if we were in the water or on land looking out at it. Maybe we were in it…that would make more sense…relatively speaking!
Ha. Cool.
I don’t think Adam was there. Poor bloke I was with. No chemistry there particularly. Given we were facing certain death you’d have thought there’d be some emotions. But nah. :O(
!!!
Hey you all. Interesting water dreams. Wow. Adam Sandler? too funny! I wonder if the name Adam is significant? Like fr Adam and Eve…
Wow, that’s some “dream”, Rebecca. I have to admit I’m curious as to what part of the world you live in. I had same recurring tsunami dreams from the time I was about 10 years old until I was nearly 30 (I’m more than double that age now).
I’m in NZ, Dany. 6kms from the beach. I live on a little hill so I tell myself I’m going to have beachfront property one day. haha.
I had a similar experience today. AND I Remember the dream and the man…….I seem to be attracting deceased musicians to me for some reason. He wasn’t teaching but made who he was exactly clear to me. That I think was necessary because I didn’t automatically know who he was. I guess I have to see where this leads me. I’d love to talk more about it!
Hi Daphne,
Me too!
I am meeting musicians in my dream space, me too.
I wrote about my dreams more fully in an earlier reply to Dave.
Good vibrations I guess.
Cheers!
Maureen
Hi Jenn, I’m new to this site and I have been having dreams for a week now about getting married, but I am always so happy and I feel this has to do with the merging of the yin/yang aspects of myself. We share everything and though I have never seem him before, he is so familiar to me, perhaps me, in male form. I have such love for this man and he for me, I wake up feeling so loved after my dream. Christina L
How LOVELY, Christina!
Hi Christina! You could be working with the male/female aspects of yourself because ultimately these need to be in balance. And as most know we need to learn to love our true selves. But you could also be working with a soulmate that you are connecting to during dream time. We can energetically connect to a higher love without ever meeting them and it can begin while we are sleeping. But either way, it’s what you need at this moment in time to help you grow on your journey. Love is a many splendid thing, hang on to those awesome feelings!
dorrina!!!!!!!!! that is EXACTLY what my book is about! i mean, it’s a “fictional” young adult novel- but that is the total theme.
no wonder some teenagers are confused after they read it- they just don’t “get” it yet. lol
christina- all that comes to mind when i read your post is the word BEAUTIFUL over and over again!
i am loving all the dreams we’re having and sharing! ps- welcome to the site! it’s pretty amazing in here! 
ps- your dreams reminds me of a dream i had years ago. which inspired me to write my first book!
You know that’s pretty interesting…I too had a water dream about a week ago. I was riding a jet ski on this river that lead from one place (an ex’s house) about 100 miles away from my home (where he doesn’t really live) to my home. Now realistically that couldn’t happen (no river) but it’s part of a theme with other dreams that I’ve been having. It seems that I’m reaching into my past and correcting some issues. Men that I used to hang on to for dear life, due to my fear of not wanting to be alone, I’m going back and walking away from them (I even blogged about this relationship pattern). What you should do is keep a journal and ask before you go to sleep for help in remembering your dreams. Keep the journal by your bedside and when you wake up jot down anything that you can remember. Eventually you may see a pattern emerging.
And we actually do quite a lot while we’re sleeping. I remember years ago having consistent dreams of being in a classroom so I knew I was in my learning phase. We may learn from Spirit, teach others or visit other places or any other numerous things. We know we’ve been extremely busy during dream time when we wake up completely exhausted.
my dreams journals are all FULL!
and this is a great idea that i recommend to everyone- you will be AMAZED at the theme patterns that emerge when you write them all down….. i have LOVED having a journal. especially when i have written down a dream i don’t remember having at all. 
Such a relieving post. After the 11/11 and around thanksgiving, life was turned completely upside down for me. It has been a long road, but some rays of light are beginning to burn through! I just wanted to comment and send a blessing to all who need it and are going through hard times. The sun is rising and to anyone who wishes to bathe in its warmth and light, blessings to you. Love and peace always.
-Sky.
Thank you Sky…and the best to you, as well.
Thank you and bless you.
The PHC rocks it again! Whoa! This is tight — packed with really dense information; and at a pitch that I have not felt before with your readings. Basically, we have been through a lot and just as we are catching up, we are on to the next phase. Wow, so much to look forward to — finally. I get a tremendous amount of empathy from the PHC, just a straight-up “we got you” sort of feeling from them..
And as for the long ride on the local train analogy, LOVE IT. It is the scenic route, after all. I’ll take a one-way ticket, please.
Thanks very much!!
I can actually HEAR the frequency 528 when I meditate and in the quiet of night when I in bed ! There are 3 other frequencies that are being download into me, but the 528 is the constant one I can hear, even during the day if I get quiet, I can hear this one, and I know I’m radiating LOVE because people come up to me, or smile at me as I pass them by
528 is also repairing damaged DNA, so it has a twofold job… YAY for 528 !!!! ℒℴѵℯ✩ ❤✩•*¨*•♥❤✩•*¨*•♥
Lauren,
Thank you so much for this wonderful post. It is (and will continue to be) a great adjustment for all on this path.
Making more connection, writing and connecting through the veil with far less effort…BUT the TRUTH of things. Phew. I see it in myself and others and it’s tough when so many cannot.
Still, I’d rather be here than there.
Thanks again.
In the energy of love
Sarah
A Mom On a Spiritual Journey!
Thak you Lauren!
I think you are right, for some reason everything that’s going on in the world has a flavor of unity, of change for the best of all…In other words LOVE is in the air and everybody can’t help but breath deep.I think (or feel?) that some mayor changes are on their way…I am so blessed to be alive in a time like this….Thanks again for being there!
Light and Love to all…
Kuaya
Thanks for the update…
…we had it coming
Lol…Hein (big grin)
Having just lost my job, you would think I would be upset and anxious, instead I have been so happy. I should be worried about paying my bills, but my heart keeps saying “It;s OK” So I have been blissfully ignoring my left brain. Your post just confirms what I have been feeling, I know that just the right thing is coming for me. Lauren, you just ROCK!
And to Kamalani, I have had a croupy asthma like cough for three or four weeks. It didn’t occur to me that it was a cleansing, thanks.
ellen, i am SO happy that you feel good about losing your job! i lost my job a little over a year and a half ago, and i KNEW immediately it was the right thing. and while i know i should be freaking out and worrying about certain things- i just HAVEN’T been. at all. because my perspective has changed. my feelings have changed. things i would have tolerated prior to getting fired, i won’t tolerate anymore. things i always “thought” i “needed” to feel successful- not the same anymore.
everything has changed. in a way i can’t explain to people because they think i’m being irresponsible, or idiotic, or i don’t know what. i can’t MAKE someone FEEL what i feel is right for me, within me.
and me too with the freaking crappy gooey chest goo! i didn’t put it together that i’m cleansing! LOVE THIS!
and yes, it will all be okay. you’ll be okay! but i think you already know that.
On the morning of Sunday, 11/20, I was given the gift of two ‘shrunken’ feet: for the first time in many years, I was able to get my feet into a pair of ankle-high Timberland shoes that had always required the difficult work of a sturdy shoe-horn. A genuine physical miracle!
So happy for your good news, Irv
Lauren…as always, the message is supportive and reassuring. 11-11 was as profound as i thought it would be but the most rewarding thing was making some connections with people from your board (from all over the world). It feels so good to connect to those who have become like family.
Great Love to you for what you share.
Hear! Hear! (Is that the right spelling for that?)
Making connections with the people here has been a huge part of what’s making my happy light glow inside of me! (One of which goes by the name of Carmen
)
Right back at you, beautiful soul named Jenn
Thank you for the post Lauren!! I’ve been feeling a lot of heart pain, and severe ringing in my ears. But other than that so far so goood…, lots of ups and down, but the Core me is intact.
—> Fitz and the Tantrums – Winds of Change<—- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=doe1KdaywKg
I’m still having a hard time after all these years. Not sad or happy living in this dream world.
I’m exhausted and can barely function anymore.
Am I the only one that doesn’t feel like they belong here anymore?
I’m having major financial struggles at the moment. Behind on rent from last month and now this month.
If anyone can help out my paypal is bairdcove@gmail.com
Call me bold but this is about survival.
Lauren I really appreciate your updates but there never seems to be an end to the struggles.
~Barely hanging on ~
i too dear one have been going thru this for many years…
i was behind on my rent last month too…
and will be again….
the reason i am responding is because i have found that when
i see even that…rent late….struggling to survive…in the midst
of it…if i choose to allow it and see only love…i see the miracles
as to why i experienced it…and it is always about soul growth…
heart expansion….if we stop seeing it as “we are doing something wrong”
versus this is perfect for my soul in this moment…i will be grateful
and allow this….oh then…love will fill you with grace…you will begin to “see”
the perfection of it all…..you are not doing anything wrong…your Self knows you
are ready for this experience so that you can see only love even within the illusion
of lack….let go of struggle…just allow and flow with it…..say thank you no matter
how it appears…soon..you will find yourself lettting go of old beliefs….of lack…
of self doubt…of unworthiness….just be with this dear one…you are just perfect
right where you are…and you are dearly and deeply loved…denisa
denisa,
This is beautiful. “If we stop seeing it as “we are doing something wrong” bersus this is perfect for my soul in this moment”
This so….wonderfully accurate and telling. An elegant way of describing the process that many of us are doing. The actual experience, and struggle of it is still seen in your words even though it looks as though you are merely in a boat floating down the stream as merrily as you please.
I loved reading this, and it resonated so deeply with how I see and feel things.
Agreed! I loved reading this, too. Releasing to the moment feels key.
Hi B.D.! Denisa is right…where you are now is “perfect for your soul in this moment”. Exhaustion is a clear sign that you need to take some time out for yourself and let go of the fears and worries that come with everyday life, of not being able to pay your bills and so forth. We have to learn to let go of things we simply cannot control. Sometimes we need to learn what it’s like to have lack, sometimes we have to learn to survive. And yes, many times it never seems to end. Feeling like you don’t belong here is a sign that you are moving forward on your journey and that you are beginning to find out who you really are and why you are here. But the most important thing is to know that you are exactly where you are supposed to be, doing exactly what you are supposed to be doing in this very moment. I do believe that once you get some rest and give yourself a reprieve, you will begin to feel better. And by the way, not sure if you’re familiar with crystals or not but if you pick up a rose quartz and carry it with you during the day, it may help…it used to help me. Trust that the Universe knows what it is doing and trust that you are being supported in every way possible. There’s always a much bigger plan at work, you will get through this. Much love & light! ~ Dorrina
Thank you, once again, for a perfectly timed and tuned message which brings relief in wonderful, indescribable ways. Things are starting to heat up and glow! Again, thank you!
As always darling Lauren, your messages are so very helpful and inspiring….I have been all over the place, even down to not wanting to be here on this plane of existence anymore……however, I know I have a mission here and must stay…..my physical body suffering all kinds of pain and challenges too….could be a clearing out like you say…..bear with it all and keep smiling, right ?
Wishing you blessings of Peace Love and Joy this holiday season.
Issy xxx
Thank you beautiful Lauren!
The influx of energy since 11.11.11 has been i n t e n s e to say the least. It feels as if my life (and friends, family & clients) has been going thru a retrospective. This retro experience is occurring through in-the-moment living, dreams, visions, memories and thoughts. Every last piece of HISstory or HERstory coming up to deal with one last time (fingers crossed on that!). It feels like a fresh, clean palette is being created for us to pick up our new brush.
Although it’s been tough I’ve tried to remain grounded and accepting. A few nights ago (after a grumpy, stressful energy day) I was babysitting an amazing five year old girl. After I told her a made-up-on-the-spot bedtime story about magic, she smiled and said to me:
‘I can tell you are happy’ and I said ‘Can you?’ and she said ‘Yes. I can feel it in my heart’.
That type of magic makes it all worth while! Love to all xox
These readings don’t resonate with me. Anyone could make this stuff up. The information here rarely makes sense.
Ah, this gave me a good belly laugh. I can’t stop laughing. Sorry, Grace.
So, why are you here?
Have to agree, Cat. Huge belly laugh. Thanks, Grace. May you day be blessed.
Hey Grace,
Yes that is true somewhat, and some people look to others and never to themselves. you should always think for yourself, that is good
Yet–I like the readings they have resonance at times for me, but I already know what is true and learning more all the time in life day to day…
If you see this keep on doing it your way, its the only way forward.
Hi All, hope to see us soon make it from the “void” to the “vault”. Any volunteers to drive the getaway car
? Encouraging to hear there’s “movement” in the lives of many of you. Wonder why even though there’s plenty of changes, light infusions, it never feels “enough”, like even 95% still can feel plenty of empty… (even though we have gotten glimpses of the promised land).
Great that the 528 frequency (Solfeggio scale) came up. I’ve been listening to this http://amzn.to/ssxvdz Really deep relaxation. Good vibes to all of you ~ Jay
Lauren , YES YES……. LOVE this !
Thank You , Sister !
Britt
Dear Lauren and our Pleiadian Sisters…thank you…as Ute says too….for speaking it out and putting it in broader context for all to enjoy….all the experiences that soooo wonderfully go in sync. with your massage…and too for the oppertunity for finding-feeling…our soulfamily puzzle…peace by peace….yes…US…one by one……just now realy realizing-GROUNDING the fact that we are soulfamily
for a longtime…only now able to let the Light of that in……we are contributing to the physicalization of that fact by comming here together….be-ing called up….for it everytime…before you ,dear Lauren , post the massage….IN WHICH WE ALL participated…to get…outspoken and grounded…..
We are touched by you and hear in 528 the call…….
Now i am speachless in Hearthug with US All……and Rebecca indeed the physicalbody has the last word…is the last thing to dissolve in LOVE TRUTH and Freedom…i am longing for that too….
Piroska
Thank you for the new update! As always, very supportive and soothing in terms of what we are going thru. One thing thoug which bothers me though, after the 11:11 – I kinda went into this void of feeling N-o-t-h-i-ng! No love no compassion no understaning, no real feeling? What came up though was plenty of thoughts of people in my past life who did ‘bad’ things to me and whom I could never trust again or forgive for their deeds, not them as persons, but their willful intentions for their own ego-gain. I understand why they have done so, but seem to struggle to forgive…..that’s where I.m worried…has the new LOVE energy of recent not taken hold in my heart ? Or am I just purely impatient? As always, in Christ consciousness -Carina
Carina,
I feel the same way. There are a few people I just can’t seem to forgive or feel compassion toward, and that’s where I feel like a failure, that this ability to actively love them daily has passed me by.
If it helps, all in its own time. What’s gradually sprinkled into my awareness is that I have no responsibility to force forgiveness. Even the idea of forgiveness dissipates as I recognize that we have overlapping cycles of contraction and expansion, and they’re all okay. The more open, expansive feeling comes quickly when I stop scurrying around trying to make myself good enough and just accept how I feel now.
Oh, and another thing I realized is that feelings are attraction and repulsion are natural and useful. I used to think any feeling of repulsion I had was a personal failing, a failure to appreciate (or perhaps forgive), but now I can see it as a simple directive.
When the negative stuff comes, I try not to take it personally anymore. I remember that it’s up and out, up and out. Out and goodbye! Until the next round.
Hey Julie, you seem like a new face to me, but i am already hooked to a lot of the words you’ve spoken. You can make ‘laws’ out of those words.
I like it as much as i like chocolate, and that says a lot
lol! Hein I just love you!! And Julie, YES! So LOVELY to meet another soul-sista!!!
Hello, Hein and Kate! Just eating some delectable chocolate as I read that.
Add me to the list of appreciators, Julie. Love what you’ve said! It rings true in a perfect way, for me.
Hi Julie,
Divinely Perfect expressions.
In my world, I am asked to accept all that is with no judgment
using God-given discernment and observation, yes.
I thank whatever feeling surfaces, feel it, (resistance, denial, or self doubt are
futile and do not work) and consciously choose to clear if needed and choose
something that vibes higher.
It works every time. Judgment separates me from me everytime.
Thank you for expressing and sharing your insights with us.
Enjoy our expansion.
All good things,
Maureen
As I read all of you… I feel so much ….. Speechless… Emotional right now.
in the last past month or so… so much went tru… First, I could not lie anymore, if it was against my soul-authenticity…. Even feelings of that Nothingness Carina wrote about.
But also lots of wonders and triggles( is that a word?)
I want to write more… but feel out of words…. just feel a lot love and so much more!
Love Mirjam
Lauren,
Thank for your message…yes thats how I have always referred to this state, like the drug ecstasy…seems almost my entire day now is like this, where ever I am and with anyone…Energy has been intense to say the least, grounding, if not feels like I ma going a million miles an hour…
Nature is best, we seem to be absorbing each other, a constant flow of give and take when I am outside, pure energy of love…It is in the air, for me at least…the world around me is still running, so fast, running doing, being, fighting against themselves, and they will until they shift, and it is an undeniable shift into truth.
No matter what I say, the mind cannot grasp yet…only the heart hears the calls…
Thanks again…Never heard you mention 528 b4, any other insight would be great.
Thanks here in the light Renee
Dear Renee,
I don’t usually respond to “posts”, but felt compelled to here – check out Solfeggio Harmonics, they have a variety of HZ frequiencies, you can listen on U-Tube or purchase them from different companies — I have purchased from Source VIbrations. Blessings Kim
Thanks Kim
Thank again Kim, this is the sounds I have been hearing for months now…Love it, love it…
Blessings Renee
Love you, Lauren! x
Thanks Lauren, as always you put into words so beautifully what I’ve been feeling. Not surprisingly I felt guided to share my experience with rapture on my blog on Nov 29, so I appreciate the timing of your message as well as what you wrote about it. Have shared your message with my tribe on FB. Thoughts of you have crossed my mind several days leading up to your post, as I was sensing that a new post was forthcoming, as well as an artwork about unity wanting me to let it in. It’s an abstract of two hands reaching up from the earth firmly yet gently clasping two hands reaching down from the sky. Yes, where we are. The other artwork wanting me to let it in is about the proverbial butterfly, wings now strong & dry, flying off into the sky and is titled after the M83 song “We Own the Sky”… So thank you for reminding me that I’m not alone.
Namaste,
Brit
A question Lauren!
You mentioned this Love frequency. A while ago, I felt the need to listent to it at nights. I found many ways to do it via youtube and spent about 2 months listening to it, before going to sleep.
HCP encourage us to keep on listening to it or not? I hear it anyway sometimes in my own ears, so to say. Is like a natural frequency. I don´t feel like listening to it anymore via youtube. And I know it is better for me to ask!
Thankyou!
Rín.
This the first time we (a large portion of humanity) are being reborn in this way…fully conscious…and this (re)birth moment is THE return to zero-point consciousness, a total reset & recalibration, where the feminine and masculine energies are perfectly in balance to enable us to physically ascend beyond polarity (karmic) consciousness…and in so many ways, things still suck, but the miracle in all of this is that we are being supported thru this transition in literally every.way.possible. There is no bowing out now.
I knew you would be sending an update. I could feel it coming and so grateful for it. I have been feeling so overwhelmed and undone and to the point of giving up. I’ve wanted to go “back home” in the worst kind of way. I thought I had been left out of the 11:11 thingy as I was stuck at work in a job I hate but happened to glance at the clock at 11:11 on 11/11/11 so I was a witness to it in a way. I’m still waiting for something wonderful to happen. I ache all over and have cried every day. I’m lonely and alone and looking forward to the physical manifestations you speak of, and also of the companionship. I am so tired of being alone through all of this, but your updates and the replys here tell me I am not really alone. Looking forward to the gathering.
Namaste
Loneliness will leave when you can use it to get to know who you authentically are; it sucks, i know: been there, too; but, my sister in light, you are going to get thru this–NO MATTER WHAT! i have faith for you if you don’t have any yet; just keep hanging in there . listen for your inner wisdom/guidance from the unseens; looking/focusing/bringing awareness to the heart area and into the workings of the body generally can assist you with this. LOVE to you, light child
Oh Marilyn
I hear you about being stuck at work in a job you hate. That has been a lot of focus on my clearing out of gunk since the 11/11 portal. It’s lead to me having to do the unthinkable for me, and that was to speak up for myself and my right to ask for work that makes me happy (I get all the crap work nobody else wants because I’ll “take one for the team”). I’m a single mom and the only provider and source of income for me and my son. So losing my job, or taking that risk…was paramount to the feeling of dying while in body…and yet being asked to continue on.
I’ve been crying myself silly through much of the last couple of weeks as I learned what was causing my pain, and then finding my inner courage (rawr) to make a different choice this time than before, and speak up for myself. But I couldn’t have done it without the support from all the people I’ve met here through the comment section of Lauren’s blog. It truly is easier now to face these things as we reconnect with our resonate soul family. I hope you find some of yours here…Much love to you
hello beautiful radiant one…
i too am where you are…in a job that no longer resonates with me..
the way i know this to be true is that it makes me tired…i dread
doing it….but when i do my work of the heart…which does not pay me
enought to live….i am in joy….
we are being asked to jump of the cliff….to choose self love and KNOW
that we will be provided for as we choose to let go of that which
no longer is in alignment with our frequency..
when we jump off the cliff we simply land into more of god…
there is nothing else but god….we are being asked to love ourselves
and jump…staying where we are not happy is a choice made from fear
and that is why we are so uncomfortable…i have jumped many times
in the last few years…and i am jumping again…letting go…
so…know you are not jumping alone….you are held in the arms of love
and there is no where else to land but in love….
you are not alone and you are dearly loved…denisa.
just know that there is no where to land when you jump of the cliff
..
i
You are of course right. I have been taking these jumps off the cliff at my place of work, listening intently and soul-ly from my heart. And my heart has asked me to do it by facing my fears that have been keeping me taking any action at all. Today at work was intense, and the entire day was me keeping the connection to my heart while speaking up for myself at last to my manager, but coming from a place of love and compassion and not fear and anger.
After 6 years of not being *heard* or *seen* by this individual no matter how much I tried to do so without rocking the boat and losing my job, I finally stood my ground on an issue that has been brewing since last March. And he kept trying to stomp me back down and make me go away like I usually do. But in between each communication, I would walk to the break room and stare out of the office building to a beautiful sky & lake and silence myself…come back to center…and release what wasn’t me and get back to a place of love an compassion for the situation. When I sincerely felt it with my heart, then I would wait patiently for the next action to take before leaving that spot. And each time, an answer *did* come in.
Only then would I go back to my desk to take the next action. I would communicate my response to his (this was via email btw…common for our office…many of us work from home so it works for us). He would then respond back, and I would repeat the process of going to the window and calming and centering.
I had to repeat this process at least 4 times through the day. Each time I persisted in doing it, the answer came in faster and stronger. But this time, I wasn’t going to back down. I will not…I can not allow my light to be dimmed ever again. I had decided that I will do nothing but who I am and speak my truth in a respectful manner to all and from a place of love and compassion and I am entirely committed to this.
This day was most difficult because I had to stand by myself, but it was for a situation that I absolutely could not let drop, not if I wanted to be able to sleep with myself at night. I was scared, and the first two times I responded my entire body shook as I persisted, but also tried to breathe the energy through my body and not letting it get *stuck* or *frozen* in any places in my body. But by the 3rd response, I was able to do it without shaking. And by the final response I sent, where I absolutely made my point under no uncertain terms, for the first time in years…and maybe my life…I felt strong, stable, and clear. I know that last word may not make sense. Energetically within my body, I did not feel clogs, or areas anywhere of stuck energy. I felt that everything flowed through me in a *clear* manner. It’s the best word I can think of to describe it.
At this point, I have done all that I am able. It was too late in the evening when I sent the last email but the outcome is no longer important to me. I’m ok with whatever happens, because I said everything I needed myself to say. The situation was never about the outcome, it was about speaking up and being heard from my heart despite the consequences, whatever they may be.
What I faced and did today, was a lifelong triumph for me. This was the thing I hoped to have the strength one day to do, and on my terms. I cannot express any better how big this is to me…but I hope I shared even a small bit of the feeling to you guys here so that it may give you more hope and strength to face anything you are having to at this time.
YOU GO GIRL- Jenn, this is amazing! Thank you for your courage, trailblazing for all of us!
Vroooom! Zoom Zoom Zoom
Hi Jenn,
There is a truth so strong in our hearts that we must speak. It is who we are.
Just imagine, we are just at the “beginning” of proclaiming who we really are.
Before, we allowed our egos (Edging God Out) heads to immediately conjure the
worst scenario so we never entertained the beyond best case scenario.
Our hearts are integrated with our Spirit, Mind, and Body. They work together or we
would not have them. Our open hearts command from a knowingness that cannot be
resisted, ignored, or stifled.
God as Source will always match what we hold in our hearts. We choose what
matches our vibration always.
If you can, focus your focus. Concentrate on what gifts God gave you
and attract experiences in all parts of life based on those gifts.
We all have unique gifts. And those gifts all radiate strong magnetic vibrations.
The Universe hears you as do we. Angels rejoice! Really.
How free you must feel as you are not attached to outcomes, agendas or results.
Your heart can never fail you, only judgment and fear do everytime.
Have fun being more of who you are NOW.
I honor God in you and reflect it to you.
You are seen, heard, and love beyond the beyond.
A job (joy of being) exists for you and all of us.
Blessings and all good gifts,
Maureen
Thank you Blessed Maureen for your message. As ALWAYS your tone and vibe bring me grounding and peace.
Whooo-hoooo, Jenn!!!!!! I went thru this Friday and I know how difficult it is ~ yet how there is no other choice ~ so GOOD FOR YOU!!!
Hi Lauren,
Just a short note to tell you that you have such a gift — your energy reports always resonate with my experiences and the validation certainly encourages me to forge ahead.
thank you for this kind service you are doing. I for one know that I would feel quite lost and uncertain if I didn’t have access to your updates.
thank you, namaste.
I wrote this back in January 2010…it came to me very quickly. I felt it at the time as avery important statement, but I see now having read several of Laren’s articles here that we’re all in this together and that we are indeed The Messengers:
In the depths of the night,
When silence reigns,
Will the words come to you,
Like the rising wind.
You will use those words,
To reclaim the sheep on the hillsides,
Who find themselves lost in the snow.
You will help guide them along a new path,
That they already know how to follow,
And your words will be solid and perfect and wise.
You will always know what to say,
Because the words will come from the inner-most core of your being,
And the people will begin to know that what you have to say is the truth.
“A light in the darkness,
The truth,
Despite their lies”
Previously, you didn’t understand the significance of the words you received,
And wrote down.
But these words existed within you,
From all eternity,
From the beginning,
From a thought that flickered,
And then burst into flames,
And still walks within you,
Flowing through your veins.
And in your inner sanctums,
Reside the words that are written for all time.
They have been placed like the most precious jewels,
In the most ornately decorated caskets that you could ever imagine,
Waiting to be opened.
And you will continue to awake in the middle of the night,
With your spirit swelling with abundance, with joy, with pride, with wonder,
Within you!
And the words will come,
And you will know them instantly,
For they have always existed,
Since the beginning of time and space.
And it is through you all that many people will know the truth,
Of the cleansing power of the spirit and of all creation,
Seemingly from without,
But from deep within.
And the lost ones will call you,
And you will help the shepherds on the hillsides to bring the sheep home,
And all the wayward ones who bleat and shuffle in the dark and in the cold.
The ones who are lost,
The ones who cry.
And the words will come,
Again and again,
Like the inexorable tide,
Like they did for Myrddin in the old days,
When his spirit also guided him.
This is the day of your dreaming,
The beginning of your true calling,
To become a messenger,
One who understands,
One who knows the truth,
And teaches it,
Whether it is accepted or not,
By the fearful ones,
Who turn away from it.
For you are the fighters,
The warriors,
Bringing down the sword of truth.
And know that the work is good,
And that the load you carry is light.
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This is BEAUTIFUL! And I so resonate with it!! Sooooo many chills!
Dear Kate!!
Thanks for the kind words Kate – I’ve been reading Lauren’s posts all afternoon and I feel like I’ve come home LOL!!! No coincidence that I’ve ended up finding you all here. I’m trained as a biologist and working a pretty well known Western University and it has been hard at times since my ‘quickening’ in Jan 2010 to integrate it all and understand what’s going on.
The Messengers poem was one attempt to integrate and there are a lot more. I had no idea about chakras opening, light bodies, the bliss and joy of an open heart, the ability to connect through time and space with the energy of my spiritual soul mate in another country (another scientist) and this site really helps. I also found Pamela Kribbe Jeshua.net really helpful and of course Jane Roberts’ Seth material, which I’m studying – the stuff on evolution as an exploration of the creativity of consciousness is particularly fascinating to me as a biologist. I also downloaded one day a whole load of info about cell signalling being all about quantum fluctuations resulting in release of light within cells….if only I could discuss this stuff with other scientists LOL ….although I’m realising there are some of us – Calleman was a biologist and Amit Goswami!!
But, the thing is I can totally relate to the new energies allowing me to become more confident about what I know enabling me to gently integrate and lead others in a heart-based way…. I mentioned the Sword of Truth in my poem, but i think it can be a very gentle persuasive sword that’s used!
In love and light (LoL).
Sandy
Whoa Sandy – I received so many head to toe body chills when reading that. It definitely set off something within me that was in total agreement!
Thanks Jenn! Bless you! Somehow I think you’re all old friends !! LOL
LOL – I *just* wrote in my comment below the lyric in a muppet song that says, “There’s not a word yet, for old friends we’ve just met.” It feels so true here.
Sandy — That was Wow, Amazing, Incredible — Thank you!
BEAUTIFUL!!
Hi,
Like Kate, I have chills…
what a clarion call of TRUTH that sounds in our hearts.
No words can convey the love and beauty within these verses…
Thank you, thank you, thank you…
Namaste.
All good gifts and blessings,
Maureen
Hi Lauren,
Thanks once again for an interesting, useful and integral message …
I have been reading your really informative and supportive
channelings for a long time now and they have very often
informed me of things that really needed clarifying or getting
a deeper understanding of …
You are one of the most integral channelers I have ever
read and I readily recommend you often on other Spiritual
websites for the many many Others of Us who are
moving up the ladder, these days, easier I believe than before. often
due to your kindness, diligence and hard work ..
I, like many others i beleive, really hope that you will continue long
into the future as one of our most respected and loved
channelers …
Many thanks, blessings and Love
to you and All
from
Eve LeFay
I’m feeling pretty good actually…but my youngest daughter who is 6 and came in with Down Syndrome is going thru some amazing transformations.
Since her birth I knew very little of her spirit was inhabiting this body, I feel this is what creates the physical ‘delays’ these children and others display.
In the past week her vocabulary and pronunciation has increased 10 fold. When needing help she would say…’Help you?’ but two days ago she was trying to carry something heavy and she said, ‘Will you help me please?’ It was a show stopper!!!
She is having more and more moments like these. Even her school is reporting a jump in understanding and integration.
Very exciting times! Susette
Wow Susette…
I found this very heartwarming. Kinda speechless too. I felt very WOW when reading your comment.
It must feel like christmas and all of your birthdays together over there now.
Take care!
Hi Susette, thanks for your eye-watering account
of your daughter’s communication stair steps. Spirit takes on so many unique forms. Makes my day. Yes ~ Kay
This. Is. Beautiful.
The New Energies must resonate more with her magical energy. I hope to hear more about how this unfolds for both of you.
Just beautiful….
That is amazing! I keep hearing more and more *miraculous* stories around me and it just keeps reaffirming to me that things HAVE changed things happening that I use to *know* would …but had given up hope on until recently.
(Hein – love your energy…it has gotten so much more SPECTACULAR glowy in the last week)
(Kate – hahaha I feel like I’m stalking you in the comments section, I keep finding myself posting to comments you did)
I was just planning to close my computer for the day. Felt a ‘heavyness’ coming over me for the last hour. No worries, it’s nothing new. Nothing that no one else hasn’t experienced yet
Jenn, you just lifted some of that weight off me because of what you said…
If i had the possibility now, i would give you such a long huuuuuggggggg.
I’ll guess it is my turn again to carry some of the load or whatever.
Tomorrow’s a new day, and everything will be okay again.
I will keep the image of your picture in mind, while i crawl back to the sun.
Maybe i feel better after some chocolate yum
Hear y’all soon enough again.
hahahahahahah – If words could be hugs…then what you wrote would be the equivalent of a long, warm hug!
The heavy-ness is easier to bear now with friends like you in my life, I hope it’s the same for you. And boy is it worth it…cuz the humor & energy that has surfaced up is…*almost* unbearable it feels so heart-warming (though I’m sure I will manage somehow)
Get some much deserved rest!
ARGH – mercury retrograde why must you muck up my communication – I MEANT – the humor & energy that has surfaced up in YOU!!!!!
Turned my computer on again. I’m back…how stable does that sound huh?!
Went for a fresh nose and while i were at it, i started to miss things here. Feel less numb now.
Actually, i feel great since i came back here, about a week ago. (Thank you, Amy, for grabbing me by the hair).
Sometimes i feel i need to pull myself back a little, because i’ve grown to love a lot of people i met here in a very short time. And i eager for much more. I wasn’t used to that, but there also was no need to adjust to it. It just happened.
I never thought this would happen, and i hope that we are all together in for the ride we’ve all been waiting for during our lifetime(s).
You called me ‘Friend’, jenn…You do not know what you just did to me. You are so pure that it hurts in a most pleasant way.
“(though I’m sure I will manage somehow)” Now, THAT’s something i would say too. Now, we all know why that is, don’t we? (grin)
Beautiful…
Every time I hear one of you say something kind to me, I have to fight this immediate reaction to resist it, and even my muscles want to tighten against it.
But from so much dedication put into the whole ascension process we’ve all given…I don’t want *that* to be where start giving up. So, I’ve been trying to put as much, if not more effort into keeping open and receiving these kind things into my heart, as I did when trying to clear the horrible darkness out. But’s harder for me to find motivation, since this feels like it’s soley for my purposes.
But I didn’t realize the progress I had made this weekend until I read your comment “You are so pure that it hurts in a most pleasant way” and I felt it jump feet first into my heart and instantly radiate outwards from my being. All before the thought of resisting it could happen. Such a new…experience and feeling for me.
Thank you for the gift.
Thank you too…we’re all not that different. I know, what you just described, feels like. Since very recently.
It’s new, and i am thankfull that i finally have the liberty to express myself as i always wanted to express myself.
Takes one to know one
Hi Suzette,
Imagine your love co-created your daughter at inception,
imagine what all of your love with Source will do now.
The embodying of more LOVE is just starting.
Thank you for warming all of our hearts and uplifting
our Spirits.
May you and your daughter soar as LOVE is so vast and embraces us all.
Blessings and all good gifts,
Maureen
Well, the old me would apologize for so much serial posting, but the NEW me must speak her truth (to every other poster apparently!).
Lauren ~ i just love you. You speak my truth more than any other channeler out there. And like others have said, this post has such a high energy to it. I actually had to intentially ground myself with reading about the Radiance of Love. Every cell stood at attention!!!
I’ve written so many comments on your last post that there is no new NEWS from me ~ just know that I am feelin’ ya on every single word and concept you touched upon. Oh..and the TRUTH!!! Yes, it must be spoken at all costs and I’m doing things that in the past would scare the sh*t out of me! (It still scares the sh*t out of me but I’m doing it anyway!) I can’t help but think this is preparing us for telepathy, where things can’t be hidden anymore ~ right?!
THANK YOU for articulating SO WELL what I’ve been going through. And THANK YOU as well for providing a space for many of us to meet up with our soul-families again! I’ve made some wonderful connections here and also feel closer to you, Dear Sister.
Love and So Many Gold Sparkles,
Kate
Kate – just checked out your web site….cool!!! I’m not so far away – across the water in Dublin LoL Sandy!!
And I just checked out YOUR website and left a comment! How funny!!! (P.S. It’s nice to meet someone else who uses as many exclamation points as I do!!)
“but the NEW me must speak her truth (to every other poster apparently!)”
LOL – But my dear! That is the Gemini in you…needing to connect & communicate
(oh and be hilariously funny…hehe)
To Lauren and All.
I just wanted to extend my Love and Best Wishes to each and every one of you. May the Light that you ALL are surround, comfort and amaze, as you, we, us, in turn amaze Life itself.
I so look forward to sharing 2012 with you!
The God in me recognizes and honours the God in you.
Jayne
Holy transmutation, lady. You must copyright this as a song lyric, “We’re on the slow train to heaven…and with lots of local stops.”
I love all your newsletters and anticipate each one. They are perfectly timed, confirming all our HITS. A friend introduced me to you over a year ago. This one was literally “sorely” appreciated.
What a RIDE!
mdowd1111
“Holy transmutation, lady” LOL that made me laugh…thanks
“You are beginning to be seen in all your glory as the radiance of divine love emanates from your heart-core.” –Seven Sisters
Oh wow is this happening for me on so many levels. Online and at work. I finally got up the courage to go to a company function with the company I consult through (not where I actually work ) last Friday night. I normally all put pass out in crowds, so I hadn’t been to big gathering there yet, and only knew a couple of people.
Well this time? I just owned my being “alone” in a crowd, and as I was wandering around looking for a spot to sit and eat, I got called over by the President of the company to sit at their table and was openly talking, laughing with everyone. Then a fellow analyst came out of nowhere and they wanted me to be a part of a group picture…and…and…well…it’s like my invisibility cloak I’ve worn my whole life came off…and I was so WARMLY received and supported, and I here’s the craziest part of ALL:
I thought (after being single for 7 years…single mom and all) that I had lost my *touch* and had lost the fine art of flirting. Wellll, I am here to tell you…I flirted SHAMELESSLY and unrelentless with a man who just *happen* to sit next to me. FAR from being shy, and taking off running and screaming into the night, I was GLOWING and FEELING. I felt attraction and desire for a person for the first time in all these years. I thought that part of me had gone forever. And I didn’t CARE what others thought. And I said what I really felt out loud, to owners/officers of the company. I just let myself be me (as far as I was able to on this first outing in a very long time)
I’ve been *seen* by many of the people in the comment sections here and found a whole new group of friends (like a muppet song says, “There’s not a word yet, for old friends we’ve just met.”) that I KNOW are part of my soul family. I feel a light and love growing inside of me that I didn’t think I would ever get to experience this life. There’s been a lot of pain, crying, teeth nashing these last weeks too…lots. But, I know…KNOW that now is the time I’ve been waiting for and why I came here and suffered through what I did.
Thank you Lauren a million times over for your energy updates and attracting the soul groups here so that we could find each other again at this time!!
I LOVED reading EVERY word of this, Jenn!!!!!!!!!
Go Jenn go, yea for the soul team- I am with all of you in recognizing and delighting in my new/old soul family- delicious. Your experience doesn’t surprise me- the world is finally recognizing your light.
Thank you Lauren, for the update. I always am relieved to get your email. I feel like an acrobat swinging from bar to bar. Your updates tend to be the next bar for me to grab, just. in. time.
One of my experiences with this energy since 11:11, which are many these days, is something that happened last night. I’ve been sleeping holding clear quartz crystals in my hands to clear my energy field of any electromagnetic vibrations caused by all the electronic equipment I use. Last night I fell asleep holding the crystals; the next thing I knew I was buoying up like a balloon and began flying all over my bedroom.
Used to have flying dreams alot, but haven’t for a long time. Been working on my energy field by releasing any old energy drains. That and the crystals helped me fly. What a thrill to be able to feel that joy again! Maybe next time I’ll go outside my bedroom walls….
Wow!!!
Well, this is a WAY more fun way for us to visit each other. (Starts making list of people to visit first….)
OMG! I was thinking the SAME thing, Jenn! (But, of course!)
*makes note to sleep with crystals tonight*
It was wonderful! Tried to repeat it, but have so far been unable to.
But did visit a friend in a dream last night. Not exactly flying, but fun anyway.
And I love sleeping with the crystals. If you do that, don’t forget to clean them the next day before you use them again.
Something interesting though. Been re-reading the Celestine Prophecy. Wondered if it would just be “old ha” stuff at this point. But it’s going in at a new level. You know that spiral process in learning… I’ve also recently got that I still have issues about “deserving” happiness. I thought I had dropped all that. But that is so ingrained in our culture. No pain no gain attitude, ya know. I got in a meditation that it’s OK to be happy. I thought.”What?” Where’s that coming from? Of course it’s OK.”
But then I realized I have a whole other very deep level of the “no pain, no gain” stuff that I took on from our culture and Catholicism that I still carry.
So, I am releasing that pattern now. We all are are children of God/Godess. It is our Divine right! Woo-Hoo!!! So I’m not pursuing happiness anymore.
I AM happy! I AM…happy! I AM!!!
Just wondering about the waves of love-ecstasy, if others feel them only at certain times. I feel them very strongly when I wake up during the night and first thing in the morning. Then more subtly during the day when I’m quiet – meditating, or resting.
I only feel them in waves…but haven’t noticed if it was certain times of the day or not…just that it was in waves. Originally in waves that were in between horrible gunk clearing….it was like the GREAT feeling of relief you get after puking your brains out.
Jenn…”it was like the GREAT feeling of relief you get after puking your brains out”
.Omg…u crack me up….and yet, so true. The waves of clearing/releasing are very similar to the waves of peace and love.
Lauren you amaze me, you clarify how I am feeling so beautifully. I have moments of bliss that I just sit in and enjoy, and I have an increased awareness of those around me and whats coming. I have met very recently some new souls who have resonated with me so gorgeously. My heart is being tested in the romantic sense as well, all I keep remeinding myself is ‘it’s ok to speak my truth’.
Thank you for sharing your gift.
Much love and light to you, Julie.
Hey Lauren and All!! So excited – I feel the love – the gratitude – the grace…. and I have told the truth with love and compassion to honor myself and others.
Love to read, learn and feel. Thank you again.
HOpe to hear from you before 2012. Big hug for you and everyone
Thank you so much as always Lauren! This information is so helpful and light-filled!
Has anyone else noticed they are looking much younger, kind of like the movie ‘The Curious Case of Benjamin Button’? I have especially noticed this for myself over the past year. People often think I am 10 yrs. younger, and I find it very funny and interesting.
I think this is an effect of the light-body process, as we enter the higher dimensions we all will appear more youthful. Has anyone else noticed this? I also had the dream of flying and then teaching others to fly last week, and it was very exhilarating! It’s time to ride the super energy wave of the perfect storm!
Hey Daven
it seems that i always looked 10 years younger than my actual age. I just hope i won’t be turned into a baby again now because of ascension
Ow…That had to be ‘Hey Dave” instead of “hey Daven”, but you allready got that
lol, Hein! I’ve always looked younger than my age too.
I’m sure under the surface I’m looking healthy and more youthful, but as my jaw (and ear) are in intense pain, my face is misaligned and crooked. Sooo…frankly, I look OLDER and TWISTED right now. But I’m quite hopeful that once I straighten out again, all my wrinkles will have magically faded as well! I’ll keep you posted….
(I’ve been EXPECTING cellular regeneration, so it’s SO NICE to hear your experience, Dave!)
Hey Fairy Queen of the new world , when i last went to the dentist to make pictures of…well…my tooth (and jaw) of course, he told me that my jaw wasn’t aligned.
Since i read your messages about your experiences with your jaw…i got a little scared for what’s to come
Makes me think about the tooth fairy now…
Too funny, Hein! Thanks for sharing and you too Kate!
Sorry to hear about your jaw and face Kate, I hope it heals quick! I am sure it will because I was just reading about how these higher energies constantly coming in will soon erase all physical issues we have, and help us heal rapidly which I think 2012 will show. Once we reach a certain threshold we will have our perfected bodies and just pure BLISS….. 
Hi Kate…I forgot to mention, that my jaw did this too. Then seemed to pop back in a few days. SO strange. Hurt to even chew.
LOL! I had that same thought.
I’ve always looked way younger than my age to, although these last many years of the ascension process really took it out on my looks (even though people still swear I look nearly a decade younger).
But yeah, I’m starting to go back to looking younger again. I think…or maybe I just *feel* younger because I feel life coming back into me like when I was younger.
Yeah, me too Jenn
I notice that when I eat really healthy and especially raw-based foods or superfoods, I feel better but also look younger and less tired amongst these new energies. It’s hard though, because I love sweets, especially chocolate, which does help with grounding though.
I’ve been taking acai berry for awhile now and that really helps with skin and vitality, and many other things.
Did i hear someone say ‘chocolate’? Please…give me some
(Hands Hein a GIGANTIC chunk of the best, most delicious, and magically good for you chocolate)
Here you go!
And there again she is…saving my butt for the second time today. And i know you don’t even know what i am talking about now.
That’s allright…angels don’t need to know…they are.
I hope that all of your hearts desires may soon come true for you, Jenny.
Kinda mellow here…better drag myself to bed now.
hehe…I have a small confession about my recent food habits. I use to try to eat as healthy as possible (which was hard with many food allergies) but a few months ago I felt my appetite go down and then was going through weird phases of food, like one week I’d only want *white* foods. But even then I kept away from sugar, etc.
But pretty much I just want water now….and I let myself eat what I crave (because it’s the only way I am interested in eating at all) and…well I’ve been eating straight-up junk. I’m currently chewing on a dessert pizza of apple, cinnamon/sugar.
But never eat large amounts anyways. When I’m actually hungry I eat, both good and *bad* foods. But the difference now, is that I don’t react to the foods like I use to. Eating some chips and pizza doesn’t make me break out into acne on my face. I just ate some pizza with jalepeno peppers on it…I haven’t been able to eat something with any spice in it in years…I have esophagus issues & been on anti-acid meds/prescriptions for years. But, I wanted to eat it…and I had no adverse reactions….
Oh! And I almost hate to say this out loud here….but ….the last few months I’ve lost so much weight! It’s been with no effort. It’s like I’m going back in looks and weight to many years ago all of a *sudden*. I know how all the weight gain sucks and I haven’t heard anyone else here say they’ve experienced it, so I hesitate…but also…wanted to share since it’s been weight gain for so long that I’m happy to share this exciting news too.
Wow, Jenn, it really has been very similar for me as well. Thanks so much for sharing this! I also have been eating a mix of light/denser foods and tons of water for awhile now, and it affects me less too, which is awesome…
Last fall I had some serious acid/stomach/digestion issues that forced me to eat healthier, and within about a month I also lost a bunch of weight. It felt so good and part of the process seemed to tie in with releasing a lot of anger and dense emotional stuff from the past. I think we will all soon be at a place where we can adjust our bodies as we wish with intention, although I’m sure they will look great and full of light anyways!
Oh thank goodness someone else has experienced this too. Whew! Not sure why I resisted sharing that, lol…I mean it’s just food…not like I was confessing to kidnapping a puppy or something.
I hear ya on hesitating, but I think it’s good too! We are not alone, no matter how it feels sometimes….
This site has really helped me so much since I ‘randomly’ found it about a year ago, and I finally felt a sense of home and true family here.
It seems many of us are opening up to new levels of transparency and just speaking our truth which I think is so healthy in these times
Only if you’re interested, here’s where some of us from the comment section here having been sharing our experiences and other things from this process.
http://www.radharaniblossoming.org/index.php
It REALLY helped getting through the last few weeks. I would have been up a creek if weren’t for the others there.
Jenn, I’m sure you won’t be surprised to hear that I’m mostly eating “junk” food now too!
Intuitively, I believe my body needs the denser foods. And I’ve come to the understanding since last year that cheese and bread are my POWER foods and have been my whole life! I’m also finding that the baby weight is coming off much more rapidly this time around.
Mostly, I”m not interested in food, but when I’m am, I’m eating the savory, salty, sweety stuff!!!
And LIKIN’ IT!!!
(I’ve always believed it’s not the food itself but how we FEEL about the food that determines how it acts in our bodies…so no more “good” and “bad” for me…THAT IS FREEDOM!)
Kate, I’ve had a similar experience of food. I’ve gone from having very specific and life-guiding ideas about what foods are kind/unkind or healthy/unhealthy to only being able to decide in the moment what feels right., which may have nothing at all to do with one of my previous rules. Now when I encounter a specific idea about a food’s effect, it’s not anything I can connect with, at least for the moment.
I used to say, regarding kids’ free food choice, that happiness is the most important nutrient. Now I’d say that my primary nutrient is relaxing into the moment, and *that* is what brings on happiness/balance/well-being.
In this current swirly state, that means that any foods requiring an attention span to prep are out for now!
I feel compelled to add that if different (more rigid or predictable) food ideas showed up for me tomorrow, I’d ride that wave, too. I think whatever shows up for each one us us in each moment is the right thing.
I’ve been especially sensitive about saying particularly what I eat or don’t eat because the whole concept of food has shifted. I get pictures of people eating air sandwiches and thinking they’re real. The overriding message is that the whole food thing is not real! But it sure looks and tastes real.
The torturous control-the-food to earn comfort or a sense of worthiness thing is not allowed to be here right now. On the other hand, if people are empowered by their specific ideas about food, then those ideas are right and good. It’s all so personal! That’s why food recommendations are so funny to me now.
I just keep getting pictures and pictures of people eating building blocks and hubcaps and air and thinking it’s real food with a real effect.
thank you!
this looks really great, I really appreciate it……. we are helping each other so much during these times.
hahahaha – Kate…no, I am no longer surprised now to hear you experience the same things…in fact…I LOVE IT!!
The salty, sweet stuff! Yes! I’ve actually just been through a period of wanting/enjoying Vinegar & Salt chips. Some evenings that’s all I would want, a small bowl of those chips to munch on slowly. So enjoyable and content.
I’ve ALSO believed that it wasn’t the food itself, it was how we felt about it!!! What’s awesome about this time, is that it seems easier to act on what you’ve had an inkling about all these years AND it works! O.O
Please join us if you feel like it, Dave…right now Hein fills the only Male spot in between many goddesses
I can be a Goddess too…
…I can be everything i want
Jenn, you are hysterical- not like I kidnapped a puppy- yea, i gained weight lost weight gained weight, don’t know anymore what I put in my mouth- something new, forgetting to eat. But I’m with Hein, show me the chocolate!
Savannah and Hein,
There are simple Healthier chocolate dessert recipes
on www. chocolate covered katie . com
and
www. as good as gluten . com
Bon apetit,
Maureen
Hi Jenn Roark and Dave,
I just saw your question about others having changes in their diets
and relationship to food. I share your food experiences. It seems so
obvious to state; yet we can simply not digest the same things in
the same way any longer. Our systems cannot tolerate the old.
Everything is renewing itself. We are literally cleansing with water
and flushing away all that no longer serves us.
Think of the phrase, trust your gut.
All of the weight that may have protected and armored us is now
not needed. Food is energy converted as we carry more energy we
likely require less food to provide energy.
My extra weight or old density is dropping away without effort for
almost 4 months thus far. A few years ago, Spirit guided me that I
would return to an ideal weight for me without any strain or pain.
My hair and nails are stronger and my skin is
clearing. I could not crave food and do not miss old comfort foods.
I deprive myself of nothing and eat in balanced ways for me.
I sense and feel as though I will be drinking mostly fruits and
vegetables for sustenance.
Thanks for sharing your experiences. I hope my sharing my ideas
and experiences are beneficial.
Here’s to liquid light energy, cheers!
Maureen
Jenn,
I’m so glad to hear this! Can you hold that energy door open until I get there?
I’m still in the “hobbit” phase — seriously considering building a hobbit house so I can really look the part. Teehee
ROFLMAO – Make sure it has a round door with a dooknob in the center like in the Lord of The Rings movie
Yes. I just made a Lord of the Rings reference. But you started it with your hobbit comment.
I LOVE hobbits! And Lord of the Rings for that matter. You will have to have us over during the summer or spring to see you and the “mother” mountain
Oh I wanted to add, the eating *junk* food came about in my process to allow, accept, AND bring back my want, desire, and self-nurture feelings.
I became so use to doing without, that I had to discipline myself to such a degree so that I wouldn’t want/desire anything…because I was unable to obtain it and needed ANY resources for bills/family. But it effected all things including all my favorite foods. And then when I was able to “treat” myself…I’d find that it made me sick and so I couldn’t even enjoy those things.
So my eating junk at this moment I think is part of *my* process…of clearing so I can first recognize what I really want/desire…then obtaining it …voila dessert pizza…and then eat it really slow as I allow myself to accept it…feel the pleasure of eating it with NO GUILT, and feel happy & joy for having given that to myself.
Hi Dave,
If you love sweets and chocolate in particular there are two sites that I just
visited earlier tonight (no coincidence) that have gluten free, low or no sugar
desserts that are simple and way healthier. Deprivation never works.
www. asgoodasgluten .com and www . chocolate covered katie .com
I hope you enjoy these recipes and sites.
Bon apetit!
Maureen
Thanks Maureen! I will check these out
Boy, Oh Boy – I was soooo happy to read this – I always looked 10-15 years younger than my age – once this process started, as you said “take a toll”, oh yeah! Again in agreement with you, after the 11-11-11 I felt a renewal start. Thank you for posting. Kim
I, too, have always looked 10 years younger than I am, so now I wonder if people will think I’m even more young. Don’t really want to go back to those teen years…yikes! Besides, at least for me, a woman, it makes it harder to be respected or treated as an adult.
“Besides, at least for me, a woman, it makes it harder to be respected or treated as an adult.”
Hey Cheryl, don’t forget that we are entering an age where people will start to behave differently. The way some people think of woman will not be existent anymore
I love your words, Hein….and so true, I believe.
I know what you mean…I’ve been in business work for 14 years, with a valuable expertise in my work…and people still take me about as seriously as an intern still in college. (Until recently that is….suddenly I *seem* to know what I’m talking about.)
I’ve always looked 10 years younger. People don’t believe me. They even ask for my id to prove it! But my scorpionic intensity means I’m taken seriously nevertheless. I just wish I could lose the fat suit. 10 years ago I was slim!!!!! for some reason right now it’s really bothering me. I gained a lot of weight when I returned home, and have been the same size for many years, but now I feel really dense and heavy and super yuk.
I gained 30 lbs since 2002, and the last time I lost any weight was in 2005. But this year between Oct 11 and Oct 31, I lost 10 pounds, and I have since lost 2 more. Then it slowed. Some of that has to do with having to change to gluten-free, and some was due to sickness, but that doesn’t explain why the other years when I changed my diet and exerted myself and was sick that I couldn’t lose anything. If any of you ever kept up with Karen Bishop’s messages, remember when she said, “I recently lost 30 pounds” ? I remember thinking “How is that possible, and how does it happen so fast?” Now that I’m starting to experience it, I know it is truly possible. Don’t give up hope. I know a lot has to do with continuing to work to remove blockages. Hopefully if/when I lose the rest, I won’t look like I’m 12. I’d rather have a hot middle-aged guy call me “honey” and “sweetie” rather than the clerk at the grocery store who’s 20 years younger than I am.
Oh yeah! I do remember reading that on Karen Bishop’s site. Ha! I had forgot all about that.
In 2000 I was living in Dublin and I lost 25kg (?50lbs?) within 6 months whilst eating like never before, including bad bad junk food. I was eating for a family of 4.A fat family of 4. Just me. Moved back to NZ 2001 and wammo, fat city.
Now I eat healily, exercise, blah blah and can’t move a gram.
Stink.
Whatever it was that did it, I want it back!
Fat family of 4! ha ha!
Sometimes when I see how much food I buy and eat just for myself, I think that I am glad I don’t have a child because there is no way we both could eat!
I have experienced the euphoric bliss state for days (when communing with a deep kindred) and then after the bliss rapture, it was if the pendalum swung and all hell broke loose. I am hoping that my ability to hold a more balanced steady form of this frequency will eventually help me not have to experience this swinging of duality… but I will say, that during the bliss state, I felt amazing–Like Heaven, Like Ectasy. Am working to call up that feeling and summon that Joy at will now.
Blessed Be Soul Family
Leigh xx
blog: http://www.aspiritfull.wordpress.com
Leigh, I am with you swing from love and bliss to terror and intense grief- what a wild ride- glad I’m not alone.
the 11:11 is a “symbol” of divine love entering the shadow of all things….
after years of transmuting this one has been very challenging for me…
i am wondering if anyone else is having trouble with hearing and sinuses…
i have been in a tunnel now for weeks….no taste…smell and limited hearing…
anyway…that being said…all hearts are being opened now…
the love is opening all ….i will say that staying in gratitude for whatever
is arising creates a new experience…love reveals itself if we can choose
for gratitude no matter what we think we see…
it is the essence….the frequency of divine mind…
so…as we are still very much in the midst of this gateway and the coming
12:12…remember….gratitude for whatever is arising….for it is all love…
thank you loren for your wonderful updates that so often have validated
my experience as i go thru these gateways very much ‘alone”…
each time..you validate what is happening and there is no greater gift
than that….love you all…denisa
Thanks Lauren
Much Love.
Yonatan
Dear Lauren, thank you for giving this wonderful guidance / pep-talk. We sure need all the morale boosters we can get! I’m so glad the Sisters are encouraging us to spit / blurt out the truth
My throat chakra was beginning to feel so clogged up from all that holding back. Don’t you love it when people ask you for the truth and then change their mind when you give them exactly that? 2012 is looking better with each passing day. Thanks again.
Thanks dear Laureen for such deep sharings and Welcome to the new waves of AUTHENTIC AFFINITIES !
I am also rejoycing to hear your voice soon, through internet or … still better.
With Joy in Love, Danielle Dielle
Ha… was wondering why I’m feeling high with no reason… was thinking maybe it’s from all the stress
Hi.. thanks for sharing these wonderful words. I didnt get what you meant by: “things will suck in many ways”. till today; when we embrace the suffering, there is an opening and pain shows, when we do it, when we embrace our vulnerability… we start seing rightly… specially what is wrong around us. This month has been the most intense, Ive been sleeping all the time, very tired, feeling sick as my entire body is trying to digest an energetic horse..
Blessings..
To all those who are “sick” your body is pointing out to you where you are ignoring certain repetitive thoughts (negative) Emotions in the body are created by those thoughts over time, and are manifesting in specific places. They are clues, to what you ignore and also are not feeding on a cellular level– for Instance “ovary issues” are Deep hidden “repetitive emotional situations” that you are experiencing from your thoughts. yet, first, Eat olives they look like ovaries and are the clue to heal them, also pears, eggplant and avocados are the shape of the womb this will balance your hormones–they are all connected. Heart issues? grapes and tomatoes–4 chambers in tomato like heart–too many clues to write. But most important is to release your resistance and thoughts that you are holding unconsciously. Once the body feels better than you can work on the negative emotions addicted to the negative thoughts you are feeding your body unknowingly or not… you can do it— Maybe Lauren can expand on this
all the best….
Have you all checked out Barbara Hand Clow’s Astroflash yet for Sagittarius New Moon: November 25, 2011?
“Change happens at the quantum level with waves collapsing into particles that carry new thoughts since matter is not solid, and THERE ARE TIMES WHEN EVEN PHYSICAL FORMS CAN TRANSMUTE INSTANTANEOUSLY.
During the workshop in Portland, for example, we were informed that the new Keeper of the ninth dimension is the Super Galactic Center, so ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE NOW!
….
These patterns with Mars and the eclipses penetrate into cellular and quantum dynamics that alter probability dynamics. These changing fractals shine rays of light onto COMPLETELY NEW SOLUTIONS THAT NOBODY EVEN IMAGINES RIGHT NOW. (I’m not so sure about that “nobody” part. )
…
Like solidifying ruby-red Jell-O, these oscillating fields will respond to waves emanating from our hearts, so INTEND WHAT YOU DESIRE.”
Oh, and here is the link to it.
http://the-golden-age.blogspot.com/2011/12/sagittarius-new-moon-november-25-2011.html#more
(And here from Barbara’s own site:
http://www.handclow2012.com/astroflash.htm)
“INTEND WHAT YOU DESIRE”!!!! Just this alone answers a question I’ve been asking myself the past couple of days…..THANK YOU!
Hi Kate,
God can only add to what resides in our hearts desire…
I found more music for you that vibes way high on You Tube.
Canadian Tenors, Three Graces, Kate Earl “What I Want”
You may need to ground after listening as these make you soar.
Enjoy and easy listening,
Maureen
Oh! Thank you, Beloved Maureen! Copying and pasting this post for reference.
I dont fully understand the 528hz with my mind but feel so deeply connected to the vibration it brought me to tears and insight into my own workin life’s calling.
Thank you so much… you are beyond a blessing to us all.
For years I have had what I call prophetic dreams.A couple of these dreams I am in a glass house,where I can see outside the walls,and others could only see in if I let them.One dream,God was telling me,that if I had no “doubt” everything would be fine.Another dream,I was in a glass house,and it was underwater.There were 3 Shaman in my kitchen calling me to a window.They had me look up,and I could see a waterspout,but was seeing it from below the water,I could see the water swirling in circles and going up into it as I watched it pass over my house.In these dreams I am never afraid,and I am in the feeling of wonder.I have had other dreams that were spectacular,colorful,weird.Like of outer space,inheriting a shack that becomes a house I never had to leave,that had everything I could ever dream of having.I have drempt that the world was going to end,but alls I had to do was lay in a ditch and a wave passed over and I was fine.I have drempt of A bombs hitting the Detroit Ren-Cen(before 9-11) were I was riding a horse because gas was too expensive.I have never been religious.made a conscious point not to be since I was in second grade.(I am 52 now) But have always been spiritual. What do you think of theses dreams.I could go into quite a lot of detail but this isn’t the place
It used to be, that before I would “speak my mind” I would think about how to pose my action, and then decide weather or not it was worth the trouble of getting into negative energy or not. Not now, the truth just comes forth in a really easy manner and afterwards I am always amazed at how effortless it was, not to have to think about it, but instead just allow my truth and heart to express fully. AH! Freedom of expression if here!
Thanks Lauren for all you, the PHC and the Sisters are doing to support so many of us on this plane.
For me the 11-11 gate was the best of all the shifts. I had an awesome couple of days where nothing seemed to bother me, like the love was protecting me. I had motivation and energy to do things and move forward. But then it all collapsed. I wondered if it was just a tease. “You know what it feels like, now support it within yourself”. And I have done nothing but struggle since. My anger is getting stronger and stronger even though I fight it and refocus. It just takes over. It’s so completely unlike me that I end up getting frustrated with myself. Now what I think is this is a reflection of some deep shadow elements that I’ve suppressed so long I’m not even aware they exist. It leaves me just as confused as to how to fix the problem, but I hope it will start to resolve.
I did discover that going for a nice walk in a park which is more ‘wild’ so it feels like a small forest helps me regain that positive energy. I don’t know if anyone else is going through life with a lot of anger all of a sudden, but I doubt it’s unique among myself and my loved ones. Just trying to hang in there and process things when I can.
Thanks for the update!
I just read this article again and found more interesting points.. It says that this is a very biological process… after all the release of emotional and mental patterns.. now, I feel that there are several “holes” in my abdomen and body.. like deep wounds where energy escapes.. this is very new to me but what I got in meditation is letting the heart energy fill them and heal them..
I am totally experiencing the high pitch frequency in my ears all of the time — like a ringing but more pitchy. I thought I was having high blodd pressure or something. Considering all of the other symptoms, and this new 528hz info, I am now positive that it is THAT that I am hearing. It is totally inconvenient and annoying, especially in silence–but I can deal with it knowing it is L O V E.
I hear Love, literally… Love it.
Leigh
xx
http://www.aspiritfull.wordpress.com
Lauren,
Its amazing how you have written about the truth being revealed.. this is my 1 wish.. some people in my family have shown their true colours and are being VERY untruthful about me… its agony, but I know there is a reason behind it, just cant wait for them to actually ‘wake up’ and speak the real truth
thanks for another great update x
Oh so many posts to read and sift through! Thank you for the update Lauren! I would so donate, if I had room on a card or paypal!!
Like everyone else I had a feeling there was new messages here when this was delivered and just had a chance to check tonight.
No job. Check.
No home. Check.
Moved from sofa to sofa abruptly in 6 weeks. Check.
Know where I’m going next? No. Check.
Symptoms around throat, check. Creating with others to support me during this time and getting some results, staying warm and out of the snow? Check.
Feeling ‘not right’ and ‘out of it’ dancing with mild to moderate mid head pain. Check (dang CME/solar flare/eclipses etc)
Possibilities of relations and soul groups/families and glimpses of them around me? ummm? nooo??? Not yet anyway.
If anyone is up for a chat with me surrounding this, I’d like to chat or discuss with a like minded as I am so weary of keeping to my own council.
Please connect with me, Thanks!
Hi Esther,
You can contact me if you wish. I’m in dire straits financially and take paypal donations also. My paypal email is bairdcove@gmail.com
Having said that I can say that I am not angry at all. I’m so tired though that I could sleep 24/7. I get wonderful experiences and miracles all the time yet I struggle to pay the rent and for food.
Lauren’s messages are fantastic but I never seem to have arrived in the financial department.
I don’t feel of this world anymore. I have no interest in sex. I have no interest in love. The food mostly tastes foul to me now. Nature isn’t quite what it used to be either. I can’t relate to the programming anymore.
My world consists of playing with the wonderful black cat next door or being concerned about the dog next door that is always barking because someone was uncaring and placed him out in the cold.
I will start caring for a deaf-mute boy soon and I met him this week. He touched me all over and hugged me and gave me a kiss on the neck. His caregiver told me that was unusual. Anyways I can kind of relate to the deaf-mute in that I’m no longer of this world.
I wish everyone the best. This process is a bitch and continues to be so!
Hi TWYHers,
Just some ideas for some of the posters who cannot make rent or food, if you have tried everything
and nothing moves, you may seek out the work
of people that clear past lives. Sometimes you are carrying things into this life
that you experienced before and the only way they release is through clearing
and your willingness on a conscious level to clear them. Also, use the violet flame with God, Saint
Germain, and Archangel Michael to clear these ties from you. Perhaps, you have become too
accustomed to having or needing nothing. Clear and hit your internal reset button
with Divine assistance. There are clearing mediations on-line at Energetic Synthesis on You Tube
and Doreen Virtue has a clearing one on her site as well that will assist and guide you.
These are free and may be worth doing for several days or weeks as guided.
I hope my suggestions help.
Namaste,
M
Thanks again Lauren for a great message at the right time! All is on track it seems.
Having read the postings…I just felt the need to offer my sentiments for all those who are feeling ‘on the back foot’. It may seem a simple solution for all those who are not feeling challenged. Yes…it is intellectually easy. However, healing is a process as it is about evolution, not just this life but all the lives you have come in to evolve this lifetime. ‘Educating’ the past lives/other realities through love, acceptance, forgiveness, understanding of divine law can take time and patience. As Lauren says, depends on what you have chosen to do karmically and/or as planetary service.
This is just my perspective and of course comes from personal experience. There is no rule book, no instruction manual that gives all the answers. Divine connection to higher self, soul, masters and light family supports the journey to self discovery, acceptance and unconditional love. The unifcation of self is the ultimate peace.
Love and blessings to all my fellow travellers
Helen
http://www.helenbea@blogspot.com
Helen,
Thank you for what you have shared here. This has also been my experience. I appreciate you writing about it in such a beautiful and concise way.
Thankyou Erika. Sometmes the words just have to come out even when so many on this website know what I am talking about.
I don’t believe karma even exists
It sure placates those 1 billion people in India though into accepting a life of poverty and starvation
Hi B.D.
I guess it all depends what you mean by karma. We all have our own perspective. From my experience and understanding, karma is an opportunity to address past imbalances, shortfalls/perceived shortfalls in character, where we fell short of practising and living in divine love.
It is not about suffering, poverty and starvation. It is the opportunity to evolve consciousness and this applies to all people, rich or poor. Yes, we may choose to re-experience hardship, ‘wounding’ or pain because we didn’t handle it too well before, we didn’t have the personal resources, consciousness.
However, there is to my mind what us humans regard as ‘positive’ karma..what we’re all seeking…heaven on earth. That’s what we’re all talking about on this website.
I find astrology gives great understanding of this. A personal natal chart can illuminate the experiences, patterns and conditioning of the past which are seeking resolution. Some of us have chosen to do more or less than others depending on where we are on the karmic wheel.
The placement of your moon at birth (e.g. New Moon, Full Moon etc) can give great insight into your spiritual focus this lifetime.
I hope you don’t feel I am ‘preaching’ at you. I just feel very strongly that karma gets such bad press. Even when I feel pain I keep reminding myself to be grateful for the opportunity to grow and evolve, to allow myself to acknowlege my feelings and keep letting them go.
Love and best wishes
From
Helen
(someone who is resolving all those lives where I lost faith, patience and just ran away from it all)
This comment is about not running away!
Thankyou for listening.
It really feels like the core has shifted. I feel like I’m watching motivation unfold, moment by moment. I see in how many instances action would come from “I’m not good enough,” or “something’s wrong–must scramble to be right.” It’s like I didn’t see how deep-rooted this was before, and now that I can watch these ghost-impulses arise, it’s easy to laugh at them, joke with them. “You almost got me! But not this time. I see you now.” The feeling of action arising for its own sake, undeniable, fluid, is so delicious.
The moment-to-moment is not always delicious. It’s the usual mix of everything, with periods of contraction. But somehow the whole process is easier because this old, old pattern is being sanded away. Maybe slowly, with fine sandpaper, but I can feel it lifting.
I always think of something two seconds later.
There’s no way the whole can’t be good enough. Wow! So to know ourselves as the whole….ahhh, that’s nice.
yes Julie, beautifully stated- still contraction but no more “gottcha.” the energy is so intense for me- major purging but no more sense of core worthlessness- I get we are all masterpieces, we must just open our eyes.
I agree ~ yes, the change is in the core. Even though the BLISS is not an every-moment present like it was, the core is totally okay with that. THAT ALONE shows me that there has been a PROFOUND change. Thank you for your posts, Julie, that always speak the words that I can’t find!
Long time no speak Lauren
Your Radiance of Love section of your latest msg has definitely added some clarity and light on my own recent earth-shattering experience (of the best kind) on giving myself/being given what I called the Joy Injection. For two whole months, 24/7 it felt as if I had regular doses of joy serum injected into me, with no hideous side-effects.
I was literally walking around in a CONSTANT state of joy, purposefulness, heightened creativity, crazed exhiliration like someone on speed and, and…and then it ended. Talk about a joy ride…phew!
Anyway, I’ve ranted about my experience of it on my blog
http://www.goldsalchemy.blogspot.com
if you’re keen to read it.
Now I have a better understanding of the processes and reasons behind my experience and why it came to such an abrupt halt. Thank you.
Hi all TWYHers and Helen,
I did not realize that when I was responding that I was only responding to that individual poster.
Oops!
I decided to again share past life clearing information with all TWYHers after I read Helen’s post.
Somewhere on TWTH I posted about past life clearings. In my opinion and direct experience, we
do bring patterns, reactions, pains, scars, perceptions, beliefs, thoughts, and feelings that
otherwise seem humanly explainable yet somehow make so much sense when we realize them.
Sometimes, when asking for Divine Assistance will not clear something, I meet someone who
channels AA Michael and Raphael specifically to clear remnants from past lives. In my
experience, joining in the intention with another aware one to clear magnifies the effect.
As you share, this is not something forced. Many times the clearing process requires seemingly
infinite human patience. I do know with absolute certainty that nothing forced is real.
When it is your time, it is your time, not one minute sooner or later.
From my asking and understanding, we are always clearing, learning, and growing in Spirit
as Spirit is infinite. We never stop. For me, my awareness is keener so I move through lessons
seemingly in seconds, minutes, or hours rather than days, weeks, months, or years.
That is a gift as my focus and energy remain in the NOW more and more.
I did also refer TWYHers to several guided meditative clearings that I found useful for clearing.
Lisa Renee of www. Energetic Synthesis. com has a free AOA (Alpha and Omega) clearing
meditation embedded in one of her articles in her newsletter from August or September 2011.
Patricia Cota Robles has a Releasing the Human Ego and Integrating the I AM Presence videos
on You Tube that assist with clearing are 9 minutes and have clearing vibrations and gorgeuos
images. I am told Doreen Virtue has a guided clearing process as well.
In my experience, Spirit guides me to people, places, resources, and information as needed.
Often it is a series of steps in a process that may initially seem unrelated but work in progression.
The timing is divine.
To me, what has changed is my awareness. I released resistance, struggle, and
unworthiness. Why not me? The more I trust, surrender, and allow from awareness,
things just are. .
In a longer response, I agree, that past life clearing and all clearing helps so much in our
unique processes.
God as Source knows our hearts and adds to what we hold in our hearts as our truth.
Each heart is unique, so every awakening is unique.
Some aspects of the process hold some commonalities. Some things work for some
and not others.
I am grateful to meet others on this inspired TWYH site.
Thank you Helen for sharing and expressing information with us.
I hope this information resonates and uplifts us.
Blessings and all good things,
M
Beloved Maureen,
Beautiful! Thank you for bringing my attention back to those clearing tools available — perhaps it is Divine Timing. I feel so much unconditional acceptance that shines through in your writing — thank you — it is refreshing and comforting.
Hi Erika,
Your words and sentiment mean so much. Not in recognition but rather in realizing that I
AM now ready. Spirit has been lovingly and gracefully guiding me to wait for years. I was
told that I would know when I knew. I am just beginning to understand and live my
expanded truth.
I was being prepared to minister and serve groups of people
by radiating who I AM. Me just being me expanded. In order to do this, acceptance of all
was key. I do mean all that is. Nothing is separate from Source ever.
Acceptance does not mean agreeing or even liking whatever. It does mean loving all no
matter what.
When I refer to love here, I do not mean eros or romantic love. I mean empowered love.
It is a clear connected space of no judgment.
Especially of ourselves.
This love is courage, strength, focus, power, light, oneness,
vibration, and energy embodied and radiating freely and fully.
There is no limit to love or freedom.
My accepting all that is and asking to co-create with Source this love and then
expressing love to every particle of every scenario and every
moment has dissolved everything that is not choosing love.
Please I must share that the change has been breathtaking and is opening and expanding
my Higher Heart. As we each awaken, we uplift every being.
That is what now expresses as I am aware and choose 24/7 as me.
Please know that you sensing and honoring that Source of love as me radiating via e-mail
is a gift. I am certain that our Angels friends prompted your heart to reflect mine clearly.
Beloved Erika, like does indeed attract and now reflect like.
I am filled with grace and gratitude. Thank you for reflecting this message through your
heart to mine.
Enjoy your deep abiding connection to Source that resides in all of you and radiates.
May your Heart be full,
Maureen
Thankyou Maureen for helping everyone. It all helps and that’s what it’s all about…offering what we can when we can.
Love and blessings
Helen
Hi Paula and TWYHers,
I loved when you referenced the spiral of learning. Chakras, planets, universes spiralling came
into view. Sprirals never end, we choose how we move and flow on the spiral.
Like you shared, I recently reopened a spiritually themed book that I have read as a reference for
several years and the messages were integrating as I read on a deeper core level at a new
expanded spiral position.
Thank goodness, love always prevails. When we finally stop believing our disconnected ego
messages of doubt, unworthiness, and separation from Source, we shine. How we choose to
express our light is unique to each heart.
Why not me now?
I am and we are always connected, clear, safe, worthy, and free to create joy and inspire others
by just being me/us.
What if our only purpose here is to create joy? Individually and connectedly.
Enjoy your spiral learning, as do I. Your image and vison make so much sense.
We choose how we flow and vibrate along the spiral continuum of light.
We move on the spiral according to our choice. Judgment, doubt, resistance stop movement on
the spiral.
Clarity, open hearts, and allowing increase flow and movement on the spiral toward expansion.
Expansion never ends.
Thank you as I “understand” the workings of the spiral so much more clearly.
Also check out spiral images on You Tube videos of Patricia Cota Robles. You will see your light
spiral of learning in front of your eyes and perhaps vibe and resonate with the spirals as you do
now with crystals.
Thanks again for sharing your image and vision.
Cheers to meeting you on the Spiral.
Enjoy!
M
Hi again Paula and all TWYHers,
I forgot to include the DNA and RNA helixes as they are spirals within us. Unseen yet so real.
Infinity is a spiral as well.
It all connects us to Source of who we are.
Enjoy ascensding the spiral with clear beliefs and open hearts.
Blessings,
M
HI all and Paula and Savannah,
Kundalini energy spirals as well.
M
Beloved Maureen, Thank you for your beautiful words- I want to look at more closely yet for now I have a question- is anyone else experiencing huge vibrations of sexual/kundalini energy?- I am so giddy I am about to lift off. Please catch me if you see me drift by.
Hi Hi Hi Savannah,
What size catcher’s mitt should we use as you drift toward us?
Are you sure you want us to capture you or bring you down?
Alert the media and the ballooners at the Macy’s Thanksgiving Parade, a
new beautiful addition this year 2012 is Savannah and Her Spirals
See her sparkle as she waves to the adoring crowds below.
Some 3 million line the parade route in anticipation to see this Ethereal float
Savannah sparkle in the morning sun on this lovely Autumn Day as we give thanks.
A local plug as I currently reside in a NYC suburb.
The mention of spirals on here has us all well spiraling.
Spirals! Kundalini energy spirals.
I do now ground ground ground ground morning and night.
Smile at the cameras…
Happy multidimensional spiralling and floating and grounding,
Maureen
OMG Maureen,
I am laughing uproariously! I love it- think i’ll frame your comment- yes, feels like that- can my body contain this energy? Must go sit on the vortex on this scared land and bring myself back down before i drive- no, not sure want to come down- feeling is I’M HOME- I LOVE. That’s all she wrote…
Beloved Maureen,
Hilarious! And you know what made it even funnier? Savannah just told me in a mail she would come visit me, floating as a balloon over the city of Ghent…and then your comment popped in.
Hi Hein,
Greetings from Gotham City to Ghent.
Thanks and there really is no coincidence in our vast universe. This is so global.
We are all so connected. Truly laughter and fun are viral and contagious in a great
way. Think of Burt and Uncle Albert (?) in Mary Poppins when they all had tea on
the ceiling. Did you see the healthy chocolate recipe site I sent you. Just in case,
http://www.chocolate covered katie.com. The treats that is, not the actual blog author.
She is not dipped in chocolate.
I am happy to uplift us all,
Maureen
This whole exchange brought me such joy- love to you both and I will be flying by in your neighborhood soon, sending down millions of love sparkles.
Ah…’love sparkles’ you call those….chuckle
Oh Maureen, i had not seen your reply when i just corrected myself.
Yes, when i opened my computer this morning (actually afternoon) there were a bunch of comments, which was nice to read, while drinking a large cup of hot chocolate.
Mostly, i delete them immediately after reading, but i kept yours about the recipe site. Must admit that i was forgotten about it until i just saw your latest comment.
Since a big week ago, a lot of things has changed for me. All of a sudden there is a lot of information and fun, amongst ‘other’ things coming my way. I can barely keep up with it. But i like
Have to check a lot of things. The chocolate site is amongst them. I’ll let you know.
If you, in the meantime like to try a yum recipe for chocolate mousse, you’ll just ask…that’s my specialty
In the middle of a wave since yesterday or so, and it has been since last summer that it hit me this hard. Words don’t flow easily at the moment, and i can’t think of a single joke hmpf…
My mind isn’t working right either…so, i hardly even get jokes right now…Gotham City? huh? Can only hear a ‘dudududududududududududu tune in my head.
really curious about that one.
Have a great day, i’m almost off to bed…1.47 am here
It was a great laugh though…so funny!
I have a lot of ‘ah’ moments right now, it seems…New York City huh?
I was there once. Lots of fun memories when i think back. Loved the Village.
Hi Hein,
This one is simple to clarify for you. Gotham “City” is another name for
New York and it was used in Batman. And it begins with a G as does
Ghent. Eazy breezy floating or flying, fun.
Happy chocolate dreams!
Maureen
Not floating…i meant flying… :s
OMG, I should be so lucky…
Hello all, my first comment here.
I am deeply touched by those that are experiencing sickness and hard times…it’s just sharing, I know, yet I feel I need to do something, yeah, when I’m up to my ears in similar things like the rest of you.
Anyway, Lauren, your remark, “whatever times means now,” is important. Now that we have all been living in a faster world for a few years, the speed-up of time has sort of been taken for granted. To me, your pre – 11:11 update seemed like only a few days ago…to me that’s how fast time has been speeding up. I accept Carl Calleman’s idea that the Mayan Calendar ended on 10-28 this year. The other calendar that ends next year on the Winter Solstice is also important. Time has been speeding up due to the dissolving of our old-world (3-d paradigm) which is already no-more as of 10-28. Since then and until 12-21-12, time (that represents our reality construct) needs to finish dissolving, that is, the old-world needs to just finish, which you only need to look around to notice is happening everywhere on our world already. So hang on!…smile about each passing day because each day is getting noticeably shorter each day, just like the Mayan Calendar got shorter and shorter until the 8th and 9th steps/waves were measurable in single years and months. The way it’s going (to me), 2012 is going to pass in less than six moths (of our current sense for time) because time truly is dissolving — winding down to phase itself out by speeding up exponentially in terms of hours and minutes these days. And when it finally leaves sometime next year, it takes ALL that old-world gunk with it and we will be left in the new world of only NOW and Love. Hang in there!…not much longer, okay?…”soon” is about to expire.
Nice to meet you, Bob! This is very encouraging!
Hi all TWYHers and Amy,
You may perhaps consider choose to cleanse and eliminate the drugs from your system. There is
a site http://www.cleansingorsurgery .com that offers natural, affordable, simple cleanses that have
assisted in healing many ailments or improving health and well being. That are God inspired
remedies. I hope this information is helpful.
Be blessed,
Maureen
Yes but for those who cannot afford to buy cleansers, get local fruit eat lots! and a friend to massage you, and a hot bath–and a long walk (not in this order–it works and feels amazing (3 days max) if the person is willing to desire and choose
it is Wala!
Hi, J! I am right there with you! I have let go of the idea one must spend a fortune in order for the body to be cleansed. I have gone through literally thousands of dollars over the years buying cleansing herbs to keep this body as healthy as possible.
I have turned back to basics in just this past year or so. That entails a smoothie every day which consists of 7 fruits. I also drink lemon water, apple cider vinegar in water, take sea salt baths in very hot water to sweat sweat sweat. If I feel that the 7 fruit smoothie is not enough, I have another piece of fruit during the day. I tend to be a fruit type of person versus vegetables, so I am heavy on the fruits.
And yes, massages are wonderful to get the junk moving and out!!!! Just rubbing the feet will do the trick, for their is an area on the feet that is interconnected with every part of the body! How cool is that?
Throw in there plenty of walking, yoga and ballet, my body is clean. How do I know for sure? The eyes of my eyes are white, and I have no body odor. And no, I don’t wear deodorant at all. So, J, I encourage you to keep on doing what you are doing, because it really works, and you don’t have to spend a ton of money, either. Natural works best, and with that thought in mind……
that is my goal towards my back issue. It is now 18 years and I just won’t give up. I want to get off these pharmaceutical medications, and I am slowly doing that very thing. I believe with my intent, and with all the interventions I myself have done for me over all these years, and with this new and glorious energy coming in, my back will heal! According to the docs, I shouldn’t even be walking, so I must be doing something right! YES!!!
HUGS, J! Keep up the great work!!!! Natural is best! And hopefully soon, we won’t have to eat at all, but exist on light only. (sigh) Now wouldn’t that be nice??? No more cooking dinners? LOL LOL LOL I am not fond of cooking……I have so many other things I like to do. (smile)
Hi Amy,
Well I love to cook (when i don’t have to that is!) So food is fun sometimes and enjoyable to me…
RE: I will, and good for you–I worked in private alternative care off and on for many years, and had 100% success–but the peeps I worked with really did it. I just gave them info and guded them. They actually did it! Empowering others is the way, then I felt empowered, love the equal exchange of it all ya know?
(yes AC vinegar is a gem too) pretty easy huh?
hugs and keep on….
Also, keep in mind folks, especially with anti-depressants, if you’re gonna get off of them, be smart about it. Wean yourself off slowly. Sadly enough, often times when people just quit anti-depressants cold-turkey, the results are murder / suicide.
Ex-military nurse Joyce Riley said that police have gotten so familiar with this situation that when they go to investigate a murder suicide scene, they joke, “So, did anyone find the Prozac yet?”
Hey Lauren!
Care to expound on these “Kindred Spirits”? Is there any chance that these NEW partners are our OLD antagonists/stalkers/enemies? You get the picture. And we are kind of flipping the script with the same players in some cases?
You hit on this before in a previous posting…maybe even a year ago. I can’t seem to remember….but I am hoping you can elaborate on the topic and offer some help in forgiveness of these ex-discordant souls that have caused us much pain and suffering through out this process (according to the game plan…I know). But how do we heal pre their physical arrival?
This is probably a question for God/Selves, and personal spiritual guides but do YOU have any helpful advice?
and out of curiosity…is Leroy your Twin Soul?
I posed this question to Lauren but if anyone has any thoughts on this topic..I’m interested!
Hey Lauren!
Care to expound on these “Kindred Spirits”? Is there any chance that these NEW partners are our OLD antagonists/stalkers/enemies? You get the picture. And we are kind of flipping the script with the same players in some cases?
You hit on this before in a previous posting…maybe even a year ago. I can’t seem to remember….but I am hoping you can elaborate on the topic and offer some help in forgiveness of these ex-discordant souls that have caused us much pain and suffering through out this process (according to the game plan…I know). But how do we heal pre their physical arrival?
This is probably a question for God/Selves, and personal spiritual guides but do YOU have any helpful advice?
and out of curiosity…is Leroy your Twin Soul?
Wow, such a strong feeling today of impulses needing to come from heart/core/center. If I try to process anything through the brain, make it into a “should,” and act, it’s like I get, “Sorry, honey. We’re not doing it that way anymore. Not even a little.”
If I try to use the brain in the “old” way, I get so confused, with such powerful internal messages that it’s bs, that I just need to sit down until I get back into my right “mind,” which is actually my central feeling impulse, not my central thought processing function.
I have old witch-burning stuff surfacing, along the lines of “I must be like the others or at least look like the others in order to stay safe,” but it feels like the last few threads are being snipped.
Hey you all!
Wow, i just was “allowed” now to put my first song on my blogger and to SELL it as an mp3!!! Just finished the process on paypal. And it is really just in time, as I´m on my beam-end.
Anyway, if someone wants to get my very, very first song for the very new world in mp3, look here:
You can see it also on the video there.
http://amka-wachauf-angelika.blogspot.com/
for physical things. Last weekend was again quite intense.But as Lauren wrote, note as much pain as it was before. I didn´t have to through out, it was “just” a strong headache and a strong energy flowing everywhere… urggh…. I never thought that this will be such a long year. Anyway my body is getting more and more strong. This year I lost 12 kilos on weight already. I do a lot of dancing HIP HOP and I don´t get sick of doing sports anymore!!! I´m making progress.
Some people are coming in my view, that seem to become “new” friends. At least it feels like this. It is like a first small contact but it feels at it will and in friendships within the next months or so.
As I moved to a new flat in the middle of October on Monday I got my new kitchen. Yesterday I cleaned it and placed in the things. I just need someone who does the installation of the water. The kitchen is something as a symbol that nurishes me. So it seems to be a symbol that the news things and ways and the news tasks I am/will do, will nurish me (hopefully) soon..
Today I was a little bit emotionally depressed but now I feel much better again.
So I´m going to dance Hip Hop now and train my jerk for my new task
greetings!!
ANGELIKA
Thank goddess for this post. A good friend directed me to this post just moments ago. I had an experience of epic proportions last night.
Every time I fell off to asleep I immediately went into a deep sleep. It was frightening. I felt ad if I were losing myself. I had no sense of my body. I felt as though I were falling off the bed. I tried with all of my might to reassure myself that, in fact, I hadn’t physically moved.
Also, with eyes closed, I “saw” my bedroom and all its details. This was not a dream state.
All of this has happened before, usually a few times a year. I’ve also experienced a light shining on me, waking me up, when in fact it is pitch black. I was happy to read that one of the many comments addressed this phenomenon.
I’ve also been “obsessed” with someone with whom I have a deep soul connection. It started mid-Nov. I haven’t been in this persons life for many years and my presence who not be welcomed. But I know this person just avoids the connection we have out of fear.
I can now look at all this as a gift, thanks to your wise and thought-full words.
Many blessings!
J and TWYHers,
When I post messages here I choose words carefully and there is a reason I share what I do.
J, you jumped to many conclusions about cleanses and the information I shared with Amy. I wrote
to Amy and suggested some HOME BASED INEXPENSIVE SIMPLE ALL NATURAL cleanses
that she or someone else may consider if they are so guided. If you had viewed the site I
referenced you would see that the price for their book The Cleansing or Sugery Book is $7. And
their accompanying all natural cleansing products (like salt, fiber) are similarly priced. They are
very helpful and well informed. All of the cleanses involve using natural products that you purchase
at supermarkets like water and lemons. I was guided to send Amy their link. Perhaps the
book can explain the cleansing processes in detail and supplement what Amy knows,
understands or currently does. Maybe she would have found “better” options or products here
that worked better for her. Perhaps Amy may benefit from reading of testimonials of people who
were healing themselves at home for little money and feeling vastly improved.
God knows!
As I also clearly stated, their cleansing information is God inspired.
Just a thought or a suggestion, please read the posts with greater care. The words suggestion,
inexpensive, home based, all natural, simple and God inspired were clearly stated.
Also, you may consider reviewing the suggested information before so
that you are sharing fully informed opinions.
Amy, I just shared information with you as guided that may be beneficial to at least consider.
The site is http://www.surgeryorcleansing,com and their book of the same title is $7.
With any information, the choice is always yours. I simply provided thorough information for
consideration.
M
Thank you, Maureen. I will check that website out. Again, thank you for thinking of me. I’m always looking for better ways to keep this body clean.
Amy
Hi Amy,
I am glad to share information with you.
I simply thought this information may align,
support, and perhaps enhance
Wonders Never Cease’s suggestions of digesting
more water and sea salt.
You and Source co-create clearing (as healing) always.
Perhaps communicate with every cell in your body
that clearing is safe. Together you can request to redirect energy
from dis-ease to clearing to resetting your cells
to function vibrantly again as created as a process.
I ask for Divine Assistance to do so.
We are returning to vibrance with every aware
belief and every cell responds. We are all works in progress
clearing, one and all.
Be still to hear what works for you as you are so guided.
Blessings,
M
Maureen, you are absolutely correct. This IS the period we all have been waiting for, which is Supreme Healing. I am seeing a huge difference NOW compared to all the years I have struggled to keep walking and healthy.
I’ll give you just one quick example, and then I must go write my Mom an email explaining what titles I chose for the paintings I did for her to give for gifts….busy day here and I am loving it….for I am loving what I do…..(smile)
I broke my baby toe approximately 2-3 weeks ago. I splinted it, ate gelatin, drank a ton of water and I intended, and concentrated to direct Crystalline Energy to that very toe. Within 3 days the splint came off and I only taped the baby toe to the one next to it. That lasted for 2 days, then free of all support. Today it is completely healed, and yes, that means I am able to move it as I normally would with zero pain. Unbelievable? In the past, yes, but in today’s time, no!
What exciting NEW TIMES we live in!!! I really do again thank you for giving me the information you did, and then I will see if it “speaks” to me.
HUGS!! And every Golden Blessing to you for reaching out to me!!!
Amy
Hi Amy,
Please note that I transposed the site names in my third post to you or J.
The correct site is www. cleansingorsurgery . com as it had appeared in earlier
posts. Sorry for the typo!
M
Ah, Maureen, you really have gone through the ringer today!!! You seem to be having “one of those days!” Grrrr……We all get um or so it seems!!
Thank you (again!) and I will most definitely pray for you that this “phase” of the Journey is quick and is over in a blink, and you can get back to flowing with the Divine!!!
Bless you for your valiant effort today!!! God knows…..and sees……(smile)
HUGS,
Amy
Hi Amy, When my thyroid was bad, after a bad car accident, I took a product from Edgar Cayce’s readings, called Atomidine, here is the website if you want to check it out.
http://www.cayce.com/Atomic_Iodine_True_Health.html
Christina, thank you! I am checking this out, and if my intuition says yes, I will purchase it. I’ve been diagnosed with Hashimoto’s Disease, which is an autoimmune dis-ease. I look at all this as words, only words, and I am not taking it as my Truth.
Praying for you, as I crawl into bed (now) that God gives you something special you need as a thank you from me. I really have been praying for help, and I have had 3 people here step forward with advice. I am deeply grateful. My goal is to be completely free of medication, if at all possible. (smile) In the meantime, I pray over every pill and I carry on with my life to the best of my ability!!! It is such a frustrating situation for me, at least, who must now take medications, but on the upswing, I haven’t stopped attempting to get off of them, nor will I stop. I do believe in Miracles and I come right out and tell my doctors this. (smile again!)
Hmmmm……Maybe that is another reason God asked me to have these medical conditions’ clause in my contract…….to bring the Light and Love of God to these physicians. Someone has to do it…….and boy, is it a jungle and I am sure glad for all my “battle experience!” (wink)
(((HUGS)))
Amy
Amy, Hugs to you, too, and since I do Reiki, I will send lots of energy to you and your unnamed, for me anyway, dis- ease. I know your intution will guide you. Love and Light, Christina L
God love you, Christina. Love tears glisten in these eyes, knowing that a woman I don’t even know would for no reason other then love, help me. It’s been a long journey, 18 years worth, and there are days I would just love to put my weary head down and sleep the forever sleep.
Thank you seems so inadequate. My heart is overcome by the offers of help and advice given to me over the past few days. May LOVE by yours for all eternity and more……..
HUGS,
Amy
Hi Amy, You know I’m closest to people that are far away from me in distance now, even though I have never met them in this life. I truly believe we are connecting on such a deep level because we are now connecting with our souls. I also suffer from severe back pain from a car accident in ’96, but the excruciating pain comes and goes, and comes mostly when I sit too much and I do that about ever 4 months or so. But the last time I had the pain so bad, I wanted to acend immediately, I just wanted to die. Since I already had one NDE, and came back, I promised then that I would help anyone who was drawn to me or me to them. So you are most welcome, and I will keep sending energy as long as you are in pain. My grandson, who lives with me, is a Crystal, and he helped to heal the pain, so I am working with him as well, his name is Michael and we will both send you healing energy. love, Christina L
Christina, I am crying as I write these words. I am heading right now for a mustard bath, because the pain is just so intense today, and nothing, nothing is touching it. When a person lives like this for many years, that person gets to a point some days, what is the purpose to keep going on?
I too, when the “ascension” never happened, was so deeply crushed. I cried out to God that I just am not able to continue like this. Between living with pain, dealing with “spaced out” doctors, and just being who I am in the life I created, I really do just want to go HOME. This entire body is now affected one way or another with pain and inflammation, and even typing these words I am stunned. Why?
I am one of those who have done all she can with good diet, researching alternative methods of healing, studying those methods and applying them, walking in faith that I shall be healed, and when nothing turns for the better, that person just numbly stares at a picture of Jesus and asks, “WHY?” What is the POINT of all this agony? What good am I doing by being in an alien world, one who is clueless as to the Law of Love and Forgiveness, and blind to the Truth.
I am so deeply touched…….sobbing……tears down cheeks. God bless you. This really is one of those bad pain days and that is when I really begin to question why I am still in existence.
Sending you love and hugs,
Amy
Big hug, Amy! Hang in there…
One more idea to try: my chiropractor suggested drinking CINNAMON TEA: 1/2 tsp pwd cinnamon, 1 tsp honey, in hot water. Apparently works on inflammation. (She saw noticeable results in her mother-in-law’s knees.) Tastes good too!
Relax…sleep if you can….and know ours prayers are with you.
Christina, I cannot get to your most recent posting, but I wanted to thank you so much for the card reading you sent me. Again, I have tears in my eyes at your love you display towards me…..
HUGS and LOVE
Amy
Hi Amy, God did give me a miracle, so thank you, it was so surpising when it happened, yet I am so blesses. I had found and married my Twin Flames 13 years ago and we were together for 1 full year when I knew we had to be separated, Long story short, he went back to England and I had to go back to New Mexico and I eventually got guardianship of my grandson. Well, I was getting on Skype, with my girlfriend’s help, as I’m not too technological, but because I wanted to do readings and help others, I had to use this device, and anyway, I was guided that morning to ask my Twin Flame to contact me.. I had given him my cell no. many times in email, because we still keep in contact, but never thought he would accept my invite. So, I send him the invite on Dec. 17th, and the next morning when I get on the computer, a little box pops us and says, ” He accepted invite”. Well that was a surprise, and then I go to my account and he gives me his cell phone to call him. First, I tried the skype to skype then, I called his cell. He answered and I felt so close to him again and that we were never apart. We talked so easily to each other and because of a bad connection, he said he would call me on Tuesday. Also, I used to live in Kailua-Kona by the beach and it is paradise. Flowers everywhere and the people from Hawaii took me, my daughter and my grandson in like we were their family. I miss it so much. And also Amy, I love the Keys of Enoch, the greatest book I ever read and I also am sorry I had to let it go. And by the way, a little off today, if anybody on here wants a short reading, you can email me, and I can give you my skype name, I think that is how it works. Can we email each other on here, didn’t see that?
Beloved Maureen: Is there a typo in the link above (surgeryorcleansing)? I can’t connect to it.
Thanks.
Hey Maureen, its all good, thank you
Love to you, J
<3
Hi BJ,
I posted the site in two previous posts but inadvertently transposed the words in the third.
I checked and the site name is www. cleansingorsurgery. com.
I hope this corrected site info is helpful.
Blessings,
M
Hi Amy,
I finally located the article that was also meant for you…It specifically discusses a patient with back pain. I believe the Okra Pepsin E3 is under $30 at Standard Process Inc. You can check their website for further information.
You may note that the Cleansing or Surgery site sells natural pysillum husks made from plaintains rather than using Metamucil.
Here is the article for your review:
Cleansing The Small Intestine by Dr. William Donald Kelley, D.D.S., M.S.
If there were only one kind of pill that would help everybody, the cancer patient or otherwise, it would be “Okra-Pepsin-E3″ made by Standard Process, Inc. It would probably do the nation’s health more good than any other one pill. It digests the mucus that coats the walls of many people’s small intestine. Certain foods, such as pasteurized milk and many cooked foods, cause the mucus buildup on the wall of the small intestine (raw foods do not cause this mucus buildup). The mucus coats the villi on the wall of the small intestine. The villi are like tiny fingers that stick out from the intestinal wall to absorb nutrients from the digested food, which is primarily liquid. The mucus on the villi blocks the absorption of nutrients from the food. Sometimes the mucus gets so thick and tough it is almost like a plastic film. Almost no nutrition can get through to the body. A person with a severe mucus buildup could take $1,000.00 worth of supplements a month along with a good diet and still get almost no nutritional value from them. He or she would be starving and therefore would want to eat more food including protein. That would lead to more of the pancreatic enzymes being used to digest the protein even though it could not be properly absorbed. When all the pancreatic enzymes are used up, there are none left in the blood to destroy cancer cells.
The okra is a very sticky, gooey, vegetable material. It tends to stick the pepsin enzyme to the mucus on the intestinal wall long enough to digest some of the mucus. The E-3 is a powerful tissue repair factor. It was originally developed for the patient with stomach ulcers or colitis.
If the Okra-Pepsin-E3 capsules are taken for a few days to several weeks, one after each meal (reduce the amount of capsules if diarrhea occurs), the mucus will gradually be digested. The blood can then receive more nutrients from the food, even if it is from a poor diet. Then, once a year, take the Okra-Pepsin-E3 capsules again for a few days or a week to keep the mucus from building back up.
The mucus blockage varies with different people. Sometimes it blocks minerals and larger molecules only, while in other people it partially blocks all nutrients.
While taking the Okra-Pepsin-E3 capsules people who have heavily mucus-coated intestines might find mucus coming out with their stool, convoluted like the intestines. Dr. Kelley has had people who have been taking the capsules call him to say that they think they have just passed their intestines and what should they do? (He assures them it wasn’t their intestines; it was ropes — or tubes — of mucus!)
One 37-year-old patient called Dr. Kelley to report that the Okra-Pepsin-E3 capsules worked a miracle by relieving reoccurring pain that she had suffered with for years. (The pain would come and go apparently without cause and felt like bricks were pressing against her internal organs and lower back and at the same time her right side and leg would feel numb.) On the morning of the eighth day, after taking one Okra-Pepsin-E3 capsule with each meal for a week, she spent 45 minutes sweating, straining and pushing to have a bowel movement, and when it finally came out she could hardly believe what she saw — long, intertwined black ropes (or collapsed tubes) of mucus filled the toilet! She feels lighter now and hasn’t had the pain since that day. (After this bowel movement and the disappearance of her pain she realized that there must have been a connection to eating a large meal and the pain — food passing through the intestine would push the mucus-coated intestine onto nerves, which caused the pain and numbness.)
The Okra-Pepsin-E3 is indicated for both underweight and overweight people. In both cases nutrients are not being absorbed. Even if they are taking enzymes to digest the food they eat, they absorb only the smaller carbohydrate molecules while the larger protein molecules are blocked. In underweight people the carbohydrates are used efficiently (burned for energy, not turned into fat), but the person becomes thin as they lose muscle mass from lack of protein absorption. In overweight people the carbohydrates are not used efficiently (they are turned into fat), and this causes the person to become overweight as they also lose muscle mass.
Metamucil™ (Psyllium husks), one or two tablespoons daily, mixed with water or juice, may be taken to sweep the mucus out of the colon once it is broken down by the pepsin in the Okra-Pepsin-E3 capsules.
Just sent as information to consider.
OH WOW!!! Again, I am on the computer doing my Dad’s card and I see this!!! Standard Process products are par excellence and yes yes yes……I am SO excited about this because I have been focusing on my colon, both large and small, both to clean and to renew for many moons now!
I am so touched by all you have done, today, Maureen. I am seriously touched. I am just one person and doing research for both myself plus all these special needs cats plus all I do in life general……OH how I have prayed for help, and YOU are an answer to that prayer! Between the two websites you gave me, I feel like Christmas came early. I really do have tears in my eyes, as I flounder for words trying my best to thank you straight from my heart. I am ordering those capsules tonight…..no ands ifs or buts!!!! I was “iffy” with the other site, but I will check it out more closely……..
God, I pray blesses you tremendously! You have no idea the responsibilities on my shoulders and how many depend on me for their health!!! And then I have mine to contend with as well……Oh, Maureen, may many gifts come your way on Wings of Gold, and may you know that there is one very grateful woman in this world you you touched deeply!!
HUGS AGAIN!
Amy
Angel Amy and Beloved Maureen: Yay! Angels have been praying for your good health, Amy, and this sounds promising!
That’s great info Maureen. I’d guess the “mucus” is actually the body’s reaction to casein.
Dogtor J has the same to say about how our duodenum (first part of small intestine) should be where we absorb the most nutrients.
Soy, dairy, gluten and corn are the biggest “food allergens” – should we even be eating these things and henceforth even call them “food”? Dogtor J calls them the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse.
They have casein in them which is used to make glue. This why there is a cow on Elmer’s glue. The casein coats the intestines keeping your from absorbing nutrients.
These “foods” also are high in estrogens (or “plant estrogens”) which come with a whole host of other issues. Conventional soy and corn are also the biggest GMO crops. Conventional (as opposed to organic) cow’s milk is also loaded with anti-biotics, growth hormones, pesticides, etc.
Eat organic and avoid soy, dairy, gluten and corn.
This commentary section seems now like an infomercial or spam central.
Most of us are aware of the foods such as the casein in dairy products but don’t have the money to afford eating healthier foods.
You can’t afford not to eat healthy. And what are we talking about here? I told you 4 foods NOT to eat. It doesn’t cost you a thing NOT to eat something. These so-called “foods” result in you having FEWER nutrients. That is just exactly the opposite of why you eat food in the first place.
If you’re paying attention, both Maureen and I told you that eating those things results in a waste because you are not absorbing the nutrients from the good food you eat.
And what will you eat? Fresh produce which is still some of the least expensive food around. The most nutritious and the least expensive.
People on here are talking about going to doctors and taking medications. That is all FAR more expensive than healthy food. Like I said, you can’t afford not to eat right.
Wonders, as it is only fair as I am “one of those people talking about taking medications” I am standing up for myself to say if I had a CHOICE I would NOT be taking meds at all. I don’t eat dairy, I don’t eat junk, I eat whole organic foods, drink only water and natural juices, don’t drink, don’t smoke……my point in a nutshell…….I do all I can to stay healthy and to fight back for the health in those areas of my life that I lost in the first place, due to either doctor neglect, or doctor error. I cringe going to a doctor’s office. I put my trust in doctors to begin with, because I happen to be educated in that area, and when I was very badly hurt, I cannot begin to tell you how that woke me up!
I believe each one of us has the right to learn how to keep these bodies well without a doctor thrown into the picture telling us how to do so, to our detriment.
I agree 100%! You can’t afford NOT to eat right. And when you do eat right, you won’t even want to eat junk food. Your body just won’t even want it.
And if you really can’t afford to eat as good as you would want to, as Jenn, says, pray over your food, SEEING it turn into heath and LOVE and LIGHT. SEE the LIGHT transforming all the bad into good. See it, feel it, BE it. And so it is!
Hi B.D.
It is true, to eat healthy it costs more money than many can afford and that is such a shame. An area I lived in for a few years when I was younger, many of the people were poor, and I had wondered why so many of them were also so overweight. I had thought of poor people as being thin (from lack of food). But years later, when I was grown and grocery shopping for a family of my own on a tight budget, I noticed that I was able to get much larger amounts of food if I got foods not very good for us…but if I got foods that were nourishing for us, I wouldn’t be able to get enough for the week to keep us fed at all.
And then I felt angry because not only was I struggling to keep my family fed and with a roof over my head, I felt that I was being forced to eat things that would make us feel really crappy and sick all of the time and still be expected to work hard and keep up the same as anyone else. And these diets, which greatly lack in needed nutrients, can make you mentally unbalanced and cause all kinds of health issues that rack up medical costs. It’s a vicious cycle that also involves guilt and shame for having these issues…and yet not even realize that you’re actually doing the best you know how under the circumstance. It’s frustrating.
If nothing else, I guess, it would be worth maybe even trying the emoto thing mentioned in other comments with the food too. Send your food love and thanks before you consume it. I know it sounds awkward and weird, hehe. But…making that’s where saying grace before meals comes from?
Thanks Jenn for your balanced response and your ideas!
Wonders Never Cease,
Healthy food is expensive and I’m talking organic. If I want to eat healthy I eat grass-fed meat which is expensive. A 3-lb bag of apples now costs $4-5. How is that cheap? I don’t know where you live but where I live Fruits, Vegetables and grass-fed products are expensive!
The cheap foods are the grains, legumes and nightshades which reek havoc on your body.
I agree with blessing your food by all means.
Most fresh produce is not as expensive as packaged, process foods (is what I’m referring to). In the long-run, regardless of up-front price, you’ll pay for eating those packaged, process foods.
Gluten isn’t doing anyone any favors.
And, we were talking about NOT eating “food” (use that term loosely) that keeps you from absorbing nutrients. Why is that cost effective? If you really did want to get the nutrients you needed, you’d have to eat an awful lot. The more you eat, the more it costs. And don’t kid yourself. Just because you haven’t developed symptoms yet (or have you?) or recognized them for what they are, does not mean that conventional food is treating you well. So, it makes you sick and you do what? Go to the doctor? Like I’m about to say elsewhere… at $640 / hour? And THAT is cost effective? On what planet?
Same goes for organic food. It is just flat more nutritious…. so you have to eat less of it to get the nutrients you need. So, you don’t buy as much food.
And not all organic versions of things are actually more expensive than their conventional counterparts.
Quit coming up with excuses to get sick. You’re not arguing with ME here. I”m not the one who will pay for YOUR choices. YOU will.
If you all have so much faith, then ask that some how, some way, Life provides you with the most healthy food there is and provides you with the means to get it and the wisdom to choose it. I have NO money. No kidding. I have debt that I cannot pay on. And yet Life has found a way to keep my eating healthy. The specifics don’t matter for YOU because they are MY specifics. They are the way that Life has provided for ME. Now ask the same for you. And expect it to be delivered. WONDERS NEVER CEASE! lol
Oh well…I’m sure I’ll regret this in the morning… but…here goes
There is a lot of tension, frustration, and distrust within this response. Why is there a feeling of a driving need to convince others that the way you see things is best or right? Why so much judgement, and feeling of needing to control?
Is this the scale that you rate yourself against?
Are these the standards you hold yourself to? Are you not more leniant and forgiving of your own shortcomings. You know….it’s ok. It’s ok to not know and to let others make mistakes. Do you allow yourself to relax, enjoy life? Do you allow yourself to smile from the warmth inside your heart? Do you give yourself permission to not be perfect?
It’s ok if you are scared. It’s ok if you don’t understand. It’s ok if you trip and stumble. It’s ok to admit vulnerability. It’s ok to allow life to unravel in it’s own time in its own way. It’s ok to let go. It’s ok to trust now. The more you try to force things, the more frustration and upsetting it’s going to be. At some point there is a leap of faith, but that is also in its own time.
I know this may be one of those things that I should probably keep my mouth shut on and appear as a fool, rather than open my mouth and remove all doubt…hehe…but there is a fighting, discordant, unhappy energy in your words…and it truly is difficult to feel it and not say anything. I do not plan on ever bringing it up again…but I guess I felt I would at least take a chance and get flamed by disagreement…then to not say anything at all.
I guess I’m just trying to say…you don’t need to try so hard…we already like you. You can relax with us and just be ….well…YOU!
Chill Jenn. Thanks for expressing though. Glad you could get that out. Feel better? L&L
Jenn, (you stinkin’ Gemini – is it you that is?) did I come on too strong? lol
I’m your fellow Gemi, Sadge Moon and a boatload of Taurus. Where DO I get it? And if that’s not enough, in the Chinese 5 Element Theory, I’m Wood. Was it Jessica that accused me of being direct? And the Understatement of the Year Award goes to…
But ya stole my line:
“I should probably keep my mouth shut and appear as a fool, rather than open my mouth and remove all doubt.”
Someone gave me a plaque that said that in high school. I’ve continued to live up to it. But for now, I’m too pooped to argue or mince words. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Such a great idea, Jenn. And yeah, I remember being a single Mom and shopping at Fred Meyer vs Natural Foods Market and the HUGE disparity between pricing. It was hard. It is my hope/vision/truth that we will be moving into a time where our food and how we treat mother earth is in transformation and we will begin to have better access to healthier ways to live for all of us
Yea us!
Love to you all,
It’s interesting to hear people share various ideas about food, pros and cons and benefits, etc. Again, we are reminded that we are not alone in Spirit, even on a trip to the grocery store. Everything seems to be coming to the fore, even the question of what we put in our bodies. Consciousness is unfolding day by day. We are blessed to have this opportunity!
Jenn, lol, you said:
“An area I lived in for a few years when I was younger, many of the people were poor, and I had wondered why so many of them were also so overweight.”
I’m hearing Elton John lyrics….
“Times are changin’, now the poor get fat…. but the fever’s gonna get ya… ”
And I’ll let you finish that one yourself and you can be mad at me for putting that song in your head for the rest of the day. lol
I was just inspired to look back at Lauren’s earliest messages, and this part really stood out for me:
—Mastery of the self is the permanent decision to rely solely on internal guidance despite the seeming contradictions of all external realities. —
http://spiritlibrary.com/lauren-c-gorgo/on-mastering-mastery-the-arcturians
Thanks, Lauren!
Thank you, Julie! Lauren could have written that TODAY, it is so relevant ~ thank you, Lauren!
And Julie, that line you quoted is especially significant ~ especially in the wake of the all the food and drug talk. There are many paths up the mountain and only we can decide for ourselves individually which path is ours,
Love to you!
Hi Julie.
One sentence sums it up and says it all. Thank you for following your guidance and sharing your
insights with all of us.
This instantly brings me into heart centered focus. It is a gift expressed from your clear, pure
heart.
Also, in another post you mentioned the remnants of being hurt or persecuted for being who you
are. Every sensitive I have met has these memories and residue to clear now.
If it helps, I “re-mind” my Selves that I am safe and that I am a part of Mother Father God
when the witch type memories and past life remnants surface for feeling, clearing, and release.
I felt it best to reflect that you are doing a masterful job.
Blessings and all good gifts,
M
mygreatvibes@yahoo.com
And to those of you talking about listening to your inner voice… your fellow human is helping you do that. Just like I helped RE-MIND Amy of what some part of her already knew and yet that she wasn’t doing / living.
None of you would even be reading someone’s blog or the comments here is you’d mastered hearing that inner voice. You wouldn’t have Lauren to re-mind you to listen to that inner voice.
Besides, the Divine will use ANY and EVERY means to deliver the message to you. The Divine will never give up on you.
And all that contradictory stuff out there is what allows you to develop discernment skills. People who shelter themselves away from other perspectives don’t get the benefit from those other perspectives – whether they are truth or not. Many indoctrinated doctors and also Christians who refuse to read anything other than the Bible are very much at a loss because they limit their exposure to information. They get no practice at discernment.
Some channelers take what is channeled to them as gospel regardless of its source, only because it came to them through an “inner” avenue. Discernment is just as necessary in those cases as with outwardly delivered information.
And it could be argued that the reason why the entire human race is in the predicament it is, is because at one time all we knew was truth. Then along came some deceivers. But people were so used to only knowing truth that they sucked in the deceit without question. These experiences of the past 12,000 years or so have given us the experience of being deceived and also how to come up out of that and how to never be tricked again.
Don’t kill the messenger. Be thankful the messenger was sent…. even when you’re still not quite ready for the message. lol
Wonder Woman Wow!
The talks i could have with you about health and food. I’m really hanging on your lips. Don’t stop talking…keep it coming. I’m sure a lot of people getting a lot of clues about ‘how’ and ‘what’ while reading your words. It’s pretty obvious and clear that you know what you’re talking about. It’s so much fun to see how expertised a lot of people here are…al in their own way, like pieces of a puzzle, who, when all put together makes a complete perfect picture of the whole we represent.
When i was about 15, still living at ‘home’, i started to refuse eating what my mom was putting on my plate. If she wouldn’t have making me feel guilty about all the people all over the world who didn’t get to eat, i probably started much sooner with this rebellion.
Well, of course she got angry at me for that. If i did not wanted to eat what she prepared, then there would be no food at all for me, she said. If that’s the deal, so be it, i thought. At that time i was also a fat child, so i could only benefit from all this, i thought.
Took me 3 days to keep this going on (at the time, i worked in a bakery, so ‘duh’, at least i had some bread at night. She just couldn’t win THIS time. So she gave in eventually, and i started making my own mails, mostly consistant of fresh vegetables (in a previous life i’m sure i was a big rabbit). I thought, if she wanted me to go work without getting paid, then, at least i got something to say about what i would eat. The days i had to literally swallow the big chunks of meat, because there was no way to even chew on it, were over…woohoo!
Of course, i had still much to learn about food around that age, cuz i remember me passing out a few times around that time. But i persisted and learned.
One good thing about ‘home’ was that there were never soft drinks in the house. I was allready a teenager when i drank my first coke. Lemonade was something for special occasions, so it wasn’t all that bad at ‘home’.
When i came to live on my own, i started to read books about vitamines, minerals etc…I loved the knowledge about food. I bought myself a centrifuge and started experiening with all the different sorts of vegetables and fruits. There were still times that i eated meats, so i never was a vegetarian, even though, at that time, it happened maybe 4 times a year, an mostly when i was invited to go eat at someone else’s place.
At age 19 i had to take a temporarily job at the Mc donald’s, but i never touched a burger, except for preparing orders of course lol. I never knew how lucky i was , untill i started reading your comments of lately here on the site. (Learning a lot of things about myself that i didn’t know, thanks to all of you).
Since age 18, i started losing all of my overweight in the blink of an eye. That has probably also something to do with me being living on my own, and stop ‘holding in’ all the tension of my former ‘home’. But it certainly had a lot to do with the food i took in. I just ate what i felt i was longing for each and every moment. Water was always my favourite drink, so i guess i should thank myself for that too. Now that i am writing this, i was
wondering, if there are people who also drink water all the time, and had to change brands once in a while, cuz i discoverd that, a brand i was drinking, suddenly felt like it wasn’t going thru my throat again, so i had to change brands. Happened a lot ot times and right now i’m having a real nice taste with some brand of mountain water from the bio shop, the only thing i can afford myself from those shops…there sooo expensive!
I still took medicine, due to the migraines i started having as a young child, but that same medicine suddenly was stopped being made and went out of commerce, which, at first scared the living daylights out of me. Strangely enough, the migraines came less to the surface untill i, maybe, had them for only twice a year anymore. At this point, the only medicine i take is something to soothe eventual headaches, but even that is very limited, and whenever it’s handable, i refuse, and sick it out by myself. The same goes for doctors. Sickness, to me, goes only as far as a flu. I don’t need a doctor to tell me what i allready know, and i never was one, who felt rushed and manipulated by his workgivers whenever i got sick. I was also into books about herbs at that time, and i knew how to take care of myself. It just took me a little longer to heal then the people who swallowed their pills as if it was candy.
The past year i felt i started to crave for meat again. But REALLY cravings, so i just followed my instincts. I must admit, i get nauseous, every time i need to take the meat out of it’s package argh, But when prepared and after i had eaten it, it felt the right thing to do. I know these are cravings for a reason. I also know this will not be a neverending issue. I just try to go with the flow.
Of course i have also a lot of ‘wrongs’ concerning what i put into me. I eat a lot of chocolate, whci will not be a surprise anymore for the few who got to know me since a week or two ago. I also started drinking coffee since 2003, but since recently, the taste isn’t what it used to be anymore, and even the coffee machine begins to stutter, telling me it’s going on retirement. I’m not planning to replace it with a new model.
Someone gave me a microwave a few years ago, which i just gave away again, after collecting a lot of dust. I even felt a tad guilty when i gave it to someone else, but i informed him of the dangers, so he could do with it as he liked, so i’m good lol.
Well, Wonders, I never gave these things a lot of thought, and then i started reading your comments here. It gave me a really good feeling about myself. I like to thank you for that. You’re awesome!
Only look at all the text you have put in place here…You are a walking encyclopedia! The riches you are sharing with ALL of us. If i were to live closer to you, i would invite you for a nice dinner at my place…homecooking of course!
Thanks for all that you allready gave… Woohoo!
Ow and another thing i forgot to say…
It’s absolutely true…Good and nice food doesn’t have to cost much. The best things in life are always free lol
Hein,
We weren’t big on soda pop either. I really had no taste for it. Not been big into coffee either. I had my moments with both but never a long-term thing with either. I always drank lots of water. Can’t imagine being without. Always carry bottles of water in my car. Even before I cleaned up my diet, I feel my hydration was a saving grace for me in many ways.
Meats I eat. But I have to pay attention to proper food combining. When I was 8, my appendix ruptured. My niece also had appendicitis when she was 8 also (hers caught before rupturing). We were both raised on “meat and potatas!” (Anyone see the movie “The Road to Wellville” about Kellogg, the cereal manufacturer? Dana Carvey chanting “meat and potatas!”) I swear that poor food combining was the cause of that. Now I don’t eat a lot of potatoes. If I do it’s usually in the form of organic potato chips as a snack, away from protein. I eat greens with my meat.
B.D. mentioned nightshades. I eat only organic (well, for groceries – at the mercy of restaurants though) so I don’t take note of all these details, but it’s said that there are some foods you should absolutely eat the organic versions of, even if you eat mostly conventional food. Potatoes are one of them. You’d have to go looking for what the others are, I don’t care, I eat organic.
I drink filtered tap water and only bottled if there is nothing else available, like at some function somewhere and there’s no fountain and they won’t give you tap water. Most bottled water IS someone’s tap water.
I clear most headaches, toothaches, etc. energetically if possible. On rare occasion I’ll break down and do plain aspirin, not ibuprofen and not acetaminophen. For body aches and inflammation I may do arnica gel topically depending on what’s up. For sprains, strains, muscle ache, bruises, calcium deposits, mostly any NON-open wound thing, arnica is the sh*t. I’ve turned many a softball player onto that.
My diet is not completely pristine 100% of the time. It’s pristine most of the time though and that helps me deal with my cheats when they happen. My biggy is (non-dairy) organic chocolate with raw, whole sugar. I’m not convinced it’s really that bad for me. When I run out, I’m not throwing fits and I can take it or leave it. It’s a sweet treat that’s really not bad.
I haven’t owned a microwave for years. No heating of food is that urgent. It produces foods that actually strip nutrients OUT of your body.
Yes, Hein, I am a walking encyclopedia. And this information is in my mind. I know it like the back of my hand. I don’t have to look up much at all (even websites usually). One reason why my mind works so well is I nourish my body properly. William Henry had spoken once of a four-side pyramid being built. All sides have to be built up equally or it will topple – body, mind, emotions, spirit.
Amy,
You talked about coffee being a diuretic. Yes. The BEST diuretic is water itself. What I mean is, if you are retaining water and don’t want to, it is more water that will flush it out. You are retaining water because you need it for some reason, like just not getting enough regular intake of water so your body is in drought mode and hoarding it or also such things as having toxins in your system and your body is using the water to dilute the toxins until it can process it out of your system.
Glaucoma is another severe symptom of dehydration. Obviously our bodies think that our eyes are very important for our survival and for our eyes to work right they need to have enough water in them. If we have a regular input of water then the water flows in and out of our eyes like it is supposed to. If we are dehydrated then the body holds / retains water in the eye so it can function. So, the pressure can get to be too much ‘cuz this is not normal functioning – should be regular in / out flow. And what do doctors tell glaucoma patients? To NOT drink water. Just exactly the opposite of what really needs to happen.
Ok, so normally, if you are retaining water, drink more water. Now, I will tell you this… I’m not a coffee drinker. I have my moments but normally, I’m lucky if I drink coffee maybe twice per month, if even. My coffee maker didn’t sit on the counter for ready use like most people’s. I usually get a latte out when I want it, don’t drink it at home.
So, since it’s not my usual thing, I can use coffee as a very intentional diuretic and it works well for me for that purpose because my body is not used to having a regular flow of coffee in it. Most of my life I have been athletic and physically active, so I very rarely ever got PMS. In the last couple years due to the light body process (LBP), couch potato just about isn’t a strong enough term for what I’ve been and I’ve experienced PMS cramps, bloating and back aches like never before. That is the day I make myself a half pot of coffee and it gives me almost instant relief of pain and swelling. Then I’m back to pounding the water again.
Through the years, if I’ve drank alcohol, I also continue to drink water right along with it. I also drink high quality alcohol or I don’t bother to drink. It’s not worth the resulting agony. Drinking ought to be fun and if it just hurts or tastes repulsive, I’m not doing it. That is a VERY easy choice for me to make. I don’t settle on that count. I’ll go without. Someone will have Budweiser and ask me if I want a beer and I’ll ask them if they have any (because Bud is not beer).
Felt a whoosh of words, ideas and images today, and I felt like I had to get it down somewhere. If you think you might resonate with it, click on my name.
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WNC: Yes!
WNC: I agree. Spirit talks to us in many ways, and it’s up to us to pick and choose via our inner voice. It’s all one big thing, which is what I love about reading Lauren’s page and the replies. (And, by the way, I replied to one of your previous comments in the past, and kept referring to you as “Wonder” which makes me laugh now because I got your name wrong. Hope you found that oversight funny. Gulp.)
Yes, Spirit’s messages come in many forms and many ways. When I’m in the *flow* I’m able to easily discern when to listen, when to respond, when to stay quiet, when to speak in my Big Girl Voice. And so Spirit’s messages are able to get to me much easier in a non-forced manner. When I start going against that *flow* and *not* listening to my inner guidance…then things start going all whack-a-doodle. Listening to that inner voice is meant as guidance or navigation. You learn discernment as a part of the process of learning to hear your inner heart. You learn to know the feeling of when you are going against the desired direction of it, and when you are following it. One feels more harmonious (especially after you’ve faced down your biggest demons and fear starts to be replaced with love) and the other feels very discordant in your body’s vibrations.
And it doesn’t judge your decisions, and it doesn’t try to force you to think it’s way. It allows you to decide as you will, knowing…trusting that you will always find your way home eventually. It’s a very natural, fluid process that you can choose to be a part of or not.
Yeah Jessica, and I guess if we really buy into the We Are All One thing, then technically there are no sources but “internal.” And yet God gave Himself / Herself / Itself and us the experience of seeing ourselves from outside ourselves.
There has been SO much Divine wisdom brought to me through my fellow human. Even what has been fear-based or flat untruths (intentional or not) has helped me in this process in some way.
We also are often shown what we don’t want. Or have little detours of things we know better about and then we see what’s different and how that treated us. We can really pinpoint what works and what doesn’t that way and what’s the real cause.
WNC:
So true, from my experiences! We can learn from everything. The lesson doesn’t have to come in a flowery nice package with instructions. Like I said, it’s all one big thing, and we can take it or leave, as we see fit. I like your directness (not sure if that’s a word, but it’s a concept). Thank you for your clear input!
P.S. Wow, WNC, you have summed up my entire past year, entitled, “Learn to Love Yourself by Being Around Someone Who Tries to Mistreat You!” Not pleasant or fun, but I couldn’t have done it alone, at that time. That’s what I mean by Spirit talking through many means–even through an abuser. I had to learn what I don’t want! The inner voice of mine is what finally used discernment and said, “Enough.”
So, yeah, there are sources other than internal, which is what “pick and choose” means. Info comes from many sources. But we know, internally, after trying things out, what is best. I hope. It’s a work in progress. In my opinion.
Last thing: But how could any of us learn a thing without our “fellow humans”? If that were the case, then what are we even doing here? We ultimately each make our own decisions, always, but that doesn’t mean we don’t need one another to learn from.
I’m kind of confused why the conversations are talking about whether humans need one another to learn from….and listening to your internal guidance like they are a separate either/or choice to live life?
I don’t see where anyone was saying we don’t need each other to learn from…and that using your internal guidance excludes interaction from others? It’s kind of a mutual thing…you listen for and hear your heart as you navigate life, learn discernment while interacting with all the others in your life.
Did I miss a comment somewhere where this was an issue? (Which wouldn’t be hard….I’m sure I easily could have skipped over something.) But …wassup?
People were sharing ideas about food, water, and what we put into our bodies. Someone said we should solely listen to our inner selves. And the side conversation took off. Along the way, I believe my minor input was misinterpreted, and I wanted to clarify, however poorly. I’m not writing on here anymore. See ya! Thanks, Lauren.
jessica…I know I replied to you..but wasn’t aimed at you. It was a confusion on the topic overall throughout the comments.
But it’s ok, I don’t need clarification on what it is, just had wondered what ‘event’ I had missed that was leading to it.
(Tired typing….is equivalent sometimes to drunk texting…:D )
Jessica, hallelujah to all!
Jenn, it’s all good. NP. Don’t sweat the petty things and don’t pet the sweaty things.
Hi Wonders Never Cease,
There is a site, Gluten Free Gigi that has 40+ free recipes that are soy, dairy, gluten and nut free. The site author also has videos for many of her recipes.
I hope the inforamtion is helpful.
Bon apetit,
M
Hi BJ,
I recently switched to drinking hot water and lemon every day. I am also experimenting with add ins for hot water. I tried the cinnamon tea you posted. It was great. Thank you for suggesting a new option. As winter approaches, I adore having hot drink options.
Blessings,
M
Maureen, (((HUGS))). I ordered the product you recommended and it is supposed to arrive on Monday. I am so looking forward to this product……the medication that led to life threatening side effects has left its mark…..my digestive tract is a total mess right now.
And BJ! You are the one who suggested cinnamon tea! Thank you! I knew cinnamon has properties that lowers blood pressure but was unaware of the anti-inflammatory effects.
……Am researching right now sound as in Hrtz/second. I discovered so far that music was altered and the true Hrtz of each note is incorrect. I learned that 528 = Phi (infinity) and my husband found a site where you can download this program to play what sound you want according to what Hrtz. Fascinating stuff!!! I have tuning forks, and I am trying to find out how to reprogram them to the true Hrtz they were meant to be. SOUND and MATH put together in proper sequential order creates! “God spoke”……..the world into existence.
Good night, everyone!!! It is snowing here and I think it is beautiful. The good news is, it isn’t going to stay for long. Whew! Good thing…..my gardens have yet to be closed due to waiting on hubs to finish up with what needs to be done on the barn that he is building. (smile)
Hi Hein & WNC & others,
Yes Hein healthy foods are expensive!! WNC is correct about potatoes as well as other nightshades. Tobacco comes from the nightshade family as well and in the past nightshades were only used for decorative purposes but not to eat. They cause inflammation and many other body ailments. Legumes such as beans, peanuts and peas cause inflammation as well as many other body issues. Grains are the worst because of the lectins (peptides) and cause most diseases out there. And dairy is pasteurized which makes it almost as bad for you as the grains. I put a link below regarding lectins!
That leaves grain-fed dairy or meat and fruits and vegetables and in this country those things are expensive. Since I’m having difficulty paying my rent you can imagine what the food choices are. Food banks stock only the cheapest and worst foods for people. My body reacts immediately to grains, nightshades and legumes. A healthy body will react to bad foods. Some people complain that they have a peanut allergy but in reality their body is telling them legumes aren’t good for them.
Organic is preferred but at this time in my life due to financial struggles I’m lucky if I can eat 1 meal a day!
Great discussion on food but not nice for people like myself who are struggling to eat and pay last month’s rent!
Anyways here is a link on lectins:
http://www.krispin.com/lectin.html
Keep your chin up B.D.
I saw what Denisa and Dorinna and others said to you a few days back and I just have to nod, but, yep, face it, this experience is exquisite suckage.
And while you’re keeping your chin up, rant and cuss too.
What to say? I’d heard it said that we’re having our limits blown out. I’ve never been much of one to hold back emotionally and yet I’ve experienced extremes and intensities of emotions over these past couple years that are just unbelievable. Nothing quite like feeling completely. I feel raw, as if scraped out with a scalpel at the same time as feeling numb and blah. Lately I’ve been feeling my oats, but in a deliriously exhausted sort of way.
We’re talking food and I’ve joked that I’ve managed to keep myself healthy so that when I slit my wrists I can die healthy. lol
Outside circumstances are just to the level of plain stupid. I mean really. I’m beyond love and death and giving a sh*t all mixed up with some times of just smiling just ‘cuz. It’s like the kid’s game “Which one of these is not like the other?” lol
I find myself helping the non-lightworker types with their healing and yet they are still out there having a life and even if I make attempts to clue them in to where I’m at they don’t get it, like it doesn’t really sink in for them as they have no framework to put it in. They complain about things that are like kindergarten to us and yet I have to help them through it. Again, just stupid, lol. I’ll tell ‘em I want a life and they tell me to go get one. No problem, I’ll pick one up at the five and dime. I’ll buy it with my charm and good looks… if I have the energy to drag myself to this imagined place.
I’ve held the vision for so long and am tired of living in my head. An ex had told me about a book they’d read where this very old man was asked how he kept going all those years and he said it was out of habit. That’s about how it feels – welcome to the new normalcy.
And yet I can’t help but just know we’re gonna bust loose and in no small way and in not long from now… and yet any length of time is an eon when you’re weary and wonder if you can even move sometimes. Camping in this seemingly endless stasis of exquisite suckage is beyond old.
We’re talking food and I’ve joked that I’ve managed to keep myself healthy so that when I slit my wrists I can die healthy. lol
I’ve held the vision for so long and am tired of living in my head. An ex had told me about a book they’d read where this very old man was asked how he kept going all those years and he said it was out of habit. That’s about how it feels – welcome to the new normalcy.
And yet I can’t help but just know we’re gonna bust loose and in no small way and in not long from now… and yet any length of time is an eon when you’re weary and wonder if you can even move sometimes. Camping in this seemingly endless stasis of exquisite suckage is beyond old.
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Wonders, a lot of us, if not all of us, feel like this. Why even bother, I ask some days? What is the point? We keep getting promises of this that and the other, and it keeps falling through. If you don’t have hope, what is the use of living?
The more I sift through healing tools and the more I try to be whole, no matter what it takes, the more something in me says……what is the use? And yet….
What is this “voice” or this “feeling” that just persists telling me it’s almost here? Well, what is almost here? I’ve waited and I’ve waited and just like you, am so rawed out, I don’t know the difference between up and down anymore. I look around and ask where am I? Am I Dorothy and don’t even know it?
re “and it keeps falling through.”…”it’s almost here”
not sure what “IT” is that you are referring to, but a perspective shift may help you to realize that ascension is not something that happens in the outside world…it is a collective, but INward journey home.
If you are waiting for things outside of yourself to shift, you are just stalling the process. YOU create the shift within.
Ascension means one thing: raising our own vibration by facing our own fears and healing our own wounds.
Life transforms only when we are whole again.
Besides, there is nothing “out there”, the universe is within us.
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“What is this “voice” or this “feeling” that just persists telling me it’s almost here?”
Yes Amy, what is that voice or feeling?
Ya know, it’s never a bad thing to have your feelings (and thoughts) challenged.
If those feelings are based on unsound beliefs (or even beliefs that no longer serve you), then the challenge offers you a chance to consider something you haven’t or that you already know and yet you’ve neglected.
If those feelings are based on sound knowingness, then the challenge just serves as a test.
In either case, the challenges will either keep coming or keep stirring something in you until you get the message.
So… is it time to consider something else (won’t hurt to “try it on” – is that comfortable or does it itch like wool?)
OR is it time to more fully embrace what you know in your heart of hearts to be true?
It doesn’t matter what anyone else has to say. Yes, we all share info, as well we should, but the age of the guru is over. Be your own authority.
WNC, I am shaking my head, unclear at what I am reading. I am fighting with one of the biggest dragons of my life. I have been hoping for a miracle and for 18 years I put everything I had into making that miracle for myself. I backed away from here for a little while because my life is falling apart and now you are saying I am looking for a guru? Or I think I am a guru? I have gone outside of the box fighting orthodox ways, learning myself, not depending on anyone else, and it still has me at the page of my life where I don’t want to be. I seriously am not understanding here.
What page am I talking about? I walked out of a doctor’s office today, yes, the same organization I have reared up against, and I am told something I have known for months. If I don’t have more surgery I will loose the use of my legs, which is happening right now. Maybe that is what I meant when I said something persists in saying “it’s almost here”. My miracle. My hope in a MIRACLE that I just wouldn’t let go of. I let it go today, believe me, for there is no more hope. My legs are collapsing as I write this.
I couldn’t clarify that when it was asked of me, so I didn’t say anything, until now I can answer that question. I have been waiting for a miracle, because I now will be vulnerable once again within a system that scares the literal shit out of me.
I have run a good race. I have studied and practiced Tai Chi, and Astranga Yoga, and gone swimming, and worked out in the gym, even working my way up to ballet, my dream. I focused on diet and I focused on self teaching, always researching before taking anyone’s word for anything, for I have been so deceived I had to make sure I was doing for myself what was right and what was good for me.
Is that what you wanted to know? Well, now I have an answer. I was really depending on this ascension to happen that everyone said would, so that I could have my new body, so I wouldn’t end up in a wheelchair, or again be exposed to a system I don’t believe in. There is nothing more I can do, there is nowhere else to turn, but once again, enter a system that brought more harm then good to me. I am backed in a corner, having no where to go, and you say I am looking for a guru? No. I am looking for a MIRACLE.
“… are saying I am looking for a guru? Or I think I am a guru?”
No, I’m telling you to be your own authority…. concerning that voice or feeling you had.
That still stands, but I knew nothing of what you tell me now. But, yeah, I guess that still stands.
There is no way that I or anyone else can know what is your best choice in this moment. Quiet yourself as best you can and listen for the miracle that is right for this particular moment.
Amy…. “where two or more are gathered”.
I now send my intentions that you get the best guidance for you in this moment and that you hear it clearly.
Blessings.
Amy, I’ve been feeling so much lately that I have to drop any remaining ideals, to get naked, so to speak. Maybe being in the doctor’s office today, no matter where it leads (medical or nonmedical), was the right place for you? Over and over again, it feels like we have to take the path of least resistance, no matter what it looks like, beyond judgment. Wishing you well.
Julie, I’ve been resisting surgery (more) since 2004, and though I don’t know what the correct path yet is for me, my lesson in all this is to stop fighting, to stop resisting. This back issue has not improved, but if anything has worsened.
So, am I still going to be resistant and keep fighting what “is”? Maybe by just surrendering and going with the flow, even if that means facing my worse fear, maybe this is all meant to be. Maybe in some weird way this surgeon and this surgery will open my life to the place that I dream of being.
I’ve been so deeply hurt by more doctors and for me to go the meek as a lamb route and stop resisting, maybe this is what this is all about. I know I feel exhausted just from doing this therapy and researching that, and going going going, thereby missing the whole point of regaining those pieces of myself that were stolen. Could this be that very opportunity?
When you face your greatest fears, what do you have to be afraid of? Nothing. So, I suppose I can start looking at this situation as a way for me to rid myself of this fear, and just let go and let God. All I know I just cannot go on as I have been.
So in facing the beast, I shall somehow find the strength to slay it. I’ve outrun it since 2004, and I am glad I did, for that surgeon with thousands of butterflies on his walls (real ones but dead) was NOT the right surgeon for me. This surgeon comes highly recommended…..so I crawl to the edge of this cliff and I jump.
Thank you for reaching out to me. God bless you.
I mean’t to say RAW grain-fed dairy (raw milk) and NOT pasteurized as an option
Oops again – I mean’t to say RAW GRASS-fed dairy (ie. raw milk) – NOT pasteurized as an option
I seem to be asleep. The healthy option is ONLY GRASS-FED DAIRY & MEATS (not grain-fed!!!)
Hey B.D.
Thanks for sharing. I love everyone’s view on this food thing. I allready knew ‘something’, but this ‘extra’ education is very interesting. Lots of new things to think about are popping up.
I know about the difficulties to buy food (among other things), due to not always having the right money for that. But, because of that, i am much more aware of the things i do buy, and i really see that as an advantage. But of course, just like you, i’m open to the possibility to have a bit more, to buy more freely…especially at the ‘somewhat’ end of the month
Now, if only my desire for smoking would begin to fade, it would be perfect. I don’t believe in programs for that. I always thought it would just fade, still do…
i have a question for anyone who has an answer.
i’ve been experiencing symptoms of hypothyroidism for the past couple years, and they show no signs of letting up despite testing negative for hypothyroidism. i really want to change my life, and these symptoms are direct obstacles to my goals in life.
i did some research on the web about hypothyroidism and the throat chakra, and all the symptoms match up perfectly with what i’m experiencing. furthermore, i found lists of possible causes that would destroy a child’s throat chakra development and i found they were extremely consistent with my childhood experience. this leads me to believe that my hypothyroid symptoms are a result of the abuse i suffered as a child, not to mention the fact that i was treated for years like my perspective didn’t matter, like i didn’t matter, for most of my life. i am still struggling now at 20 years old to find people who will treat me with respect and love.
talking about this is bringing tears to my eyes….
i feel so powerless and i feel like everything i do is so awkward and so stupid. i don’t know how to communicate with my peers and the only way anyone will listen to me is if i take the time to write down exactly what i’m thinking. i’ve tried to just speak more, and i end up going on rants, which is almost the same as not saying anything at all.
i don’t see myself the way people used to see me anymore. after the 11:11 i’ve been in a process of releasing the beliefs that other people had about my limitations, the beliefs that became my own. but i’m still here dealing with the symptoms.
my worst fear is that i won’t be able to sing again. i used to sing very well when i was young and since i make music, my desire is to sing the songs that i write and perform them. but i feel like this might stand in my way. i don’t want to be relegated to the realms of written word for the rest of my life. i want to be a whole person. i want to use my voice and express myself visually. the obstacles seem so great. my entire life has been devoted to learning that i am worthless, limited to such a profound degree that i must bend to the will of those around me if i hope to find any kind of happiness whatsoever. and i’ve done that, but still i am not happy.
i wish i could just wash it all away. i have such good ideas, and i love them so much. i am enamored with the beauty that i perceive through my own creativity, and i desire nothing more than to produce some tangible work and share with people what goes on inside my mind, the horror and the nirvana.
i really appreciate you all listening to me. it has helped to define who i am. i know it is not healthy to becomes attached to a sense of self, but i feel that having no sense of self is leaving me lost and lonely. if i cant appreciate who i am because i can’t even understand who i am, then how am i going to share that with anyone?
right now i’m just looking for some reliable and hopefully holistic ways to heal my throat chakra and my hypothyroidism. i’m going to buy some books on the subject and i plan to drastically alter my diet to get rid of the gluten and focus purely on what is healthy and beneficial to me. i actually have a list of foods that i can eat and i can already tell it’s going to revolutionize the way my body functions. i really just need get somewhere safe. i haven’t accomplished that yet. the only options open to me right now are to live with my parents, and neither of them are healthy living situations. i hope for the best…
just now i was guided to research the butterfly totem. it gave me a lot of relevant information regarding my problem and it makes me think that my thyroid problem is because of an auto immune disorder, which makes sense because my body has an over active immune system. i was also guided to a jade butterfly pendant that i’m going to buy and wear over my heart.
hopefully that will help too..
hey Khai…did you have your tonsils out by any chance, or did u get tonsillitis as a child?
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Lauren, you asked the exact question I have been asking myself lately! If you have any info regarding the link between having your tonsils out (and adenoids) and hypothyroidism, I would SO appreciate it if you would tell us. My “intuition” has been pointing out to me just lately that I am hypothyroid which now has turned into Hashimoto’s Disease all because my thyroid was taken out when I was a child.
Khai, diet is THE most important factor in controlling your thyroid functions. You are right on and good for you buying books on diet. There is a LOT of information out there, and a lot on the internet as well. Someone on here, I believe it was BJ stated that cauliflower and broccoli are not good to eat with hypothyroidism. Also stay away from alcohol, tobacco, soda, and start reading food labels. You want to avoid all preservatives, all food dyes, and all processed foods. You want your diet to consist of whole foods, but even in that category there are foods that are not good for you with your condition.
I am doing for myself visualization with music. Vizualize for yourself a healthy thyroid and intending the light and directing the light to go to your thyroid to make it like new. I have begun to study the different HRTZ/second sounds in each musical note, but I don’t have enough information on that right now to pass along to you, BUT what I am learning is, if understood, could be ground breaking information to help us ALL heal from what ever ailment that is plaguing us.
Back to you, Lauren. I am all ears regarding what you know about having tonsils out and hypothyroidism. There has to be a link, has to be, and like I said, my intuition was just telling me this, so this is no “coincidence” that you are here saying what you are saying!
Hope I helped some, Khai. When I get my head wrapped around the sounds of healing, I will come back here and share. In the meantime, know that musical notes were deliberately “sabotaged” by people who knew if the correct hrtz were given each musical note, phenomenal healing would take place, and a revolution of LOVE would also unfold.
In closing, Khai, hypothyroidism is nothing to fool around with. I know there are medications for this, but there must be a BETTER way to permanently heal your thyroid without going the “band-aid route”.
kahl, I forgot one huge category to avoid, and that is your complex sugars. Simple sugars, yes, they are good to eat. Complex sugars are the candies, and cane sugar, and all the foods made from sugar. Simple sugars are those found in your fruits.
When you are hypothyroid, your body craves sweets because your energy level is so low. I am learning instead of eating candy, to eat a piece of fruit. Now, because I am a woman, I haven’t let go of my semi sweet chocolate, and yes, knowing I should not eat that, I still do BUT in very small amounts.
Another thing too…….lots of water. Avoid all dairy products too. Oh boy. Just in the food category there is so much to tell you.
Exercise is another must. I know when you have little energy that is the last thing you want to do, but believe me, IF you are determined to get yourself well, you have your part to participate in too. Exercise will increase your endorphin level, thereby increasing your energy levels.
I also can relate SO much about not able to speak my truth. (((HUGS))) for I know what misery that causes. How I began to take back my power in that one aspect of my life, I started writing down my truths, and then I started speaking that truth out loud to myself and to my cats. That has worked wonders for now I speak my mind, and it feels so freeing. You deserve to be able to speak freely.
The I AM theory is powerful when you get the hang of it. Start saying out loud something like……I AM FREE to express myself FULLY……or anything that YOU want to say. Write down that statement (s) and put it on your bathroom mirror or someplace you see it all the time. Say it out loud so that your self can HEAR you. That truth will become a seed, and that seed, when properly nurtured and fed, will sprout and you will be speaking more and more at ease, just the way you want, and in so doing, you just might heal yourself of your “throat dis-ease”.
I will be praying for you, Khal. Sending you lots of angel hugs and love……
Kahl, I had you in mind when I heard this sound. I tell you true, when I came on here (my computer) I was in a lot of pain. I heard this sound, and when I walked out of my computer room, I had zero pain! None. I am still researching Sound Healing, and I wanted to share with you this…..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgMQOAWeVs0
There is also a frequency (sound) for the activation of the pineal gland. You might want to see if this helps. I know there is a link to this sound with the one I am giving you (see above) I really believe in the healing power of sound, and darn it, I am going to find a way to get this body whole and well, and I encourage you to do the same.
We have come into an age where all of us are learning how to heal ourselves. The key to ALL healing is found in our DNA yet how to we recreate our DNA the way it was intended to be created? I believe one of the ways is through Sound Healing.
Seeing I have been down the Road of Life double that of your age, my advice to you is to be very careful of anyone passing by your path, offering any type of help when it is not being plain and clear what kind of help is being offered.
Again, this is the TIME for SELF empowerment! That is the Journey of Love in a nutshell!! LOVE heals all, yet how do we get there? It is a process.
HUGS,
Amy
FORGIVE the mis-writing of your name!!! I saw the i as an l. Khai! It was an oversight on my part……..
Amy
thanks! actually i really believe in sound healing. my entire life, i have been able to sit in a quiet place and beyond the silence hear the tons of singing bowls, much like the sound on the link you gave me. they are very gentle and pleasant and have an immediate effect on me. i have some tibetan and crystal singing bowl songs on my computer that i got on iTunes. i play them every now and then.
your cats must have been thrilled. lol.
thank you all for your support and responses! i never expected so much love.
re “I am all ears regarding what you know about having tonsils out and hypothyroidism”
As I see it, it’s not about “having the tonsils out” per se, its about the manifestation & origin of dis-ease. Hypothyroidism is merely a symptom of a deeper-level imbalance.
Think of it this way…the physical body is a map that can guide you to the root cause of any dis-ease… which is really just a manifestation of misaligned thought and e-motion. WHERE dis-ease is located in the body is no accident, nor is it ever random, since EVERYthing is connected. The body is just doing its J-O-B to alert you to an area of your self/life/past that needs love.
E-motion is a divine mechanism designed to wash energy THRU the body to cleanse it, reset it, and return the purified energy to the heart center (kind of like how an animal will physically shake off an energy that feels discordant…like when you pet a cat long after it is asking you not to), but when we have memories of trauma and are afraid to feel, emotion gets lodged, trapped in the cells and becomes stagnant which creates discordance, and if left unresolved, eventually creates dis-ease in the physical body.
Bottom Line: to rid of the dis-ease, you must face the wound that created it and release the trapped emotion. There’s just no way around this if you are looking for a full cure.
The throat center is all about living & (creatively) expressing your authentic truth freely. When blocked, we feel ashamed. When repressed for long periods of time (or even from past life karmic residue) blocked emotion can manifest physically in any area that the throat center governs. In my past healing work, tonsillitis was a very common physical expression of truth repression…as was/is thyroid imbalance, since the thyroid is the endocrine gland that creates the pathway/conduit from the 5th chakra (throat center) to the physical body.
From a broader perspective, the reason that thyroid conditions have become an epidemic is because we are collectively entering the 5th dimension which is the macro reflection of our micro (human) 5th (throat) chakra expression. This is why all our unresolved 5th dimensional (chakra) issues are being triggered…because we are all being urged to find our soul’s voice, trust it and use it…to live authentically with integrity…to take our full power back…to express (thyroid gland) heartfelt, non-polarized love (thymus gland)…and to take continual actions to support our full truth…at all costs.
Only when we can live in total alignment and express our soul truth unfettered, do we begin to enter the 5th dimensional realm and maintain a dis-ease free existence.
Remember what Einstein said…”we can’t fix a problem from the level it is created”. For this reason alone, it behooves you to not focus on the dis-ease itself…which only feeds dis-ease with your energy…but instead focus on becoming whole again, which is the only place true wellness can be created and sustained. To become whole again you very simply and very literally have to love yourself back together…nothing else is required.
Love your pain, love your past, love your shadows, love your wounds, love your imperfections, love your perpetrators,…love all the parts of you that feel unloved and you will BEcome a conduit of love and your life & your body, & your relationships & your environment will transform to reflect that love back to you in every way.
And from a physical perspective, even tho you may be able to “regulate” your thyroid functions artificially and try to control the symptoms with diet, nutrition, etc… if the core creation of the (emotional) wound remains, the dis-ease remains…and the result is not only spending a lifetime “coping”, but its so much less than our full potential as new-humans.
Ascension to 5D… living truthfully & authentically…is a very layered inward journey to the Source of our power within…the place where we become completely self-reliant, self-sustainable and free of genetic miasms….but the only way around is thru. which is why it takes so long and why so few choose this path…because it is way easier to give our power over to someone/something outside of ourselves to heal us.
Fortunately/unfortunately, its just not possible.
hope this helps
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Lauren, I am simply choked up with tears. Yes, it all has to do with love and loving self, and putting everything back together again. I seem to be doing this for so many years, yet the symptoms persist which makes me in turn question myself…….am I really loving myself, or am I deluding myself into thinking I am loving myself? There have been so many e-motions rising to the surface of late, I feel as if I am walking through a mine field. As I wrote in another post, I know longer know what is up or what is down, and am getting so discouraged, for it seems no matter what I do, no matter what “tool” I use on myself to assist me with putting me back together in love, nothing is working. Or so it seems.
Feelings of just wanting to curl up in the fetus position and not come out of it for a long time are pretty much on the surface a lot lately. No matter who I know, no one seems to be able to heal. No one, Lauren. And these people are truly working on healing coming from the love perspective and from the natural perspective. Everyone I know lately just wants to throw the towel in, for no matter how much we all have put in the pot, the pot still remains cold.
I don’t know if you understand any of this, but the massive wave of grief, and anger and just wanting to give up are becoming epidemic. It feels as though we all are being crushed to the point of death, in a vise, in a nutcracker, and there is no relief. Between the massive energy waves non-stop and the trying to heal ourselves……..I don’t know about any of you but I am just about to say,
Enough! What is is! If I am not healed then obviously this is a part of my soul contract, and I just won’t fight this anymore. I give up! Years of pushing, years of working on self, and still, still in this same stalled position of holy shit!
That about sums it up! Everyone, whether you want to be honest with yourself or not, is about being crushed to death. I’m just at the point of walking away from all this 5D stuff, this world change, and put it all behind me. Enough already…….truth be told.
I hear you, we are all exhausted from transmutation and transfiguration…its a ruthless and exhausting process, but its called mastery for a reason. The point of the pain of polarity is to force us to the center of our self, the eye of the hurricane, where we feel balanced and stable. Not easy, but possible.
Pain is Pain. Suffering is resistance.
When u can’t change what is, surrender to it. Give yourself over, lean into the pain until you feel the release of love. It’s always possible, but it always requires surrendering.
The intensity that you feel from the waves of love are a reflection of what is left to resolve within. The more we resolve within, the less discomfort ensues from each wave. and remember…physical healing is always the last to arrive.
worth mentioning that today is the total lunar eclipse which can feel like having the rug suddenly pulled out from under us. (its not an external cause to our discomfort, eclipses just highlight what is still unresolved within us)
the good news is that lunar eclipses offer us opportunities to break out of our current cycles/patterns and move up the spiral of our self-created evolution. The window of opportunity here is small, and we have to act on it consciously, but lunar eclipses can provide an opening to make an evolutionary leap in whatever area our current lesson may be (hint:these lessons are in our faces right now), so that we can move on to our next phase without having to take the long way. Kind of like chutes and ladders!
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Lauren, THANK YOU SO MUCH for this explanation of the opportunity provided by the eclipse. It really helped me identify the reasons behind a bad turn in my mood (as soon as I read this I was able to put words to my feelings).
I’m currently working thru it right now and I’m hopeful I”m doing some major LAST clearing.
You’re truly an ANGEL!!!
Love and Sparkles,
Kate
Thanks Lauren
i decided to read some of what you wrote out loud, and focus on speaking clearly and enunciating and feeling love for my voice. and all of a sudden i am feeling this pain and pressure in my thyroid. it’s just pulsing. i also listened to that 528 HZ thing. it must be healing or something. the pain doesnt bother me. its just enough to communicate that something is happening, but not enough to cause suffering.
i agree with what you said. two years ago i realized that i had never shared my story of abuse with anyone. i was forbidden to speak about it and my mother made me feel bad by saying it was embarrassing and i should never speak badly about my family because it makes me look bad.
in truth, i was not engineered to fit smoothly into the world of the elite. but that does not mean that they are correct in their assertion that we are scum, born to live on the fringe to eat the scraps that they deem unfit for their consumption.
but i don’t know what else to do. i listen to everyone but myself. i feel as though my mind has been altered for the worse. i live in a world in which i don’t exist, but still feel the pain of my own flesh. when i hear myself speak, i don’t hear anything valid, i hear a fool. other people’s opinions seem to be so important. and even though i listen to spirit myself and follow instinctively the voice of angels, i am highly aware of the shame i feel in doing so.
i have expressed my feelings. i have told my story of abuse and how it made me feel. but it all seemed so awkward. i told a few friends, and it made them feel uncomfortable. and now it just makes people see me as damaged and destroyed. it makes them view me as crazy and psychotic. i feel as though my truth only drives people away from me. it was so liberating for me to finally tell someone that this had happened to me. for someone to actually know. it was actually a year ago that i did this, in the fall. my symptoms have not gotten any better though. i don’t know what else to do. what more can i say?
after i finally released this, i entered a manic state for a couple days. it was spiritual ecstasy and everything in me vibrated love. i left that state intentionally because i saw there was more cleansing to do in the lower chakras, and i had to lower my vibration to do it. so i did. and hours later i got sick. when i got better, the ecstasy was gone and i was normal again.
i just don’t think i know what the truth is anymore. i am lost and confused. these things happened to me, and i am grateful for the insight it gave me, and for the compassion i feel for other people who must suffer as i did. but i cant erase the feeling it gave me of being worthless and alone. and all my gifts and talents seem like a curse, as the world is falling apart around us and as i succumb to the reality of what is, i don’t think i have the strength to live. it is, after all, the survival of the fittest, and it is not me who holds the status quo, but an unseen deity who refuses to intervene even in the most horrific of circumstances. a power that refuses to express itself because it believes that what is, is what must be.
Khai, would it help to remember that you *are* love, even if you can’t feel it right now? You *are* truth*, even though it feels like you don’t know what it is?
You’re in the midst of a contraction, but expansion always follows contraction. That bringing up and squeezing out is functional, even though it’s not comfortable.
It’s okay to feel shame and okay to feel worthless if you remember that it’s a temporary perspective. In fact, congratulate yourself for allowing the feelings. You’re not hiding from them! That means they can float up and out.
Who you are is not shame or worthlessness. These identifying factors are something we learned to paste on ourselves, forming a protective shell. But now we don’t need the shell, so we can allow the feelings without holding on to them. It’s okay if they come back a thousand times. We can recognize them, see how they used to give us a feeling of safety in being identified, and see that they’re not so useful. We can do it a thousand times, and it will get easier.
You are not your feelings. You are not your past experiences, and it will get easier to see
Love you.
Whoops, premature reply.
It will get easier to see *past them.*
thanks julie
Hey Khai,
If you want someone to listen (and to talk) to you, about anything that needs to get out, don’t hesistate, okay?!
When i was your age, no one reached for my hand, i know the feeling, when you think that you are completely on your own…But you’re not!
Given freely; rayek11@hotmail.com
the real kicker is that i am HIGHLY creative, and i’ve been writing music and playing instruments for a couple years now. i used to sing when i was young, but ever since the abuse became unbearable and i began to actually express what i was feeling, i stopped singing. and ive been too ashamed to sing ever since. i don’t really know why. to this day, i love singing, but i will only ever do it in private. and now i think i sound terrible even though i was in several choirs as a kid and did really well.
singing brings me a lot of shame now even though its something i love doing. its the only thing that makes me feel connected to my emotions. and when i sing my own songs, it is the most amazing feeling in the universe. i feel chills through my whole body, and i just feel these intense waves of electric water vibrating through me.
it just leaves me confused. how could someone as creative as me with so much talent be suffering from an underactive throat chakra?
i suppose some of it had to do with being gay and gayness in general. now i feel so comfortable with my sexuality that it doesnt bother me at all. but i still cringe at comically effeminate behavior.
but the whole gay secret didnt last long. i came out at 14 because i just couldnt keep it in anymore. so that’s 6 whole years of being out and single. i have never had anyone like me. which is fantastic.
what’s interesting to me is that while a lot of you have been like sleeper agents, where you’ve lead relatively normal lives up until a certain point that you woke up, this has consumed my entire life. this is all i am.
Dearest Khai,
I have such a huge lump in my “throat” reading your words, for whether you know it or not, you are healing by speaking your truth. You are not the only one who has never fit in, and in your words I see myself. You were born very “aware” and very sensitive, and I for one sit here writing these words in quiet JOY for you never allowed YOU to be stolen by the dark forces here that are so prevalent on this earth.
It also seems that those of us (inclusive of you) who have been on the Spiritual Journey their entire lives (or like you have retained the “memory” of who you are) are hit the hardest. We seriously were not made for this density, because we have come from other places that don’t have this “heaviness” both in physics and in emotion.
Don’t give up on healing your throat. I’m in the same boat, different circumstances, and I am very musically inclined, as you. I really believe I have stumbled upon the “miracle” of sound, and again I will be playing the 432 Hz today. I take care of special needs cats, and if I can get them completely healed, (or rather Sacred Sound) and myself as well, HALLELUJAH!
Keep speaking your truth out loud, I do encourage you, pushing aside the negative aspects of your truth, and just focusing on the positive aspects of yourself. All is coming together as ONE and even those negative aspects of our lives will be used for the glory of God, the Source Creator. Keep singing! How glorious you sing for you are creating New Life with your singing!!
And when your voice becomes “tired” rest it. A few old fashion remedies I have used (don’t taste too good but they work!) are gargling with salt water and another one is gargling with baking soda. I prefer the salt, and I use sea salt. If you live in a cold climate, when you are outdoors, make sure your throat is warm. I also rub Vicks on my throat area and wrap my neck in a large handkerchief or scarf.
And as previously stated, hypothyroidism is nothing to fool around with. The doctors kept missing the mark with me ever since I was in my 20′s because my tests always came back “borderline”. Have you read the story about Oprah who the very same thing happened to, and that is why she has been fighting obesity all of her life? But anyways…….years later with me, now my thyroid condition has mushroomed into Hashimato’s Disease, which is a condition where the body starts attacking the thyroid. So, please, stay smart!
I am so glad you listened to to the 528Hz and there is another one that I mentioned here 432 that repairs DNA. I haven’t been able to find a U-Tube link for that particular one, but I think the link below will explain further what I am discovering.
http://www.solfeggiotones.com/
If this link is too technical, let me know and I will find another one where I actually bought tuning forks for the 432 Hz. There is also information out there how you can re-tune your musical instruments to the correct Hz.
(((HUGS))) I know what it is like to keep struggling with a dis-ease and “nothing” seems to happen. Don’t quit, whatever you do, and help yourself! Most importantly, do all these things to help yourself with an attitude of LOVE. When you begin loving yourself, amazing things seem to happen. (smile)
You ask some tough questions. It is so complicated, but it all ties in with how you have been treated and how you “swallowed” how you felt regarding the terrible treatment you received. Don’t swallow, Khai, anymore, but express yourself in beautiful terminology with the intent in Mind that for every beautiful word you either sing or say, you are erasing an emotion within your BEing that originated in violence. You are replacing, renewing, rebuilding within you New Life because you are now determined to eradicate the abuse with the beautiful. Where there is LIGHT no darkness shall BE!
And KEEP SINGING!!! SING! Your body is telling YOU that you are creating with your songs, and you are POWERFUL with your songs. The more you sing, the more confidence you will have……..please, Khai, this is so important for you to understand. When God spoke….the KEY word is SPOKE …… God created worlds!!! Sound creates! JOYFUL sounds create a NEW FUTURE for a New Earth because this old earth has been founded on negative energies. NO MORE. You sing your heart out with JOY and with LOVE and you FEEL those vibrations running through you with absolute BLISS for this is WHO YOU ARE! You are BLISS so SING!
HOLY MOLY! I have tears in my eyes!!!!
Khai
Check out AndreaBeaman.com
She healed her thyroid completely (although “they” tell you it cannot be done). She has a dvd you can purchase at her site that outlines how she did it.
I am a Holistic Health Coach–and went to school with Andrea. She is an inspiration to me b/c I too have Hashimotos, Hypothyroidism and Auto immune disease. Through diet and lifestyle it has gone into remission, but the stress and harshness of late has thrown me back a bit.
I am a writer, and a big part of healing my fifth chakra is writing in a way that expresses my Authenticity, Most of my life I wrote human interest articles and public relations copy that was status quo… It takes guts to really put YOU out there warts and all.
I recently started a new blog (www.aspiritfull.wordpress.com) that is all about AUTHENTIC EXPRESSION as I have come out of the closet (spiritually) so to speak (I have been an undercover Indigo adult, starseed and empath for years)
Healing is possible! Go to Andrea’s site aned get that dvd.
All the best to you,
Leigh xx
http://www.aspiritfull.wordpress.com
i still have my tonsils. they were talking about taking them out and i’ve always been against that for reasons i can’t understand. now i read that it’s actually part of your immune system. my tonsils have these grooves in them that make me vulnerable to tonsillitis quite often. i actually had it 2 months ago. and then again a month before that.
Hi Khai,
When you are open and ready as you say. It can be instantaneous, but lets give you 3 days to turn this around 
After reading your post I understand and am able to assist you, I prefer to speak with you so there is no misunderstanding, and it is a higher level of connection.
Feel free to email me and leave a number so I can call you (assuming you are in the USA? hope so)
Jillian
creatingthevision@gmail.com
Hi Khai,
Off of the top of my head I would tell you that the flouride and the chlorine in the water supply actually deplete iodine which is necessary for the thyroid and can lead to hypothyroidism. You can take in flouride and chlorine through the skin (showering!!). Bromine which I believe they use in bread will also do the same. Believe it or not broccoli is actually bad for people with hypothyrodism so does cauliflower and brussel sprouts! I think you need natural iodine combined with selenium but I’m not sure of the mixture. You can google for information!
but i love broccoli!!!
Here is a link I found for you Khai (very quickly)
http://www.lugol-iodinesupplements.com/
Most of the foods out there are being poisoned or contain toxins and can impact the thyroid gland which is a very important organ in the body!!! People have no idea but I’ve researched every food out there and you would stop eating completely if you would have read what I’ve read.
It seems TO ME the Paleo Diet is the best after my years of research. Best is to consume certain fruits and vegetables, seeds/tree nuts, grass-fed dairy/meat (non-pasteurized).
Hey Light Fam:
Oh boy–here we go, the Eclipse has arrived in full force bringing about the energy to clear out the space for the new frequency of L O V E!!
A Full Moon Lunar Eclipse marks a time of endings, beginnings, and major changes. Although things may seem to be in major flux–our houses lopsided and our doors coming off the hinges–we can be sure that this earthly chaos is actually divine order.
Check out my current blog post to see what leading zodiac experts and astrologers are saying about this powerul cosmic event: http://wp.me/p1V2wR-W
Happy Eclipse to my Peeps!
Leigh
http://www.aspiritfull.wordpress.com
Hi Khai: At the risk of mentioning something that you may already be aware of, it seems to me that we Lightworkers/Starseeds, etc., have spent a lot of time trying to kill our ego’s for reasons too numerous to mention, oh, maybe about 7 billion of them when you really think about it. But what I’d like to suggest, as Lauren has intimated, “take back your power.” Spirit desires to express in Self-Conscious form and “we’re it”. When I realized/accepted how beautiful I was in form as an expression of spririt, warts/ego/pain/anger/occasional bliss/all of it, I reclaimed my ego and now after many years, I am finally speaking my truth. Like many here, I started speaking it to my cats and after a while it didn’t matter if I spoke it all. I knew it. Love to you, Khai, and all here. I hope you won’t wait as long as I did. SF
“Like many here, I started speaking it to my cats and after a while it didn’t matter if I spoke it all.”
ha!
that made my day…brighter
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Khai,
Here is a link with good foods to eat and those to avoid
http://alicas.wrytestuff.com/swa95859.htm
Like I said if you can get a filter for the shower and drinking water that takes out flouride and chlorine but also stop eating bread also because of the bromine.
Personally I’d advise cutting out also grains, legumes and nightshades. I believe they also contribute to thyroid problems.
I’d avoid pharma drugs and go for natural iodine combined with selenium. There are foods that are rich in selenium and I believe they’re on the link above.
Diet is a big reason for hypothyroidism but also metaphysical:
Humiliation. Feeling repressed or put down. Feeling as if you never get to do what you want.
Khai,
I’ll also say this.
Food matters until it doesn’t anymore
What I mean is that this is an illusion. For myself food mattered until it didn’t anymore;) Meaning my body the way that it is now is not so impacted by the foods;) But that is different for everyone depending on where they are right now:)
Very well said B.D.
And along the ascension lines… until we’re there, we’re not.
So, we do what works while it’s necessary then let it go when the time comes.
And I guess that would point to “mastery.” When we’ve mastered our health at a physical level, learned that lesson, then Life / the Divine allows us to move along to other ways to do it. And as Lauren says, the energy behind things is the ultimate reason for our health or dis-ease, but it’s all tied together and there are no accidents in life.
Exactly WNC!
‘Mastery’ in that regard but still working on ‘mastery’ in the financial realm.
LOL. That may be more about mastery in trust, more so than finances. Trust your needs will be met. Trust you’ll have guidance if need be. Trust yourself to hear it when it comes. Trust that all of it is spiritual support.
On the purely mundane, feel-the-experience level, I’ve noticed that for many of us on this ascension path, the release of material stuff, both the things and the worries has come at an agonizingly slow torturous piecemeal way. Not to wish it on any of us, but I sometimes think that just getting completely wiped out by a natural disaster, all in one feel swoop, would just be so much easier. lol Some things and some worries are easy to let go of and are actually quite welcome, others you wonder and wait for the sign on the next step. And through it all, ya have to just accept when doors aren’t supposed to open… or not quite yet in some cases.
Totally off topic – the last 2 hours have felt like 2 days. I look at the clock and expect it to be much later, but nope.
HA!
All at once with the money-mastery would have been much more welcome than years of torture learning to let go. I’m letting go of letting go!
I honestly don’t care about money anymore. If I had a million dollars I wouldn’t feel any differently. Really not!
It’s just that the landlord cares about the green paper just like the cashier at the grocery store.
Time for me is going really really fast. I need to shave and could have sworn I just did it 1 hour ago!
I wanted to say Wonders Never Cease maybe it’s the same with the money now for myself.
It matters until it doesn’t matter anymore.
And the thing is it DOESN’T matter to me anymore but just to those around me like my landlord.
Since I’m behind on my rent my landlord is always talking to me about where I’m getting my next money from.
I saw him screaming at a tenant and the only thing I could do was burst out laughing at seeing his angry outburst. It all seems so strange now to witness those sorts of emotional outbursts.
But maybe that’s what all the torture was about. To get to the point of “it matters until it doesn’t matter anymore” with regards to everything?
B.D. Still to this day, the old standard that the Divine uses to communicate with me is synchronicity. The time on your post jumped out at me. From Doreen Virtue:
555 – Buckle your seatbelts. A major life change is upon you. This change should not be viewed as being “positive” or “negative,” since all change is but a natural part of life’s flow. Perhaps this change is an answer to your prayers, so continue seeing and feeling yourself being at peace.
I hope your couch has seatbelts… and a drool cup.
I was online playing The 80s Game and was reminded of this song. Here’s Bobby McFerrin being happy with Bill Irwin and Robin Williams. He even sings about your landlord.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU
Hey B.D. I just had a vision of you on your sofa, looking like this…
http://iconicphotos.wordpress.com/2010/05/31/blown-away-man/
… but with the added feature of drool.
I wrote something on Mastery last year (a bit of a mantra!)
http://theseagullspeaks.blogspot.com/2010/02/master.html
Hope it helps!
B.D. ~ THANK YOU for articulating that so perfectly and so succinctly! That is exactly where I am with food these days ~ and that’s after having a profession that revolved around it! Thank you for this perfect sentence!
Kate,
I used to go on and on about the poisons in the food and now I’m confronted by it in the people around me HA!
You know what’s interesting. My taste for food is much less than it used to be. I go into the store and really don’t know what to buy because my tastebuds have changed so much! I’ll stare at something for a long time not knowing what to do. My decision-making skills are at an all-time-low HA!
What I’ve really become addicted to is coffee with thick cream and sugar. REally strange but I’m about to have another cup. I prefer it to food nowadays
B.D. You know what’s interesting. My taste for food is much less than it used to be. I go into the store and really don’t know what to buy because my tastebuds have changed so much! I’ll stare at something for a long time not knowing what to do. My decision-making skills are at an all-time-low. I know exactly what this feels like, I used to plan my meals a week ahead of time. But now I go into a store and I don’t know what I want, except I’m being guided to go by my intuition alone. And when it comes time to eat, if I’m hugry, I will see what resonates with me at that time an eat it. Wow, I’m glad others are feeling like this too.
It’s not only the food Christian L! It’s everything. And my decision-making abilities are seriously not available HA! Someone will ask me something and I’ll just stare at them. My mind is completely empty of thoughts or anything for that matter.
And what is it lately with being half-dead and drool dripping down my face all the time? HA!
Um, yes to the meal thing! It’s weird, feeling that I have no choice but to let go, yet yearning for a sense of order. Order used to be defined by minute control of details (yeah,, like I ever had control of *that*), and now it’s…well…emerging and evolving, I guess.
I keep getting over and over again that it;s time to let go of all ideals. In with the new, out with the old, in with the new, out with the old…
YES TO THIS:
“It’s weird, feeling that I have no choice but to let go, yet yearning for a sense of order.”
WNC,
Couldn’t find a reply button above so posting down here. Interesting the 555 comment and laughing out loud on the drool comment.
I drool constantly now and wake up with a pool of drool on my pillow HA!
Nice Starfast. I’ve never bought into this “death of the ego” b.s. As long as we keep thinking of some part of ourselves as “bad” we’re staying disempowered. And ego has its place in our being. For many years the intuition was made to look bad. That worked out real well for us. Making the ego look bad is just shifting our un-wholeness to something else. It’s how the new religions, such as “New Age” have picked up where old religions left off.
i never said ego was bad, and i never said i was trying to kill my ego. i just said that i woke up and found myself without an identity, direction, ego, or any consciousness of my self.
Hi everybody,
You people have all been a pillar of strength for me for a good number of months now. For that I have more gratitude to give than I yet will allow mySelf to feel and therefore express. Although my capacity to truly feel is beginning to reveal itSelf – and I am slightly scared of just what that might reveal; for I know I closed mySelf off to the full extent of that a good few decades ago
I am a little hesitant of coming forth and saying what I will here; and mainly for the reason that the part of me who believes (still, after all this reprogramming) that I have nothing to offer another human being … but alongside that is the knowing, the gentle, persistent urging that knows this may help some of you; and so I will tell you about Body Balance – and for those of you who like me are craving the physical nourishment and grounding potential of this product – you will now know that it exists.
Nine different sea vegetables and aloe vera … Khai, I knew it was time to share when I read your posting about your throat chakra and thyroid … although the array of nutrition available here has the potential to help balance much more than that … and I want to share with you why I think this product is so important;
Please bear with me, as I have not yet attempted to express this understanding in words, but … here we all are, attempting to physically express that which is spiritual in nature … and to bring the spiritual into the physical, it appears to be important that the physical components are available to allow a smooth and easy transition. Our human bodies are literally made up of the elements of the Earth and the Universe, and the more of those necessary elements present, the greater connection is possible …
And so, here is a drink which combines a very large number of Earthly elements from the deep ocean and also the base of a volcano – in what appears to be perfect balance. The Yin and the Yang, the mineral rich and enzyme actions, The Aloe Vera opens your cells so the goodness from the seaweed is directly absorbed into your body. I literally feel it working, and since I began drinking it two months ago, my Life has changed in incredible ways. I won’t go into that right now, in what could end up being an off-puttingly large post; but let’s just leave it with – if it resonates with you, please check it out … I do know that this can benefit people in many ways – and in this time of intense grounding it feels very necessary to share.
The website is http://www.mylifeforce.net/morph. Or my personal website also has some information there too; http://www.kathrynharper.net.
Thankyou everyone for being here; available, open and so willing to share your depths.
Love Kat
x
thanks for the info, but forgive me if i don’t oblige. it may have something to do with me being broke, and also that i’m skeptical of people trying to sell me things. good luck though.
Not a problem; just sharing something that’s helping me x
Thanks for posting this info, Kat. Will check it out.
Happy 12:12 everybody!
just barely started to recover from the lunar eclipse but can already feel my body bucking in defiance of another download
oh well, guess I will just sleep till xmas
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p.s. thank gawwd for online shopping
I had to take some time out today, though managed some work this pm – the energies were very intense 12:12 I guess…..some serious downloading going on and my brain feeling like it was being seriously ‘worked on’…..now to integrate…have a head ache this evening…and very tired….a bit of yoga today…..but definitely know something’s up…how can it be any other way? Blessings to all.
Hey Lauren,
I’ve been getting serious heart noises coupled with gas now for a couple weeks and we’re talking heavy duty!!
I’m so exhausted now I’m one of those people who can sit on the sofa and just sleep sitting up with drool dripping down my face HA!
I’m with you, Lauren…”sleep till xmas”! I always have fantasies of going to some desert island from Thanksgiving to New Years, at least. And this year has been worse. Oh well, we’ve made it this far….not much longer to go.
Blessings to you and your family!
i had jury duty today and the most magnificent thing happened. i dressed like a slob, a comfortable slob, because i had a feeling i wouldn’t get called to be on a jury. after 2.5 hours of being there, they released my entire room because all the cases settled. it was amazing.
but a weird thing happened too. at the beginning, they had everyone raise their right hand and swear that what they wrote on that piece of paper was god’s golden truth.
i just stood there, shocked, because everyone immediately and unblinkingly followed the commands of the person speaking. it was as if everyone around me was in some kind of unquestioning trance. i didnt do it. i just stood there looking at everyone. and no one seemed to notice that i wasn’t doing it. i was the only one disobeying. it was a little creepy, but also really interesting for me to perceive myself out of the social context.
and another cool thing, i saw my old sociology professor at jury duty.
and i can breathe out of my nose thanks to this surgery and it feels amazing and i think im just gonna lay on the couch, nap, and breathe deeply through my nose and feel the pleasure. the sweetness i feel in my nose is like the sweetness of biting into a ripe peach off the tree. it’s incredible. i’ve never felt anything like it in my life.
i’m with you on the sleep. i’ve been sleeping like 12-14 hours a day. i got a full night’s sleep last night and i’m sitting here about to nod off. i just want to drift off into the clouds forever and ever. i feel so peaceful and calm. my house doesnt bother me anymore. the creepy energy is starting to go away. i just remind myself that i am alive and in a body and of all the beauty and love that goes along with that, and i don’t feel afraid anymore.
Hi Lauren,
Brilliant!
12:12 passed me by lovingly. (Whew!!) My son was born on 12:12 (it was his 13th bday yesterday) and I spent the day happy and humming with him. Snippets of a popular song at present down here in NZ playing in my head “everythings gonna be alright now” “How do I know? coz the Universe told me so, that’s how I know”
(The Babysitters Circus – Everythings gonna be alright )
Thanks as always, for all your messages, they have been so, so helpful on my journey.
Wishing you all the best for Christmas and bring on 2012!! .
Amy, WNC, J, Kate, BJ, and all TWYHers,
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Blessings, M
Thank you, Maureen, but it is too late for me. I am crying my eyes out as I write this. I am loosing the use of my legs as I write this, something I have fought to keep for 18 years after a surgeon really messed me up. I have done all I can, I have run a good race, but if I don’t have more surgery my legs will be useless. You have no idea how scared I am, and you have no idea how I need someone to hold on to because I haven’t felt this scared in my entire life. I am looking at doing something (again) that really hurt me in the first place, but if I don’t do have the surgery, I will end up in a wheelchair. I’ve been going downhill fast for the last 2 months, and now the MIRACLE I had been hoping for, is no longer even a maybe.
Thank you for caring enough to keep giving us these sites. Your help is really appreciated. I did order the supplement you recommended, and in fact it came today. (((HUGS))) Thank you.
Reading these comments has been really cool; especially seeing how people are reacting differently to the energies, and the unearthing of pain/discomfort.
Amy, it seems to me that you’re ready for a big change, but your focus may be just a little off.
You say that you are waiting, hoping, praying, needing a miracle, but it’s not going to come until you own your own power. Your comments are bordering on self-defeatism/victim:
“Thank you, Maureen, but it is too late for me.”
“I have done all I can, I have run a good race, but if I don’t have more surgery my legs will be useless.”
“you have no idea how I need someone to hold on to because I haven’t felt this scared in my entire life.”
“I’ve been going downhill fast for the last 2 months, and now the MIRACLE I had been hoping for, is no longer even a maybe. ”
You sound defeated already. I find it interesting that you are losing your legs according to the doctors you’ve seen, when to me it seems that you are refusing to stand up on your own and be your own authority as Wonders put it. Stand up for yourself while you still can, whatever that may mean for you. I’m not here to give you advice to follow, telling you what I would do would not help you, because it would be right for me, not necessarily for you. I just want to point out that you sound like you are stuck in some sort of victim mentality, and that you’ve given your power away before and now is the time to realize it’s yours and that you need to trust yourself.
I wish you all the best, and I realize this message may be interpreted as ruthless, but it is my honest assessment of the situation. I send you my love
No, Vlad, not victim. Just exhaustion. I’ve had two back surgeries in 1994 that failed, that landed me not walking for 2 years. I’ve been doing everything I can for myself since that time, but to little avail, for my back keeps getting worse. You are not being ruthless, but unless you have walked a mile in my shoes, it is not easy for you to understand. To go to the lengths I have to try to heal myself, and I haven’t been able to do that. It is discouraging to say the least, and it is really a tough place to be.
As I wrote Julie, I am no longer fighting the system, the same one that hurt me terribly. I will go with the flow, and just give in. This surgeon comes highly recommended.
Maybe that is my lesson as I told Julie…..to face my worst fear. And to survive to tell it.
Trusting myself??? I have for 18 years trying to put myself back together after a surgeon’s work failed horribly. Now I am putting my trust not in myself, but I am just letting go and letting God.
Amy, I know where you are coming from. I was following my guidance because I am thinking I am going to start doing tarot readings on you-tube. And I googled this reading, I hope it helps you as much as it touched me. I did not know what to do, and went by my own guidance after they told me I may never walk again if I did not do the surgergy they wanted me to. So I am sending this site to give you more guidance, hope it helps and if you were close to Colorado, I would be right there with you along with my grandson, Michael doing energy healing. He healed my back pain so many times.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FL7DWPhNWzQ&feature=related
Oh, and Vlad, just so that you are aware of this, the next time you read words like mine, the last thing the author needs to see or hear are her words flung back in her face when she is hurting enough as it is. I know you have not ever been even near what I am experiencing, so before you throw the victim word around, please really really search your heart if it is the correct thing to say.
I’m sitting in one of my darkest moments, Vlad. I have been standing on my two legs, the same two legs doctors have been saying to me that wouldn’t stand. Now, yes, I am at that page, but not before I tried for 18 years to make things work.
I wish you the best of luck with these difficult choices, and hope you find everything you are looking for (health, happiness, all of it). I realized my words may be interpreted “ruthlessly” as I said, but that doesn’t mean they didn’t come from my heart. At the time I felt that was what needed to be said, so I went with it. Sometimes tough love can be effective, if this wasn’t such a time, I apologize for causing you further discomfort, it wasn’t my intention. We here are sending our heartfelt love, knowing that it will help your passage through trying times easier.
there’s a difference between “tough love” and expressing personal frustration. i know we’re all about speaking our truth, but i personally dont feel that this is one of those times its great to just blurt out stuff.
I feel for Amy, and apologized to her for the pain my comment may have caused her. I could in hindsight not have replied at all, since I didn’t have anything loving to offer her. Although I see things differently, I understand what you’re saying. It’s also definitely possible that there was some personal frustration expressed, thanks for mentioning that.
what amy means to say is that she is in a very vulnerable place right now. you are not being very compassionate towards her and she doesn’t particularly care for your company at the moment.
Khai, what an honor you gave ME coming to my defense. You made me feel like a Princess. Not too many people have ever done that, coming to my defense, and what a privilege it is for me to have this experience. This I cherish, and your words, yea a wee bit on the REAL real side, (smile) are non the less true.
Vlad, in saying what you did, maybe a lesson for you was learned. Sometimes out of the “terror” we as humans, and yes, we still are all walking the human experience be it we are in actuality goddesses or lightseeds, angels, etc…..when we express ourselves from that terror, the words that come out will not sound of the “higher vibration” that is our truth. One must also learn how to read between the lines. OK?
Please, I don’t want the two of you battling between yourselves. All is right. All is Perfect. I still have a lot of digging to do, but already I am “seeing” where over these 18 years I could have improved things, as in my “thoughts”. All through these years, I have a allowed a doctor to plant the seed of “fear” in my brain, and I have always gone downhill. Once I make up my MIND to go forward and NOT accept what the doctors believe is true (not necessarily me) I improve.
Truths are coming to the surface so fast at this moment, that I must start journaling them. Things I did not see up until yesterday, I “saw” yesterday.
And when I “cried out” here as I did, I really was coming from that part of self who has tried so darn hard to heal thyself. It is time for me to gather all my “selves” together and work “together” and SEE clearly.
Yes, I have surrendered, and I believed that as of yesterday to be the surrendering to surgery. Now, today, I have a “new” feeling that is coming to the surface about this. So, I “be still and know God” so I can hear.
God bless you, Khai, for being my “knight in shining armor”! I have never had that precious experience and now I have. (smile)
Wow, Amy….. Sending lots and lots of * * * * LOVE* * * * to you.
Jess, God bless you, and thank you for your love. THAT is what I need right now, that and prayers that this surgeon’s hands will be guided by angels! (((HUGS)))
Sending you my love…….and all of you who are praying for me. God bless you all.
Huh, interesting.
My energy fell off a cliff after November 11th. Bunkered in like a true hermit. Was getting real frustrating how long this was lasting. Friends were wondering why I wasn’t responding to them in email.
Now its December 12th as mentioned… and suddenly things seem to be returning to how I felt before November 11th rolled around. Wrote a bunch of emails today to my friends when I didn’t expect to.
Checked the date and, yep. December 12th. Usually I don’t notice synchronicity with what has been channeled but this is interesting.
Hi everyone
It’s been interesting reading the posts and the resonance they have for me. Just a quick check;list of similarities:
tonsils removed very early…………………………..check
20 years of large doses of penicillin……………check….suppressed immune system
childhood sexual abuse………………………………check
living ‘double life’ as gay for 30 years…………..yes, the fear of rejection! & scandal…not Khai fully
living secret life as tarot reader 15 years……..?
contraction of immune illness at 33…………….check
(Rheumatoid Arthritis)
10 years of working on healing physical
through diet, body work etc etc……………………..check
mid life crisis early 40′s – usual ends:
relationship, friends, career!…………………………sure this has happened to many of you
past 20 years working on mental, emotional
and spiritual…………………………………………………..check for many of you
facing surgery (for knee and shoulder)…………check…Amy
- have reprieve till May next year, working on the ‘miracle healing’.
the eclipse and 12/12 has been huge for me….assume so for others
Thankyou everyone for writing for me as well as for you.
Amy, sure do understand where you are. Fear can come up and feel overwhelming. Remember it’s not just you…the unresolved energies are seeking the light. You know this. Chances are you went through/are going through this in other realities when/where you didn’t/don’t have the resources to deal with this. Trouble is, some of those other realities are seeking resolution…even if they don’t really believe!!!
You probably know The Flame of Freedom Decree by Saint Germain but in case you don’t, here goes… Saying this, even part of this keeps me going and determined, strong and courageous.
THE FLAME OF FREEDOM SPEAKS
by Saint Germain
The flame of freedom speaks—the flame of freedom within each heart. The flame of freedom saith unto all: Come apart now and be a separate and chosen people, elect unto God—men who have chosen their election well, who have determined to cast their lot in with the immortals. These are they who have set their teeth with determination, who have said:
I will never give up
I will never turn back
I will never submit
I will bear the flame of freedom unto my victory
I will bear this flame in honor
I will sustain the glory of life within my nation
I will sustain the glory of life within my being
I will win my ascension
I will forsake all idols and
I will forsake the idol of my outer self
I will have the glory of my immaculate divinely conceived Self manifesting within me
I AM freedom and I AM determined to be freedom
I AM the flame of freedom and
I AM determined to bear it to all
I AM God’s freedom and he is indeed free
I AM freed by his power and his power is supreme
I AM fulfilling the purposes of God’s kingdom
Lo, I AM come to do thy will, O God!
I don’t see God as a separate entity or a ‘he’ so I use my own words. I see it as the ‘God’ force within us, the Christ consciousness of divine love nmercy and compassion.
The day of the eclipse…ached, cried and had my insight. For some time I have been getting the message that I had to make a decision…????? I finally got it…the stepping over the line of human law and constructs about healing into divine law!!!! I thought I had decided but realised I kept going back to the doctor’s words etc
Don’t know if this helps Amy but I will continue sending you the healing light as I do for us all!
Blessings my friends as we head for the hills of freedom!
Helen
Helen, Thank you for sharing all of this! I just love St. Germain and received many chills reading The Flame of Freedom. But I ESPECIALLY loved your line “unresolved energies seeking the Light.” WOW! What a perfect way to put it~ I will remember this anytime a challenge comes up ~ thank you!!!
So lovely to meet you!
Thanks for the welcome Kate
I just felt I needed to express the fact that everyone is clearing in varying degrees much the same energies of fear, persecution, trauma etc and of course the overarching one of separation from love, our divinity and faith in light and love.
Most of us are familiar with the words of Jesus Christ ‘By faith you are healed’, ‘the truth will set you free’ and the teaching ‘God is within you and you too can do what I do’ (something like that).
I’m not attached to religion/dogma but Christ’s words were the message. It seems from your posts that you are ‘in the loop’ with this. It was more for those who are struggling with the rage, loneliness, illness, love etc
Hi Lauren,
I seem to be experiencing an increasing amount of amnesia…. any comments?
Thanks
Karen
Space Weather News for Dec. 13, 2011
http://spaceweather.com
Watch the sky it is gonna bne awesome xo—-
GEMINID METEOR SHOWER: Earth is passing through a stream of debris from near-Earth asteroid 3200 Phaethon, source of the annual Geminid meteor shower. Forecasters expect meteor rates to reach 20-to-40 per hour when the shower peaks in bright moonlight on the night of Dec.13/14. The best time to look, no matter where you live, is between 10 pm local time on Tuesday, Dec. 13, and sunrise on Wednesday, Dec. 14th. Check http://spaceweather.com for more information and live audio from a meteor radar.
BIG SUNDIVING COMET: A comet nearly as wide as two football fields (200m) is plunging toward the sun where it will most likely be destroyed in a spectacular light show on Dec. 15/16. Solar glare will hide the event from human eyes, but NASA and ESA spacecraft should have a grand view. Check http://spaceweather.com for full coverage.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UAg3SalURfA
2,000 light years from home…..
I don’t often look at Doreen Virtue’s weekly angel card readings, but I was drawn to do so now and it really resonated with me and based on what many of you have been discussing here lately, I think it will resonate with many of you also.
http://spiritlibrary.com/videos/doreen-virtue/doreens-weekly-oracle-card-reading-dec-12-18-2011
today is a horrible day. i feel so low and so alone and unloved. im craving physical contact really bad. i’ve had so little of it in my life, growing up, and being a teen. i need more. my needs are not being met and im so angry at spirit for treating me like some experiment, pushing buttons to make me feel shitty at my expense. i hate it and i want it to stop.
i seriously just want to kill myself right now just to escape this ridiculous bullshit we’re going through. i can’t take it anymore. i just want it to end.
i could, of course, hook up. that would be “physical contact” but it wouldn’t satisfy me. in fact it would probably make me feel worse. I NEED someone to LOVE me and to TOUCH me on purpose because i EXIST and i’m SICK of being treated like i DONT.
also i’ve been feeling tons of pressure and slight pain in my thyroid and a little bit less in the rest of my neck for the past couple days. it feels like i’ve got marbles stuck in there or something.
i’ve always felt ashamed to say this one thing. but here it goes.
i’m lonely.
Aw, Khai, if it is loneliness I understand, I understand it in spades.
This is what I have been learning, and yes, it is a learning curve…..
In order to stop the loneliness, we all must begin to learn how to love and to accept ourselves totally. And then to be brave enough to make changes after we speak with Self in order to not be so lonely. I really have no brilliant suggestions, but all I do know this is a very personal journey and ya gotta figure this one out yourself.
LOVE starts with SELF. And because most of us, if not all of us are very vastly different from this world, we have felt disconnected for so long to REAL LOVE and in saying that, I believe we are all remembering our HOME.
My HOPE is that somehow this energy pulls together people of like mind (like we here) in the physical world, so that we can start really unfolding all those “dreams” we have within ourselves, that seem to be so far out of reach.
We cannot loose our hope, Khai. Or yeah, we can, it is a choice, but if we don’t have hope we have nothing. Why is all this hugely transformational things happening in the spirit realm if not to bring about change, and why else are we here if not to step forward to show these people what LOVE is and how to live in the “higher vibrations”. But, if we don’t practice doing that very thing with ourselves, how are we going to be ready to step into some pretty big shoes when the CALL comes?
I spoke yesterday of loosing hope. If you knew how many storms I have survived, you would know I was just saying “hot air” and my hope will NEVER die. We must start making the changes within ourselves, gain some sturdy ground, and get comfortable in our new roles. But we have to start with self.
Whenever that lonely pattern pops in your head, don’t feed the monster. Instead, catch yourself thinking those thoughts, and deliberately do something to erase that pattern for that moment. Words without action are nothing, absolutely nothing. You have to follow them up with action in order to produce miracles.
(((HUGS))) Sending you lots of angel hugs. Know you are LOVED. (smile)
Hi Khai,
My landlord told me when I first met him that he wants love (with tears in his eyes). I’ve observed my landlord and he’s a miser. He leaves the heat on 59F and it’s very cold below where he lives. He also buys the cheapest food and cheapest everything. He is also very controlling and wants to control others and his surroundings. He told me he had an abusive childhood. No surprise because that’s where he learned how to treat himself.
I told him directly he will never fine true love until he starts loving himself.
Khai,
Maybe saying what you just did, outloud (on TWH) is a start to really seeing your loneliness so it can be brought into the light and healed. Hang in there! You’ll see that this will come to pass and you’ll have the big physical hugs and love in no time! Sometimes we have to be alone, where we like it or not outwardly, to force ourselves to TRULY love and enjoy our own company. Just love yourself down to the last drop. Picture the loving light enveloping and loving you, as your light opens up to love yourself. Take yourself for a walk like you’re the most wonderful friend you ever had. Pour yourself a glass of water, like you’re the most worthy recipient ever. Look in the mirror and say I LOVE YOU and mean it. I know this sounds like a bandaid for your loneliness, because of course you need other human beings and physical love. But for now, atleast you have your best friend: yourself. I said I wouldn’t write on Lauren’s site anymore, ha, ha …. But as Julie said more or less, life unfolds minute by minute, and we go with it. So just go with it, Khai, and bring along your best friend: YOU!
I’m feeling ok, right in this moment, but yeah, I hear ya. And yes, experiment. I recently watched The Adjustment Bureau and also The Forgotten. I could relate to both. Yes, the lab rat feel gets old at times. Playing video games can be fun, but not when you’re the game character who takes the beating.
exactly. i’m a human being and i dont feel like “ascension” or master or whatever is worth this crap. i want to be loved and experience life with other people who love me. i know it’s not the most ground breaking desire and it’s not something that’s going to save the world, but it’s what i need and i’m not getting it. everyone around me acts like you dont need those things. and they chastise me for seeking out situations where i would get these things.
i am an artist and a musician and i don’t know ANYONE who is a musician or an artist. i feel like i’m a stray and i need to find my group. i need friends and connections and love. i need this things and i’m sick of being told that i’m not important enough to shift a few things around in reality to get me those things, that there’s some greater grand scheme of holy ascension going on and its way more fucking important than me and thats why i cant get what i want. FUCK ASCENSION. FUCK IT UP THE FUCKING ASS WITH A FUCKING SHOTGUN. I NEED TO BE A FUCKING PERSON.
my whole body feels weak and tense and there’s this knot in my stomach and a knot in my throat and a hole in my heart. how am i supposed to exist this way?
Hi Khai,
My landlord told me when I first met him that he wants love (with tears in his eyes). I’ve observed my landlord and he’s a miser. He leaves the heat on 59F and it’s very cold below where he lives. He also buys the cheapest food and cheapest everything. He is also very controlling and wants to control others and his surroundings. He told me he had an abusive childhood. No surprise because that’s where he learned how to treat himself.
I told him directly he will never fine true love until he starts loving himself.
i really dont think that’s my problem. i treat myself very well. in fact people often accuse me of acting like royalty because i treat myself better than everyone else treats me. they also think i’m delusional because of this.
Ooops! Just read this after I said to treat yourself like you’re the best friend ever. So, okay, maybe it’s time to look way inside and find out some clues as how to make some new friends. E.g. Where are some artists or musicians or like-minded people? I also suffer from the ascension-type loneliness, and finally am coming out of it. I understand, in my own way, as I look at photos and people I know who seem to be connecting on a fun, daily level while I have my head in the cosmos or channeling the light or whatever the heck. I’m a lot older, and actually had a “life” at one point, but now sit in amazement thinking, “How the heck did I ever end up alone like this?” So I did the I love myself thing, which has helped me, personally, as it was something I needed. Sounds like you’ve got that down! So maybe you’re telling the Universe and yourself that it’s time to get practical! You will manifest the friends you seek! You will! It’s starting to happen to me, by the way. All the best to you, Khai!
This sounds like some serious and good movement past a concept. No one wants to be in servitude to a concept (like the concept of ascension, which will only ever be a concept).
I was caught in the throes of goo yesterday, feeling utterly miserable and like it just sucked too much to be worth it. Here’s something new happening, though. There’s no because. I see the becauses coming up (I’m upset because of a condition, because of this, that and the other), and I only believe them briefly.
I am not the feeling. I’m letting go of the feeling and feel the full force of it in the process. In the way back of my mind, in the worst moments, I know I’ll feel better again. Wishing a whoosh of release and then that nice post-release expansion for you, Khai.
I hear all that too at a purely emotional level. So, yes, I’ll vent with ya. I could use it. We’re supposed to dish out all this unconditional love and compassion to people who are not going through challenges that even approach ours and yet to ask for one little bit of support from them gets you a tongue lashing.
I just released someone, again, for the umpteenth time. They say they want love and attention, etc. Except can they muster any of that in return? And they wonder why they can’t keep people in their life. And I have no one in my life, in part (to hell with the “bigger” reason for right now, I’m venting) because the world is full of people like that.
And when it comes right down to it, I require a whole hell of a lot less than the sleepy masses do to lift me up when I’m low and son of a gun if I can even get that tiny bit. They make it sound like I’m “needy” and this comes from people who whine at length, weeks and months at a time, about things that danged if I can figure out why they are even clinging to such petty nonsense. What comes to mind for me with them is “get over it” and yet the first sign or me reaching out for a little support from them and my head gets bitten off.
I feel like we’re having all the old ways beaten out of us. Well, I was done with all that long before this most intense part of this process started a couple years ago. I have let go of it all and yet there it is still. Like the only way to not have it is to have nothing to do with people. They cry that they want deep connection with people and yet don’t do what it takes to have and maintain it. Well, duh. Gee, why do those opportunities keep going away?
It keeps reminding me of how this site
http://www.urbansermons.org/f/wiki/enneagram-personality
on the Ennegram of Personality defines the deadly sin of gluttony:
Gluttony, not in the sense of eating too much but, rather, of sampling everything the world has to offer (breadth) and not taking the time for richer experience (depth).
Like people are too busy surfing life to actually having any meaningful experience. And ya just watch ‘em surf right on by.
The sloth definition is profound also:
Sloth, or laziness in discovering a personal agenda and instead choosing the less problematic strategy of just going along with other people’s agendas.
hey khai…even tho u r feeling miserable right now, just wanted to highlight that the experience u created for yourself of NOT having those things that you desire has finally given you the emotional fuel to propel yourself into re-claiming them.
in other words, well done. you just took a huge-ass chunk of your soul back
Khai, keep talking. Get the poison up and OUT! And then leave it OUT! You are safe, you are loved, and I know you don’t feel that way right now, but give it time. You are finally VOICING how you feel! That is wonderful! Throw a few things around NOT A CAT and nothing breakable, unless it is yours and you don’t really want it anyways!!!
I AM AN ARTIST AND I SING! There, now you know of someone who is an artist and no I don’t play an instrument, but I sure do play the instrument of my sacred throat!
Cry, scream whatever it takes but STAY SAFE!!! There has been a LOT of wrongs done unto you, but now, this is the beauty of this time, Khai, for now is the time to let all that crap go go go and slam that door shut, say NO MORE, turn around and start anew!
Baby steps, my friend, it takes baby steps. And don’t stay stuck too long on feeling icky about your life. That in of itself will destroy you. But for now, get the toxins OUT OF YOU! Words are powerful! BUT!!! Please do not shout words or thoughts towards those who hurt you. Don’t do it, please. It will only come back to haunt you. Those who hurt others, are hurt themselves, keep that in mind IF YOU CAN.
I am praying for you, Khai! I am praying for YOU! It’s going to be OK, just hang on to my hand right NOW and I will hold you while you curse and scream. It’s OK to express these things, but again, don’t get stuck there.
I have been determined to change the hate that was done towards me into love. I have succeeded in many ways, and along that way, yes, I felt hatred for those who hurt me! Oh, OH OH! Yes! This is ALL a process……..and be KIND to yourself! Know you have every right to be heard and you have every right to be loved and you have every right to succeed.
But first ya gotta clean out the house before you can bring anything new into it.
Sending you lots of hugs and know, when an angel prays for YOU, miracles happen IF you allow them to!!!
(((HUGS)))
Kahl, I hear you, buddy! I am kicking and screaming right along with you. Life has doled me some pretty sour lemons and here I have been trying to make lemonaide. What a joke! And then the ascension……….oh boy! Don’t even get me going on that one, because no matter what station you tuned in on, on the spiritual band width on the internet we were going to ascend. We were ALL FUCKED UP THE ASS ON THAT ONE, just like you said! Who is laughing now? We got SUCKERED, really FUCKERED. My head is still reeling from that, and than the story changes to something new.
So, Khai, you aren’t the only one who feels like you do. I am listening to ME ME ME, and FUCK everyone else! The ascension is only a pipe dream, one that I believed in, and really got rocked from. The only way I am going to find any kind of ascension is with how I tell ME how to live. FUCK anyone else, Khai! I am NEVER getting my hopes up like I did for this ascension BULLSHIT! We were all led by the nose, for what reason and for whose laugh, I don’t know. But there are a lot of hurting people still to this day who are reeling from the lies we all were fed!
It is TIME we ALL took our POWER back each one of us, and stop this ascension crap. I am so done it is not even funny. I have so much on my plate and the compounded hurt I have accumulated over this lifetime is mind blowing. I am starting right now to stop believing in fairy tales and believe in myself! I hope you do too!
thanks guys. i think im done screaming for the day. the feelings of utter powerlessness and futility have begun to set in.
i seriously just want someone to hold me. you know i’ve never had a boyfriend or been on a date or anything.
all i want is a best friend right now who can physically be here and hold my hand. the internet is great and we’d probably all be in psych wards with 37 cats right now were it not for lauren’s forum, but i really really and truly need loving and PHYSICAL people in my life. i want to be touched. and i dont want to feel like im gross or weird for wanting that. i dont want to feel ashamed to admit that i’m lonely and i cry because i don’t have any friends and i’m 20 years old, in the prime of my life and i’m not having fun and i’m not dating and i’m not experiencing love and intimacy.
and it’s not my fault. when i was in hawaii, i had a couple friends and they were the best and we had so much fun. but ever since i came home, i’ve just been trapped in the same old energy patterns with my parents, and i’ve been too busy and too poor and too isolated to have friends. i’m not exposed to people and i couldnt be because of the surgery. i’m still at the tail end of healing from that. and my diet has gone to shit because i live with my parents.
these things that plague me are unnatural to me. and if i were to be on my own, like i was in hawaii, i would be living much healthier and i would be much happier.
i cry and try to tell myself that there’s nothing really wrong with me, that it’s just these things outside of my control, and when i can finally break free from these bonds, i will enjoy freedom and love in my own way. but that moment is far away and there is nothing i can do right now to alleviate the feelings.
you know what i want most is not even to have mind blowing sex with a hot guy. yeah i’d like a cute guy. i’m a sexual being and i’m not ashamed of that anymore. i used to be. but when all the condescending voices in your head die, you’re not afraid to be human anymore.
that’s what happened to me when i said that my ego has died. i mean that i don’t feel like i need to trump myself up and hold myself to this impossibly high standard, and i don’t feel like i’m this dorky worthless slob of a person who doesnt deserve love. i feel that being human is as complex of an identity as you need. and we all feel the same way.
but like i was saying. i’d like a cute guy, but most of all, i want a best friend who can just hold me when i feel like this, and make me feel warm and loved. yeah i’d like to be sexually attracted to him, and i’d like us to be intimate, and i feel so much lighter that i’m not held down by the shame of wanting.
all my life i’ve felt that it was disgusting and shameful to be human, to exhibit human desires and vulnerabilities. i was SO ashamed of romantic feelings. just the thought of anyone knowing i like someone made me so embarrassed. because i never wanted anyone to think that i was a sexual person. i just wanted them to think of me as a sexless, nice, happy cartoon character, like an angel, or a fairy. not a real person. i never wanted to be real. and now i’m more real than anyone could ever want to be.
maybe one day when this blows over and we have some MONEY to live our lives, we can have like a meeting and have a party or something. i see popcorn and booze.
How about HAWAII, popcorn and booze? Been seriously drawn to Hawaii…..I would if I could……BE there now.
Thanks for talking, Kahl. It helped me a lot putting voice to the anger I had regarding how all of us were snookered about the ascension.
You would be surprised to know how many of us “feel” as though we are royalty but our life is the furthest thing from it. You would be surprised, and again you are NOT alone.
HUGS My Knight in Shining Armor. I have to REALLY think about your situation regarding surgery. Is it possible I can still keep going without surgery on my back? Surgeons already messed surgeries number one and two up and now what all you are going through…..ya gave me some food for thought as I go on to my next project of my day…..
Still digging deep…..about EVERYTHING……thanks for being on this “journey” with me……..
i’m not really sure. i’ve always been super skeptical. but i gave this particular surgery a lot of thought, and i realized that it would be beneficial for me because i thought about how my energy flowed before the surgery and how my energy would flow after the surgery. i researched what exactly they were going to do and i got it done right before my medical insurance expired.
my surgery was on my nose. i fixed my deviated septum, removed polyps, and reduced the size of my turbinates. it allows air to actually flow through my nose and i wont get sick so much. energetically, it allows the “love” energy into my higher face and closer to my third eye, instead of constantly being clogged by sad energy. breathing through my nose has become pleasurable for me now and it feels so wonderful. it feels so fresh and beautiful. im so happy i got the surgery. i read that the polyps can grow back but they go away if you take vitamin C every day.
Kahl, again thanks for talking here.
I feel like one of those balls in the Lotto machine just blowing all over the place right now.
HOW DO YOU JUST FLOW WITH SUCH A HUGE DECISION TO MAKE?
To say to flow in theory is easy…..just words. But how do you put that into action?
I KNEW my first surgeon, in fact I worked with him, and I saw his brilliant work. This surgeon I know nothing about. And even though surgeon number one was brilliant he still fucked my back up.
And then there is me who doesn’t even believe in the medical system as it is set up and I keep running into these absolute freaks of doctors. I don’t mean to do it, but it just seems to happen.
And it seems every time I trust, I get screwed and in a big way.
So how do I make this decision? How? Am I really going to follow through with my beliefs and keep doing the alternative therapies? And then yesterday when I said surgery felt the right thing to do, I felt such relief.
And now today. Back and forth until I feel like I am about to go nuts! How do I flow, how do I follow the Higher Plan, how do I know I am flowing and following the Higher Plan? How do I make the right decision?
Every doctor who has seen my MRI cannot believe I am still walking and in such good shape. Every one. So do I keep on going in faith, and start to really get back to my physical therapies (Yoga and ballet)? Or do I finally succumb and have this surgery done?
So much has hit my fan in just the past month and right now I am spinning. What to do? Surgery is wicked to recoup from…..cripes I know I’ve had enough of them! And I am not a 20 year old anymore, so yes it will take more time for me to heal!
OH, God, I wish my inner guidance would just pop out and say HI!!!! and tell me what to do! When I was going solid with the exercise I was doing it, and then to be purely honest, I let it all go because, hey, I was going to ascend and I didn’t have to do this hard work anymore. So, I fell way behind in my therapy and now I am at the point I am at.
Yes, I still need to go to this surgeon to hear him out. I also want to really try to get off my pain medication, and I will have to have the aid of a doctor who will help me. I’ve gone through detox once and I will never go through that hell again. That is the thing with these medications……your body gets addicted and then you have a lot of trouble getting off of them.
Groan………..How how how do I just flow with all this???
it depends on what the surgery is for. my surgery was to fix bone and cartilage. that kind of tissue is way too dense to respond to any kind of holistic healing so i went with the surgery. but i’ve heard of people getting rid of tumors with diet and laughter and crap like that.
you really need to gain more insight into your problem and what exactly needs to be fixed and what the surgery will do and what you can accomplish on your own. i thought about this stuff for 2 years before i got my surgery. i really made sure it was good for me and even now i’m hoping nothing goes wrong somewhere down the line. but i feel immensely better.
Amy,
I can’t even begin to imagine … So I’m sending you LOVE and clarity and the faith in yourSelf to have this work out perfectly. Because however it goes will be right. For you. Whatever you decide.
If you can, relax and stop trying to make the decision. The message I received today is that The Universe knows the best way. So, if you just stop trying to work it out and let it do its thing … it will.
Good Luck, I know that’s a damn near impossible task at times, but I’m starting to see results from doing just that – and even though I still find it hard, it seems to be that it really is the only way.
Love
Kat
xxx
Just a thought, Amy, after reading your comment, have you thought of Medical Hypnotherapy, not just hypnotherapy, but someone qualified to find the source and bring it up. And by the way, I’m still sending healing energy to you. Hope you are better, today. Love, Christina L
I hear ya again. Just the other day I was telling someone that I’d just like to hold and be held by someone and not even sexually / romantically. When and where I grew up all us kids were touchy feely. In high school, regardless of gender, we were always putting arms around each other, sitting on each other’s laps, sitting between each other’s legs on bleachers at ball games. I so miss that.
Me too, Wonders, I miss the touching. Just like Khai does. This society has become so anti touching it has become a major freak show. How I crave to be held and not even romantically but hey if that happened (sigh) how nice.
it’s these things. i never let myself say “i love you” and i never let myself say that i want something or that i need something. i dont speak up for myself and i’m ashamed of having needs and being sexual.
i never tell my mom i love her. when she says it on the phone, i just say “u 2″ and i dont like calling her mom or anything. i call her by her name. there isn’t a lot of love in my words. maybe thats why im having problems with my thyroid. maybe i would heal if i let myself speak about what i love. i started telling my cats i loved them and thats kind of a big step for me. i dont like to show affection because my parents always used my weaknesses against me. i never want to be vulnerable because im still, to this day, surrounded by people in my home who take advantage of me.
and i feel as though i can punish them by withholding affection.
i hate my dad and i wish he would drop dead already. and to punish him, i yell at him and tell him he’s worthless. i know what you’re thinking, but he went there way before i did. it’s so hard NOT to say these things now. i couldn’t possibly listen to him insult me and be horrible to me without retaliating. i used to try to be nice to him and polite and understanding, and he would just keep on and on and on until finally i snap and just unleash all my anger onto him. he finally got desensitized to it and now i have to beat him with my fists to get him to shutup.
nowdays, whenever he does that, i hear a still small voice in my head that says “don’t speak, don’t reply, don’t engage the idiot brick wall.” and i don’t. i just pretend he’s not there and put my headphones in my ears.
i can’t help it. and not one of you have the right to attack me. i am only human here and when he talks in that condescending tone and tears me down, i feel like i’m being raped. like he’s carved a hole out of my skull and started wildly fucking my brain. i can’t take it.
i never experienced that. and if i did i cant remember it. there are holes in my brain where my memories once were.
when i was in high school i wouldnt let people touch me. if they did, i instinctively hit them and made it hurt. i wanted to be touched but i was too scared and guarded. my pain from the abuse was strongest then.
i’ve only ever had sex with people who meant nothing to me. the sex was empty and horrible. i stopped having it after i left hawaii. it was just too painful. i dont really even count it as sex, but at least if i ever do have sex with a lover, i know i’ll be really good at it. lol. i’ve had a lot of practice…
just now i was thinking. i sometimes have this weird idea that i wasnt a real person. that i was an idea thought up by source, a concept that was born into flesh to become real. like a new soul i guess. because of the way i started my life. it was so idealistic, and i felt like i was above being human, like the things that make people human are what limit them to suffering, and i didn’t want to become that. i wanted to be limitless and free. these are the thoughts of a 2nd grader…
Well, I grew up in a rural area. I’ve told people my age that who were raised in urban areas and they say they didn’t experience that. I’m sure the lack of touching got worse over time, so yeah, I’m not surprised if you’d never experienced that.
Yeah, this person I let go of, I ripped into ‘em a few times, as I was releasing them, time and again. For one thing, it seems to be the language they answer to, sadly enough. Tactful, patient and tolerant was apparently not getting through. To them, I was just a shoulder to cry on or someone to fill a spare five minutes in their busy schedule. If they didn’t use me to distract them in that five minutes, they just might have to face themselves. Can’t have that.
I let them go on Sunday and Monday felt so free. lol That’s one major reason why Doreen’s reading resonated.
And for the record Khai, I love you. I don’t hold back on saying that and I always mean it.
I love this person who is gone now too. It’s easier to love them from afar, when they aren’t around to make it so challenging. lol I don’t like what I have to do to communicate with them on their level, in their language. Never don’t love them though.
And I don’t have any problem loving me. I enjoy my own company. And it’s drama-free.
i dont ever want to see my dad ever again for all eternity. i hate him and i want him to die.
I feel for ya. My family was not abusive quite at that level and I still let ‘em go. They’ve been dead to me for over 7 years. There’s times I allow myself to think of them back in my life and it makes me shudder. Yuk. Still love them too, just don’t want ‘em around. I certainly could not be myself around them, didn’t care to put on a mask for ‘em and didn’t want to have to defend and explain every move I made. Just being yourself shouldn’t have to be that much hassle.
Khai: The vibes ARE weird the last couple of days…and the “holiday season” stuff doesn’t help either, in my opinion.
Regarding finding artist/musician friends….a couple of old-fashioned suggestions. Look for ads in alternative-type newspapers, and bulletin boards, in places like health food stores, coffee shops or other student gathering places near campuses, bookstores, music stores (the kind that sell instruments and printed music, not CDs etc). Sometimes you can even find places where your type of people hang out by googling your area.
Keep trying….and blow off steam as you need to. As Amy has said, life is a process – not all bad (tho sometimes it seems like it!) and not all good. We grow by living thru both.
Love to you!
Khai,
Ascension or not people can smell a needy person 10 miles away and they’ll avoid that person like the plague. People who are desperately searching for love and are lonely give off their own “gaydar” and people can sense it and stay away.
I used to be chasing after people out of loneliness and I was so desperate for someone to love me UNTIL I WASN’T ANYMORE. I used to need to be around people like a drug and I went through one relationship after another.
Well practice makes perfect and eventually I wasn’t chasing the love anymore and I wanted to be alone. I actually prefer time and quiet to myself now and I see love for what it is – more of a feeding than anything else.
Do what you love to do and the rest will follow. If you love art take an art class. If you love singing join a gay choir. Get off your arse and take a class or whatever. Once you start enjoying yourself on your own is when you will attract people.
Right now you’re lonely and looking for love and you’re giving off that vibe. Even mosquitos don’t like that vibe HA!
Just focus on what you enjoy and the rest will follow~
And if you can work out that past trauma you have. Take living at home as an opportunity to work things out once and for all. Release the emotional stuff and become drama-free. People are much more attracted to people who are drama-free.
There is an expression out there that goes something like this: “Running waters run shallow, still waters run deep”.
let’s just clear something up. i don’t have a problem making friends. it’s just that because of my circumstances right now, i am not able to enjoy social situations. it’s about isolation. i can make friends just fine when i meet new people. i’m just not in a position to meet anyone new.
and all i heard from that was that its bad to be lonely and needy. everyone is needy and everyone can be lonely. thats the very idea im trying to fight right now by admitting my vulnerabilities so i CAN move on. god you know your message was like the most unproductive thing you could’ve told me…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qp3kAtPmkA&feature=g-a
Hi David…the Six Solfeggio Frequencies include:
UT – 396 Hz – Liberating Guilt and Fear
RE – 417 Hz – Undoing Situations and Facilitating Change
MI – 528 Hz – Transformation and Miracles (DNA Repair)
FA – 639 Hz – Connecting/Relationships
SOL – 741 Hz – Awakening Intuition
LA – 852 Hz – Returning to Spiritual Order
Thanks Lauren.
All you had to say was Solfeggio and I got it. I just hadn’t extended my rudimentary reading to include cosmic creation, too. I understand why these are the core frequencies since there are three others that are included in the expanded set of frequencies.
I read in a book on Shakti, the following quote, which I like:
“Think with your heart, feel with your mind.”
For me it was a big shift to realize that the heart is the higher intelligence, not the brain, and that the brain is to serve, not rule.
I love your work.
All my best to you,
David
♡♡♡
I found this one for the heart and it is amazing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiMW_jjL9_U&feature=like-suggest&list=UL
When people are so inclined to offer encouragement, they should do so on an intuitive level. Not everyone responds to ‘tough love’. I, for one, have never responded to such. Honesty and love have worked for me. Brutal honesty and toughness never have, for I have felt as though I were being attacked, disciplined, belittled, etc.. Of course this is predating my healing. This is just food for thought.
Love and Light.
thats some tasty food IMO
Let’s see if I can shed some light on what I believe about energy and how to reclaim the blocked parts of yourself. Lauren explained why pain manifests itself really well earlier:
“As I see it, it’s not about “having the tonsils out” per se, its about the manifestation & origin of dis-ease. Hypothyroidism is merely a symptom of a deeper-level imbalance.
Think of it this way…the physical body is a map that can guide you to the root cause of any dis-ease… which is really just a manifestation of misaligned thought and e-motion. WHERE dis-ease is located in the body is no accident, nor is it ever random, since EVERYthing is connected. The body is just doing its J-O-B to alert you to an area of your self/life/past that needs love.
Bottom Line: to rid of the dis-ease, you must face the wound that created it and release the trapped emotion. There’s just no way around this if you are looking for a full cure. ”
Lauren’s thoughts on the subject are profound and insightful. With this explanation it is obvious that if you are having recurring physical issues then you have not yet reached that “deeper=level imbalance” that is attempting to get your attention. It’s using pain as a catalyst to draw your attention to what you are/have been avoiding. You can try to mask it, ignore it, cope, etc. but until you truly deal with whatever is blocked it’s not going to heal you completely, and in my experience at best it has only alleviated the pain for a small amount of time, until it returns, and again I am faced with either digging deep for the source or in my experience I would either engage in pity self-talk, anger, despondence, and resign myself to the “fact” that it sucks to be me.
Also I have to add, to Amy I have dealt with chronic back pain, it was debilitating and I was thrown into an amazing depression over it. To have my youth “stolen” by this pain felt unfair, and it was hard for me to understand. I don’t have to bore you with details of what I had to do to cope or how painful it was, as you obviously already know, perhaps more so. Anyway, what I did to heal it was to delve deep into the pain and excavate it out so I could see it in a different light. The only way I was able to do this was to feel into it.
Specifically, I decided to do shrooms with friends (psilocybin) and expecting a “fun trip” to have with my friends instead I was confronted with my own personal demons. It was hard to control my mental state and stay out of fear as so many memories/visuals were being unlocked for the first time consciously, but I had a dear friend that helped me through it. From there, my back did not stop hurting all at once but much like ascension it was an ongoing process that felt well very similar to the waves of ascension. Ultimately after a long time of inner work on my back I found that my main issues that were blocked there were sexual issues regarding shame, guilt, and also issues around self-worth. These are the main feelings I remember. I also realized that many of my experiences in life before my back pain began were experienced to get me to look at my issues more deeply. They were less direct catalysts in the sense that the what I experienced was not chronic physical pain, but more like emotional stress. Chronic physical pain is more of a last resort for the body to get your attention, atleast that’s what it seemed like to me.
Just to illustrate one more point about this. I broke my arm, lifting a matress; quite literally my mom asked me to help her lift a matress, and for whatever reason I became angry, and when I went to lift it up, a significantly sized chunk of bone connected to my radial head (what allows your arm to rotate at the elbow) broke off and lodged itself in my forearm – that’ll get your attention fast!! Lol anyway this particular instance was easier to heal than my back, but it still required a lot. And now I am happy to say that my arm is fully functional, except for a small amount of mobility loss (I can’t quite reach my left shoulder with my left hand), but considering the doctors told me I’d never be able to straighten it or play sports anymore, It does everything they said it wouldn’t and still surprises me all the time.
Okay, with that said I feel like I need to address this message:
“When people are so inclined to offer encouragement, they should do so on an intuitive level. Not everyone responds to ‘tough love’. I, for one, have never responded to such. Honesty and love have worked for me. Brutal honesty and toughness never have, for I have felt as though I were being attacked, disciplined, belittled, etc.. Of course this is predating my healing. This is just food for thought.
Love and Light.”
My original encouragement did come from an intuitive level, I rarely reply in these threads, and was actually quite surprised that I was lead to it in Amy’s case. And she did respond, although it may not have been in a loving manner per se, my comment could have helped her identify parts of her resistance, as a catalyst of any kind can. Honesty and brutal honesty, are both honest, the distinction between the two are in the emotional response, as most can agree two people can have different opinions on a subject. I’m hoping I am explaining myself well and this makes sense.
Also to Khai, considering you have some serious issues with your dad I hope you can figure them out. I’m still watching my mom deal with her hate for my dad, and it’s really heart-breaking that she does not choose to forgive, or atleast look at her experiences from a different perspective. Currently she is having an issue with her sister and her mom regarding an inheritance, and she is experiencing many of the same issues that my dad originally caused for her. Mainly, she feels taken advantaged of, like she’s being used, people think she’s dumb, etc. I told her that until she can find the root cause for why she feels this way, then she will continue attracting these types of experiences to herself. I hope you and my mom can find the ability to detach yourself from your emotional triggers and find the lessons within.
To conclude, I do understand why you feel that my original comment was unhelpful. Hope this better helps you understand where I was coming from, and why I feel brutal honesty can at times be useful, even though we may have different belief systems.
Love and light
Hi Vlad, all TWYHers, and all responders to Vlad,
I am so glad that you introduced information and shared it with all TWYHers.
IN MY EXPERIENCE, this comments section works best as an information exchange. Not a place of needing agreement or consent. I do so appreciate that you simply and clearly responded rather than defend yourself or your comments.
Sharing your truth is simply sharing your truth. How people respond or not, is uniquely their
choice. The beauty is that you only can know your intent. You and Source know.
Simply, if a person chooses ascension, they choose to clear and unlearn EVERYTHING. As you mentioned, our physical bodies are the last to respond to the upgrading energy and vibration.
I agree wholeheartedly that the root cause of all imbalance and dis-ease is fear. Every cause has a spiritual origin. It may surface in all types of ways, but all fear is expressed and ultimately cleared. There are no exceptions.
We all have discernment and intuitive guidance, if we do not agree or like something, we all have the option of doing whatever we like with the information. We all have opinions, insights, preferences, and foibles…
In my experience, the person with whom we seemingly repel, resist, or struggle and who pushes all our buttons is more often than not our greatest teacher. We learn and choose for ourselves who we really are.
Mastery of anything is a process that is not comfortable or safe. We are asked to love- that does not mean agree, like, or feel comfortable. Just as you can love a person and despise their choices and behavior that reflect fear. We do not judge; we observe and choose choices and behaviors that uplift us. If nothing else, we all have the option to agree to disagree.
I also thank the TWYHers who responded to you as well.
Let’s keep a lively exchange active and thriving. I believe we have everything to gain as we reflect each other and our experiences. This TWYH forum is a gift and opportunity to connect with aware others around the globe.
Thank you for presenting guided information to us. We all benefit as we are all connected.
It is what it is. God as Source keeps his/her promises always. We choose the how and when.
I reflect you sharing your truth freely.
Sent in good faith with pure intent to all TWYHers.
Blessings and cheers to clearing!
M
Loved BOTH of these post, Vlad and Beloved Maureen. Such beautiful Spirits on this site!!!
@Amy
Hi Amy, I was hit by a car when I was 25 and I had hip surgery and was put on pain medication.I had serious bone and nerve damage and spinal injuries. I threw out the pain medication after i realized it was blocking my connection to my spirit guides. I did an energy technique called EMF which was pretty mind blowing and reconnected my energy to the “cosmic lattice.” i went to the library and read everything I could by Caroline Myss and worked through my issues related to creativity. I started drinking raw milk. Raw milk is quite radical but was used as a cure by the Mayo clinic before pasteurization.
http://www.realmilk.com/milkcure.html
Raw coconut creme is also very healing. Raw fats are “healing fats” and are regenerative in nature. A low fat diet is not entirely healthy. This lady cured herself of meningitis by eating more of these healthy fats.
http://www.originallivingcoconut.com/ReneesStory.aspx
I have since healed all of my bone, spinal and severe sciatic nerve damage even though I was told it was incurable. Whatever path you choose I wish you well.
Lori
Dear all,
Some thoughts and reflection for me, maybe this will assist some one else out there
I was thrown in deeper, much deeper into my own self, things that I needed to see and love and release in a place of pure energy. Knowing peoples emotions, feelings, thoughts have not always been pleasant to me. This year as I awakened to the truth of my own life, to the gifs that I hold, they asked me to reflect back and release the feelings of my own uncertainty, my own fears, my own anger toward this gift…To come back into silence within, to trust and know without a doubt that I have this gift, and to know what a gift it is…I cried, got mad, surrendered to all of this, asking why, why, why, why me? why me, why do I need to feel all this pain in others, why do I need to feel all this sadness in the world…I don’t want to, please take this back…I cried and shed more tears…My body was so tired, so more rest and silence was needed, space from all that surrounds me, to find my inner comfort, my inner peace, while the world is in chaos.
To get back to the peace inside which I know is always there, never has left even in the midst of all that was. I forgave myself for thinking those thoughts, I asked to be shown the truth in all situations that I have created in my life. Where I still have let it just be, without saying a word, it is stronger now, when I do not speak my truth. The discord I feel inside is so strong now.
I asked for forgiveness for wanting more, wanting my dreams now, not being patient…I do know and trust that there is an overwhelming sense of rushing in the world, and that I am in truth patient, very patient….I am learning balance again, how do I stay in my center while the outside is not…How do I stay with my own truths while feeling everyone else’s doubts, fears, anger, sadness, lack of love….
Tell the truth, tell the truth, let it be free, let the truth shine its light to all. My truth is love, yet with that truth comes a responsibility to myself, and only myself…to tell the truth to myself, not candy coat it, because I am love, I am still here on earth, working through my own healing…I am most important, in this….before I continue assisting others, I know now that my own space is needed. The feeling of aloneness, not having anyone to share my life with, not only romantically I surrender to, the feelings I have carried for years of never finding someone who gets it, I surrender to….I surrender to being peoples solid rock, my only wish has been to live in peace, love and harmony, and if that means, I am with no other, then I accept this with love and trust, for this is what my journey is, assisting those quietly. I forgive myself for not always speaking my truths, from shielding people form what I know as truth. For I am learning, my own lessons with love, each day I am relearning how to live, through my heart, how to live only guided by my own inner guide. I will no longer, suppress myself, suppress my feelings of love, of truth….
I am here in the light, never questioning again the love within me, the love I feel for others, the love I radiate….I am here surrendering to love and the power of what it is creating for me. I am here now with you in the present moment of love and light.
Hi Renee,
Thanks so much for posting this; you helped me realise that knowing people’s thoughts, feelings etc. is actually a gift – Through my Life it has scared and confused me; I never knew what it was, thought it all came from inside of me. Over the past 7-10 years I’ve been slowly realising what it really is, but until a few weeks ago I still saw it as negative; something I didn’t understand and I didn’t want for me.
You and a couple of people who I’ve been meeting lately have helped me see that I do have something to offer this World, and this morning has been a morning of a crazy number of realisations; I couldn’t put them into words yet, and feel a bit numbed and exhausted from the whole thing, but I have finally chosen to surrender to mySelf, to be able to consciously use the gifts I was born with and to create in Love from this moment on. So here I am now, “surrendering to Love and the power of what it is creating for me. I am here with you in the present moment of Love and Light.”
Kat,
Your welcome…we are not alone in this, truly, I know this now, trust this with all my heart, we each are in places that need our love…I am here with you in the light of love my dear
Blessings and love always Renee
speaking of dreams (again)… last night, my dream was AMAZING! of course, i don’t remember the actual details, but i remember the jist- i was DEFINITELY being taught the course of things to come- and what i needed to do- patience was huge….. and thinking positively, visualizing where i wnated to be, etc…. it was such a beautiful, L-O-V-I-N-G feeling- i wish i could have grasped onto every moment and detail. i hope it continues tonight..
anyone else?
I hope folks here will seriously consider the recent words of Maureen, Vlad and Renee. There is great wisdom and tangible guidance in there for many here. These words are not to be simply read, but sat with and taken in on a deep level.
Since Lauren changed the comments format of this site a few months back, the number of comments has dramatically increased. This has led to far more chit-chat. So be it… it is what it is. But it can be harder to find and focus on the gems of wisdom which can be posted here. A few of those gems just got posted. They provide a great opportunity to do serious inner work.
Richard
P.S. Lauren… I offer my continued gratitude and appreciation for your ongoing contribution to this global spiritual ascension process. Such beautiful service.
xo
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Hi Jenn,
Great dreams are awesome, I get them all the time and there are too many to write about here– bringing them (the feeling) into the here and now (now anyway and its working
Also unrelated but good for All, I saw Evan Almighty last night and love this part and wanted to share it. (change the word God to Source of LIFE or whatever you want to, but its good stuff!)
so if someone wants to have great relationships and this is their desire –I suppose some heavy duty doses of loneliness would be a necesary opportunity to “get there” to that “state of Being:”
andyway watch here enjoy:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4EF2n7vJdM
today something really important happened.
i realized why my name is “khai” and what it means.
it literally means “someone who can survive being drowned, even for eternity”
it means that it is the name of someone who can survive anything, a master of the oceanic subconscious. i means “i can breathe under the sea, i can breathe no matter where i am, i can breathe in you, no matter what you do, in the deep dark blue under the sea”
about 20 minutes after i realized this, something horrible happened. my parents kicked me out because i wasn’t helping them do chores. the reason i wasnt helping is because i was feeling very sick. i had been in the bathroom for awhile because i was sick and they interpreted that to mean that i’m a worthless lazy slob. so after this happened, emotions shot through the roof and the language turned ugly. and when that happened, things escalated into physical violence. i have a busted lip and my entire back, neck, and head are in pain.
my stepdad and that bitch who bore me are disgusting, filthy pigs and they deserve to be slaughtered and roasted like pigs. i only wish i could do it myself without suffering the consequences.
i really thought they learned. i thought that 6 years ago, that was the worst that could happen. and after this fight, after my that bitch’s husband whispered into my ear as he pinned me down that he’s always wanted to hurt me, i know that they don’t deserve to live.
furthermore, they don’t deserve me. and i’ve realized now that being kicked out is the best revenge, because now they will never see me again. my hatred for them transcends death. i will never incarnate with them again, and i do not wish to see them on the other side.
however, this horrific experience and the fact that i am unable to file a police report because i have no phone and no money for a pay phone highlights the importance of what i realized right before that.
khai is my name. i am not a monster. and i am not worthless, and i will survive this. i will survive this and i will laugh at their death and spit on their graves. i will carry this hate for them until the day that i die.
you know i had that gun in my hand. and i wish i had pulled the trigger. i wish i had killed that bitch’s husband. and then i wish i would’ve killed her and myself. it would’ve been so perfect. im tired of being treated like i’m a pet to be owned by others and that i should be grateful for the shit i’ve been fed. i’m sick and tired of it. i can’t tolerate it anymore. and i think thats why this happened. i think what happened is that everyone’s true feelings suddenly and violently came to light, and it wasn’t pretty.
If we must look on the positive side, there are a few things that exist within this realm in this experience.
A. I discovered the meaning of my true name, why it is mine, and just how powerful this piece of information is due to the energetic reaction it caused in my reality, which was to completely dismantle any trace of illusion and toxic relationships. I had no idea there was so much power in a name.
B. I will survive this. I guess I haven’t cried because I’m used to this and I know that I’m worth more than what they say about me. I know that they’re stupid and that because they can’t let go of their fear and their toxic thought patterns, they lost something extremely valuable: me.
C. I suddenly do not feel defined by my mother in any way. It isn’t just like she’s dead to me. It’s like she never existed, like it was just a dream that i woke up from. Now that I’m done feeling angry and the codeine has set in, I am drawn to feelings I’ve had since the event; feelings of freedom, that now my life is starting. I am confused and scared about the sudden loss of resources, but at the same time i see it as an immense clearing in my life. I will never have to deal with these people again and I will never have to suffer their presence another moment for the rest of my life. Furthermore, everything that they believe about me suddenly seems so false, and all the feelings i felt coming from them, their thoughts regarding me and my perceived shortcomings, are just gone. I’m a different person now, and I can live without them.
D. I’m stronger than any cunt in this hell hole and I’ll laugh my ass all the way to whatever bank makes it through this ascension process.
Thanks for listening y’all. I hope my intense emotional experience didn’t scare you off. It is true that i did want those things, but it is all true that when it mattered most, I listened to that voice in my head that told me what was the best decision I could make in that circumstance, the voice that told me not to shoot, to preserve my own life, and to do what’s best for me, because clearly, my best interests and their best interests have become completely different things.
Also just pulled an oracle card. I got “REWARDS” and it says that things are finally starting to move for me and that amazing things are coming my way very soon. I don’t think I’ve ever pulled a card like this.
It seems to me that learning the meaning of my name has sent out a shockwave into my reality which has basically jumpstarted everything. The good news is that I will heal and then I will succeed and I will NEVER look back because I am a human being and I am valuable and precious and to be loved.
It would have been your biggest mistake ever, something you could never take back. What was perfect was your choosing not to. It doesn’t matter if you think they are monsters, what is important is that you did not and do not become one. For years after this, learn how close you came and how important it is not to make that mistake if you are tested like this again.
Being on your own is both exhilarating and terrifying. You’ll have the most unique experiences and also face the shittiest situations. The best advice I can give is to trust in what goes behind the scenes of your life, that you are gently being nudged and hinted towards the direction you need to go. The mind can be so quick to think the indicated direction is the worst idea ever… but sometimes when you trust it and look behind the door… you may find your mind had zero idea of what it was talking about. [When I say trust, trust your inner guidance-- not those who feed you what you want to hear].
It is wonderful to be loved by someone else, but also so excruciating when their moods do not perfectly match the times you need it the most. I guess that’s why learning how to love yourself brings something far more intimately reliable. Its not easy to do because I’m sure you automatically know that you cannot fake this kind of love. Only the genuine and spontaneous type will do…. and if you cant force it, then time and wisdom will show you how.
Khai, you are a beautiful soul and I wish you the very best on your journey from here on out.
I love myself, i just don’t believe in death. I’m not afraid of it.
In the back of my mind, what I think happened was that my vibration changed quickly and dramatically, and my mom and stepdad violently resisted changing with me, and since they were already on the edge of not being harmonic with me, it all just kinda snapped.
and i think now that i’ve cleared their energy out of my system, i’ll get upgrades who will take their place and nurture me the way i need to be.
Hey Khai, sounds like a rough part in your ride right now, but I’ve got a good feeling about this for you. You just showed the universe how much you care about yourself, even if it all started with pure energy, like you say, that they sensed it and it didn’t jive with them. It’s a little bumpy now, but ride it out. You’ll be fine. Keep loving yourself and life will find some way to look out for you. I send you my blessings.
My father was a monster also and I lived with his choking and punching for 17 years! The rest of my family sided with my father and against me (a child). People (even mothers) side with the bully because they’re afraid of them.
Strange enough Khai I actually look at my upbringing now as a blessing. That experience made me into a ‘diamond’.
Don’t look back Khai! I made that mistake for years of going back and trying to get their love. Just like a dog that keeps going back and keeps getting kicked.
Maybe Khai he couldn’t stand the LIGHT in you and wanted to put it out?
They are distant memories to me now like they happened to someone else~
thats exactly what happened. im not one of those people who delights in tooting my own horn. i wouldn’t say this was the case unless i had real evidence, say like actual events where me demonstrating my light irritated and aggravated them beyond belief.
and i guess they honestly thought that this would tear me down. no. i don’t exist because of them, and i don’t exist to please them.
he hates that i’m gay, he hates that i speak up for myself, that i try to get my own way, even though it’s just that i’m looking out for myself. military men with inferiority complexes don’t exactly take kindly to someone who seeks a healthy lifestyle.
this guy is probably one of the most unhealthy people i’ve ever known. he eats total crap, all processed foods, and defends it simply because he can’t stand that someone younger than him might be right about what’s healthy to eat. someone he sees as “inferior” to himself holding more power than him. he exhausts his own body until he makes mistakes at his job and gets himself fired because he can’t admit that my way is healthier, that it’s better to pace yourself. he bottles up his own emotions and when i was going through my depression, told me that i should try just dealing with it on my own, because it was starting to be inconvenient for other people, and it was more important that i not bother others than to try to heal myself. and he hates that i’m gay and that i have more power than he ever will because it threatens his sense of masculinity.
everything i have ever done has threatened his ego and his sense of manhood. it’s not deliberate. he sets himself up for this with his own beliefs and his own conformity. he defends conformity, says stupid things like “fair is what you pay the bus driver” and “might makes right.” he’s a coward and a moron. and it’s just totally sad that my mom married someone like that out of fear. i can’t believe i came from my parents. there’s just no way. i have surpassed them in every way imaginable. i have done everything they couldn’t. i am stronger than they could ever hope to be. something doesn’t add up here. i am not the product of these people.
and like clockwork, my dad is yelling and screaming at me about how he’s gonna throw me out.
all of a sudden, i feel like an orphan.
Khai,
My father was ex military.
I left home at 17 and never turned back for a reason.
Your stepfather is your ‘shadow side’ which you need to love and embrace but stop feeding!!
What he does to you is what his father did to him. ‘The sins of the father are revisited upon the sons’
You are being shown this stuff for a reason
i have never liked this guy, nor do i love him or his ilk. i’m sorry but my love is precious and i don’t feel the need to give it to anyone who isn’t going to be good for me. you feed things with your love. i’m not going to feed him.
i am not his son. he’s been my stepdad for 4 years. we have no relationship. i barely tolerate him. everything he has ever done has made me nauseous.
Great post Lauren, felt in tune again. I wish I could tell more but well everyone has to live there life, that’s part of the conscious process. Why ? Because only your heart knows the path to your paradise. Your uniqueness. Your vibrational signature that complete the whole. You have to get in tune with that. Don’t attach yourself too much to ecstasy because these states are bound to happen, it is inevitable and don’t worry about bad feelings and feeling like “shit” those states contains the key to even better states and balance, peaceful feeling that pervades everything. Life is well done, its natural. How can you describe that fact that its fun to cry and feels relieving to someone outside of you thats thinks you feel desperate ? Illusion. I don’t agree with the fact that the 3D realm is the slowest. Illusion. We live in the present moment, the Divine laws are universal. You feel good here ? Then you will feel good in Paradise, you will feel good in Hell.
Have a nice day
Frank
Exactly Frank!
All experiences as equal.
that’s a nice thought. get back to me when it becomes a reality.
my friend recommended to me that i get a teaching certificate to teach english abroad in germany. i have family in germany and i have been taking german classes my entire life. maybe this could be my ticket out of this hell hole… we’ll see
i’m so amazed at how neutral and calm i feel about this. i mean i know i was angry when it happened. and i stand behind that. its not like i was being irrational.
but now it’s like the next day, just 24 hours later and i am totally ready to move on.
i’m actually a little bit excited. it feels so good to be without their energy. i feel so much more confident in myself, especially since all my empathic feelings were validated when the truth came out. they were trying to tell me i was being irrational and that they loved me, and then the shit hits the fan and the truth comes out. my feelings were right all along.
Khai – You will face many unpleasant experiences until you ‘deal’ with this. The emotional issues will seek resolution whether you like it or not and it’s highly likely you’ll meet someone like your stepfather again until resolution is achieved.
Your emotional ‘highs and lows’ are an imbalance and maybe professional help is what is needed.
It’s not about your stepfather ultimately – It’s about YOU!
Good luck to you!
you’re an asshole. please go rot in hell. you should never diagnose anyone, seeing as how you’re not a doctor, not involved in the situation, and not a personal friend of mine.
ultimately, it’s about shutting your dumb trap.
Khai,
What is gonna help you ultimately? If I say this or that or someone else says something else? Should I say ‘poor baby!’ or should I use ‘tough love’ and get directly to the point?
I’ve observed you in this commentary section Khai. You bully and are abusive to those who don’t say as you’d like them to say. I see how others will rally to support you just as how the group supports a bully and abuser because they’re afraid of him/her.
But your verbal abuse or bullying doesn’t impact me at all because I’m no longer caught up in emotions.
Look yourself at your crazy words. One minute you’re ranting and I quote here your own words >>>>”about you know i had that gun in my hand. and i wish i had pulled the trigger. i wish i had killed that bitch’s husband. and then i wish i would’ve killed her and myself.” Then you’re talking about “how calm and neutral you are. Your emotions are all over the place.
I try to help and you call me an asshole and the rest.
Can you see how you bully to control this commentary section?
B.D with all due respect, you just don’t SEE Khai.
Khai rocks!
Khai, follow your heart. You have every right to be angry and to have your emotions go all over the place after just leaving an abusive situation. In time you will obviously figure out what you need to do with the next step with your life and yourself, just like anyone else. I commend you for taking action to leave an abusive situation. Just follow your own heart. As for your bullying or whatever on this site, you haven’t bullied me, and I’m not afraid of words. If you need further soul searching, you will find it. But it’s like running from a fire; you don’t worry so much about who set it, you just get the hell away from it. However, if you bare all on a public forum, expect that plenty of people will have opinions and attempts to help you, or to hear themselves talk (me, ha, ha) or whatever. That’s okay too. We are all here to try to help one another heal our pain, so we can shine like the beautiful lights that we are. But if there is ugliness or debris that we have to get rid of, so be it. LOVE YOURSELF
BD, Reading a young struggling young man the riot act within HOURS of his leaving an abusive homelife, having had a gun in his hand, and talking about killing, sounds irresponsible to me, and doesn’t come across as tough love at this time. Sure Khai will have to figure out what’s what, as do we all.
Placating his behavior isn’t gonna help him in the long run either.
I’d like to say my higher self presented me many times with ‘darkness until I saw the light’.
Many people who believe they’re helping someone are actually hurting them in the long run
Sometimes it takes ‘dark’ situations for people to see the light
Best of luck to you Khai!
Lauren- well wishes!
My time here is finished ~
Happy trails to everyone ~
i didn’t believe i was helping anyone by staying in that situation, which is why i will never return to it.
i am helping myself now by setting boundaries.
i loved my mother dearly and it is heartbreaking that i will never see her again because she refuses to honor my need for safety and respect.
this is just a classic case of “suppress the symptom and ignore the illness”
by placate, do you mean soothe, nurture, and try to heal someone’s wounds? wow what a horrible thing.
you sure are the best for looking at someone who has just been through hell and telling them “it’s all your fault cuz you’re crazy and you deserve it.”
yeah i bet you feel like a really big man. well go ahead and take that feeling and get fucked.
thanks, jessica. i know it may come off as bullying, but one could also say i’m just speaking my mind.
i think until i start calling people fat and telling them to kill themselves because they’re so worthless, it doesn’t border on bullying. for now i think i’m just expressing how disgusted i am by certain comments. and that’s the truth of how i feel.
to be clear, since it is such a giant fucking mystery to some people, what i need now is support and encouragement to do what’s best for me.
some people seem to get that and others think that i’m letting my ego run me and that i caused someone to abuse me because i’m such a bully.
here’s a newsflash. not everyone likes what you say and not everyone agrees with it. having someone express that in colorful language isn’t bullying, it’s just honesty. if you want your honesty sugarcoated, don’t talk to someone who just had this most horrible day of his life.
B.D., you are acting like an asshole. The End.
here’s a newsflash to you khai. not everyone likes what you say and not everyone agrees with it.
i think you ARE a bully. your words are not “colorful” – they are degrading and hateful. I have been coming to Lauren’s site for since this summer, and i’ve seen you lash out like this before – it wasn’t just on this “one day” – you act like this whenever you don’t like what someone says – you cuss and rant adn threaten – you’ve personally scared me away from Lauren’s site more than once. and now today you’re showboating in these comments because you’ve scared yet another person away from Lauren’s site. You complain about the abuse you’ve suffered – but you’re in here displaying that same abusive behavior.
I had just as challenging as a childhood as you did Khai- my father – my biological father – raped me – beat me – and mentally screwed with my head like no other… and my biological mother is still married to him.
so my situation is just as horrifying as yours – ive been through those horrible levels of dispair and hate and confusion too…
but what i don’t do is use it as an excuse to go around and treat everyone else horrible.
I’m sorry that you have these horrible things in your life – but the way you lash out at people is abusive too.
and i already know what’s gonna happen – since im saying something you don’t like you’re going to lash out at me too – go ahead Khai – cuss me out – tell me to go to hell – threaten me – whatever – you’ll just be proving my point. i’m not afraid of bullies anymore.
besides – my psycho abusive father did that to me my whole life – it doesn’t scare me anymore – because i’m working on MYSELF.
I get the things you experience are horrible – i;ve been through it – i also get that youre in victim mode and you want to be a victim of everything right now – ive been there… but nothing in your life will change if you keep playing this role.
and ps khai – im younger than you – so youth isn’t an excuse for not knowing when you’re being cruel.
i feel like i just had to say something because Lauren’s website is the ONLY place i have in this world to be myself, and to connect to others going through this – i think it’s unfair for you to come in here and bully people away – and this is MY truth – and no matter how how angry or hostile someone is towards me – hostile im no longer scared to speak it..
Here’s a news flash for you.
I’m highly aware of the fact that not everyone agrees with me. Every time I write something, I write it because I truly feel it, knowing that not everyone is going to like it, that some will hate it, and feeling nervous that everyone will hate it and I will be alone with what I feel. EVERY. TIME.
To be fair, I don’t think you really understand me and that you’re projecting your feelings about your abusive father onto me. It would behoove you not to try to analyze the motives behind my actions. People try and are always wrong. My inner process is just that, inner.
With that in mind, I am sorry I have triggered these feelings in you. God knows I have no desire to deal with someone who is being triggered into emotional rampages.
You’re right. I can be a bully. I can be abusive. I internalize VERY strong emotions and I must express them. But you are wrong about one thing. Being a bully does not define me. I am not defined by evil. Darkness exists within me, and I direct it as I need to to defend myself. If you feel that I am abusive in nature because I went off on someone who told me I was crazy within hours of being treated like shit and hurt by people close to me, then you still fail to understand the gravity of what has happened to you, which is natural. You are younger than I am and have not had as much time to process the events that have destroyed your life. In time you will realize just how far the damage goes. I used to be like you, thinking I was better than everyone because I suffered too and did not turn to abusive behavior. I was wrong. Humans are weak and fragile. Given time, you will understand this. It is not in our fragility that we become evil, it is when the moment has long passed and we seek out these situations to reverse the situation and victimize someone else.
You are wrong about me, Krissie. I do not seek out situations to dominate and abuse others. I have no desire to cause unnecessary pain to others and I do not enjoy defending myself because of the pain it causes others. I enjoy defending myself because I enjoy breathing, and when I am still in a fragile state I will be more aggressive.
I can’t speak for the past, because it is in the past. I have changed since then and my motives are different. Unless you are willing to dig it up and present it to me, I don’t feel the need to address it.
Here’s a thought, as someone who has been psychologically damaged and brought to the edge of sanity, are you really sure that you see things correctly? That you experience the same reality as everyone else? That you have the RIGHT to speak up for yourself even though your mind is clearly damaged?
Do you have the right to sit there and judge me after what you’ve been through? Do you?
These are questions that you should be asking yourself, over and over again. These are questions that I constantly ask myself because I know that I am broken. I know that I may not see everything clearly.
I am sorry for hurting those who did not deserve it. I have no desire to cause anyone pain, but I cannot stand by and let someone bully ME.
I DO exist, and I have needs just like everyone else. I’m sorry if you think that I’m a bully because I assert myself, but I would rather have you think that than to allow people to walk all over me because I’m so married to the idea of being this pious and pure spiritual being. I’m not. I’m human. I do my best.
I work on myself. I try not to be mean. I ask people what they think of my attitude constantly. I modify my behavior if I think that it’s causing unnecessary pain. I am extremely compassionate and I grieve for those in pain. But that is the human condition. We hurt and we hurt and then we die.
You are wrong about me, Krissie, because I am not sitting here cursing you out, bullying you, trying to scare you away. You are wrong about me because I have no desire to hurt you. Rather, I am hurt by you because you fail to see me as a I truly am, being more comfortable to see me from your tower of purity.
Khai…
are you really that unaware of how you present yourself in here? khai let me genuinely explain to you why i have the impression of you that i do and why i “fail to see you as you truly are”… how i perceive you is by the information you’ve given me… by how YOU act in here…and there isnt a tower of purity – i just think it sucks that you come in here and scare people away – others deserve this website too khai :\ – other people deserve to come here, speak their truth – and not have to fear your wrath of anger. you make these comment unsafe and negative for others and its not fair. :\ its not a “tower of purity” – i just have no tolerance for bullies anymore.
khai are you even aware of how how you treat others in these comments in THEIR times of pain?
what about this summer when there was a guy named Bryan in these comments who was…
a. having a horrible time at home
b. having financial trouble
b. being treated horrible by the person he lived with
(sound like a familiar story??)
and you came in here like a raging terror and told him he was “a crazy idiot who needed to go on medication.” it was rude – insensitive – arrogant – heartless – JUDGMENTAL – and the funny thing is that now that you’re going through a situation pretty similar to Bryan’s – you want everyone in here falling at your feet with support.
does that not seem unbalanced to you? do you even remember doing that? do you even know when you’re being harmful?
then when a woman in here tried to tell you that you were being insensitive to his situation and to give Bryan some comfort – you cussed her out – told her to rot in hell or something – pretty much how you always respond. do you not realize that that behavior is hateful and bullying? when others speak THEIR feelings – you try to beat them into submission – do you not see that as being the same energy of abuse you complain you are suffering from? you are giving to others what you say you are suffering from.
and the people you’ve cussed out recently (multiple people of course) i read what they wrote to you, and the werent even being rude to you – they were trying to offer you ideas on how you could change this pattern in your life – some of them even quoted Lauren! so you cuss them out and tell them to rot in hell?? you just dont want to here anything but “aww poor baby – go ahead and rage at the world” – you say you want support, but you aren’t open to any support other than how you dictate it to be allowed. these people were TRYING to support you – but you dont want to hear how you could heal these situations – you just want to complain about them and not change anything about your life – thats why people keep telling you these things khai – not to be insensstive – but to let you know you have power to make your life better – if you dont want to hear that – fine. but treating people like dirt when they simply offer you ideas – theres no compassion in that – its BULLYING.
then, this summer there was a girl in the comments suffering deeply from the pain of her boyfriend cheating on her… i know because i was offering her support… and you came in here bragging about how you were cheating on your sex partner…and she was obviously hurt by your carelessness about it… and when she asked you how you could do that to someone – you were totally careless about it – you didn’t even acknowledge the pain SHE was suffering – yes Khai – others in here are suffering too – not JUST you… that was why i told you about my dad – not because i was projecting (that doesnt even make sense) – i was simply clarifying that everyone else in here has pain too. but the rest of us dont degrade and spit rage at others… you are the one person in here that seems to think you have a right to do that.
in that respect you ARE a bully. you come in here and try to control the energy – boss people around – put people down – and then you want us all to fall at your feet and SUPPORT you?!?!
at some point you might want to realize that you can’t rage at us with hate and expect us all to surround you with love :\ were not going to put ourselves in danger of being abused… Khai – the rest of us here deserve to be treated with respect to – it’s not just about you :\
anyways – you probably wont take any of this to heart because you seem to be totally unwilling to admit that you have things you need to change – you think its all about demanding change from the world around you and complaining when the world doesnt change for you.
and sadly – i bet you and i have ALOT in common because we have suffered in such similar ways – i could probably totally get your pain – but i cant see myself connecting you you because the hate you give out in here is not something i am willing to put up with.
so as for responding to you – this is the last time im going to do it.im truly truly sorry you are suffering – i genuinely mean that – noone should go through it ever – but you dont seem to genuinely be looking for support – instead, you seem to be trying to drag everyone into your suffering too – you dont act like you want people here to comfort you – you act like you intentionally want to start a fight just so you can lash and rage and take out your pain on someone – well im not willing to be your punching bag – go ahead – yell, cuss, rage, bully away in here – you are no longer allowed in my space. thats fine.
but here’s what WONT happen…
i WILL NOT leave lauren’s website. you WILL NOT BULLY me away. I am not scared of you and i am not going to be scared away no matter how nasty you act.
this website has been a huge source of comfort for me and i’m not letting your negativity and bully tactics take that away from me.
i will come here and read her words, and read the words of the other beautiful souls in here, and connect with those who offer light and beauty – but im blocking your rage and disrespect out of my space when i come here.
good luck on your journey… i genuinely wish you safety and peace – but my safety and peace will be protected by only connecting with light and love.
Oh I could see you in Berlin Khai, that sounds awesome! Japan also always needs English teachers.
(just popped in for a sec)
Hi All,
In our spiral of learning called life, boundary setting is a process and sometimes a rollercoaster.
We all deal with emotions differently and some are very loud. Many of these I choose to process
internally.
There is a distinction between reacting, feeling, venting, bullying, verbal vomit, temper tantrums
and responding.
We all have the inner resources to feel emotion and clear them to return to balance.
This process is as individual as we are.
I hope we can all find a place of aware clear conscious responses and share these as guided.
When we respond, are we adding to the light or fueling fear?
We choose in each moment hopefully consciously to uplift and add to the light.
Blessings,
M
it may seem like i’m hogging the comments. sorry if you feel that way. it’s a bit true. but i have nothing else. i have no one to talk to.
and i believe that it’s in moments like these that our community and knowledge of energy and this ascension process is most relevant.
welp. i had plans with a friend to go take pictures at the local state park today, but now i cant find my wallet so i cant drive anywhere and my day is ruined.
apparently this is a massive clearing of things that dont serve me but i really think i need my driver’s license to use my car…
and i really needed to spend some time with a friend and be out in nature. we were gonna have a picnic. i’m so sad… i just want everything to stop hindering me. i really really needed to have this day and now it’s just gone.
well i decided to drive without my license. so we went to the park, hiked for hours in the middle of nowhere, took pictures, and had an amazing time. it was a lot of fun. my legs were super sore, and then later we got gourmet cupcakes and then i hung out with a different friend and her sister and we drove around looking at christmas lights and looking at christmas carols.
it was a lot of fun. i’ve succeeded in throwing myself into the holiday spirit. no longer feeling angry, just blissful disconnect from my old life.
my dad and i got our tree yesterday and i got to pick it out so it’s HUGE. i put tons of white lights on it and bows and the angel. this year i decided it would be cool to mix glitter with flour and sprinkle it on the tree. it looks like the tree is frosted over
it’s so big and great. it’s like 8 feet tall and super fat. it makes me so happy. i also got a long plaid flannel pajama robe from ralph lauren for christmas. i’m all warm and comfy and it matches my pajama pants. i’m trying to focus on my blessings and be grateful since it’s the only thing that makes me sane. i think i’m finally ready to start cranking out songs. i’m gonna write about my stressors and i know that the creativity will wash away any remaining anger. i finally got back my ability to sing. for awhile i couldnt take deep breaths and my throat couldnt take the singing. it was awful.
i dont regret anything i said. but i’m ready to move on and not get caught in an energetic battle with someone who is clearly not supposed to be a part of my life.
i’m feeling very festive and happy that my friend is coming back into town. her name is zahra and she moved to colorado last year and i hadnt seen her since we had this fight. but we made up via email and still talk.
i know that the spices involved with christmas and the pine and all the plants are actually meant to raise the spirits and are used during pagan funerals. so i think that’s helping. i also have this howlite necklace that is really calming me and i made a necklace out of a piece of rose quartz and that helps too. soon i’ll have my lapis and jade butterfly and i’ll make some jewelry out of that.
all is back to being well in my world thank freaking god.
i just keep dissolving any anger or flashbacks into the white light. i don’t need them. i don’t need to stay like this and i don’t need to dwell on things i can’t control. somewhere beyond the pain there must be a way to learn forgiveness.
i just got a really good rune.
a week ago, i found a few of runes from my set. they’re the only ones left, so i did a reading.
they spoke about a destructive event that would be tempered with inspiration and wisdom gained that would lead to clarity about who i am and what my needs really are.
i didnt really understand until that thing happened last week.
well i found the last rune in my luggage and it speaks of a new dawn. and i feel really good about everything right now.
phew.
and now that i got that out of my system… here’s what i really came here to say today…
Lauren, since i started the MRP & Soul Retreival, i’ve kinda disappeared from your site – it’s weird, because it seems like since starting those – my process has become SUPER internal… so talking about anything i’m thinking or feeling seems… redundant? haha i guess that’s the word? it’s like once i think or feel something, that’s enough, and by the time i go to talk about it, i’m already “over” talking about it haha (and i’ve started the frequencies now too – thank u!)
because i have been so super inside my weird box, i didn’t thank you for this last message… (reallly late by now i know hahaha) but i really am so so so grateful. since i’ve found your site, everytime i feel so lost in all this – i now have your words and energy and the energy of the other beautiful souls in here to remind that what i feel is my truth, and despite what was pounded into my head growing up – i have every right to believe – well what I BELIEVE! haha… the space you have created here holds such a beautiful light for me.
since i’ve started all of this intentional internal work, i just feel like i’m at the very beginning – like a baby just starting out, and i don’t have to be held back by everything i went through before.
anywayyyys… i woke up today wanted to just come and tell you thank u(i ended up getting a little sidetracked by a comment argument going on in here :\ so sorrry – i shoulda just ignored it, but i’m still learning
) -but the original reason i came here today is because i feel like i can never say than u too much, because i really can’t remember what i did before i found your energy 
Hello Krissie
For you and anyone else who might be interested :
http://www.radharaniblossoming.org/index.php
so be it. you are clearly stuck to your perspective. good for you. far be it from me to change your mind.
also, i think the attribute you are accusing me of is being “self centered” which isn’t really abusive, though irritating.
khai,
i wanted to leave a comment today to offer you an apology… genuinely
my reaction to you this weekend was something that had building up over time. let me explain…
when i first found Lauren’s site this summer, it blew my universe open… this place is what i’ve been looking for my whole life…for 2 months i sat and read, but never left a comment – partly because i’m painfully shy – but honestly, because when i would read the comments, i would find myself taken about by your words :\
i almost never built up the courage to comment here at first because i was pretty scared of you :\ i felt like if i commented, you might attack me, or make fun of me….and then as i kept coming back here, it just gave me a negative sense about you because i saw other people feeling attacked by you, and i built up this anger towards you because i felt like you were preventing other people from having a beautiful experience here :\
you have every right to say the things and say things the way you say them. i react the way i do to them because they feel harsh to my sensibilities… i’m a big “words” person, and and strong words effect me pretty big… but my feelings about them are just that – MY feelings about them – and i don’t have a right to judge your delivery… it’s what you feel.
all my life, i have kind of just carried a torch for the “bullied”, but have never had the courage to speak out against what i perceive as bullying. so my reaction to you was coming from a place of not standing up for something i felt i needed to stand up for for so long.
but the point is… while i don’t agree with the things you say in here when “i feel” you attack others… it doesn’t give me the right to attack you. and while “i feel” you say things that hurt people… it isn’t my place to judge your behavior.
i need to understand better that even when i feel like i’m defending against your judgments… i’m still returning judgment :\
i probably will still find myself cringing at “Khai vents”
– but i do have a new realization that it isn’t my place to judge them… i do wish you the best on your journey and hope you find peace with all you are experiencing.
i don’t intentionally try to hurt people. i really don’t feel that it’s my job to manipulate the feelings of other. when i speak, it’s to communicate how IIIIII feel, not how i want others to feel.
if i tell someone to go rot in hell, it’s to communicate that i’m completely dissatisfied with our conversation and am probably personally offended by the thinly veiled ad hominem attacks. I have always had the “gift” of making inflammatory statements. i don’t try to do it. it just happens. i think it has more to do with my blunt honesty. i’ve never been good at lying or even disguising the truth. i’ve never enjoyed it and i’ve never been able to put my heart into it unless it’s to protect myself.
you have to understand that i genuinely do not care who is in here and who they talk to, what they get out of it, and so forth. it’s a great place, and to be frank, i’d rather it be heavily populated than not. nothing i have done was with the intent to scare anyone away. i honestly have no idea how anyone could be scared of an angry internet person. i personally have never been, so it is difficult for me to understand what you’re trying to say.
a lot of the things you have said about me were also misinterpreted, and i find it useful to remember that it is difficult to truly understand someone over the internet, as communication is a skill, not something that is a mastered trait known to all.
i don’t personally feel the need to make fun of anyone. if you are wondering, the way to get on my bad side is to insult me or others or to hold yourself higher than others. these are literally the only times i have ever gone off on someone. i have no desire to curse at you or rant about anything. i don’t know you and so far you have only hurt me with your judgments. inaccurate as they were, it still hurt that someone who has been through similar circumstances, which is a similarity that is very meaningful to me, has rejected me.
to clear things up a bit more. in my perspective, everyone here is free to say what they want to whomever they want. my communication only involves my personal relationship with those people. i am not a bully nor do i feel the need to control the energy in the room. i have never been a dominating personality, not unless it’s in a creative or musical venture
part of learning and allowing ourselves to grow is looking back at beliefs systems that we created and realizing where they came from, and how inaccurate they were. i have some belief systems about my self worth and my authenticity as a human being that stem from what older children at my school would say about me, and i work hard to dismantle them and form new belief systems based on positive feedback. it’s always a work in progress and things are always up in the air. but it’s just important to remember that not everything is black and white and as soon as you cut off the dragon’s head, two more grow back.
in the future, if you feel that there is an abusive presence, it is not necessary to enter into an energetic battle with them. this isn’t a mythic hero situation where you fight a monster. in social situations, defending yourself actually means removing yourself from the situation. doing battle with an abusive person only reinforces that person’s belief system that he or she needs to be abusive to protect him or herself.
i learned last week that i should never have allowed myself to be in a situation where i was being abused and kept in a place of fear, to not stand up for myself, just because i think i can benefit from it in the long run. what happened when my reality shifted was that illusion fell apart, and the reality of my living situation became apparent.
i could have left right when they kicked me out, but there was a lot of repressed expression that needed to come out, and when it did, things just escalated. personally, i can see that my spirit enjoys having a heightened awareness of things. being assaulted by this person means that i am no longer fooled by what they say, and will never allow myself to be in that situation again. if i had just left when i was told, i would have kept coming back, believing that this was an acceptable and healthy relationship, when really it was the opposite.
Hi Krissie,
I remember when you first joined the forum, you had such an itsy bitsy, tiny voice. It felt like there was barely a wisp of a fairy there. And now you sound like a solid person. Its obvious you’ve done a lot of inner work reclaiming and integrating yourself. I’m sure it wasn’t easy to face your fears but you did it. Bravo, well done.
I only have one thing to say:
I really miss my flights of fancy…..
i’m still waiting for this arrive of universal LOVE that i keep hearing about, but am not really seeing…
Ha ha, I’ve come to the conclusion the only way we’re going to see this new age, is if we become conscious, and consciously choose words that lift spirits up in our daily interactions, and actions that makes life easier or more enjoyable for those around us. (This is a general statement and not directed at anyone in an abusive relationship.)
In other words, if we allow ourselves to be the agents of the universal love that we all want to be enjoying right now. I think this is what is meant by “grounding the energy”, i.e., we have to physically manifest the energy of 5D love into the 3D world, as opposed to walking around barefoot, not that I have anything against walking around barefoot.
I think there are a lot of people here who would benefit from hearing the information in this video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrAgb1-UKQ8&list=UUmHcilIdNyjdsuiE6vDRAEQ
Love, Reality & Time Of Transition
Lauren,
Thankyou for the update…Everything you said in this update is already happening for me….I am grateful for your timely answers to so many questions. God bless you dear sister…Sending much Love and Smiles your way…:D Hugggs!
Beloveds,
My guidance is directing me to leave my blog address here again, it is about my journey to embodying unconditional love, extending it outward and about my deep desire to support others in that experience, delighting in having the Love return to me and to each of us, extending outward until we are all enveloped in warm, delicious bath of remembering the Love that we are. Take a peek if that tickles your fancy! May the road rise up to meet you! savannah
http://lovesaysyes.blogspot.com
It is SUCH a wonderful blog ~ I just love it, Savannah..and YOU!
Thanks Savannah; I realised today that my reason for being here is to bring Love to this Earth … extend it outward and allow it to return. In realising this I have been swamped by all the other stuff that is swirling inside of me, and I just came here to find support in helping me to clear it ( I have been known to wallow
) Yay for embodying unconditional Love, and thankyou so much for acting upon your guidance, I will go check that out now xxx
Kate and Kat,
So glad to hear from both of you . You Kate are an absolute love and Kat it is wonderful to connect to someone who resonates with the same values. Yes, I have found my intent to embody love has brought to the surface everything within me that is not love- not fun but must clear the goo to be true.
Hindsight is indeed 20/20 and so clear. You choose.
Khai writes: “In the future, if you feel that there is an abusive presence, it is not necessary to enter into an energetic battle with them.”
You MAY have missed a vital element. You created more chaos and pain by posting chaos and pain. You attracted it to you.
Plain and simple.
In the same spirit that you offer, do not choose abusive reactions no matter what the impetus.
Many of the lessons that you chose to learn involve finding center amidst swirling chaos.
If you do choose them, then perhaps use discernment and choose not post them globally where
people then choose to respond however they are guided, inspired, or triggered.
That may be an aware conscious approach you and all may consider in the future.
Perhaps, inner work is meant as such and may be better processed inwardly. Consider attracting someone to whom you can share and vent in a less public forum like e-mail.
TWYH.net is not intended or designed as a therapy site. It is at best a place to exchange information on lightwork and ascension. Emotional outbursts and tantrums detract greatly from this mission and purpose.
If you post emotional session content then expect emotional responses to what you post. You choose.
I clearly can choose to scroll past the LOUD chaos inducing posts.
Heres hoping that you consciously choose to create and attract less and less chaos.
Hi family,
Just popping in to wish everyone a blessed new year!
2012 promises to be quite extraordinary…so much new information already coming at me its dizzying, exciting, tantalizing, and…well…nerve wracking…all at the same time. The Pleiadians have so much to share with us that they can hardly wait…literally.
A lot of changes on the horizon and the good feelings already abound…is anyone else feeling more energy, positivity and love since the new moon on the 24th? Now that we are out of the eclipse passage and with Mercury finally leaving his shadow, we are bound to start off the new year with some celestial support and grounded momentum.
We made it thru quite a challenging year of transformation and its hard to believe that tomorrow, and for some today, is 2012…the most anticipated year in human history. WOW.
I am really looking forward to sharing every new discovery with every one of you in the new earth…
With so much LOVE!
♡♡♡
What a LOVELY message, Lauren! Thank you and Happy New Year! I’ve never been so excited about a year ending as THIS one! lol!
TODAY I’m starting to feel that excitement and bliss returning ~ and it is oh-so-welcome (the days prior I was QUITE cranky!). I’ll be thinking of all of you and raising a champagne toast in honor of this incredible, wondrous year very soon!!!
Love and Sparkles to ALL!
~ Kate